 Fy gennymd llawer o bwysigion i niweithio i nhw'n ddechrau i gael eich bod yn r numerous a hynny'n dod i'r brwythag, rwy'n gwybod mhen ei ddweud cyffredigale i'w lyth ymgrifet felly iddynt i niwd fod o gyda ddigon nhw y bywysigion i'w ddechrau i chi nid y wahanol felly fydd e'n ddigon nhw llawer, yn gweithio i gael y bobl y fwy hwnnw y bywysig, Pour my journey of my life it strengthened me mentally as I've gone on. It was difficult times, but people probably couldn't have done it without Will Miller, my friend Daniel. When it first happened, when I went to Will's and with his wife, Michelle, and his family, it was such like a sanctuary for me. Will's has been like a brother for me for 20-25 years now. Ac rwyng i'n gweithio'r ysgrifennydd worstiaeth gyda'r ysgrifennydd. Rwy'n eu'r ystyried hefyd i'r hyn ar draws, ac mae'r hyn yn ystyried hyn. A rydych yn yr hyn, yr ysgrifennydd wedi'i rŵs i ymludiwr m'rolaeth. Yw Llywodraeth? Mae Llywodraeth, yw Llywodraeth, mae'n rôl i'r cyffordd. Mae'r rhannwch ar yr yw ychydig meddwl commentsau. Mae'r rhannwch ar yr ystyried hynny, mae'n rhannwch ar y ysgrifennydd, The week end after we come back and get married, he's married... Yeah so it just went on and on If you spoke to Ryan's missies Because she must have been through a tough time as well Did she see that? Yeah she probably No she stuck it out as long as she could That's been right She stuck it out as long as she could You might have to shake that to pop And I don't really get...ility is also super important I think there's a small chance that Ryan tells me Dyna, dyna eich fadeithaeth, dyna eich lle iddyn nhw sydd yn ystyried yn mynd i hynny. Ac nid i'n gweithio i ddoes iawn ei ddechrau dweud â cael meddwl. Mae'r holl iawn i ddweud, mae'n i'n glatt i'r oeddfa. Mae'r holl iawn i ddweud a chweithio i'n glatt i'r holl iawn i ddweud. Ond mae'r holl iawn i ddweud sydd yn ddiddwrnod. Mae'n gweithio i ddweud. Rhun genno'n gwneud. Yna yw i'r amser wrth yn ddweud, yna wnaeth i'r amser ond, fe wnaeth i'r amser. Ond, dwi'n cnyddiad pethau mewn gwahanol a'r amser i'r amser. Felly fe wnaeth ni'n i gwybod, bethau yna gael. Ond mae'n dweud oherwydd, fe wnaeth i chi'n mynd i'w ymu. Mae gyrfa o'n byddwyd. Mae wedi'n meddwl pwynt nifer, mae'n mynd i eisiau. Ond mae gwybod yn ymchwil o bwysig ac mae wnaeth i'n mynd. Yn y gall faint rydyn ni arweiniu have Warf drws? Felly rydyn ni yn fwy o'r eu gweld fel gwaith. gyda maen nhw. Rhyw gwaeth eu bod yw'r hyn sy'n gobeithio… Intwch yn gobeithio yn gweithio'r yr hindfol gan gweithio, a gwi'n credu. Oed os ydych chi'n iawn, maen nhw, mae'n gweithio'n ardal e thumbsaith yna yn rhan o'n cyffin! Dwy'n rhaid i'ch meddwl ymlaen! Ie. Ie. Mae'n rhaid i'n meddwl. Dwi'n do 하겠습니다 cofi ar eich bod i'w peth arniwn i gael, boe'r Rhiannog wedi cael ei chath arhaeth, felly wnaeth chi wedi'i gael ar y cwmddio ar y gwaith i'n gwyfod o'r amser i'r rhai. Felly roedd y gallwn yn ystod, maer nid yn rhaid o ferpeti'r cyffraffau. Ysfi wedi'u ddau, maer nid yn y cwmddio ar y gwaith, dwi'n gael e gael ar y cyffraffau. Ynny'n gweithio, cyffraffau. Ynw wedi'i gael eich bod i'n gweld未? Mae'r Silwy Gesetz? Mae'r Silwy Gesetz, mae'n grifwm am hyn sy'n gwybod. Mae'r Silwy Gesetz, mae'r Silwy Gesetz, mae'n grifwm am fyyd, mae'n grifwm am fyyd cydd, dyna'n chwarae agynnal'i siwtur, hopi sy'n sut yw'r calorau, dyna'n cael hwn yn rhan. Mae'n cael hwn yn rhan, dyna'i ni'n mynd i gyrgydd. Yna'n gyrgydd, mae'n gyrgydd, mae'n gyrgydd, mae'n gyrgydd. Dyna'r chadr, mae'n chadr i siwtur. Wyth i chi'n gweithio'r gyda chi? Dwy. Ychydig yw'r cyfnod o wybod yr adeilad? E'n gwneud i chi'n gweithio'r gyda'r cyfnod sydd. Felly e'n gweithio'r cyfnod i'ch gweithio'r cyfnod. Fydd yw'r cyfnod i'r cyfnod, dwi'n gweithio'n gweithio. Fy hoffi wneud i chi'n gweithio'r cyfnod. Felly e'n gweithio'r cyfnod. Mae'r adeiladau maen nhw i 21. flwyd nad o'r ffordd o'r eu might. Mae tân o'r meddyl o rai gofio hyn. Mae'n meddyl fel Ydisgawn, mae'n pobl sy'n ei ddim yn ffordd o'r ysgrifwlad doti'r hyn, sylfa nifer o dechrau'r hyn. Y'n adws. Mae'r cyfyrdd y gallu newid, mae'n cyfyrdd y gallu newid. Mae'r cyfyrdd y gallu'r youngdalol a'r cyfyrdd y gallu newid i'r meddyl yma, i robi'n heli yn wedi'u meddyl o'r ysgrifennawed. Mae'n cael ei geistio'r meddl. Mae'n ddweud bod, mae'n ddigonio. Rydym yn gallu llawer i fod yn ei gweithio a'r ddweud. Mae'n ddweud y bydd eich gweithio sy'n gweithio a'r ddweud? Rwy'n gwneud. Mae'r ddweud y byddwn yn 10 oes. Mae'r ddweud yn gweithio? Mae'n ddweud. Mae'r ddweud, ac mae eich dweud. Dyna, mae rhai o fynd bod yn gweld, mae rhai o'r mae'r mae'n gweld yn gweld yn llunio. Mae'n rhai o fwy o'r mae'r mae o'r mae o rai o fy mwen, mae'r bod yn elu- Mae'n enw yn credu y bach godio syniadol i'n elu, ond mae'n dweud yr ysgrifiad, ond... Mae'n dweud efallai bod yn gwybodaeth yn bach. Felly mae hi! Mae'n dweud o'r mae o'r lle i'w ddweud. Mae'n dweud ydweud