 Yeah Say hey girlies We just touched down in the snow in the mountains with the vibes. Yeah, you get a clear view right where you exit The airport so yeah, we're on our way to the hotel now And I'll check You know, it's crazy you're from Wisconsin, so you're used to seeing snow. Yeah, I've never seen snow like this. What's the degree? Here everything is 22 oh, okay. We thought it was way Yeah, we thought it was Oh at nighttime. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, so it's not that bad out here is DC. Oh, I'll check And we're about to send to the end. Yeah, we just right here to bail This is better. Yeah, and they brought us a welcome to bail Cute chocolate Pallet Also, wait, is this chocolate? Oh, I don't know. I don't like chocolate. So I'm not gonna eat that you're You're on your own there. So they have some maverons on here. It says St. Clair. I love personalized Ness you mean to read it It says crystal alia and Kyra wishing you a most relaxing stay this weekend have so much fun on the slopes and doing a shower It's lime. It's lime It's like it's not that it's bad. Yes, that I was expecting something else. Yeah, I was expecting pistachio Was the pink one rose? It was good. Was it rose? I do it crazy. It's delicious gummy. I want this. Yeah, try it I think I'm delirious because of the altitude. So I don't know what's going on. So they're gonna bring us These altitude inhalers because they are yeah, I asked them to bring some up So when you come to Colorado forever been to Colorado or if you go anywhere with high altitude whether it's Colorado or oh Yeah, this is crystal St. Clair Every person I say your name to they're like, oh my god, that's such a good name. Thank you. Well, this is delicious Oh the gummy. Yeah There you didn't This is fantastic I feel like Can we eat first? Yeah, you get up putting your casino. Yeah, but we can go I don't gotta do that right now cuz she else so it's so Cute ear. I can't believe I'm here in Colorado But here are the views It's so nice. So we're about to go have lunch. Well, is that the pool we're getting into and that's the pool we're getting into Yeah, they're they're already in there Yeah, there's a hot tub, but it doesn't look steaming. You know what I'm saying. Yeah It'll probably because it's cuz it's warm right now. It'll probably look steaming when we oh, there's one over there Look, it's steaming. Yeah, that one's steaming and that one's cuter too. Yeah, I was thinking we should do that Just to try it out tomorrow We're having dinner in the hotel If after skiing I don't want to come back and get ready to go out again That's why I figured let's go out tonight and then have a girls night tomorrow So I'm gonna check in with y'all once Okay, so we just unpacked and I've never experienced a full-on closet like this Like this is so aesthetically pleasing to me. I don't know why and I'm late right now. So That's probably why I'm amazed So anyways, we're about to lay it down for a few minutes Peace and we're gonna take a pictures by this g-wagon. They have so if y'all want to come to the four seasons They have a g-wagon to g-wagons to accommodate you if you would like so I'll see y'all once we wake up cuz it's cool All right y'all we're gonna make our way out the door You look like snow You look like a ice princess. Yeah, thank you. I actually am So we're about to go take photos by the g-wagon that I told you about And I'm actually gonna ask them if they can come and give us some more strawberries So I can have them when we get back But yeah, y'all we just got dressed everybody looks cute Period not at all matching. Yeah, like light colors. It's cute. It's giving So are y'all ready Yes, bro, let's put this popsicles down You're driving or she's right Thank you y'all we riding dirt This is how I want my interior in my car This color gave the way that they updated this. Oh, so nice because baby to that pre 2018 G it was it was given like Me yeah So we can play you a song Sorry gotta record this guys. No, it's so I wish we had a song playing with the heart with the frame right here Have like something open can someone do this because it's boiling in here. I'm literally sweating. Can we open this? I don't know how yeah I don't work. I should I should you are I don't have a band. I do Okay, we're on our way to Walmart first so And then we're gonna go find a little scenery where we can take Stay tuned Okay, so this is the scenery in the scenery where we are at Oh, yeah, I'll probably check them out later. Yeah, I just have one of these clothes cuz baby, it's cold All right, y'all we out. This my outfit All Prada Prada Boots heels heels they look and fly we out here in these veiled streets We're literally going to cuz we're gonna walk You guys so this is the restaurant we went to which is called chasing rabbits 10 out of 10 well say 9 out of 10 and I'll get on to why I say that later on but oh my God y'all this food in Colorado Bill that we ate was so delicious. I cannot stop thinking about it the filet birds It was just something I never tried before it tasted my taste buds were jumping up and down for every single course We had was top tier like we were so getting so mad that It was just unbelievable like there's like no way cuz sometimes, you know if you order a palette as a group It's one thing somebody doesn't like no Everything was so good. The eggplant was my favorite the ricotta cheese Chef's kiss with the bread the chicken with the pesto the broccolini the duck the kale salad everything was So good the drinks as well were so good. I got a ginger martini for my drink. It was so Everything was good to the drinks to the food the service the service was a little slow They do take their time, but it's so worth it. Let me tell you it's so worth it Okay, y'all so dancing rabbits doesn't end at the restaurant They have so many different rooms where you can just survive out. They have like a game room We didn't stop and play any games But we did come here our second night Because it turned into a nightclub and they had a live DJ y'all see later on in vlog and then we headed over to I forgot what this area was called But if they had hookah girl, this would be like the spot to be at but Honestly right here. Our service was horrible our waiter. I feel like she was overwhelmed I don't know if it was just her but this is her popping bubbles in people's mouths I was like giving them an experience but our experience our experience wasn't that great in this area But it definitely didn't outweigh the overall experience. I enjoyed myself The food was amazing 10 out of 10. So if you're ever in Colorado, make sure you check out chasing rabbits I did she come back Today is Sunday. We're still out here in the salopes y'all last night was so much fun that food Where did we go last night chasing rabbits? Where was the place after the club? Jake well chasing