 CHAPTER 10 LADY NAWLIS REMOVES A COVERLIT LADY NAWLIS PURSUED HER INQUERIES And why does not madame make your dresses, my dear? I'll wager a guinea the woman's a milliner. Did not she engage to make your dresses? I-I really don't know. I rather think not. She is my governess, a finishing governess, Mrs. Rusk says. FINISHING FITTLE Hoity-toity and my ladies too grand to cut out your dresses and help you sew them. And what does she do? I venture to say she's fit to teach nothing but devilment. Not that she has taught you much, my dear. Yet at least. I'll see her, my dear. Where is she? Come, let us visit madame. I should so like to talk to her a little. But she is ill, I answered. And all this time I was ready to cry for vexation, thinking of my dress, which must be very absurd to elicit so much unaffected laughter from my experienced relative. And I was only longing to get away and hide myself before that handsome captain returned. Ill, is she? What's the matter? A cold, feverish and rheumatic, she says. Oh, a cold! Is she up or in bed? In her room, but not in bed. I should so like to see her, my dear. It is not mere curiosity, I assure you. In fact, curiosity has nothing on earth to do with it. A governess may be very useful or a very useless person, but she may also be about the most pernicious inmate imaginable. She may teach you a bad accent, or worse manners, and heaven knows what beside. Send the housekeeper, my dear, to tell her that I am going to see her. I had better go myself, perhaps, I said, fearing the collision between Mrs. Rusk and the bitter French woman. Very well, dear. And I ran away, not sorry somehow to escape before Captain Oakley returned. As I went along the passage, I was thinking whether my dress could be so very ridiculous, as my old cousin thought it, and trying in vain to recollect any evidence of a similar contemptuous estimate on the part of that beautiful and garrulous dandy. I could not, quite the reverse indeed. Well I was uncomfortable and feverish. Girls of my then age will easily conceive how miserable, under similar circumstances, such a misgiving would make them. It was a long way to Madame's room. I met Mrs. Rusk bustling along the passage with a housemaid. How is Madame? I asked. Quite well, I believe, answered the housekeeper dryly. Nothing to matter that I know of. She ate enough for two to-day, I wish I could sit in my room and do nothing. Madame was sitting, or rather reclining, in a low arm-chair when I entered the room, close to the fire, as was her won't, her feet extended near to the bars, and a little coffee-equipage beside her. She stuffed a book hastily between her dress and the chair, and received me in a state of languor which, had it not been for Mrs. Rusk's comfortable assurances, would have frightened me. I hope you are better, Madame, I said, approaching. Better than I deserve, my dear Chaya, sufficiently well. The people are all so good, trying me with every little thing, like a bird. It was croffet, Mrs. Rusk, poor woman. I try to swallow a litter to please her. And you're cold. Is it better? She shook her head languidly, her elbow resting on the chair, and three fingertips supporting her forehead. And then she made a little sigh, looking down from the corners of her eyes, in an interesting dejection. Je sens de laitude in all the members, but I am quite happy, and though I suffer and am consoled and oblige des pantées, ma chère, que vous avez tous pour moi. And with these words, she turned a languid glance of gratitude on me, which dropped on the ground. Lady Nullis wishes very much to see you, only for a few minutes, if you could admit her. Vous surveillez les malades si ne vous visitaitz. She replied with a startled sort of tartness and a momentary energy. Besides, I cannot converse. Je sens des temps sentents des touristes de tête, of head and of the ear, the right ear. It is, parfois, agony absolutely, and now it is here. And she winced and moaned, with her eyes closed, and her hand pressed to the organ affected. Simple as I was, I felt instinctively that Madame was shamming. She was overacting, her transitions were too violent, and beside she forgot that I knew how well she could speak English, and must perceive that she was heightening the interest of her helplessness by that pretty tessellation of foreign idiom. I therefore said, with a kind of courage, which sometimes helped me suddenly, Oh Madame, don't you really think you might, without much inconvenient, see Lady Nullis for a very few minutes? Kur Chaya, you know I have pain of the ear which makes me horribly suffer at this moment. And you'd demand me whether I will not converse with strangers. I did not think you would be so unkind, Maud. But it is impossible you must see, quite impossible. I never, you know, refuse to take trouble when I am able, never, never! And Madame shed some tears, which always came at call, and with her hand pressed to her ear, said very faintly, Be so good to tell your friend how you see