 I just feel that it's something has to be done you know you go into the hospital to have a baby you know you're excited and then to come home sometimes it's babyless sometimes it's motherless sometimes it's both something has to happen we have a voice listening to what we have to say if she's telling you something is wrong you stop what you're doing and and tend to her if they would attend to her properly she would still be here it's that should that's something that should never happen like a mother should be leaving with her kid and her partner I'm not sure he's in Atlanta she was out there with her family I was out there with a few friends she was very outgoing very friendly very sweet she had a little spicy edge to her and she felt like she needed to or wanted to I really didn't like my brother talking to my friends he had a crush on her forever I like to probably about like six seven years and once we went on like our first date it was just we just both like shot when we first started talking with each other we always talked about like having a kid we planned everything like we had a whole plan goals where we was going to do and we was just waiting for Chloe to come she looked forward to it she tried to do everything right you know and it's unfortunate so I was with my mom we were all just excited that my little brother was having a baby and I was excited for both of them they just kept her at her last like doctor's appointment because they said that a blood pressure was too high the doctor said that he was gonna induce her he asked me to step out and so I said like I made a call and they said that we could be here together through the whole process and he wasn't really like speaking English but he spoke English so I couldn't really understand it but he said it was something and I had to step out so I stepped out and I FaceTime my mom and my sister he called he had to step out the room because she had to get the epidural she was sending us text messages before that like they're they're getting ready she was getting epidural and then he well he can see them rolling her into somewhere else and he went through the doors they was work trying to work on her we just kept hearing cold blue my grandmother works in a hospital so we looked at her like what does that mean so she was like that means that somebody is dying a couple of doctors came up to me and they said that it wasn't like good right now but I just saw it like blood and stuff dripping and everything from like the floor to the room and it was a door that they didn't let me go and at all 30 minutes later my they bought Chloe out but I wasn't too focused on seeing what was wrong with Chloe because I she was good I wanted to make sure Shiazia was good I didn't even ask was my niece okay I didn't my first reaction I said was we're Shiazia he said they working on her they tried over 30 times to her recessive at least 15 people like Pumbaha chest like they kept switching like rotate and like they'll do like 50 pumps each and keep rotating and she's sitting there lifeless blood all over her body and it's unfair that he even had to witness that we found out that the doctor he basically murdered her he inserted the epidural too far into her spine so it went in three times the amount it was supposed to go in which then the fluid went to her heart which put her into cardiac arrest then she was telling her that she couldn't breathe they couldn't breathe into the end to her stomach that man should not have had his job he had multiple patients that he had coding he should have been out of there she shouldn't even had to go through this he lost his license now it is revoked but he went back to Russia so he can never practice again in the United States what more can they do if he's in a whole another country you see 90% of the women that pass away are black so with this color of your skin you're going to hospital and you're scared I'm scared to have kids I'm scared to even get pregnant I'm scared I'm gonna lose my life Chloe Chloe is my granddaughter more like my daughter you know cuz I basically raised her and do every everything for her you know it looks just like her mom she makes facial expressions like her mom she's everything of her mom a lot of people always tell her like you mind them you mommy of your mom so she knows she knows her mom so she just not really aware of like what's going on yet but she knows her mom and it's sad that she can't experience her first daughter she never even got to hug her she never got to hold up right now she just thinks she's not here for now you know so she is saying she wants to go see her but when she says she wants to go see her she wants to go to the mirror that's her place where she likes you know she had talked to her mom and tell her she doesn't like her hair like the mirror was that's a special place for us whether we're here with somewhere else that's somewhere we're always gonna come you know as a father I'm hurt I never knew that these situations happened before but after it happened to my baby and became more conscious the hospital is just gotta do better to where fathers mothers other family members don't have to go through the hurt this shouldn't happen this whole situation brought me into more awareness of how black and brown women are treated during labor and delivery like how can a third world country produce more sound babies than in America like it's not right you shouldn't have a bird benefit it's a lot of people that are talking but nobody's listening I just think that everybody should just be on top of everything like just don't don't let them try to take advantage of you don't tell them you can't do this and that because you you should be able to do that the doctor should be the ones that's helping us so nobody not just age and nobody deserves to be treated that way or losing their life just to give a life she would have been such a good mom she would have been such a good 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