 Coco come on. Good morning, everyone um today is Thursday. I Actually woke up earlier than I've been waking up. I've kind of said this in vlogs But since all this has happened it has just been so difficult for me to get up early lately I've been waking up around like nine and for me. That's really like I'm a morning person, you know So it's kind of been like not good. Um anyways if you guys are here subscribe I'm gonna take you guys through a vlog the day in my life. So this morning. I woke up around like 7 30 and then I make coffee It's nine. I've just been in my office doing my morning reading I read new morning mercies then my Bible and then cross chat I box by Stephen Furtick You know when you just like really need to read something and everything you read Like fully lined up with that. You know what I'm saying? It was really incredible But I actually have a virtual doctor's appointment today I really need to be treated for something But I was gonna like make the appointment stuff when I got back from Nashville and then all the coronas have happened And so I was like, okay I'm definitely not gonna like take up the doctor's time my stepmom's actually doctor So I called her today because basically I'll probably talk about this like in the blog I got really really bad and I called her or a taxiderm and she was like, oh no no like there's still people who can treat you We're gonna get you like a video appointment today, and I was like are you sure I'm not like being selfish, you know And she was like no like so I have a virtual doctor's appointment today. I'm about to go workout downstairs That's another thing. I've been feeling so often. I haven't been doing my workouts I look up this morning and I immediately put on like my workout clothes I have like your shorts on under my sweats, but so that I would be ready to go But anyways, I'm a new podcast coming out today as well It's my solo episode that I recorded in my last vlog. I'm just about this whole thing. It's like a nice pet talk Waste my the best of it that sort of thing But also like how to help how to fight loneliness like stay mentally healthy all that stuff Which is literally so ironic because yesterday I cried for 30 hours straight. Well, I guess more than one day But anyways, anyways, I'm gonna go downstairs and we're gonna work out. It's gonna be really incredible I'm gonna put it on my TV and use my new lemon mat, which I'm really excited about and Probably do like a hot pilates workout type thing. I think it is really neat, too So clearly I had a rough day yesterday. I didn't vlog and this morning after I work out I actually finally have my way hair oil in and I got a summer Fridays mask Just the jet lag one. I already have that and then and then the CC cream. So I'm gonna do like a nice Kind of like refresh Shower morning routine like oh, I need to blow that candle up You know when you like do everything and then you feel so unbelievably amazing like a spa morning I don't know why I can't speak so that is what I'm doing this morning, and I'm taking you guys through Kind of the process what products I'm using all that stuff, but before that I'm going to do my nice Workout, which is gonna be really incredible also like guys. I always have self-hand around my chin How do you get that off like I exfoliate? But like what exfoliators are you guys using cuz clearly the ones that I'm using are not working The way the Sun hits my house is like so beautiful in the mornings But it actually is like burns my it's actually gets like really hot sometimes. So anyways, I'm just gonna light a candle I Think I'm actually gonna bring in this to my room So I don't have a candle up there, and I feel like that would just be better in my room So we'll see we have Quinton's piano. That's just Really in the way now All right, so I have my Lulu Matt Coco's dog toys are there and a resistance band I'm going to actually use my TV today. I know I can bring it out. I've never moved it I'm always afraid to move it anyone else have this fear. All right So I'm gonna go on YouTube and play a hotplot ease video I want to try out Melissa with health But I need to stop paying subscriptions because when I met with my financial advisor I realized that I spend so much money on subscription services all together So I need to figure that one out. Okay. I think I'm gonna do the 30-minute classical Pilates sequence with Shannon on the hotplot ease YouTube channel At home workouts are actually so hard not gonna lie This is like really making me miss LA but I'm so glad that I'm not there right now To be stuck in my house. Okay, so I did one 30 minute video I think I'm gonna do I really want to do a booty band one. That's like 10 minutes 15 We will see if they have that I really love band work. It's like really fun for me. See I Don't have any weights either right now Okay, I'm just gonna do this one that's shorter. Whatever. It's still a booty band one though. I really love these Oh My gosh, it was actually really hard So I need to sweep and get catch my breath. Oh my god guys. I am so mad somehow Sephora shipped my package to the wrong address like it's one number off and I know for a fact I wouldn't have