rabbits in the second room Yes, be easy y'all if they have hookah it would have set it off so good But it was such a vibe last night. It was so funny. We had a ball So I didn't never want to eat there tonight, but I don't want to be that person So But yeah, we're on our way to go downstairs to have breakfast. I'm just staying in my pajamas Honestly, I'm just gonna throw on my hoodie and then today we're going skiing. Yeah, so that's gonna be a whole experience in itself So, but yeah, stay tuned and I'll probably check on the trial once I get downstairs. Let's go Like to So this is something that this hotel is famous for their Paris inspired Thank you, Brian So what are you ready For sure 10 out of 10 for me The flavors here in the veil are not playing games and they're sensational You can just put it in the middle No years came I think we're just missing what the Avocado Thank you guys so much for joining me on this adventure of a lifetime Cheers to new memories. Cheers to traveling the world. Cheers to peace and Upwards all Thank you so much Involvement child support He moved into an area where her dad's family was living at So I know when we moved on around my grandmother on to them that she was running to her dad Because I was always accepted by his mother and his siblings The girls were together and he had a fear of me She's angry at him Do with you and I took him to court for child support He had a choice to take the test or not The judge told him that the drug looked at my daughter looked at me looked at him and the judge says From what I'm seeing right here with this baby this child exactly like you You know just say that before He's dead she needs to let it go like Being like I'm gonna go down here. So can you already have mascara that I can use? Now, I have one side. Come on, give me two stars. Up to you, see? Yes. It looks really good. I'm not doing my makeup look up wide. Fitted check. You want to get fitted check? Yeah, yeah. Oh, I'm ready. I just did a, we should take a shot. Yeah, we should. I think we should. I have alcohol here. I think they do. They have like a little check. Y'all, so we're about to go get fitted. This is the store that they have in the hotel. Oh my God, look at the helmet. It's getting real. I need goggles. I need goggles goggles and they have some here. I think these will look best. Wait, is this black? Yeah, this will look best with my snowsuit, but I don't like this lens. I rather have this lens on here. I'm gonna get these. Y'all see that price? Oh my God. I got you. $320. Y'all, scene is so expensive. Maybe I should just get a helmet with goggles. These are masks if you wanted to wear a mask. Y'all, the altitude here is crazy. I could barely breathe last night when we were coming home from the restaurant. I was literally having like giving homegirl off Friday like swear to God. I forgot to order goggles. Hello. My whole going over the lion's head thing I'd scratch that. It was so late in the day. I wanted to get the most out of your day. So I'd have him just have it all down at ski concierge and I'd just go down to ski concierge. If you want, my colleague who just came in he knows this mountain like the back of his hand so if you want to pick his brain before you go down there I'd go pick Steven's brain. Okay, so instead of lions we just go to gondola one. Just go to normal ski concierge and our guys will just go out to the valet team and they'll drop you off like a half a block further. Okay, and then when we get there we just ask for the ski concierge. Hello. He said instead of lion's head we should go to gondola one. Gondola one is better because it's right in the middle of the mountain. Okay, you can go up gondola one and after if you want to know lion's head the skin and the lion's head it's pretty easy. We can't ski. We don't know how. How what? We can't ski to destinations. Ah, don't worry. Yeah. Do it for safety. For the gun. I just realized I should be recording. You have like a sock. It's like a long sock. Heel, if you put the pressure in the top. It's not touching it, so it's fine. The heel is not going out. You feel like a glove in your feet? It's all flat. Do you feel like a glove? Do you feel like it's snug? Yeah, it's snug for sure. It's secure. My foot is not lifting. All the space into the boot? There's space on the heel part but it's not lifting. My heel isn't lifting. But it's secure on my ankles. Not too much space? No. Your feet is not moved like this into the boot? No. Yeah, I swear to God. I would show you. I want to be secure. I swear. Thank you. Right here, right here? It wasn't tight on my toes. It was just tight right here. It's too tight on the sides? No, it's good on the sides. Are you ready? We'll be pros. Just you wait. We're going to be in the Olympics. I have a lot of faith in myself. I'm going to say that. I'm going to say that. That's what you were going to say. We're right here. I swear to God. We're skimmed. It's huge. Is that for professionals? Yeah, you are not professional. Absolutely not. You need to come out in the slopes with each other. So ours will be shorter. Yeah, this is just to take a measurement. Oh, you can't measure. All of you are beginners, right? Yes. We're designers. We've never put our feet on the snow. So it will be fun. A shorter demo than we have is 144. I'll stick to whatever you think is best. Oh, yeah. 135. Oh, 145. So 145 can work. But if you want, keep more easy. Easy. I recommend you 136. Let's do it. 136. Are we ready? I do need goggles. Do you guys bring goggles or no? No, we just have goggles to say. Oh, the goggles. And everybody's gloves, right? Yeah, there's someone else now. But my ski suit is black and white. I mean, black in this color, anyways. I'm going to speak gray. I'm going to speak gray. I'm going to speak gray. I'm going to speak gray. I'm going to speak gray. I'm going to speak gray. I'm going to speak gray. Okay, so we just got done getting fitted. This is my snow suits. I'm in line. Bro, I ordered this last minute and it came through for your bro. It's like this beige and black checker. I'm just wearing leggings in this crop. This crop turtleneck is so cold outside. It's like putting on a whole other body. Like what? I feel rich. I'm going to ski with my rich friends. So these are the gloves. I got these from Amazon too. They're small though, but they're cute. I'm not going to wear any jewelry because no. So cute. Amazon came through. Like, are you dumb? Are you dumb? Everybody looks so cute. I love the hounds too. It's so cute. It fits you really good. Like your butt looks really good. It's because of this belt. Oh, I don't have a belt. The belt came with it. Thank you, Brian. We all look so cute. And we kind of all like match in a way. Without even trying. So this is the full suit. She's really cute. It's so steep. That's like a big ass slide. That's not up. I