 Thank you for being so patient sorry we was trying to sort out some things in the in the background um that had to be sorted out before we could we could do this we wait just a little while to make sure people can get in yeah say hi kind spirit hi Marnie Josie hello Iolite Sharon is that everybody yeah thank you yeah thank you for hanging out and I know some of you have probably been waiting for a while we've just had this learning in the background or whatever until we were able to come on but hopefully we've got like 33 people well 65 wow yeah I bit of this a bit of that hello and Debbie and Concha Dolores Lydia Nicky Starlight Vera that ticking is on Ally's computer we get it every time every time yeah we just it's the what's his name the fan sorry we've hardly had much sleep so anyway do you want to go or would you you want to say it well no I think we can both figure it out somehow but I think you know go ahead you can lead off alright so I'm gonna try and do this I think I'm gonna cry though if I say it I got your back I can't you do it as many of you know Ellie was supposed to come here to Florida June 5th everything was fine except for you have to apply for some ETSA visa ETSA visa and she got denied basically you know the only reason you get denied is if I think you're gonna leave and not come back which is bullshit cuz you know she's got family and grandchildren children and you know all sorts of things so she they denied her thinking that she was just gonna come here and not for no stupid reason yeah so yeah we put our heads together try to figure out what can we do from this point forward and what we're trying to do now and yeah it's it's just it's devastating you know what at least this time it didn't happen when I got to the airport last time because this happened to me before when I first tried to get over and see Greg so what we did was we put our heads together and we try to figure out what where do we go from here you know and we thought well maybe we can meet in a neutral country where she doesn't need a ETSA kind of visa or something like that it just for like a vacation because we've never had a vacation this was gonna be Ali's vacation together for three years no vacations we didn't get a honeymoon did we no we had an overnight stay which was lovely my brother yeah for us but yeah and and that's exactly what we we talked about and we we put together what we did was we put together a GoFundMe page hopefully I don't know we Ali and I are horrible at this asking anyone for anything you know but you know this is this is what we're putting out there and we're hoping that universe will help us manifest being able to spend some time together in a neutral country we when I because first of all I thought it might be you know like a typo or something something I didn't I didn't put right or something and what I did was I tried again to do the the you know the Esther and halfway through it it came up with a big warning sign saying that this has already been denied and then kicked me off the form so I can't can't go in and do it we've tried to talk to an actual physical person trying to give all of my details trying to tell them you know how much you know I love my family I'm not leaving but there's no way there's no physical person to talk to there's no there's no email address that you can communicate with anybody there's nothing it's like a run around the whole time well I got thrown I was able to talk to somebody but it was pretty worthless although she did say that you can apply for a regular visa but that takes several weeks and then that you know Ali's ticket plane ticket is for the fifth there's so there's no way she'd be able to do that and there's no guarantee even if you speak to somebody or your governor or whatever there's no guarantee that they're gonna say anything once you've been denied the visa so yeah like I said I did and that's what that woman told them so there's really nothing much we can do and so we thought well you don't need an ETSA from the UK to Mexico so we thought well maybe we could meet there I saw somebody say yeah just up through the border yeah we're talking about too because you know they're allowing everybody through the border and giving them you know all these cell phones and benefits and all that shit but when it comes down to wanting to do this the legal way they're saying no so it's really frustrating and you can sense my anger and my sadness yeah you there's no guarantee to get an appointment for the Embassy you have to go up there on a wing and a prayer and just sit there it's in the heart of London you can't drive up there so you have to get public transport I'm disabled I can't go walking around London it's just it's just you know we wouldn't have been able to do it before Monday anyway so I had to cancel the ticket so yeah just it just it's just crap so they can they can let the United States can let in all sorts of illegals at the border but try to do this the right way now you know Allie tried to get she had her that's approved the first time yeah I did but they still stopped me and grilled me Homeland Security they still this was in front of everybody it wasn't in the side room or anything like that they was asking me all sorts of questions about Greg and basically they carried on asking lots of questions you know it's