i'w dweud, ac mae'n dweud ni'n adeiladau yma. That would have been probably more mentally damaging. Push over there do you think? You bit through some of that shit mate. That is some heavy stuff it is. People don't realise that some men can't take that. No psychiatrist, no help, no nothing, just friends just talking it through. Maybe it would have healed quicker if it did talk to professional people. Were you lonely time for you? Mae'r pats here. When did you come back from Spain? When's the first time you spoke? After it came out? Probably about ten days. They were all scared to come. They were all scared because they all thought that I'm a mad man, I'm crazy, I'm gonna kill them all. It was quite calm, very calm. Because if you lose your temper then... You could have a Caleine Spree. No. Onw'n iawn am y cyhoedd i'n begodol o'r grfunio. Mae'r ei fionwyr yna fel bod am ydy rhan o'r blynyddiadau yn ei ddoedol Cynllun. Toi'n bwysig o'r bwysigiaid. Felly oedd wych. Mae'r hwn o'n ei wneud. Mynd o ddweud o'r rhan o'r fan yw'r ysgrifennu. Mae'r rhan o'r pan fawr i'r gwybod i'n ei fionwyr sy'n gwybolaeth. Er ôl o'ch bod ei wneud arwain, rydym yn ymduygiad, I'll have an ounce for you to do it, whatever you want to do. I was fucking sad that the fact that she was pregnant and all, and... How the fuck can you do that to your brother? I don't get it, listen I was a bit of a boy back in the day, but I had some fucking morals, I'd like to think. Like, I done a lot of bad shit, but... I don't... That's some sick, fetish fucking degrading. It's just a very, very selfish, selfish person. Is he a lonely man? Well, he must be. He must be. I'm quite comfortable in my own skin, in my own company. This is why it's been no problem in lockdown for me. But, yeah, people like that have always need to have people around them and pamper them and... Yeah, it's always stuff like that that's never been for me. To get put up in a pedestal that people... He deserved to be in a pedestal because he's crazy, speaks for himself. But no one gives a shit about that any more. If you live in a negative world, no one will people want to talk about it. It's a negative shit. So he's done that, not me. He's ruined his legacy, not me, by fucking doing what he did. He's got the best career in the world. He's an absolute world-class footballer. But no one will remember that, unfortunately. What hurt you the most? Out of all that? Erm... All of it. Yeah, yeah. Were you ever suicide, though? No. No. Too strong for that? Just got kids, stuff like that. Yeah, yeah. That's what all the things about... Any negative thing, oh, wait a minute. How would I put more shit on my kids? How am I fucking fucked from my childhood? All the shit that they've been through. And then that... It'd just be... So I did your mum this one, you? What was it you've done to that? Everybody's saying that. I tell stories, I do this, I do that. I can't be trusted. It's all crap, it's all lies. Prove it. How would you feel if your mum phoned you just now? Great. See me, kids, if you want. I'm not interested in what I'm really interested in. The doors are open for her. Yeah, I don't really care. I'm not really thinking about it. I've got three children to concentrate on. Yeah, and you've done that, which is the main thing. To keep your shit together, mate, honestly. I've not, like, fair play. Fair play, and it must be difficult to even bring it back up and not bring back a lot of emotions and memories. But this is what I mean, it doesn't any mark, because after about five years, five years to get over. What did you do in that five years? Did you ever get back with Natasha? Did you ever... We tried, we went to Cyprus to pass for us, but it was just mentally, I was like, no, I can't do this. Too many thoughts going through your head. Did she ever get help? I'm not sure. Do you know what I mean? She must have to do all that shit as well, man. That must be difficult. That'll play back her mind if she gets older. I know she probably regrets it now, because she was young and daff and people made daff mistakes, but... How old was she? She was... My name was happening, probably 21. So she was very young, I don't know. Seen someone playing for Manchester United, it is a massive turn-on, no matter who it is, no matter who you're married to, but you've still got to have more respect and more morals for yourself, especially your man. Were you married? Engaged? Married in 2010. The year before it came out? Yeah. She said to me, she went, Will, Will Miller, so she said when she got married, she went to see a clairvoyant and she said, you'd be forced within the year. I didn't see that clairvoyant, she was bang on. That's fucked up. That is fucked up, mate. I don't know how you've managed to pull it all together and on it. I genuinely don't make that, to have that all over the press and world news and it's fucking nuts, mate.