wonder if they have like that's a mobile though. So we can slide down. That would be so much fun. I'd rather do that. So I just had to buy goggles and I had to buy some gloves. I forgot my gloves at the freaking hotel. So... But I didn't need goggles. It's a little pricey. But I'm not going to be out here lacking, you know what I'm saying? So we're on our way to go get our stuff on. And it's going to get real, y'all. It's going to get real. We tried to get lessons but you said hit a wall to stop. Did you need a helmet? I do. So... So... My head is big. I hope that's an extra large. Stop. I wish I had a tiny head like you. Like who? Crystal, right? Yes. Do you want to try this one? I don't want blue. So... She needs black. Okay, this is your name? Crystal. Thank you. Oh cool, is that what that's for? Oh cool. Oh, this is the tightness. That's cool. Like you're riding a bike. Love that press. I guess this is pretty okay. Okay, excuse me. I would just... It's like metallic snaps, yeah. And then... So take it off, you like flick it. Well hers is a little different. Yeah, you just have the... You just pinch on that. That fit okay? Yeah, I like this. Yeah, like this. Right there? Yeah, and then it hooks back there, but I'm not going to hook it right now. Let me see. We're loaded? Yeah, ready to roll. Cool. Do y'all know where you're going on the mountain? No, we're going to get the gondola up, right? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Can someone teach us how to like do what we need to do? As far as... Yeah, we're in our lives. We're here to wing it. Okay. We tried to get lessons, but they were all fully booked. So I really just need someone to tell us how to start. Thank you. Wait, maybe this one might be cool. Don't go up this gondola. Catch the shuttle. Okay. I said... I adjusted it. It's not getting too much tighter. Yeah, it's too loose. This way. It's not too loose. If not, we're going to use a blue one. Okay. Is this one cute? Yeah, oh yeah, that's why I was saying go here. Because once you get up to the top here, you can get views of all these mountains. So it looks like you're at the top of the mountain. Okay. But right here, it's going to be off the gondola. This is your left. Thank you. You're welcome. I checked my daughter up here. She's three years old the other day. And there was a ski instructor who just walked in. And she's right here to teach you to do this, to do that. So they'll see you and they'll help you out for sure. I see that. When I tell you, I'm like, if I can, at least they get 30 seconds on my feet. Right, I saw baby... I saw baby's snowboarding H2. Yeah, you want to see one? He said, I'm showing on my feet. I love seeing it. It's my favorite thing to see. Yeah. She skis too. That little backpack she's wearing is going to leash in it. So when she's on her ski, we just hold on to the leash and she just screws up. Just like the last day, she'd be attended to others. Okay. If you guys aren't really trying not to do anything crazy today, that's fine. But once you find this room around this area, it's the same as putting hair in when you're like, tightening it in. So I just recommend I hold this down so that it's not in there. Otherwise, you're just going to be really uncomfortable. And then if you want to pull your stock, you're really tightening it a little bit. So... Oh, yes. I did. I was close. This part, some more... This is like full-blown much tighter. So, y'all, we made it on the gondola. We're going up. It's getting real. I seriously can't even believe I'm experiencing something like this. Because I never thought I would. I can always... I'm going to get in a shower and just wash all this off at once. Oh, no, there's a green one. We choose that we failed because we tried. We did. But that... It was a... It was a limpy. It was crazy. There were people trying to help us, though. They were people trying to help us. And it was just... I felt like I could do it. Like, the easy slow. But then she came back up and I was like, oh, shit, it's over with. She just told me, he was like, yeah, it goes around. And then you go back down the other way. I was like, so down the regular way, he was like, yeah, I was like, that was the whole thing. I wish you would have went with us. Yeah. But yeah, we're back on the gondola. Ooh. I'm already good. The reveal. Honestly, it's not as bad as I thought it was going to be, though. Yeah, it's not. Like, it's really... Oh, no. It's just giving a little... If I had a beauty plan. I got a brush. Yeah, y'all, we're making our way back down. Y'all, we just got back to the room. We're about to defrost. What? Honestly. And I know that feels so good. So good. But yeah, y'all, we're all about to hop in the shower and get ourselves together. We got another long night coming. I'm not gonna lie. We're gonna get chocolate wasted. Anyways, I'm about to take this fucking snow suit off. What is that off of? The beginning part of what they was talking. They were saying something. But yeah, I'm just gonna take this makeup off and get in the shower and relax until the end of the night. But today was so much fun, y'all. This stuff, this kind of stuff makes me feel so whole. Because sometimes I never would think that I would be experiencing things like this. And I'm just so grateful. Like, it's just amazing. So, yeah. I love it, but it's cold. I can't wait to go somewhere hot. But anyhow, I'm vlogging and people are staring at me. And I have to be. So I'll talk to y'all later. We get situated. What was it, Grace? The time without you. Wow, look who's here. I'm arrived. Look who joined the party. Clean your spot. The princesses are getting ready. I'm not wearing makeup. Okay. Would you like anything? She said, okay, you said that already. Let's continue. You should finally be the first person to get ready. Literally. Like, don't play with me. Kara takes five minutes to get ready. Okay, do you see how many spaces there are? There's so much space. Makeup things that spread out all over the counter. Do you see anything else on the counter? Your makeup is in the bag. There's so much space. Why is she all the acting? There's not a mirror in the closet. No, it made me look harsh. No, it didn't. Yes, it did. Kara, you have this whole middle section, huh? Okay, what? You have literally this whole space. If my towel drops, don't play anything. We will. Yeah, I was like, I'm definitely going to say something. Like, wow, you're naked. Wow. Wow, tits. Yeah, I like that one better. Never seen those before. Oh, that one was good, too. You're really good at this. Oh, as far as, like, reaction? Yeah, I am. I don't know, I feel like it's a gemini thing. Yums. Heatless curl. Oh my god. I can't go out. I'm sick. Why are you lying? See, this is how homers get started. Yeah, let me stop. They're the ladies. They probably went down on the Colorado