put that address in because that mine isn't it's just not the same thing or at all So who knows a while ever ever ever get that package which sucks so bad because that was like a hundred dollars They're like try to not recognize my addresses all the time. It's so annoying and I really just wanted that new stuff So anyways, that sucks on the bright side of my barefoot dreams socks came in I don't have any fuzzy socks and I decided to treat myself with some barefoot dreams one So that is what I'm gonna be probably wearing today. I'm gonna sweep really quick Like I just want these things so bad All right, everyone at the show must go on unfortunately with or without my Sephora package that got delivered to my neighbors And I don't know if I'll ever see it again. So all right in my bathroom now. I'm gonna use these Sonya to car Radiance mask. I really wanted to use a hydrating one But like I just need to up my mass collection of this house Also, I hate white nails and I only got these because my nail tech was like really stressing me out So I was just like oh white cuz I didn't even have time to look at the colors You know, they like stress you out really bad That's what happened to me and that's why I ended up with white nails and I need to figure out how to take them off But anyway, so I'm gonna do this mask get in the shower. It's fully a do the whole thing and just feel so good after All right, I'm out of the shower. I put on at my face mask. I already feel so much better I think I'm actually going to kind of slightly do makeup All right, so I was just watching some of logs But I thought I would do a really quick get ready with me This is basically like the morning after you had like a really bad day And you're like really especially in quarantine because like we have all the time in the world And you're just really trying to get yourself feeling better back in the swing of things and I really think as far as like Mental health wise goes a long time like it really makes a big difference to like fully get ready and stuff for me sometimes It really disappoints. Anyways, I wanted to talk about a few products. I've been loving I tried them and I think the last vlog that I posted Well, how did I even get that on my shirt? Literally what you guys can't see but there's something on my shirt I tried them on my last get ready with me portion of the vlog and I really love the product so the first one is this Charlotte Tilbury Wonder glow this stuff is literally amazing I'm really on a cake of theirs because they sent me all their like hero products and I've been trying them And I just think they're incredible so this the way I would describe it if you guys are familiar with the Becca backlit primer sometimes when I put that primer on I might know I wish this was a foundation and it had Just like a slight bit of coverage and that is exactly what this like soft glow thing is It like does not look like you're wearing any makeup It's definitely buildable though like just make sure skin it look a lot healthier and Just like I don't know naturally better Really good. This is why I don't do makeup story else So I'm putting on like a little bit more just for some more coverage on my cheeks, but I don't want a full face of makeup on Anyways, so this is kind of perfect. It's like a really great middle ground basically think of it as like a tinted moisturizer, but Less covered, but your skin looks like phenomenal been watching Remy's vlogs lately Love a good moving vlog seriously has been a great addition to quarantine. I'm gonna quickly brush out my brows I need to clear I need to get my brows done. So, you know when you need to get your brows done and every time you brush them out with A tinted gel they look crazy Yeah, that's me right now. So I'm really trying to just make the best of it. Whoo Okay, I'm gonna use my a cosmetic CC cream. Anyways, I've really been Loving her moving vlogs lately So fun. I've definitely put on a little bit too much concealer Guys, I want that Dyson air wrap look at my hands right now with this stuff. I want the Dyson air wrap so bad I'm so mad at myself because I got just the Hair dryer for Christmas and it's like far too late to return it in the Dyson air app It does both But everyone who has it it's like literally the perfect blowout and it would actually change my life Like I would do my hair like that every single day and I'd love it But I feel like I can't like I have the hairdryer And I don't want to spend like six hundred dollars on a hair tool but I'm really debating it every single day because I would use it every single day and I just need it so bad guys like I think about it all the time I keep watching tutorials on it Ticktocks guys ticktock is changing my life actually it's really taking over. I want to say it's changing my life But it's taking over for sure If you guys don't already follow me on ticktock, what are you doing? It's can deal with. Hey, you guys should be falling into talk, but Okay, I'm gonna lightly brush over with some powder You know next up. I really really love this I showed this in my last vlog as well the Charlotte Tilbury the sculpt and highlight palette I I definitely linked this