about three quarters of an hour and then as I thought well I've got nothing to lose I said you know we were hoping we could maybe get married or something I shouldn't have said that obviously but in hindsight when you're desperate you know that was the first time so it has been yeah and that's what they probably marked yeah a lot of people saying same Mexico too yeah that's what we that's that you know and that's what we got when we put our heads together you know if there's a place to go that would be the least expensive for us to just you know be together for a week or so you know that's what we're trying to trying to do and we have a grab a go fund me page that Allie put together we're asking for help because you know do you know shadow banning and everything we're we're just like thank you Donna thank you Donna I've just received a go fund me payment there thank you so much we hate asking but we with the shadow banning we're just stuck you know we can do all we can I mean we're gonna you know I'm gonna do kind of like a readings day and all sorts of things and you know I'll do whatever I can maybe a teaching workshop that's for the go fund me you know yeah yeah yeah yeah we're just but we was just so looking forward to the beach we was looking forward to you know being together you know it's lovely when Greg comes over here but it's usually in the winter because that's all we can afford usually with the flight and it's it's not the same it's just you know we was looking forward to like a honeymoon and a get-together so I've got a credit for my flight so my flight is not an issue to get over to there there are what we're looking at is maybe it might be in like September or August or when you know when everything's like the least expensive in Mexico it's really not worrisome honestly if you go to like Cozumel or Cancun or whatever it's no it's fine I've been there before so you was looking up different stays weren't you and the cheapest possible it was looking up yeah the least expensive places that we could go and we're looking for all-inclusive because we can't afford to dine out every night our is it basically in Cozumel thank you Rosie yeah appreciate the donations we really really do oh god I think we are safe in the results and I would be happy in the results you know you're just going from the airport to the resort and then shuttle back yeah yeah I mean I don't know it we just it's just like one thing after the other after the other it's just taken it so yeah so thank you so much just for listening that's that's kind of the message that we just wanted to give out really but it's been I haven't had chance to read any of the messages in case I cried but thank you for all the love exactly Sasha what's wrong with these people treating people like robots what the heck exactly they should be a natural physical person you know at these visa places so that you can and they say that you can actually get a solicitor involved and put your case across but you very rarely ever get it turned around and what else do they say they said it was very rare that you would ever get it turned around and and it takes a long time yeah yeah I mean you can get it and somebody said you know what about a lawyer or something like that well we can't can't afford that either so but it yeah it's just like the the regular visa might take up to two weeks and there's no guarantee that that's even gonna once you've been turned down for the ETSA so what you know the alleys gonna have to wait until there's a time where they drop the ETSA I know that like in Mexico they used to have something like that may drop that's so it's just you know the United States you know basically dropping that as well which they should a long time ago if they're letting everybody cross both borders yeah Mexico letting everybody in except for people are sit by their citizens that want to travel for recreation no we're not officially married we did the blessing we tried when Greg was over here and we got to wear the rings every day yeah we tried to we tried to find out about how long a notification was needed and all the registry office during the big C was closed we couldn't find any information and we ran out of time and we both decided that we was going to do the celebration no matter what because as far as we was concerned we're married as as far as we're concerned we don't need the piece of paper but I don't even think a piece of paper would make any bloody difference you know to this visa thing because they didn't even ask me if I was married there's nothing thank you Sasha thank you Cynthia yeah thank you we appreciate you guys so much and thank you thank you to Lauren Lauren Rosie for their donations as well thank you we appreciate you but we're definitely on a list for sure Greg and I we're on a list for sure and believe me we sent back mirrors back at them thousand percent back they can have that they sent it to us we'll send it back Australia's not in between is it somewhere in between Australia yeah I'm maybe Costa Rica I said to Greg I don't care where it is I really don't as long as it's you know we can be together and you know we can enjoy a bit of a break you know because we we just work that's what we do yeah I don't think a lawyer would do any good at all just reading some of the comments yeah yeah she can't get into the