 let's do this final clip end of an era start of a new one final clip in this apartment I mean if I can get the camera to stay there final clip in this apartment guys and for anyone wondering I have had a couple of people hit me up at least wondering where I'm actually staying because they are coming to cans they might want to stay in the same place it is called the mango lagoon mango lagoon resort and wellness bar 81 cedar road Palm Cove North Queensland it's not actually in cans okay so anyways dry your eyes mate the tears have gone I'm you know I'm thinking with my head right now not with my heart and my head says to stay what I've done I've got him paid up the rest of my rent so I actually paid a bond I paid 690 which is two weeks rent 145 of that is going in the cleaning fees 280 of that which is 10% on top of what I've paid which was a penalty because I'm leaving early I'm leaving after 10 weeks I'm leaving after eight weeks not 10 so they've given me a penalty it was meant to be 25% that they brought it down to 10 which I'm thankful for so thanks for that that's 280 which leaves me with 265 dollars to come back to me less the charges for electricity because that was on top of it so you know honestly guys I've been here for eight weeks but overall it has cost me over 400 dollars a week to stay in this this apartment and I guess I'm putting those costs down to housing me but also giving me a place to house all of my major key physics products to to have launched the business because that's what we've done in the last eight weeks I've spent heaps of time with tape I've rebuilt that relationship with me and take obviously I haven't done fuck all for the relationship with me and Mephemial but on top of that I have I mean I often forget but I have launched a business whilst being in here you know that computer that I've packed up the Mac that I bought when I got here has been used every single day it is the best purchase I've ever made a laptop not so much but the computer I mean without that and without my phone none of this shit would have happened you know I basically launched this whole entire business off of a phone and since the launch I've done everything else on the computer and it's it's been it's been fun man it's been a lot of fun I am loving having my own business I am loving having something that I can now really sink my teeth into as far as my creative side you know what I mean so so posts video posts networking with people different designs different colors all of that stuff is things I really enjoy and now I'm actually doing it for a business it's almost it's almost as if I've applied for a job as a marketing manager or a you know advertising executive or something like that and basically it's my job to come in into major key physique as an employee and basically promote it as best we can on a tight budget that's that's basically it I mean if I was gonna employ someone that's what I want them to do I'd want them to come on board have a tight budget but do all the all that you can as far as building the brand and getting in front of as many eyes as possible so yeah I mean when I talk when I start talking about it when I start talking about my brand I get passionate I do because it's I can't hide it when I start talking about something that I'm passionate about whether that be sports or my daughter or you know a life of financial freedom that I'd love to achieve one day or my personal brand major key physics I get passionate and I know you guys know that so hey talking about that pretty much made me forget about what happened earlier but I can't forget because this is life this is life guys and that woman who I call my ex the mother of my child the mother of my two kids she is always gonna be in my life we're always gonna be in each other's lives I can't leave I can't leave cans with it like this it was oh my god like I'm not even gonna tell you exactly what happened because it was terrible but anyways the apartments packed up the apartments packed up there's nothing here everything's been packed up except for the products so all the major key physics products obviously I got them packed up yesterday they're gonna be couriered back to Ellis so basically effectively I'm not gonna be able to post out any orders in the next week but after that we're gonna be back on board and so any orders that come through in the next seven days just know that as soon as I get back to Ellis as soon as that stock arrives they'll be sent out so that's it this has been a bit of a journey hasn't it bit of an adventure in cans I want to say thank you all you guys for being here for all the support it means a hell of a lot but it can't help me in my current situation obviously you know there has to be a clear divide between your online presence and the amount of effort and energy that you give to that and also your your in real life life it really you really do need to have a balance because situations like today happen and if you're fully 100% into your online life and then you have something like this happen in your personal life and you can't switch back and forth I mean it just gets even more messy you know I mean I don't even know what I'm talking about right now my head is in a few different places but I have decided that I'm not gonna leave until I see my daughter again and I try and at least you know what I'm gonna do guys I'm gonna tell you right now I'm not sure what time it's gonna be but when they do come back I'm gonna set the camera up and I'm just gonna give my female the biggest hug ever that's what I wanted to do this morning so badly but it was the opposite the opposite happened so that's what I'm gonna do man I just want to embrace her I want to give her my support I want to give her my love because I do respect her I respect and care about her hell of a lot she just doesn't think that so anyways that's the plan this is the empty apartment it's done and dusted I'll see you guys soon hopefully hopefully we get a result man one like one like equals one prayer let's see what happens oh yeah one final thing we do have six boxes that I believed we're gonna fit my car but obviously they're not going to so on Monday I'm gonna get these picked up and thankfully they've let me leave from here not inside we're gonna leave them behind the counter behind the reception desk and get them picked up on Monday so they should arrive in Alice with the other stuff by train so they go in cans to Alice by train what do we got what do we got t-shirts we got shaker cups we got socks socks and socks and we've got t-shirts okay now I'm done