in the last one. Thanks. So hungry guys. Oh my gosh. This highlight is Beautiful, I need a better brush, but like see oh my gosh. It is so pretty. I guess I'm not putting a Blush on today. Actually I will but I just never put my highlight on first. I have again the Charlotte Tilbury blush I'm just like really such a big fan of their makeup right now. I think it's really killing it Yeah, and that is it for my luck. I feel like my skin is just so dry That's why one of my jet lag mask. Hopefully we get that today on some mascara. I need a new mascara so bad like That is it for today I fun fact guys my outlets in my bathroom have not worked my entire Time of living here and I've like reset done all the stuff in the garage the fuse That hasn't worked and I must be doing something wrong, but I So that's why I just like don't dry my hair even though I probably wouldn't anyways, but it definitely have show that children So like that's really annoying of me, but Yeah, I just want my dad to come over and do it for me because they clearly something is just like going on You know Cocoa just sits there and waits for me. Where am I slippers? Oh over here? See that's why my Dyson Oh my gosh, I actually look crazy. So my Dyson's right there because my outlets don't work So I have to dry it right there, but I'm just not gonna do that today not feeling it. Okay I'm gonna do this All right. This is my looks for the day I took my slippers off because like I actually do look crazy, but I will be wearing this around my house so The slippers are from Amazon if you guys didn't see my last vlog Literally $30 and there's another pair for 20 that I also ordered So those are linked down below bear picture in socks these sweats are outro voices My shirt is just oversized like black t-shirt from misguided It's a really good shirt to wear like post self tanning or something But I'm gonna go downstairs and make some breakfast. All right, so I'm listening to mood. I just made some breakfast I think I'm actually gonna take it upstairs this morning. I actually did a little morning routine on my Instagram story So if you guys are not following my Instagram already 100% you really should guys Kenzie Elizabeth go follow. So during this time I'm like really thinking of the house projects and stuff I want to do so really weird thing happened Okay, I ordered all of my office furniture on overstock as we know everything came in besides the chair Oh, yeah, the little small Not nightstand but like little small table that I was planning on putting my chair came in But I don't want to open it yet because you'll see basically they emailed me and said and originally It was like one to four weeks for shipping and they emailed me and said hey We can't get you your chair in that time, but they didn't give me like a time that they could give it to me So I was like, okay. I was like, okay fine Totally get it and then they were like you need to call in either get a re refund or something You have to call and figure it out Which the email was not very helpful and then I got an email. I think I woke up today Saying that my order had been shipped. So I don't know what that means. I really hope that I still get this chair I mean, obviously I can get a new chair. It's like not the worst thing ever It's like so early on that I don't actually have tracking on it yet. It does say your order ship. So I'm confused So I think the chair is coming. I'm not really sure so then I was like I really want to figure out and plan out at least what I want to do with my rooftop because It's just really something so I think I'm at least gonna make like a board today and figure it out I've pretty much finished most of my work. Um, I have a new podcast out today though That's my salamah said you guys need to listen because don't listen to my podcast. Please go listen So there's that and then also kind of want to do the gym my garage but like I'm not made of money and Part of me wants to buy all this stuff before which I'm not trying to like all my shop a ton But part of me wants to buy all this stuff before my financial advisor gives me like a budget You know what I mean? So We'll see I need to figure that out I'm gonna make a plan today of everything that I need to buy and all the stuff that I still need for my house Basically, I think oh, let's do my chairs coming in for my bedroom Oh, I have to do my laptop the way that you trapped like shipping and stuff from article clothing your article is very odd So I did it my laptop, but anyways, I'm gonna go upstairs and get some work done. It was really good I also need all these candles really quickly rapidly Running out of all of them. All right guys, so I'm in my office. I just Got onto some portal I don't know I to call my doctor's office and I can basically do a doctor's appointment online But I'm really with an app which I guess it's still online, but anyways, I FaceTime warrior for a second I've been looking at furniture for My rooftop it is so expensive also like I don't know I kind of want to go I Just like don't know what I want to do. I can't like I find like a table I really like and then I don't find like other things to match it or vice versa And I