United States period without an exo phone and they denied her outside so the other option was a visa and there was no guarantee on that and that would that would take weeks to do we were I wasn't coming over this time round to get married we wasn't doing that we would this was just a break and yeah yeah so not even that the time I've cancelled my flight now so yeah exactly such lovely everybody thank you our Leona and I've had to cancel my flight to the USA because they have denied my ESTA visa no explanation just cancelled it so when you look up and you say why would they why would they have cancelled this visa and they the excuses are one of them is that they have faith the only one that could possibly be linked with me would be that they are frightened that I'm not gonna come home that I haven't got enough ties in the UK despite buying a round-trip ticket yeah exactly yeah I can't try again Shakti because if I try going through the former in fact Megan tried again my daughter she tried again she got denied halfway through it just cuts you off you can't put any and her form had more information on it than my form however she was doing it there was more information more questions but still it's doctors I know Dawn my family is here you know we we understand our situation I suppose other people don't they think well if these people are married or want to get married why wouldn't they live together it's like well we've explained it online you guys understand you know he's got his parents elderly parents I've got my my grandchildren I've got my mom you know my my children so yeah I know the UK citizen that they say you don't need a visa but you need the waiver that's what you need but the bastard still charged me for the visa which I thought was quite funny yeah it feels like somebody sucker punched me yeah me too yeah I'm like looking over there somewhere and somebody bam you know yeah they're definitely targeting the owner for sure thank you thank you sent the after the donation yeah thank you guys we appreciate this so much yeah mark mark upwards been over to the US many times I know I don't know how they get through it doesn't make any sense does it so I know people have been asking me to book in for readings but as you can see this was going on so I wasn't in the mindset totally unexpected that this would happen yeah I didn't I didn't even think that I can't even comfort you and you can't come for me I mean physically no you still need it that's approval on top of that yeah we we looked it up and looked it up we we went through it all but the Delta people for the flight was really kind wasn't she she was lovely because first of all I had to change the flight you know and so they did that for me which was really lovely the Greg had to do it his his end because the phone number was American I couldn't get the English one going so yeah yeah we're not worried about getting married to Laura's we're you might do the first ever live proxy by marriage for all your viewers to witness we did that it was live yeah I don't understand this fly for a visa to Canada and then you'll get your US visa there's two different countries why would you apply to Canada I don't get it am I missing something here no idea Jodi I've had to cancel my flight over to the USA because the ESTA waiver visa waiver denied my access with no explanation and no no way of appealing it so that was that so we started to go fund me so that we can meet I can still fly I can transfer my fly over to Mexico and go to Mexico just for a week or so just so that we can just have a holiday you know we were looking forward to two lovely four or five weeks was looking forward to to be together you know we waited six months before that was nearly a year so that's why we started the go fund me thank you so much for anybody who's supported that and just thanks for your your love and support here I looked into Cosmel and Playa del Carmen can seems to have the the best prices so yeah yeah I will obviously be doing the classes and doing the readings up until if we do get the chance to go away yeah we're looking at can can come yeah it's it just it's just crazy you know the there's no logic to what's going on with the American government the American rule system it's it's all ass about a face it really is so it's like what are you doing you know make people can just walk through you know and they just get released into America you could be a terrorist you could be anybody you walk in and and I'm a legitimate person got no angst nothing going on but but love for my husband and to meet the 5D family and you can't get in it's doesn't just doesn't make sense does it form I 601 waiver I'm gonna look that up because there was a was it a B2 form or something stick B2 but you have to fill that out and the American Embassy and you can go all the way up there to get to the heart of London and you can be turned away and even if you get an appointment you because you can't get a point before you go up there even if you get an appointment they're not guaranteed to help you so yeah thank you Terry thank you so much looking at love yeah I'm reading reading about it there's file form with the US citizenship and immigration services must also submit support of evidence such as letters from family members friends or employers that support your application