street. Yeah, like, y'all know it. Look at Crystal's face. I thought the conversation was going to open. They were like, you want to be the only one? They were like, spice this shit up. I want to, like, convince you. Yeah, yeah, yeah. My hair looks so good. It's going to fall. Hairspray it. There's some hairspray right there. I literally brought my heatless curl thing and never used it not once. Not once. Why damn. Jeans. Get my money too. Okay. Yeah, don't play with her. Stop it. Behave yourself. I'm trying to get you to scar the fuck down. She said not. She's like, no card. Go lay your ass back down. Like, actually. Are you still coming? I'm joking. I'm excited to go home. I'm excited to take this little break out. Because what? I'm always excited. One thing about me is I'm always excited to go home. It doesn't matter where. I could be in the most gorgeous place in the world and I'm like, oh my bad. My house. I miss my house so much. No, I'll be filming all that. No, just say that you want to get away from us. No, I do. Yes, I'm so happy. It's only for one more fucking day. Last night, yes. Now I'm just kidding, I'm joking. No, are you an introvert for real? I really am. Me too. I don't know because I did my personality test and it says I'm an extrovert but I don't think that's true. I feel like you've been a lot of places not to be. The thing with me is I'm friendly but I really prefer alone time. You know what I mean? If I go somewhere, I'm going to make friends. Even when I went out yesterday, I'm like, oh I want to make friends. Yeah, you're never going to be a weird bitch. When I go to places, I love meeting people. I just want to know how you guys get here. That's what I'm trying to do more of. Yeah, I love socials. Hey, it's a networking opportunity. Yeah, it's like I don't want to follow anyone. I don't want to stay in contact but we're going to enjoy this time. But I do like meeting people in person than the internet personally. Yeah, 100%. I like meeting guys in person too. Yeah. I like meeting people in person. I like meeting guys in person too. Yeah. And when I meet men, I never tell them. I tell them I have no social media. Yeah. Until I want them to see the vibes. You know what I'm saying? Then I'm like, okay, go follow me. I'm a bad bitch and I travel. And I got a little men. Exactly. My nose started bleeding, huh? When? Right now, when I go up. I might leave my hair half curled. That's how I'm feeling. Oh, like the back part? Yeah, I might leave the back. Tell me on a scale of 1 to 10, how pretty it looks. It looks safe. Oh, it looks bad, never mind. Yes, it's... No, it looks bad, never mind. You need bio oil. I put it on today. You know when you color your hair, it's super dark. Yeah. What was I going to get? My knee hurt. My hip hurt. Yeah. Yeah, it's like, you can't... Oh, it's over. Getting up when you fell, was the most... Getting up when you fell, when you have your skis on, was literally rock... It was rocket science. It was rocket science. There was a time when you left us and had left us. Me and Kyra were so stuck. Yeah. I don't want to forget this. I'm just going to put on a little concealer. You're going to be ready. Now. Way before you. Watch. Oh, we're battling. Mm-hmm. Oh, okay. Battle of the B. She lit. Give me two. Are you peeing? Yeah, I'm not moving. Just checking. I don't know, because my stomach's still a little... Whoa. One more time. No, mine's into... I don't know what they put in this food out here and bail. I wonder what it is. I'm so gassy, like... I think it's the pressure from the plane. It's the pressure... I don't know. The plane has been days ago. The plane was yesterday. No, it's... It does feel like days, right? It does feel like days. Three days is literally such a good amount of time. I don't know. I feel like we could have had one more. We could have had one more. But this was good, because, like, let's be real. Who wants to be in the snow? Like, forever. We're not coming back tomorrow. We're trying this again. They're not saying that. See you tomorrow. I'm like, ooh. No. I don't want everything I would want to do in the middle. I mean, if I stayed... If I stayed, I'd stay for the food. Like, I'd go to Matsuhisa. Oh, for sure. We should go there and eat, too. The sushi place? Pull up in Matsuhisa. Everyday. Let's go eat at all these places real quick right now. Yeah, that's your private. Yeah, let's have appetizer, dinner, and then dessert. You saw that bar at Rabbit. Oh, y'all remember as Rabbit. So our last dinner, we spent it at the Four Seasons, and this was a restaurant called Flame. The service was outstanding. We ordered everything as shareables. We had a table-side Caesar, which was my first time experiencing. And then I ordered lobster, Aliyah ordered steak, and then Crystal had the branzino, I believe. This night was very intimate, and we all shared what we liked about the trip. It was just so heartwarming to experience new things, and we just wanted to take time to sit back and appreciate it. That's why I really didn't bring my vlog camera. So after dinner, we headed over to the Rabbit Hole. We actually walked there. We headed over there, had such a good time, and Rabbit Hole is located at Chasing Rabbit. And they had a live DJ this night, so it was like a night club type of thing. And yeah, we just had the best time. And I'm going to let y'all enjoy this little montage. 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It's 8.49, the massage was at 9 so I'll check my jaw lines so we get there. I can't wait to rub down my knees so sore from yesterday. Huh? Cheers to the final breakfast. A successful barista trip in this round. Let me see. These are from the first day. Oh yeah, the first day is... If you got anything that you think I think is cute, please send it over and I'll see you. Bye bye. Did y'all enjoy yourselves? I had a blast. Here it is. First cold trip for me. Thank you. Hey y'all, so I'm back home and my legs hurt like I can't move them and I found these earrings today because I am getting my house organized and my laundry has been piled up so I had to order laundry service today and get back on it because tomorrow and this week I need to be on my ish but I have the biggest attitude today like I was so tired I slept in today and then I slept until like 5 o'clock and then I woke back up. No, I slept until like, I slept in. I slept until like 2.30 like literally and that's like not normal for me. I haven't ate all day. My legs are freaking hurt and I have so much I have to do like I just feel like I have no mobility right now. I'm so my legs hurt so bad. I soaked them last night though in epsom salt but no they're still sore so I need to go home and start editing this vlog actually and then so I can go up tomorrow and then focus on my other content like it's just an ongoing thing. Okay but I stopped at clean juice because