 There's just things that you know we need to talk about and things that just need to stop But I just wanted to you know get my voice out there and just stop the negativity Just because you don't like it doesn't mean that someone else isn't gonna like it. There's miscommunication So that's why I'm getting real impersonal with you guys What is good Marvel Squad and welcome back to our channel if you guys are not subscribed I just got hit subscribe button join the mobile family as you guys can see it is just me today Bill is actually at the dentist. I do have some pretty personal things that I kind of want to discuss to you guys about open up Be real with you guys you guys are my family and there's just things that you know We need to talk about and things that just need to stop and with you guys I know that when we get personal you guys enjoy that because it makes you guys feel like you guys are not alone And you know, I feel like this topic just needs to be brought up into the air and just be talked about But before I get on to today's video I actually want to show you guys some of our fall decorations that we got from target We still want to get more but we kind of just got a little bit of stuff. So over here We have a pumpkin. There's a little mini pumpkin right here, which is super cute I don't know if it's focused yet right here. It's so cute. And then over here We got snappy looking himself. He had the Marvel Squad Say hi, and then I got this blanket this throw blanket and it's so cute Ignore the mess over here. We got some pillows To match the blanket. I love how it all just correlates and then they're snappy Snappy either fall decoration and then over here We have a little pumpkin candle and guys this smells freaking amazing. It's so good And then we don't know where we want to put this at yet I don't know if it's gonna stay here or not. We don't really know but guys This is my favorite part of the entire house. You guys ready? Look at how freaking pretty this is So we got a mirror we were trying to figure out what we wanted to put right here Just because we didn't know kind of like what would look best we found this mirror It's kind of like an octagon looking mirror and if it's absolutely perfect I absolutely love it and then we got these just little like orangey type of Fall decorations and we are absolutely in love. We love how it turned out and just looks so cute So when we have guests over and they want to come out and look at themselves in the mirror They can come right here and look at themselves But I had a little fall decoration thing was so cute and the vibes at night like is my favorite part And you know lighting the candle to get in the mood We still have more we want to get but that's what we got so far and I just want to show you guys because I was really excited and Wanted to kind of give you guys a little bit of a house update our little fall decorations So we're gonna just get right on into today's video talk about what's going on through my head What's kind of like but upsetting me in a way because like like I said earlier you guys are family And I love you know getting personal with you guys and making guys feel like you're not alone And you know you guys mean a lot to me and if I feel like there's miscommunication It makes me feel sad because I don't ever want things become misleading or for you guys to think that you know Me and bill are coming off a certain way. We're trying to do this or trying to do that Like me and bill are very real and genuine people We love every single one of you guys like everything that we do is for you guys and without you guys We wouldn't be here. So it's like the Marvel squad is our freaking family You guys mean the world to us and if you guys weren't here We don't know what we would do like this has been our dream come true for the longest time So that's why I'm getting real and personal with you guys Also if you guys aren't wondering it is a topic about my lips and yeah If you guys are wondering why they are swollen right now, they're pretty swollen I did just go get a touch up just because once they settled, you know There was some parts that just need a little bit more filler just to kind of make it more natural Obviously if they're very swollen right now guys, they will go down They will look very pretty and natural So I have my ice pack here to like put on my lips because they do hurt if you guys have not yet Please go check out Renaissance rejuvenating medicine. I'm gonna pop up their Instagram right here. Go show them love You know, they don't just do lip filler. They do Botox, you know around the face They do like this if you're like older and you have like aging wrinkles They can get rid of that. They have micro needling They have facials like me build actually get an official down on the 24th and he's getting a Crunch stimulator thing, which is super awesome. They do laser hair removal. They do so many things guys The things that they offer are amazing. They're just awesome people they make you feel so comfortable and at home and They're the best people that we've ever came in contact with when it comes to that and we just trust them so much And I'm not just saying this just to say it like I mean it like they are genuine awesome people Like they really are awesome. So to kind of get on to what I am talking about. I'm all about natural beauty I'm all about, you know, everyone should feel beautiful in their own skin Everyone's beautiful no matter your your height your size, you know The way that your appearance looks like every one of you are freaking beautiful like you guys are all Beautiful, I need you guys to remember that I'm it's it's okay to feel insecure It's okay to not feel good some days because there's days where I wake up and I'm like you know, I just feel gross I feel not myself and that is okay. We need to normalize that like it's okay not to feel okay but it's the fact of getting up and Achieving whatever goals you have and just remembering that God puts you in this life for a reason and that You are all made to be here Even though you feel like the world's against you push against it and show it that you know You guys are all worth it and I and you know, that's like the one thing that I have to like Emphasize is you all are beautiful and natural beauty is What I inspire to you know to you guys is to remember You know the