process time can vary you can expect to wait several months for a decision there is there is a way of filing for a business as a business or working for me to to work you know for me to come in there if somebody's employing me to get in but I think even then because of the block I would still have to go to the US Embassy I would still have to go there so yeah anyway it's I know I would demand Patricia to know the reasons why I think you've got a right to know the reasons why they are denying you you know what they got on me you know I've got nothing I was open because you like you know what is it that they're it just doesn't it just doesn't make sense we can't see all the hearts no is there lots of hearts thank you thank you can you see them can you see the donations coming in oh wow oh my goodness oh you guys are amazing thank you thank you so much yeah so we'll we'll keep doing other things you know to try and get this I'll do some 12 hour ones reading days yeah yeah thank you reading all the comments we thought we'd better let everybody know before they because there was a lot of people who were going to be coming in to Florida to go to the beach meet up on the 18th so I can't do that I had to cancel my ticket Linda because the the ESTA visa ESTA visa was declined and didn't tell me why so without that I can't I can't get there yeah but generally for when when there's a denial of that visa it means that they're afraid that she's not going to return yeah the ticking comes and goes it's when the fan kicks in on my computer that's what happens of course Suzanne of course yeah it's um there's a paper I think that there's paper guiding angels at BT internet or you can go to the psychic alley.net and you can go that way as a pet make a payment button I appreciate anything you know one dollar anything but obviously I don't want anybody to be taking from you know yourself if you've got you know we've all got expenses and things so you know we hate asking oh here's Morgan and somebody mentioned Todd wow we've only just got ours after two and a half years just at the processing point now which will take a few months what is that a visa so is that or is that one of those forms Patricia Patricia said the I-601 form is it that one Morgan because you're in Australia aren't you so yeah thank you for messaging Morgan it's just crazy the whole system yeah we're definitely on a on a bloody list somewhere I know I know yeah it says if they're afraid to have us come together to manifest yeah exactly exactly it's just a shock Debbie we would appeal but there's nowhere to appeal there's there's nowhere there's there's no appeal system in place so no there isn't and there's nobody you can talk to no it's impossible to get you know they they give you all these automated phone systems and it's just you know press one for this press five for that no and then they go right at the end of it it's like you know that's the information and that's it and then they they just cut you off so you can't go anywhere it's just dead ends just keeping you apart yeah we agree this is why we want to say f you then we'll go to a different a different country we've got to Mexico then yeah you know we're just but I'll still be doing the beach meet-up on the 18th June 18th oh that's good to know you're doing that anyone's still interested in attending that I will definitely be doing that yeah everything's electronic it's like you can't get to talk to an actual person anymore because if so I would have it I would have been able to send the details of my my family my loving family I've got huge ties here yeah yeah money is crashing it is crashing it is unfortunate we're still in the 3d system right now though yeah please please next stop next semester okay it's on little country it's beautiful it used to be very expensive to go to you know we went through everything about what it would cost for us both to go there obviously my flight is free Greg's flight was yours would cost probably like a couple hundred dollars on top of what you have yeah yeah so so we calculated that we calculated we've literally put it in you know the least amount of money yes we put it in there yeah yeah I put up my protection because I I felt I felt an actual psychic attack go through my back earlier so yeah thank you thank you thank you yeah so my visa was denied and get into the USA so I had to cancel my ticket it's hard so we've been trying to get around everything as much as we possibly can yes today and today you know we've just been searching and Ali Ali got denied on her atsa visa so she won't be able to come here and what we're trying to do now we have a go fund me page that Ali started up so we're just trying to meet in a neutral country if nothing else just so we can be together and because both of us are basically living in poverty we can't afford it so we're asking for help we have a go fund me page that it was no reason it didn't give me a reason but basically when you get denied it's it is because they're afraid you're gonna leave the country and not come back but that's they didn't come out come out and say that they don't give you a reason but that's typically what what it is they're afraid that she's a risk of leaving and not coming back stupid this is the second time that this has happened not the visa visa last time but this is the second