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Published on Feb 8, 2016
I wrote this song In Loving Memory of my 5 beautiful sweet babies lost to miscarriage. First baby, Dec. 10, 2007 - second, Braden, Oct. 15, 2014 - third baby, May 5, 2015 - forth baby, June 7, 2015 - fifth, Abby, Dec. 31, 2015. I love you without end and will miss you forever my angels. Until we meet again. I hope that with this video I can reach other mothers and fathers who have had a similar loss. I have, for some unknown reason, always felt as though I need to hide my pain because my miscarriages happened in early stages. The truth is that for me it doesn't seem to matter how early it happens. I fell in love with my babies the second I knew that they existed. I don't want to hide. I want to say out loud that my pain is real and it's okay to hurt. There are days that all I want to do is cry and I don't know how to cope. I pray and somehow I make it through. I have seen and heard about so many parents losing their little ones in so many different stages of life and in so many different ways. Its is so hard no matter the circumstances. I understand that some situations are harder than others and I feel that everyone should be able to express their pain in their own way. I have cried with so many people and my heart breaks for their loss. I hope that this can, in some small way, help myself and others grieve for our little ones, while always knowing that through the power of our Father in Heaven this will not be the end. I believe with all my heart that we will see our little angels again and get to hold them in our arms. I will try to be strong until then. To my babies... Mommy Loves you now and forever! I want to thank everyone who supported me in my dream. First, I would like to thank all my family for their love and support. My husband for being by my side and loving me through the pain, my parents for always supporting me with love and encouragement, and support from my grandparents, my in-laws for being there for me in every way and always encouraging me to go after my dream. I would like to thank Terrell Williams for the beautiful piano arrangement, My producer Dave Zimmerman for his incredible talent and hard work. Moises Lemus for his great vision as a director and all the crew members at Salty Block Pictures. This would not have been possible without such an amazing team around me.