way that God made you is beautiful and then to get on to what I'm like getting into So as you guys know I did get my lips filled and like 95% of you guys loved it You guys are happy for me. You guys are very supportive But there's also that percentage of people that hate and you know, that's common when it comes to Social media doing things to yourself that other people may not agree with or just it's just life in general People aren't always gonna agree with you and I understand that like people can have their opinions and people can say what they want And you know that's the thing like I can take criticism like especially on tiktok Comments or like it can get really mean so sometimes I I've tried to take a step back from the tiktok comments But you too you guys are amazing guys I have the sweetest comments and I'm just so thankful and I'm not saying people on tiktok are all of them I mean you guys are awesome on it too. There's just a lot more hate, but that's common You know, that's just social media But I just want to emphasize that if somebody wants to do something a little bit different to their body I feel like people shouldn't get criticized for that I feel like if someone wants to enhance their beauty in a different type of way And if that's what they want to do they should be able to do it like say like I never wanted to get lip filler Okay, and there was a time where I didn't I didn't want to do that And but I support anybody who did because you know what if that's gonna make them feel better about themselves in the morning And make them feel good and you know confident and wake up and be like wow I feel good That's what I want I want everybody to feel good about themselves whether that's your natural beauty or if you want to enhance something like Getting your hair done. See for example, I didn't like my dark hair So I got wet blonde and it cuz it made me feel more pretty like that It's just that's like getting your hairs on your nails done or dressing in a cute outfit Or if you want to bum or like you know what I mean Like there's so many things that you could do to yourself to make you feel more confident And it doesn't have to be you know lip filler or your face or your if you want to get a boo job or a Butt job or just anything it's literally just in clothes or your hair or your nails or your makeup Like there's so many things that make you can that make you feel more confident And the reason that I chose to do my lips was because first of all lips they dissolve. It's not permanent It's not gonna like damage anything, but I just wanted to get them done because I want to try it and I'm absolutely So happy with my results even though they're very swollen right now again because I did get a little bit more in there And my lips are obviously very sensitive right now, but I'm happy They did an amazing job, and I'm very very very happy with the results and honestly That's all that really matters at the end of the day if you are happy. That's all that matters It's you it doesn't matter about anybody else in the world It doesn't matter if someone is hating on you at school because you know you wore your hair in a bun And you didn't wear makeup when you were a sweatpants who cares because if you feel good That's all that matters if you wake up in the morning, and you're like I'm a bad Bleep that's all that matters literally if you feel confident in yourself That's all that matters So if say someone wants to get their boobs job or say someone wants to get their lips done You know they want to do that That's gonna make them feel better at the end of the day And I feel like people need to just normalize that some people are gonna do things to themselves differently than what you would do Just because you don't like it doesn't mean that someone else isn't gonna like it But this does that mean you have to hate on them No, that just means that you just would never do it and you're happy with your natural self And that's all that matters all that matters in the day is what you want And I feel like that so people need to realize is to not criticize other people for doing things to themselves That maybe not somebody else would want to do like obviously this world today is so opinionated and it sucks And it's so sad because it's hard being on social media and trying to please everybody and trying to keep a neutral balance Sometimes you kind of just gotta be yourself be you and if people want to support you They're gonna support you if you want to hand you they're gonna hate you you can't win in the situation You really can't so at the end of the day live life to your fullest if you want to go get your lips done Go freakin get your lips done if you want to go get it get bigger boobs get bigger boobs You know what at the end of the day like I said, I'm gonna keep stressing it if you feel good That's all that matters and I just want to say guys also. I'm the same name. I have not changed I will never change. I don't care how much money I have in the bank. I don't care How many followers I have I don't care where I live. I don't care what happens in life I'm gonna still be the same me me and but I have not changed since we started I know some of you guys are like Oh, she's changed. I have not changed. I'm still me. I'm still Mariah I'm still like my genuine self like I'm still me just because I enhance a few things with myself to make myself Maybe feel a little bit better that doesn't mean I've changed and I will stick to that to the day I die Never want anything to get in my head or to like Overpower me because I want to stay who I am and that's what I'm so proud of is me and bill I've stayed who we are through this whole entire journey. The real supporters will know that the real people who support me and bill We'll know that we have not changed. We still respond to comments. We still like interact with you guys We love doing that because we love giving back to you guys That's something that me and bill will forever stick to as we will never change who we are We will never change who we are so yeah guys I have not changed just because I got my lips done They will dissolve after six months to a year and if I don't want to get them again I don't have to get them again But will I get them again? Probably because I enjoy them and I like them and they make me feel good So that's all that matters and I just want to