 The ego convinces you that you can know something through thinking. You cannot know through thinking, you can plan, but you cannot know. So knowing comes when there is surrender in the system. So as you move into that state of surrender, what actually happens is that the consciousness starts to expand. You're not anymore only in the conceptual and the emotional dancing between these two from morning to night, year after year, but you start to expand into a supraconceptual state, into a transformative state where the occult experiences happen and you also expand downward into the materiality of your body.