time that I've been blocked from coming into the USA so I just spoke to someone who's European and travels back and forth between there and here he said Greg you can apply with US Embassy for what is called a girlfriend request I think the closest US Embassy I think might be Tampa I'll find out yeah oh wow it's in Miami is it well it's like four hours away they just want to make it as hard as possible as impossible as it you know they just want to they just want to block it they have a US Embassy phone number and maybe I can talk to somebody yeah what was the amount of time between each visa application hours first time was two three hours the second time was 12 hours because my daughter did it for me this time round and that and that was denied I wouldn't I wouldn't be a comfortable going to the airport anyway because the chances are I'm on a list so last time I had a visa it said yes I had a visa thank you Suzanne thank you so much last time I had a visa I got to the checkout check-in and was stopped by Homeland Security who was grilling me about my relationship with Greg and you know what was what and basically I was denied then they turn me away then and and so for me to do it again even if they said yes I would not be comfortable going to because I could I could end up flying you know being accepted one end flying all the way into America and being sent back again that can happen and that has happened to people before so until this whole shit show is done I am just not trying I'm done you know I spoke that this is the num I this is where I actually spoke to somebody but this person was basically worthless couldn't give me any you know referrals or you know other places to look people to talk to it's just worthless a worthless person that works there the person did say that you can apply for a visa a regular visa I said where shows you got to look it up again you don't have a referral no it's like they're trying to make it as difficult as possible they are yeah absolutely actually they're sorry go just saying that you know although we're we're down now we're not gonna let the bastards win we're still very much in love you know we're flat emotionally but we're still very supportive of each other and nothing's changed there so they have not won you know nothing nothing changes and we want to say well go fuck you you know we'll just go to another country to be together then you know we're just and you know we're looking at Mexico in around maybe August see if we can have just a week together there because we were just so looking forward it was gonna be our sorry it's gonna be our honeymoon you know because we we did that like a hand fasting but we did a blessing with my family and everybody we did that but as far as we're concerned we're married you know yep you have to have the paper but yeah anyway you do do what you're doing Nova Fox Mexico is very liberal with their 90-day visas what about the beautiful city of it's literally the richest city in Mexico and extremely economical much cheaper than all inclusive I don't know I can look into it I'll take a screenshot of that but generally you've been doing a lot of work looking at you know all the different trying to get the cheapest possible deals possible you been looking haven't you yeah I've been looking everywhere not just here oh you know overseas I was looking in like Spain Greece anywhere where we could the best place though the least expensive has been Mexico and they actually have Nova said that Mexico is very liberal with their 90-day visas actually you don't need a visa if you're traveling from UK to Mexico you can stay there up but up till half a year six months and that's another reason why we we were choosing that as well yeah you know we'll bounce back isn't Canada part of the USA they're part of North America but not the USA can we go to Canada instead it's more expensive okay channel I've got no intention of running away I've got my family here absolutely love my family to pieces great knows how close we all are he fit in so so beautifully with the family he you know everybody got on with him there was a hundred percent support for me and Greg the grandkids are looking forward to the next time I see you know Greg and he's going to be teaching the young girls guitar you know it's a this is very much you know this is our family we are one big family I was looking forward to meeting his his side you know I don't think we would have been able to meet Brittany because she's in upstate New York but your mom and dad and your sister was looking forward to to meeting them yeah you said something about the K-1 fees it's going to take months didn't you so Patricia takes months and there's a long process you got a petition for alien fiance you have to go through that and then get the approval you SCIS sends it to the US Embassy or consulate in the foreign fiance's home country then you got to do the visa application the foreign fiance must then apply for the K-1 visa at the US Embassy then medical examination background checks if you want to visa and entry and marriage blah blah blah so it's a lengthy thing and they say it takes months where is Peru in South America so still America so might be different it's not it's not the United States yeah did that's what we were thinking of going to Mexico cancun was the cheapest options