 coming into Mount Holyoke I was so shy and just every, everything kind of made me a little nervous and I felt like I didn't belong I remember the first week I really struggled because I just, I felt like everyone else here was so much just better than me and belonged here and I didn't. And I remember slowly as I met other students and I talked with professors gaining that confidence and realizing that I am capable I am I do belong here. And it's just it's been an incredible experience overall. And now looking back to see that growth. It's hard to realize it when you're when you're in the middle of it but after some time you can really see how much you've grown as a person and I really do think it's because of the environment I found here.