normalize that just because somebody else does something that you may not agree with or You may not like sometimes it's better to keep your comments to yourself and to not Criticize somebody for doing something that maybe you wouldn't want to do because it can just hurt someone's feelings You have to think about how others might feel because of what if someone did that to you And maybe what if you got your hair done? You absolutely loved your bangs you got your bangs cut and who are making fun of you because you got your bangs cut and it Made you sad because you love them so much You just have to support somebody you say you know what you're a little beautiful and if they feel beautiful hype them up Make them feel good I think we need more people in this world who hype each other up who Congratulate each other and there's just more positive vibes like me and bill have been using these quotes to stay positive And to remember life isn't always going to be perfect things are gonna come our way There's gonna be bumps in the road There's gonna be you know highs and lows but the other day stay positive and your mental health is what matters I'm really bad at explaining how I feel and just what goes through my head like I've struggled with it But you guys have really helped me kind of like be myself and get my Emotions and feelings out. I don't know if I was babbling and repeating myself a lot So I'm really sorry for that. I do struggle with anxiety and just getting my emotions out But I just kind of want to hop on here and say if you are a person who has gotten lit filler Who does give Botox or they get they get some type of procedure done to themselves? I'm I'm proud of you for doing something for yourself whether even though what people might say It's unnatural if at the end of the day you feel good I'm proud of you and I love you and if you are somebody who doesn't want to do that And you are all for natural beauty and natural you I'm proud of you too because honestly You are all beautiful no matter what you do to yourself no matter who you want to be in the world You are all beautiful. You are all awesome. I just want to spread more positivity more happiness More happy vibes not everyone being so negative and just because they're insecure about themselves They hate on other people because they're insecure. It's just guys It's all just be happy and supportive and just love each other and I just want this family to be a positive family And you know obviously like I said, there will always be hate comments There are always people who say what they want I just wanted to get my story out kind of get my voice out there Just to get people to feel more better about themselves if they do want to do something I also know many of you guys look up to me and you guys look at me as a role model and an inspiration And I know some of you guys are like this just gives off a wrong impression guys I am not saying you need to go out and get lip filler to be pretty I'm not saying you need to go out and get a boo job or anything like that I am just saying if you want to do something to enhance your beauty Go ahead and do it But also remember you are naturally beautiful and I and I know many of you guys are like Oh, I love your lips before and you know, I love my lips before too. I loved my natural me But you know, I kind of wanted to try to enhance myself And if that's what you want to do, that's what you want to do And that's what I'm inspired That's what I'm here for as a role model and an inspiration to you is you know Just support people and if you don't want to do something then don't do it You don't have to do it just because I it does not mean you have to do it Like all of you guys are beautiful in your own unique way And it's all up to you whether you want to do that or not And I just wanted to say that to all the people that do look up to me Like I never want you guys to look down on me or feel like I'm not being a good role model Because I want you guys to look up to me. I want you guys to remember You are all beautiful and I love you guys so freaking much And if you want to do something just do it And if that makes you feel better at the end of the day, all that matters is how you feel and yeah Like I said, I suck at explaining my feelings. I'm trying to do better But I love you guys so much and thank you guys so much for all the love and support on You know me getting my lips done and all the feedback that you guys gave back to the red So I'm subduing I really do love you guys We are one strong team one strong family And it's so awesome that you guys support the things that we do and I'm just so thankful for each and every one of you Like you guys make our lives so happy and you guys are the reason we smile The reason we get up in the mornings and I I just really can't thank you guys enough Just thank you and I love you guys so much But I just wanted to you know get my voice out there and just stop the negativity and just Normalize that if you don't want to do something you don't have to do it But if that person wants to do it support it love it and be proud of them because that's what we need more promise But guys, I'm gonna stop my babbling. I feel like I've been babbling and repeating myself Um, I hope I kind of got my point across. I need to give myself more credit and not be so down on myself and nervous to explain my feelings and Yeah, so I do want to give the end of video post notification shout out to dog lover cute 238 she commented on the renaissance juvenile page. I came from ryan bill's youtube video shout out to you Thank you so much for supporting them and supporting us. We appreciate you so freaking much Face you guys go down below into the merch self and grab the merch before it's gone Because it's the only it's a limited drop guys. It's the only time this merch will be available If you guys have me I give video a big thumbs up and I hope you guys You know stay positive stay true to yourself and you guys are all beautiful and I'm so thankful for each and every one of you Thank you guys for listening to me babble for the last however long how many minutes I've been babbling for I'm gonna go ice my lips because they're um a little swollen and they hurt But guys, thank you for watching stays video and me and bill even though he's not here We'll see you in the next video, but until then peace. Love you guys