I'm getting pizza. I'm hungry. I don't know why I want some pizza and I came to get a clean juice before just so I can feel better but it's about 6.56. I was supposed to go to well I didn't have any guarantees but Aliyah had invited me to go have tacos and do karaoke but I'm like no I don't think I'm gonna make it. I'm the type of person I need to reset like I especially after like 3 days of drinking is just like oh my god like let me relax and then I have so many trips I want to do this upcoming year y'all like I gotta be in tip top shape okay to be able to do back to back to back and then also that requires me eating making healthier choices especially on these trips so I think that's what I'm gonna start doing for now on. But it's so hard with alcohol involved but anyways yeah so I'm going home I'm about to go pick up this pizza and yeah I just wanted to check in with y'all and let y'all know a curl is struggling but we're trying. But yeah anyway let me go ahead and make my way to the pizza place and yeah. I'm down it's coming up so all my girls that's doing that shout out to you because I have a friend that's doing that as well so yes they were telling me all what they can and cannot do and I definitely respected. I'm just checking with y'all I'm just rambling at this point but I just I don't feel like doing nothing like ugh I hate when I get like this ugh. Yesterday y'all I was literally beat when I tell you my legs hurt and out there in Colorado we were waking up at 7am and then going to sleep at like 3 o'clock in the morning. So I definitely had to catch up on my sleep and also that's a hotel so you're not in the comfort of your own home so obviously you're gonna wake up early. Girl I was I didn't get out of bed till like 2 o'clock and I had to get my laundry together I had dropped off. Well I had got my loads of laundry together from hamper and she's actually gonna drop it off so I'm gonna wait for her and then I'm gonna probably. I'm probably gonna go to a yoga class cuz yeah and also I want to try out this instructor she's black in the routine of things and I might be leaving out of town on. This week so so yeah I really need to get it together but yeah I just can't function in my house I really need to get a cleaning lady like immediately. I know I say this all the time when I come on my vlogs but it's literally time like she should have been here yesterday organizing and doing things. The week before my menstrual cycle I really feel the side effects I've said this numerous a time so I really am a BITCH when it comes to that first week before I just don't fuck with me like. And also I need extra attention as well I feel like that's very important to tell somebody that's pursuing you you know what I'm saying. And I feel like I've said things numerous a times to you know somebody that wants to be in my life and they just don't acknowledge it and it's very like disheartening because. At this very moment in my life I am worthy of you know somebody caring for me and you know being by my side and really giving a fuck about my feelings. And also I'm worthy of a lot of things I'm just in my I'm worthy and I'm not putting up with no bullshit like at this very moment I feel like I need to put out there that I know my word. And I don't even know how this really comes to this conversation because my mom actually sent me this video. She always sends me like quotes and stuff in the morning to listen to because she knows I'm on a healing journey so she sent me this self worthy. How do I increase my self worth? Ever ever ever go higher than your level of self worth your earning potential you're never going to make more than what you believe you're worthy of. But people don't realize for me to increase the quality of my life I have to increase my level of self worth. So for me to increase the quality of my life I need to increase my self worth period. So that's the journey I'm on just putting up there that I know my self worth because sometimes I'm just very scared of being uncomfortable and I know what I deserve. So I don't even know why I'm crying right now. But like I said it's because of my period but like I said on some serious shape know your work like don't settle for it. Like we are so comfortable being in dysfunction sometimes it just feels like comfortable and it's normal but it's not. And I've come to a point where I don't want to if I'm not if it's not serving me purpose serving my work I will not be in that situation because like he just said you need to know your work to elevate your life. Like you need to put your work out there you know. And yeah I was in something for the longest time not knowing my work just being comfortable just being in the moment being scared of the pain that I will have to feel to let that person go. You know what I'm saying the thought the thought of being in a different situation was scaring me. So but yeah y'all know yourself worth I said every day I am worthy I'm worthy of this I'm worthy of being financially stable I'm worthy of this amount of money I'm worthy of having this type of person in my life. I'm worthy and I know my work and I know what I can reciprocate back so yeah I'm on no bullshit. I'm sorry you can't fuck with me I'm sorry like you got to hold yourself at the highest pedestal I didn't get it then but now I get it now okay. Like once I know your worth and you stand on it nothing nobody can fuck with you like nobody and I'm not even just saying that like last night I had to tell somebody like no. I'm not about to wait on you to get it and keep I have to keep repeating what I'm saying. At this point I'm just rambling and I'm just talking to y'all I'm just feeling like I'm just like whatever to the shit. But anyways I'm waiting for my launching girl to come and then I'm going to change and then go to yoga so yeah happy new blog and it's up. And I probably might go to a cycle bar today too but we'll see you in the mood. But I can't wait to try out this new instructor I'm excited to see her vibe. Anyways I'm still waiting on my laundry girl so I'm going to make me a green juice and I'm just about to get dressed for my yoga class because I don't want to be late. I'm working on sign management this y'all and I'm going to take my vitamins as well. I just got a new pack of my care of vitamins actually and oh my god y'all I'm about to put this in my wellness drawer I love these care of gut checks. Especially when I'm on the go. And if you don't know what care of is they are a vitamin subscription service where you go on there and take a quiz and basically you get some vitamins that are unique to you. You'll be able to use Kyra 50 to get 50% off your first order the link will be in the description box below. So yeah I really love these so I'm going to just make my green juice concoction. Okay so for my green juice concoction I'm going to use this Sambarica. This Super Greens I really like this stuff but I have to mix it in with lime or something because it is very earthy green. So then I'm just going to mix it with this Uncle Matt's Ultimate Defense. It has algebra in here it's basically like a wellness orange juice. I need to change the house at 4 o'clock. 