 Fagun is the one that actually makes the decision in that moment to allow this entire system to bend down and surrender to what? To that one thing that her system actually knows because and knows fully because she knows it from childhood when the ego was hardly there, when the conditioning was hardly there. It is something known, it is deep and it is almost imperceptible in its impulse. It is what you call the soul, the Antar Guru, the Antaraatman and that is what Fagun bends down to in that moment of pain and the pain dissipates instantly.