and that's that's what we're doing the Go Fund before yes man yeah Greg can fly to the UK of course we were just hoping for a holiday that's what we were looking forward to a honeymoon we didn't have we had the blessing we had an overnight stay in a lovely hotel and my brother and my sister-in-law treated us to that it was beautiful and my mom she treated this to an extra extra night and so that that was wonderful Broom Park but yeah it's just it's just so disappointed isn't it yeah Tracy Greg just said that Canada was very expensive and again they probably want a visa and I'm on a list clearly of denying me a visa so it's happened well I proved last time that I've got a proof with the visa last time but this time no no I'm looking on Expedia.com for Costa Rica and the same place that we were looking at like late August it's more expensive significantly well this one is a little bit expensive but it's you don't have anything that's you still have to pay for all your meals and we're that's why we're looking for all-inclusive Costa Rica doesn't have anything all-inclusive period well nothing that we can afford darling can I just go to the little girl's room in it yeah so yeah I mean I've tried so many different places I heard Greece was like inexpensive but as it turned out you know every place that I've looked Mexico's the cheapest Cancun I don't know I honestly don't know my parents won't travel out of the country anymore yeah dad's 92 mom's 87 so yeah and yeah Canada I looked I looked into Montreal Toronto too expensive it was the ETSA visa they don't give they don't give a reason what they do is they just deny it and if it's denied it's generally because they're afraid that you're a risk of leaving the country and not coming back and I think when Ali tried to fly here the first time she may have said something to them about you know us potentially getting married and they probably made a note in there and but I'm you know I'm not sure how long this ETSA visa thing is gonna be you know for the time being it's it's in place right now but they had something similar in Mexico which they recently dropped I think in 2020 or 2021 and they got rid of it and all you need is a passport to go back and forth and I hope eventually that's the way it is for UK visitors coming here to the United States but yeah she wasn't given an official reason but it's basically where where we're at British Virgin Islands like St. John's well it's a matter of cost too I mean we're trying to keep things as inexpensive as possible you know like the the flight just for me to Cancun's gonna be like $550 you know depending on the time of the year and how quickly you know and there's some places have like last minute deals but you really I mean trying to put everything together in the last minute especially when Ali's flying in from using a credit on her air flight credits and then trying to meet at the right same place at the airport and coming in from two different countries and it's not easy so British Virgin Islands I guess I could look that up I'd be surprised if it's less expensive than Mexico I'm looking it up right now they're all way way more expensive holy yeah way more expensive yeah we can't afford that oh Jesus no I'm now thanks for this suggestion now yeah all of these good because some of them might come up perfect that's a good idea Kate it's like a conference stage is traveling for work trip maybe they view that differently than a pleasure trip but still I even though even that if that happens I'm on a list now and it will flag up because I can't even get halfway through the form I can't get halfway to the form so yeah it just cuts me off now so I haven't got the heart anymore to try to get into the USA I'm I'm so emotionally drained by it all I'm looking at the Dominican Republic and that's about the same the least expensive one I can find is about the same as Mexico it's like a dollar more a night so it's it's good suggestion it is unbelievably ridiculous the US government at the moment I agree Brian the way we've looked at it I mean my family are very wary about Mexico because obviously they've heard you know all sorts of things you know about the Mexicans you know the drug things and all of that and I said I said you know it depends on the area and you know at the end of the day we're probably going to be either on the beach or on the resort we're not going to be traveling around so I've never been so I don't know great care so yeah Mexico's it's safe I mean you just going from the the airport on a shuttle to the resort you know it's you don't see the MS-13 or gangs or anything like that no no no that exactly exactly we just thought we'd better you know let you guys know because there are people who we're gonna come to the beach meet up even though it's still going on but yeah hopefully in six months time all this crap is gonna be gone the governments and all of that will be finished and done with September is because the kids in England go back to school in September so they always put the prices up everywhere and because obviously people in England they save up all year for one one holiday of two weeks that's what they do just to have sunshine for that time here in England and they wait for this the school holidays come and they crank all their prices up in end of July August is set and up