 Do-do-do-do-do-do-do. Probably bought a light on. Hey what's up you guys, welcome to my channel. If you're new here, hi, hello. I'm Lillia, and I'm in mental health videos here on YouTube pretty much every day. So pretty much I do have my days where I can't upload and meet you with me in Gafferall. Today I want to talk a little bit about how Critiopean has helped me. And those of you who don't know, Critiopean isn't anti-psychotic, I've been taking this for just over a year now. and it has made some very very dramatic changes in my life in ways that you wouldn't think. So to start with, I take what's high apine twice a day, I take 25mg in the morning which is a very very low day. I take 150mg at night. And on standard release, the high dose in the evening makes me very very sleepy. The reason I hit the high dose in the evening is because evenings are the time that I experience worse and paranoia, it's when my hallucinations are worse and that's just the background on me and where to take it. I got prescribed it initially when I was impatient and I have continued to take it since then. I haven't actually come off it at any point, so in that respect I can't comment on things. My dose was increased slowly from 25 to 150mg because my body does not always respond well when I change medications or start taking different ones and change all of that. I take standard risk with high apine, also in a circle. When I first started taking this, it made me so drowsy. I think I literally slept for two days when I first started it and I was like oh my god I can't do this. It made me feel so not myself that it just didn't feel right. And then I carried on taking it. I have heard a few issues with medication. I'm gonna be real and will be honest and that is all this channels about. For 2019 when I was on quick high apine, I put on a lot of weight. A lot of weight. And I have got it down now. Because the quick high apine makes me really hungry and hunger is something that most people who take standard risk with high apine experience. I don't know what it is about it that makes it makes us so hungry. It makes everyone feel hungry. And what do you know? I actually have the British Medical Association. Fuck on medications and drugs. I got this because I wanted to learn more about it. Quick high apine is an atypical anti-closet drug that is prescribed for the treatment of schizophrenia as well as depression, bipolar affective disorder, panic depression. It can be used to treat positive symptoms, thought disorders, delusions, hallucinations and negative symptoms. Linted effects, emotional and social withdrawal. Your drug prescription is tailored to you. Do not alter your dosage without checking with your doctor as it's about every medication. Do not change your own dosage. Stick to what your psychiatrist tells you to take. Personally I think with high apine it's a, I think it's good for what it does. And I have a lot of anti-psychotics in the past and I haven't responded great to them. I've had some of them give me adverse effects. So when I was on Hala Peridot recently, quick high apine is something that I would recommend to people especially as a first anti-psychotic anywhere. It's had the least side effects at all my medications. I'm being 100% honest with you guys and it's probably the most beneficial out of everything I tell you. It helps with the most intense things that I deal with. The thing I would say is to people who are afraid of taking medication. I would rather take a tablet than deal with any of my mental illness. That is why I am very pro-medication. I've done a lot of therapy in my life. I've done different types of therapy since I was six years old and that's a lot. I'm 22 now and I'm still doing therapy. I'm waiting for trauma therapy you know it's probably one of the most widely used anti-psychotics out there. And I do know quite a lot of people who take it. The dosage for everybody is different. Nobody's body works either because that's saying the reason I don't talk about specific medications as much anymore is because very simply I'm not here to be hated on. I don't put myself out there for people to attack. I do what I do because I want to help others. That is literally my only motivation behind it. So yeah, I hope this video is kind of giving you some information about what type you are. I like my peers and my experience. Obviously as always I am not a professional and I'm not trying to be. As you saw I literally read from a book in this video. So yeah, I'm really good at reading it because honestly it might only just be half of mine. But I've already nearly fallen asleep three times and the home treatment team dropped off my medication. I know the lighting's pretty bad but I needed to finish quite a bit. I have my meds, obviously probably. I literally just fell over nothing. And I also do, but I'm going to carry on watching them before I sleep. It hasn't been that long since I last logged in though. I think it's been half an hour. It's been half an hour. I might not sit down in my bed because I couldn't sleep down that end. So I'm not into that end. So I had the 200 milligrams of tithing last night and I woke up about 10 o'clockish. It's nearly 12 now and I've only just about ready. I haven't even got out of bed yet because I literally know I can't walk for the minute. I'm in pain and I feel so out of it that I'm like pretty convinced I'll fall over. I actually fell over last night and I was putting my headphones on charge. I literally fell over and I don't even know what I fell over. So yeah, this video is about me taking Quick Diabetes in. The dose that I'm on now is 15 in the morning and 200 at night. I think I explained this a few nights ago. The 200 milligrams at night is a lot for me, honestly. It's made like, it's really affected my taste. So I can't, I'm finding it hard to drink things, anything. Like, I've got the horrible taste in my throat and it acts in equal amounts since I started the higher dose and I'm a bit like, I know that can be a side effect. So I end the video here. Thank you for watching and of course, if you are new here, make sure you hit the subscribe button because I make videos pretty much every day because we're all locked down. Life's so sad. Okay, bye guys.