4 o'clock on the drop top cruising streets. I'm going to do what the fuck I wanted to. Go ahead and freshen up get ready for this yoga class and then I'll check them back with y'all once I get ready for that. Because like I said I really don't want to be late and yeah I just can't wait to see the vibe. So and I want to get a good spot because it's like midday and I don't know how many people are going to be there. So we'll see. But yeah girl, until tonight. Hey y'all so actually we're not going to yoga anymore. I'm not in the right state of mind my boobs hurt because I'm finna get that's one of the symptoms. That's a scary symptom because that's a pregnancy symptom. But that's the symptom I get for when I get on my menstrual. And then also what's happening? My legs hurt. So I'm like you know what and I'm hungry. I haven't ate all day. So I'm like you know what let me just go get my favorite foods to eat and cheer me up. I'm actually going to go try a sprouts sandwich maybe. But oh my god y'all and I was just looking I had posted a video is a fancy sponsorship. And one of the girls broke me on Instagram and she was like girl that vlog was disappointing. That was a commercial only one person said it sometimes the good always the bad. But still you always pay attention to that negative comment and it's just like damn girl. Can I give myself some grace because today I was going to post my Colorado vlog and I was going to include that. But they wanted it at a certain time and normally I post at like six o'clock. And sometimes I do edit the same day that I post but it's not like I'm not required to post at a certain time. So with them they needed me to post at one o'clock obviously because it was a one day early access sale going on. So they wanted it you know to be at its peak early as possible for people to know which is understood and I didn't know that. So yesterday when I came back from Colorado my legs were hurting. I was on the move to edit. I was I was tired. I was catching up on my sleep. Sometimes I have to give myself grace. I can't keep I like I can but I have to give my rest as well. I'm still a human being. I'm not a robot. I can't you know I'm gonna break down every once in a while and that's just me. Like I said I'm like those type of people that need to reset for real and for her to say that I was like wow. Like this is crazy because it's only a 20 minute vlog. But last week after my wax I had got some devastating news. Didn't feel like editing. Didn't feel like blogging. The same day I got my nails done didn't vlog that. So it was a very short vlog me prepping for Colorado. But like I said I have to give myself grace sometimes sometimes I don't feel like picking up the camera and that's just what it is. And y'all may get a 20 minute vlog. Like y'all are used to these hour vlogs and it's understood but I have deadlines to me as well. I have sponsorships to do. I'm also my own editor. I'm my own everything. I'm my own everything. So I don't have nobody helping me. So I have to give myself grace first. So hard to say that. Tyra. Hey what's going on? What's going on? Can I get an ice matcha tea latte with oat milk please? Ice matcha with oat milk. All right. What size? Benty with a shot of espresso. Cool. Anything else? No that's it. Oh six pence of sugar-free vanilla. I can do that. Thank you. No problem. I feel like I haven't had Starbucks matcha in a minute. So that's how you know I'm trying to get all my favorites. But yeah for her to say that I was like wow that's crazy. And y'all know when I put the sponsorships in vlogs anyway I guess that's like a commercial break. But it's not really a commercial break because I try my best to organically involve including my sponsorships. So and that was something that was organic. Shoot I had to get ready for the day. It wasn't really a commercial. But I mean if that's how you feel I don't know what to say. Like but y'all gotta understand I have to get myself graced sometimes. And to be on all social media platforms being your own editor. Like doing your own content. Being your own cameraman. Like it can be a lot. Not gonna lie. So like I said these deadlines you know I was gonna sit there and edit for the whole day away. And I'm like you know what I'm just gonna post this I'm gonna make my deadline. And keep it pushing because that's all I can really do. So and I'm on my period. And your mom doesn't like him because he's black. Damn girl. What's that all for? Let me get this straight. So you're pregnant. Your man's AWOL. And your parents don't like him because he's black. Damn girl. Damn. Damn. I have a lot of things on my plate. No. But yeah I gotta give myself a grace. But I want to get some chocolate covered strawberries. I'm not gonna do that. Let me just I'm trying to figure out what I want to eat right now. Before I tackle this closet because it's so bad y'all. And I'm literally about to wash my clothes every single day. Like it cannot get like this. Like I'm so over having piles of laundry. And I'm not wearing my items for months. Like it's sick. I still can't believe she said that. She said that was a commercial not a vlog. It was. I did my skincare. I did my makeup for the day. I went to yoga. I prepped for Colorado. I went to cycle bar. I don't y'all just it's crazy. Thank you. I like your name badge. Thank you. It's nice. Can I get a straw please? I know the feeling. I want to go to Sprout and get a sandwich. But I'm first actually going to stop at Sephora. What they have. And then I should go to Zara. No I shouldn't. So I came here to see if they had this St. Bart. Y'all know I love this name scrub. Because I'm out. But they came out with a body cleanser. And a body cream. Wait is this the body cream? No this is the scrub. So I'm going to ask them if they had a full scene. What are you looking for the cleanser? Yeah so this is the cream. This is the scrub. And then the body cleanser will look like this. The St. Bart. I'm going to try. What is that yellow one? The shampoo. Oh okay. What is that in the bag? Periods. Wait I want to clean one. There you go. Thank you so much. Yeah body cleanser. What's your name? Kiyama. Kiyama. My brother. Y'all I'm so annoyed with my delivery service people. So in my apartment building they have a delivery service people. Which is like a third party to get packages delivered. This is the second time they done lost my package. And the first one was over $400. But this one was supposed to be for my Colorado trip. It was a fur jacket. Got on sale. Stand studio. Very good quality. It's