 It is a mad thing to think that a straight man doing that. It's mad. Obviously you get acting, maybe guys, kiss stuff or that, that's understandable. I had to do all that. But then go full blown. What was the worst kind of stuff you had to do? The kissing. The kissing. So for the Lucas Entertainment, we had to kiss. Now, I was like, look, I'm not putting a dick in my mouth. The first scene I'd done, because I desperately needed the money. It's like I'd fucking sold myself all this. And this was the one where I was like, I don't mind. Look, I'm getting hard. But putting, I've got bad gag reflexes. I mean, I'm telling you, bad. So do I just try that? But just try it. And I thought, I need the fucking money. So I can't be going home empty handed. Yeah, I'd already figured out what I was spending the money on. Like I owed money out to people. And not only that, I had to sort my life out. Like I said, I was living in a fucking shit hole. Like I had to get some money, get a car, sort my life out. And I just kept thinking, I'm going to be able to provide for my kids soon, because I'm going to get this money. And that's all what I was really worried about was not being a shit dad. Because I'm not saying my dad wasn't a shit dad at all. But I didn't see him. I didn't see him when I went to Newcastle. It's not his problem. It was like my mom's problem. We would travel and see each other sometimes when it weren't a lot. So I always thought like, I'm always going to be there for my kids, because I knew what it was like not having my actual dad around. So I was like, I'm going to be there for them. And that's how I was thinking it is the money, that this is going to change my life, effectively changing the kids life. So he wanted me to suck a dick. So anyway, I've put it in my mouth and I've just went, I've just fucking threw up everywhere. Everywhere, I had to stop the set, clean up. Everyone get changed, shower, everything. He was like, right, no more dick for Jordy. No more, no more sucking dick for Jordy. Just you don't need to do it. I was like, fuck for that. That was the problem, but I had to kiss. So when you can feel like, you know, when you've got a bit of struggle in that, when you can feel it on the mouth, that was not, but I've got a staying character. I've got to be enjoying it because I'm acting. So I'm having to like, and I'm used to say to them all the time, I'd be like, just before it would start, I'd be like, no tongue. I was like, do not put your tongue on my mouth. So it would just be like the lips, no tongue. That was my rule, do not put your tongue in my mouth because I would just stop. And then that would ruin the camera, cameras rolling, you may as well. Because I got to the point where I realized how it was, the longer they made you, the camera guy stop and do stuff, the longer the scene would go. So I would try and remember what we were gonna do, the transitions, where we start and where we end in, where are the comfort scenes gonna be? And I would try and bang it all out in one take. So I would go right with transitioning from, say we start off here and then he starts sucking or whatever, I would then go right the next round, be thinking the next transition is him bent over there because you had to do stills first. So you went through, you'd speak through what the positions would be and then they would get stills and it would be fake common. You'd be like, like for the still pictures because you couldn't do the stills after because you'd either be sweating, but they'd make up to you and everything. Like high level productions, these in villas and like luxurious places around the world. Like what's the cost of my fortune? But then what's he making? That's what my question was, what the fuck are you making? Because I know what I was being paid. I know how much it cost me to get there and I'm thinking there's 40 models here we're in a massive villa, that's costing a bomb. So... Was anybody in the same position as you? No. Doing it for money, doing it to try and provide? Everyone who I worked with on that company that we all get has the only straight one.