 By the time I got to my weapons, I saw my hands, these hands, reaching for my weapons. And I said, it's show time, ladies. I yelled that, and everything else went black. When I woke up again, or I was being recovered, and you know, they pulled me out, they said, we're going to take care of you. I looked down, I could see debris and rocks and rubble, and I'm trying to help these guys get me out. I'm trying to piece it together. I didn't know both my legs were broken, and I screamed like a banshee. They got me over to triage, and like two or three days later, there's like eight of us in the room, and Forces Network, the TV, it's on the TV, and the names are scrolling, and it's complete silence. I remember watching the names, like, damn, didn't make it, damn didn't make it, just kept going, and it wouldn't stop. It is my responsibility just to remind people, to remind, hey, we do exist, we did go over there, we did fight over there, and we lost people over there.