lost. Now I'm irritated because it said it was out for delivery yesterday. And then they push it back to delayed. I'm like the fuck. So I knew I should have just came and got it. I just knew I should have. But anyways. So it said delayed like it didn't update or anything. So I come here. I'm like let me just go up there and see if they have it. Can't find it. Somebody stole it. Because they probably said Neme and Marcus on it and they took it. And I'm just so annoyed with them. Like I'm not getting anything over. No. Anything over $500. I'm not shipping to them no more. Like I can't trust people. Like you really just can't. People out here just out here starving. Yeah. Brother fucking starving. I'm so irritated. Like she's like, yeah, I know this is I'm so sorry. Because I've complained about them losing my packages before. And obviously the girl was the manager. Super sweet understanding. But listening. I want my packages. Like I don't order things for no reason. Like it's an inconvenience. Like and that's money like wasted. But anyways, I'm so fucking pissed. I'm gonna have a bitch fit right now. Like everything is just annoying me. But I'm on my way home. And I'm going to cool off or something. I need to go to the infrared sauna because anyways. And y'all are so funny because y'all are like, oh my God, God are you speaking for Lonnie? Yeah, I'm I'm still learning. But yeah, I'm going to be able to I want to speak like sentences. I think for Lonnie is a beautiful language. Honestly. I'm really trying to learn Spanish more. I'm trying to be an international bag. So, yeah. Anyways, y'all just be making my day. See, I don't know. I don't know why people say have your phone is toxic with me and y'all. And we like this. My phone is everything. So anyways, I'm just let me I don't know what I'm going to do. Maybe I should go to the sauna and relax. But I don't want to sweat my hair out. But I'm trying to leave out of town. So maybe my girl can hook me up the new install because I this hair is only three bundles, but I want I need one more bundle. Anyways, I'll check back in with y'all when I get home. So I'm replaying the I'm worthy video. He said remove anything that makes you feel unworthy. I got to play this stuff throughout the day because these people have this package place trying to play me like I'm just trying to calm down. I think I'm just going to go to cycle bar. But oh my God. That video is speaking to me because out of a motion out your life, that doesn't make you feel worthy so you can attract what you're worth. Period. I got to say this throughout the day because I am worthy. Okay. Don't play with me. I'm really awesome. Like no, like when a woman is done, she's done. Like it's no talking. I don't care about what I heard. I don't even got to acknowledge it because there's nothing that needs to be said. There's nothing that needs to be acknowledged. I don't want to address that thing. I don't need no closure. I'm just done. You don't get no access to me. No more. Like, like, like you cute on what you're doing. But nah, I don't need no clothes. You don't even get that much out of me. I just feel so powerful. I just feel like, I feel like jogging. Who was that? Two can play that game. When he was like, I just went over there looking like Denzel double nine and then I got into it and he was like, man, I just feel so good. I felt like jogging. See how she gave him her energy and he felt so good about that. Like you felt good because you got into an argument. That's one of my favorite movies to complete a game. Like I love like the old school movies. But yeah, no, your words is period. Like I just feel so powerful. Like you can't fuck with me. You can't fuck with me. And if you fuck with me, I've got your buzz. Okay. If you fuck with me. What is that off of? I feel like it's from brown sugar. When I ran into it. That's one of my favorite movies to like, they don't make movies like that no more. Oh, y'all know what I should do today. I should go see creative three. Yeah, I think that's what I'm going to do. I might go on a solo movie today. That's what I might do. Um, but yeah, I'm just going to go inside and see, I want to do everything, but do this damn closet because it's so packed in there. Um, yeah. So, yeah, I'm back home and I decided I'm not going to decide goodbye. I just feel like I need to move my body, but I don't want to do too much. So there's a candlelight yen flow. Um, so I'm just going to go to that. My camera's crooked. Um, but I do want to show you what I got from Zaburra. Let's lay a Zaburran hole. And um, yeah, I spent a pretty penny in there. Um, so let's go under it. So I did pick up a couple lashes because I'm still trying to figure out what is best for my eye shape. And I got to put some lashes on like soon. Um, so, and then I got this Patrick's tie. I really like Patrick's tie technique. I really like Patrick ties technique when it comes to blush and then adding the cream on top of it. I think it's such a good technique. I love doing that just because it helps bring your face back to life. Cause sometimes it can be too mad, too dry looking. And I don't like that. So I'll put like a liquid highlight or, you know, Patrick ties blush. And I got this in a color. She's blushy. This is actually the color O'Kalia uses on me. So I'm going to try it cause I want to look more like blushy, bronzy. That makes sense. And then I got these weightless bossy lashes. We'll probably try that tonight. Maybe. I don't know. Oh my God. Y'all, my face has been so dry lately, especially when I travel. So I just want to have this jet lag mask with me. Um, if I don't have no makeup on, I'll apply it, um, as a moisturizer. Um, and it's like very good for, um, it's a hydrating mask. So we'll see. I really like summer Fridays. Um, but let me hurry up cause I'm running out of battery. And then I also got another south scrub for when I travel. I need to update my toiletry bag. And then y'all, I got my hands on the new St. Burt's body cleanser. Let me see if it smells like the wash. I'm pretty sure they got this cleanser because of me cause I use it so much on this land. Maybe, maybe not. Oh my God, it smells just like it. Oh my God. I cannot wait to shower with this. Mmm. So I'm definitely going to put that baby down in the shower. Then I got some more of the St. Burt's scrub. And then they also came out with a body cream. So let me see if that's perfect. I'm just so happy. This came right in time for like the spring and summer time. Ugh. Mmm. Y'all, this smells, it just smells like a fresh coconut. Fruit. Mmm. Like summer time vacation. Like you just got done something in the sun. And this is how you want to smell. What's the, I probably won't be able to travel with this. Ugh, 7.5 ounces. Dang. Anyways, so, yeah. And then I got some more lashes. I just got these. Like, I like my lashes