to September so you know it just makes you makes you laugh yeah I'm looking in September and that's actually more expensive believe it or not the most expensive them August the one you looked at had the transfers didn't it shuttle transfers it had it was all inclusive so you don't have to rely on spending things like that but you know we're willing to you know obviously we've got the go fund me but we were to to work as well and we can to raise money yeah I'm no doubt that there is but you know you know it's in certain areas isn't it or they're not going to be doing on the street today not been around the drug world at all so I wouldn't know Suzanne I think we've seen your comments we're just not letting everyone because there are lots of comments is Suzanne lot as their comments come out yeah thank you very much Suzanne I think we did message that we did message thank you for that we appreciate that thank you so much my thing going off like a ticker thing it stops I don't know how to fix it we love you guys too do we do where's Cuba Cuba sounds scary to me I've remote viewed Cuba right next right next to Florida I did I did a cruise there one time it was and I walked around the city by myself I did the cruise by myself because I never been to Cuba and at the time my the house I was living in had to have the whole plumbing replaced so I figured fuck it I'll just go on a cruise and this one cruise line gave me an offer on for like basically a free cruise I'm like okay I'll take it Cuba well they're working on the house nice things were very different then you know you wasn't shadow banned you know had how things have changed you know because of the shadow banning what what's happened to you you know it's heartbreaking I went from living on the beach to living in a mobile home and barely being able to afford this I mean hopefully things are gonna get better because you're now gonna be playing with the Chuck yeah so but it takes its toll it certainly does yeah we're not we're not thinking of moving my hope absolutely not no I'm very attached to UK yeah thank you Susan yeah I yeah my granddaughter Halle you know this there's all sorts of question marks about health with with Hallie and there's no way I can leave absolutely no way yep thanks thanks Frank yeah thank you thank you yeah thank you Vera please don't listen to hi ass who's hi ass what's hi ass don't listen to is LS one ass why about that is that you go just the fear mongering comments about Mexico I've been many times both inside and outside of results I have never once had any trouble it's no more dangerous than the USA yeah totally agree yeah you know I'm sure that there are parts of Mexico that you wouldn't go down it's parts of the UK that a white person wouldn't go down I'm telling you you've seen all the you know it's like Muslim protests and things thousands of thousands of women in there he was it called hip abs that they they're just walking about and they're chanting and you know you don't say a word you dent dent walk or look at them yes it's yeah you wouldn't know it's England no so you know there's places in everywhere I think that are that are bad yeah you guys are amazing okay is your marriage not legal wouldn't it be cheap to have Greg fly to the UK yes it would it would and if that's the case then that's the case that's what will happen you know we're looking around a lot of ideas we were looking forward to having some beach time we were looking forward to having some some romance you know we've been apart for so long Julie they've denied my visa they yeah they denied it so there's no getting over it okay I've tried to reapply it's done we're on we're on that list and the only possible reason for the denial is that they think that I'm not gonna come home that I'm gonna be staying in the USA which is utterly ridiculous because thousands of people are coming through the border and they're letting them you know and they could be anybody coming through the border you know I've got a family here so yeah so we had a blessing Monica is what happened we had a blessing we're not worried about getting married that's not that's not our priority here at all it was just to see each other just to have a break a holiday and then just just hard I love you too especially if you're doing it out of just love and you know there's no there's no matter you know it's just having a break we see in your comment thank you love the lady thank you friend says it's all my fault yeah I get that yeah you get attached to your grandchildren no I can't come there Julie no love will find a way yeah I've my heart just is is hurting so there's a volcano outside of Mexico City is erupting causing issues for Mexico City in surrounding areas otherwise our friends have been in Mexico a lot the results are beautiful do you know anything about that is that anywhere near Cancun not at all no that sports works like the West Coast probably sound soundly just that area yeah yeah look great I'm not even on this one who loves you bro okay Julie yeah I was looking forward to meeting you Julie yeah we're gonna have a girly girly break won't we so I'm Alyssa so just in case you've come in late I've come to England I've been denied the Esther EST a visa waiver I've been denied it and they didn't tell me why they just said no and it's just just absolutely devastating