don't want to buy a full set because a full set is like way more expensive And also I don't need as much because it thinks it's for like a pool So I'm just gonna keep searching Also, I found a rug that I think I like for in here and I'm kind of getting more of a vision of what I want This place to look like which is also exciting. So that's how I've been spending my day sitting out my email newsletter Join the mailing list you guys haven't already you guys are missing out big time, but the barefoot dreams blanket Barefoot dreams socks are actually so comfy. Oh my gosh All right guys, I just in fact realized that I'm still a college student unfortunately, so I'm gonna do homework I think for the next few hours. I want to get everything done. So I can hopefully just kind of relax Um, I was on the call of my doctor. I'm waiting for the actual appointment I don't know when that's gonna be and I don't know like when they tell me But I'm gonna do homework until then so I at least have all this done and I don't have to worry about it I literally hate the classes that I'm in this session. I feel like this vlog has been negative a little bit I'm really sorry I've really just not been loving the classes that I'm in this semester like at all All right So I'm currently working on a project that I somehow didn't even know I had um and Cooking at some pasta. So I know you guys see me make Vegetables and pasta all the time with brown rice pasta because it's like my favorite go-to Meal also if I have a day where I'm just by myself It's really nice as I make it for lunch and I'm someone who can eat the same meal over and over again clearly And then I'll have it also for dinner or at least have leftovers, you know So that's what I'm doing currently and then I'm gonna go spend more time doing homework I'm going to make matcha today because I do have some matcha I'm not sure if this is good matcha by any means, but we're gonna try it I also don't have a whisk. So we're really roughing it. All right watching Brooks vlog. I'm gonna put this away for later That's my lunch right now looks really good. It's 2 p.m. I just wrote a paper. I did a bunch of school work I just like can't do anymore just fine because things aren't due until it's Thursday now and things aren't due until Tuesday So I think I'm just gonna do a little bit on like Monday or Tuesday of that stuff I have my doctor's appointment on an app in 21 minutes so I have to check in there and then after that I'm thinking that I might just like read and chill fit it Because my podcast went up. Oh, I do need to I haven't mailed out the Newslet artist, so I'll send this out right now All right guys again another shot from the desk. Um, I just had my doctor's appointment Anyways, I have noticed I mean I already kind of know what it is I went to the doctor so I feel like I can really say this at this point my stepmom's also a doctor so Anyways, my periods lately this this I don't think this is like a TMI conversation But if someone thinks this is weird, whatever, I'm just saying this because I went so long thinking this is normal So the week before my period I like I literally I'm on been on the verge of tears all day like for no reason I Literally cried guys from today's Thursday from Tuesday night Probably around like 5 p.m. Off and on until last night at like 8 p.m. Even in my sleep I would like wake up and cry But I when I was younger, I never had any problems like emotionally my period I never had like mood swings or anything like that and then over the past probably since like last summer the week before my period I'm like Someone's at my door the week before my period. I'm just like so anxious and so depressed and all this stuff so I'm on medicine to kind of treat premenstrual dysphoric disorder and Basically, it's everything that I'm saying. It's just like really really really heightened It's just like really really heightened Emotion you guys can look it up, but basically not normal I was like, oh, maybe this is normal because like I've just never been emotional before or whatever And like it just got so bad and then I finally talked to someone and they were like, yeah, that's literally not normal so Yeah That is that um anyways So I'm glad they called in a prescription for me today and I'm going back on meds, which I've been on meds before So it's not the worst thing in the world. I'm gonna go downstairs and see what all this fuss is about Setting you up in my hydro flask. Hopefully this isn't awful. The package is my misguided package I feel like I might have another I got 11 items excuse the panel right now guys. I got 11 items for a hundred dollars So I realized that while I thought I only had loungewear I actually had none and this was like too good of a deal to pass up. Okay a Black little tee. I got this white. It's like long sleeve I need some sort of cute bra bra to wear underneath it because it's definitely see-through This cute little pink tank top that I thought was gonna be much bigger But it's that it's not gonna be really big enough for my boobs, but it's fine It's really impressive So that tank top was supposed to be to match these pink misguided sweats, which are really