more flared out. And then I got these ones too, because they're thicker on the ends. And then I also got a Fenty Beauty for travel. I really love the Butter Drop. It's so moisturizing to the skin. And it has 7 luxurious oils to have you, you know, out here glistening. And then I got this Laneige lip glowy balm. Aliyah had this one here in Colorado. I used this before, but I didn't have no lip chap. Like I was so unprepared for that trip. And she let me have some of this. And I just thought it was a nice glow to your lip. I just put too much. And then I'm also the type to always lose my lip balms. So I'm always like trying new ones. But yeah, just a nice glow to the lip. I'm already used to have the green one. I think I still have it in my beauty thing. But I don't use it as much. You know how sometimes you got to just get a refresher on how something is like so good. And you forgot how good it is. And then you just got a refresher, like oh wow. Like the Ease Drop, the Fenty Ease Drop, because I had a sponsorship with it. I had to use that. And I was like wow, this looks so good. And I actually had that on for when I took my ski trip photos and videos. My skin looked amazing. So I'm probably going to be using that all throughout the summertime. And then I just got some more lash glue. But that's about it. So yeah, I'm just going to get ready for my class. It's 6.30. It's at 7.30. And then after that I'm going to come home and shower. And then probably go to the IPK. Because I'm going to watch Creed. Because I don't have anything else to do. But I don't want to go so late though. Because I'm going to wake up early tomorrow. I really want to be on my back on my ish tomorrow. I'm going to go to the second bar. So let's get ready for yoga. And no, no putty. I'm on my way to my yoga class. I smell so good. Hopped to the shower, used that way. Oh yes, this. And then I topped it off with perfumes that Marley and Miss Dior. I smell just like feminine summertime. Yes, yes, yes, yes. So yeah, I'm on my way there. And yeah, it's going to be a good class. I'm excited. All right y'all. So I just came home. Oh my God y'all. That yoga class was so good actually. She was like, we are practicing things that no longer serve you. Make sure you let that go. And what did she say? It's supposed to be the springtime. So this is the perfect time for growth. Y'all know you plant seeds growing. It was that type of class and I was so happy I made it because that's what we've been talking about all day. And I just pulled a daily affirmations card. It said, what is for me will find its way to me. Thank you. And I just been having a rough day, but it's getting better now. So, but yeah, I'm going to make my way to the movies. I don't know what this piece of hair is doing. But yeah, I'm about to bake my way there. I call it a Uber because I'm not driving. But it's a little work. And then I'm just going to carry my chanelaka. Chanelaka? You want to go to chanelaka? And yeah. So we're going to see three. And I can't wait. So, should I put this back? I mean, it'll be the same here, but that one here is so messed up from yoga. Let me go. Y'all, so I had a change to the 10 of 15. This is my private home theater. No, I'm just kidding. But no, that would be my dream to have like, I'm a 6. I don't know nobody's sitting next to me because how do you see the seating? You're about to get started. Let that boys look hot. I'm back home. And Creed 3. It was so good. I'm glad they had incorporated like, their daughter was like sign language. Love you guys. But yeah, I thought that was dope overall. Movie was a 10 out of 10. And y'all, I was never a Michael B. Jordan fan. But when he was, you know what I'm saying? I'm a sucker for like a Charlie. Man, man. And Michael B. Jordan was never on like my top list. I don't know. Like, he just reminds me so much of Steve Harvey. So I was just like, but in that movie, he was giving daddy, baby daddy. And he was getting all the emotional and stuff. And he was like opening up and being all sentimental. I love things like that. So, yeah. He was definitely like, oh, he's a daddy. Like, and I'm a Michael B. Jordan fan as far as like his acting in his movies, you know, Fruitvale Station where he made his like big break. But yeah, overall, it was a good movie. So I'm going to go to sleep and get ready for bed. I'm going to try my hardest to go to cycle bar in the morning. Who's teachers tomorrow? Let's see. Because certain teachers, like, I haven't rolled with Sarah in so long. And Sarah is one of the instructors that she's like, go at your own pace. The other ones just be doing a lot. They be like, no, you need to go now. Let's see what we have here. Katie's doing the morning. Katie is the one that does the hip hop Sundays. She's the tough one. She's like, if you wanted to be comfy, you should have stayed in bed. But anyway, um, yeah, so I'm going to take a puppy. Oh, I forgot to tell you, guess who sent me some puppy? Well, obviously. Poppy sent me poppy. Like they wrote me on Instagram. And they were like, can we send you some poppin poppy? I'm like, yes. What? Yeah, they were like, we love to send you some poppin poppy. And they just sent me like a whole bunch of flavors. So I'm stocked up. I thought they were going to send me a pink sweater and hoodie situation, but I'm still grateful. But yeah, I'm going to just drink one of these because I'm a little full from the food that I ate there. And I had some wine. I had a glass of recently. But yeah, I'll probably just talk to y'all in the morning. So see y'all. I came in this morning. I had a bra appointment and I wanted to go back to 10 theme. So they look good though. But anyways, I'm out of the way in Alfreda and I need to get some work done. So I'm about to look up a coffee shop. I can head to... She said the fuel coffee is good, but we're here. What else I can find. But yeah, today is Thursday. And yeah, I just wanted to check on y'all, show y'all my eyebrows. I like to go for like a... I want somebody to text you but you not texting them first. But they just texted you and they just made your whole day. But I need somewhere with good seating. At work, I like to sit at a couch or something comfy. I really don't like sitting at hard tables. It's just not cute. Skin is skinning, brows are browsing. And yeah, happy. What's today? Thursday. Like Dan, she a homo. I have to make you go. In the mirror, I'm doing my dance. Ain't packin up no iced peas. Here a rapper with no gotta change. Suck in my whistle, I'm lovin' my beans. a million views in a day and so many wins to get paid. I tried to pay you back me to stay. I'm not staying. I just want to play in the party. He just want to run big books in a one state pump. She a baddie. She knows she attempt. She a baddie. What he works at this coffee shop. So y'all know how to come. We love it. Yes. Goodbye.