you know I had to cancel my tickets I've still got an e-credit for the tickets but if I change anything on the tickets again then there will be charges I agree here a total degree there will be a day on all these rules no longer to exist and you two will be able to meet I think it will be like that yeah so I know that you message to say about a booking tomorrow and I was just not in the right frame of mind at the moment to and yesterday I was just I've been devastated you know something guys we knew yesterday about this we knew yesterday and we had to come on to the show and we had to put a face on in front of everybody because we didn't want to worry anybody because we hadn't found we didn't have time to look into it properly and we didn't have time to research and see if it could be overturned so we didn't want to say anything to anybody and we hadn't told families and things like that beforehand so we had to just you know when come comments were coming through so I you know count down the days are you excited we had to put on an act and say everything was okay that was hard yesterday because we didn't know you don't know what to what to what to think but obviously as time's gone on we've now looked and tried to get through to somebody in actual person there's no body so we didn't have a choice but to cancel their the flight now so that is it and we you know we're asking and see if there's any donations that could could happen so that we can actually just get a break you know emotionally physically mentally here because you know we try and keep we try and keep upbeat and we try and and cope with being a part and I think we do pretty well most time you know we don't we haven't had one single argument in the whole time that we've we've been together because it would be stupid it'd be like arguing with yourself which is impossible impossible to do if you if somebody is upset with another and you think to yourself well I know why they're upset because I know I would be upset it's that just squashes any argument it could possibly be we both understand what it what it feels like in every way so what they think they are gaining here by blocking our physical connection it won't win they won't win it's too strong a relationship it doesn't stop us being pissed off don't you there there's a disturbance in the Gulf Shannon but it's that it's not supposed to turn into anything so he'll be fine we had some rain and thunderstorms today but it's summertime we get that in Florida thank you Marejo we hope we've been to have a week in Mexico in August that's what we're we're hoping for I hate asking anyone for help hate it we hate it we put at the bottom of it we humbly you know ask but we we don't expect anything we don't expect a single thing but you know if we didn't ask it's like that would be that would be unfair on our inner children because I inner children we're looking forward to playing in the sand and being together and you know having some carefree time and obviously plan B you know if we don't raise it enough money then obviously we'll then get Greg to come here or something you know you know we'll we'll work it out but obviously our plan A's gone down the swanee me coming to Florida so we've got plan B which is Mexico holiday or plan C which is then Greg coming here I wasn't reading any of those messages if they have heard me to know I'm acknowledging people that have shown yeah no there's no guarantee that they can do anything at this point I looked into that yeah we do we do have a good team and they will work their magic it will work out fine but I did have a big psychic attack today I felt it big time and I've sent it back a thousand percent back there was it was like a a dagger was in my base of my spine because the pain was excruciating above and different to my usual pain I felt that particular thing before when I've been on lives before I felt that and they try to do it again my guys have have cleared it out and got rid of it but didn't stop me feeling the the bugger and then he said fuck it then but you know yeah Kate we did we I really believe that it it goes beyond that I'm I'm sure that it is to do with me saying that I wanted to get married to him and if I could eat back my words I would the first time round but there's nothing to hide for me what why do I want to hide that you know it's like but they asked a lot of questions about Greg when I was first trying to get to the US so I think we're both on a on a list somewhere you know hence being so I've had no issues traveling there I've traveled there back and forth three times there's obviously something energetically about siesta key I don't know yeah anyway you ready I just want to go to bed sleep I'm drained I'm completely exhausted and drained from the sore deal yeah anyway we wanted to tell you you're our family and you know thank you to everybody who has donated appreciate you so much and what comes for the future yeah thank you and some people and paypal as well so thank you for that too yeah let's send it here and I just want to say you know we'll be back tomorrow night we're gonna do our live show tomorrow and yeah they're not gonna stop us I've which I'm quite prepared to do yeah we move forward we're gonna be live event censored tomorrow night so we'll see you tomorrow night okay thanks everybody we love you