 I did a thing, but she did a thing four years ago four years ago. She did powerlifting me update It just happened to line up. I don't believe in the Milky Way and in Cancer Taurus Sun, but someone commented on YouTube said what happened to her She was about to do a meet and we did a video with my little sister Bianca on what to expect in your very first meet Expecting that's a really good YouTube title Hitter dude, that's a hitter But she's back she just happened to be in town this same week someone commented on the video we did with her Now she's in town that same week. She doesn't live here. That's kind of weird, right? Yeah, that's some Milky Way zodiac shit. She probably believes in that. Oh, yeah. Yeah, she probably hasn't tatted on her Is that the Milky Way? Exposed to be the zodiac in her the bumble girl Should we get really gets the people going as will Ferrell said I think I said this like three years ago And you're gonna say well Mike you never follow through on your goals And I would say well, you know things happen in life. I'm an adult You got to pay taxes and this shit happens, but I would really like the front squat like 220 kilos 230 kilos Maybe Maybe I Don't know it feels kind of good. I missed a lift off camera. See bass was in here And so then I just quit that lift. That's that's how you really stick to your goals stay disciplined That's how you hustle when you fall you stay down. Don't get up. Why would you get up? You might fall again if I just stay down you cannot knock me down You can't can't beat a man. Yeah, you can't beat a man. Well, he's down literally because I'm down I can't get any further down. So I like to live my life at rock bottom very low expectations Very low goals and standards and I've never You've been there ever since yep, what's the weather like right now right there? I think it's actually 30 and raining This week is probably the hottest so far of the year, but it's only gonna be like 95 Yeah, you think it's affecting your training. Yeah, I mean look at my face. I'm like red. I'm hot I feel like my so see bass It's hot. Yeah, I mean, I also don't my gym isn't Partially outside. Okay, so I there's like no breeze, you know, like you're like inside under fluorescence So this is like way different You think it's helping though either also, I think so It's nice to have like fresh air and fun. It's nice. I've done. We haven't really had much fun Okay, let's get to the real shit now. What's your deepest fear like like height height? Heights is your biggest fear. I get unsure of myself once I'm up high like I don't trust myself to like That's one of the most that's one of the natural fears, isn't it? It's like falling right? Yeah Alright fear with lifting are you are you wait? Are you going to compete soon? I think I will okay. I have so many people asking me that at my gym Form looks really good. So I don't want to let anyone down if I say yes, and then I don't don't get that doesn't matter to them Yeah, you know if you tell people even if you say no at the end of the cares I think I just really loved training and If there's a competition that lines up with my training, then I'll do it Yeah, yeah, you're not gonna really worry about it much as like cutting and all that bullshit Yeah, we don't do that here We go we show up. Yeah, we show up at our weight I feel like if there are too many factors, then it just like doesn't happen. It kind of takes away from the experience Yeah, I mean it's part of the experience, but like you like I want to have fun Yeah, when I'm doing it be like I get to do it and I get that fun. I think we're another sport I've always wanted to try rugby. Oh my god, that's aggressive Like we sick though. What he's really though. I think I like how like they have wrecked teams You should do it. Yeah, it's like your whole body. Let me take it on guys like Mike I would love to you would love to take on guys like Mike. Yeah, like, you know You that man is built like a fucking linebacker. I feel like me at my lowest could just like oh my god, okay We're some of us in this room. We're gonna get a reality check with shit like that happens I think if I just like kind of you know, just it just leverages, you know We gotta get Mike and Mike. We need you right now. So she wants to do right. She wants to play rugby Try out rugby. Are we waiting to your 60 wins the Go ahead. I said, oh, you're gonna be taking on guys like Mike. No, do it do what you did to me I was like, I think like me at my lowest would be like perfect I Said I'll get you all feel like a squirrel attacking Yeah, like there's spiders caught up. Yeah. Yeah, I said there's gonna be some reality checks in this building Oklahoma Jill you lay on your back head to head basically like that and you're over here He's over here and you turn around and you just go and then on the whistle We turn around as fast as you can No, no, no, that's what it is. That's rugby. Yeah, she wants you to not you're in the grocery store You're in the grocery store Mike's like walking the groceries She comes to Clipsum she gets she pulls an illegal tackle on him in the grocery store, man He's holding two kids. I think I'd like to try any sport. We went all over the place They're a little roadmap of your brain. So this year you want to accomplish some physical power some physical confidence I'm gonna go. All right. I really do. That's good. Good luck We're a headgear That's all I recommend. We're a headgear. I don't know. Any other questions? How do you like Thurst Street? I Like it I came here a long time ago when it was like well when you were here and then prior to that when it was I think super training. Oh way back But I feel like the area has changed a lot there's so much more like going on here Yeah All right, what's your what's your biggest fear? My biggest fear? Hmm my biggest fear already kind of happened and that's kind of dealt with it. What was it? Trying to get to the big leagues I didn't I was like right there and then shoulder exploded elbow exploded and then I was just like sitting there like in a cast like All right, well got to move on with your life, you know, what did you do to get over that? Nothing? That's why it was a problem. I didn't have a coping mechanism. Yeah, you know What's your coping mechanism video games? Yeah, no because that's what got me through all my surgeries. Yeah, cuz I'm like Yeah, yeah, so then I got really good at them. Yeah, and like if you're you know, and I'm in a sling And I'm in a hotel room. We lived in hotels for like years. I didn't know that. Oh, yeah shit It's so shit. Don't let me start on the fucking minor leagues. The minor league is a fucking joke. It's a joke It's a joke. They're underpaid the housing is shit. It's so bad. It's so bad I get stuff in the mail all the time like asking to be a part of lawsuits I'm like and one of these days. I'm like fucking pull a trigger Just seems like a mess. It's a mess and you're fighting the MLB How are you gonna win that? You know, you can't win that. Yeah Now I just now my biggest fear is like finding purpose and I'm trying to find purpose stuff like that if you want to get deep Yeah, I think like in each like area of my life where I do feel like really confident about there's also this underlying insecurity of like am I Am I even like can I be here? Am I okay to be here? Like, you know, I belong low imposter syndrome. Yeah Yeah, I think my life. I don't know. I don't know why I wake up with imposter I go to bed an imposter, but we still try, you know, we still try. Do you remember your dream? Like at night when I sleep. Oh, yeah, are you an imposter in your dreams? Yeah Sometimes depends In my dreams, I forget my shit all the time Like if I'm going to play baseball, I forget my cleats my pants and I'm out on the mound I'm in like underwear and they're like, where's your fucking clothes and I'm like I'm like, damn. I don't know. I just don't I don't have them. I'm like, bro I forgot all my shit and then that's it