cute. I got them in a size Six because I like having my sweats be a little bit oversized. So these are really cute I'm gonna have all this link down below and I just got this white tank top a black tank top Same sweats in blue because I thought they were so cute. I got a black pair of sweats That are not the same one. They don't say misguided on them, but they're still really cute I'm really impressed by the quality of these what I'm so picky as we know When it comes to sweatpants, and I'm actually really impressed by these then I just got a little white tee The same as that black one. I got this black long sleeve top, which I also thought was perfect I'm literally gonna live in all this stuff guys And the last ones I got are probably my favorite. They're so soft There's no tie though, which I didn't realize so a u.s. 6. I hope that these still fit like my waist. I think they will They're just these really cute like gray sweatpants that I love so that was what I would be wearing the remainder However long we're gonna be in this quarantine. I don't mean to spread rumors, but I just cannot imagine us actually being done with this By well first off Dallas is only on a stay-at-home thing until April 3rd And I really cannot imagine that being the end like they're just that literally what it makes sense So anyways not many spread rumors guys, but I'm saying don't think that's happening So I'm gonna do some dishes and then it is only 234 And I have nothing really to do I did all the homework. I'm willing to do today And I have nothing to edit my podcast is up Normally in this time I give myself more things to do because there's always things to do when you work for yourself But I'm actually gonna say no, I don't want to I mean just kidding I'm gonna work for my iPad, but I'm also gonna watch the little fire show Why do I keep getting the name of that show wrong? I don't know I'm gonna watch that. I don't know really relax today Oh, you know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna finish reading my Dolly Parton book. That is what I'm gonna do All right, so a few things guys one. I'm gonna start and try to make some matcha I really really really want to have like recess CBD dream thing, but Unfortunately, I Only have one left. I just only have one left and I'm not willing to waste it Not even like waste necessarily, but I have to really savor it. You know what I'm saying So I'm gonna try to make some matcha for my afternoon drink, which I really need to start doing anyways Wow Would you look at that? I've been watching some tiktoks lately when it comes to drinks. I'm actually an idiot. I'm like I don't know how to make that Also, I'm really hate myself for leaving my espresso in LA. That's just like really sucks. Okay for some reason on tiktok I keep seeing all these arranged marriages Tiktoks like does someone want to explain to me? Okay, so what the hell this one my favorite Instagrams to follow love her She made a how to make a homemade ice matcha latte The really tragic part of this is that I don't have ice so I'm yeah, we'll just have to you know figure it out I also don't have a whisk so uh this is probably gonna be a fail But we're gonna see I remember that my older man I used to make what he showed me we used to make this really good Like a matcha from a target, so I'm gonna try to make it that way and I'll let you guys know What I end up thinking about it I don't actually want to record myself doing it because like I don't want to get ripped to shreds Oh, what I was gonna say though is that I really feel like I want to be an adult And I want to be someone who like knows wines and like drinks wine like when they cook and stuff And like the wine that I get is literally like people who drink mine I probably like that's so embarrassing because it's like so sweet and blah blah blah whatever I'm not really the biggest drinker, but I would love to become like a knowledgeable adult who socially drinks I feel like so many people are that so would love your input would love some Drink ideas what's easy to make things like that because I also like entertaining So I need to like know how to do this before summer hits because I just think it's important and a good skill to have And I'm really bored Not that I'm even gonna like make this I guess during this time because I'm not gonna go to like the liquor store But would love to just kind of like do some research, you know, so anyway, I'm gonna make some matcha All right guys, I made my matcha I'm gonna put some honey in and then even some cinnamon because my girl on what the health Did that so I feel like that's what I should do Guys I changed my mind I'm so excited because Ashley Graham pretty big deal. We know that I love it I'm scooter brawn is on so I'm actually gonna watch this and work on my oh my gosh Work on my like plans for furniture and stuff All right guys, so it is now almost 11 p.m. I've been watching Nashville. I cooked dinner I didn't vlog that I did do a lot of stuff in between I didn't just sit on the couch for like seven hours even though I kind of wish I would have but hope you guys enjoyed today's vlog I love you guys so much, and I'll see you guys soon. Bye