me, and how I suffer, and leave me, Maud, for I wish to lie down for a little, since the pain will not allow me to remain longer. So with a few words of comfort which could not well be refused, but I dare say, betraying my suspicions, that more was made of her sufferings than need be, I returned to the drawing-room. Captain Oakley has been here, my dear, fancying, I suppose, that you had left us for the evening, and has gone to the billiard-room, I think, said Lady Nullis as I entered, that, then, accounted for the rumble and smack of balls which I had heard as I passed the door. I have been telling Maud how detestably she has got up. Very thoughtful of you, Monica, said my father. Yes, and really, Austin, it is quite clear you ought to marry. You want someone to take this girl out and look after her, and who's to do it? She's a dowdy, don't you see? She's a dust, and it is really such a pity, for she's a very pretty creature and a clever woman could make her quite charming. My father took Cousin Monica's sallies with the most wonderful good humor. She had always, I fancy, been a privileged person, and my father, whom we all feared, received her jolly attacks, as I fancy the grim Flandre-Bou of old accepted the humours and personalities of their gestures. In light to accept this as an overture, said my father to his voluble cousin, Yes, you may, but not for myself, Austin. I'm not worthy. Do you remember little Kitty Whedon that I wanted you to marry eight and twenty years ago, or more, with a hundred and twenty thousand pounds? Well, you know she has got ever so much now, and she is really the most amiable old thing, and though you would not have her then, she has had her second husband since, I can tell you. I'm glad I was not the first, said my father, while they really say her wealth is absolutely immense. Her last husband, the Russian merchant, left her everything. She has not a human relation, and she is in the best set. You were always a matchmaker, Monica, said my father, stopping and putting his hand kindly on hers. But it won't do, no, no, Monica. We must take care of little Maude some other way. I was relieved. We women have all an instinctive dread of second marriages, and think that no widower is quite above or below that danger. And I remember, whenever my father, which indeed was but seldom, made a visit to town or anywhere else. It was a saying of Mrs. Rusk, I shan't wonder, neither need you, my dear, if he brings home a young wife with him. So my father, with a kind look at her, and a very tender one on me, went silently to the library, as he often did about that hour. I could not help resenting my cousin Nollis's officious recommendation of matrimony. I dreaded more than a stepmother. Good Mrs. Rusk and Mary Quintz, in their several ways, used to enhance, by occasional anecdotes and frequent reflections, the terrors of such an intrusion. I suppose they did not wish a revolution and all its consequences at Noll, and thought it no harm to excite my vigilance. But it was impossible long to be vexed with cousin Monica. You know, my dear, your father is an oddity. She said, I don't mind him, I never did. You must not. Cracky, my dear, cracky, decidedly cracky. And she tapped the corner of her forehead with a look so sly and comical, that I think I should have laughed if this intimate had not been so awfully irreverent. Well, dear, how is our friend the milliner? Madame is suffering so much from pain in her ear, that she says it would be quite impossible to have the honor, honor, fiddle. I want to see what that woman's like. Pain in her ear, you say, poor thing. Well, dear, I think I can cure that in five minutes. I have it myself now and then. Come to my room, and we'll get the bottles. So she lighted her candle in the lobby, and with a light and agile step, she scaled the stairs, eye-following. And having found the remedies, we approached Madame's room together. I think, while we were still at the end of the gallery, Madame heard and divined our approach, for her door suddenly shut, and there was a fumbling at the handle. But the bolt was out of order. Lady Nullis tapped at the door, saying, We'll come in, please, and see you. I've some remedies which I'm sure will do you good. There was no answer. So she opened the door, and we both entered. Madame had rolled herself in the blue coverlet and was lying on the bed, with her face buried in the pillow, and enveloped in the covering. Perhaps she's asleep, said Lady Nullis, getting round to the side of the bed and stooping over her. Madame lay still as a mouse. Cousin Monica set down her two little vials on the table, and stooping again over the bed, began very gently with her fingers to lift the coverlet that covered her face. Madame uttered a slumbering moan, and turned more upon her face, clasping the coverlet faster about her. Madame, it is Maud and Lady Nullis. We have come to relieve your ear. Pray, let me see it. She can't be asleep. She's holding the clothes so fast. Do, pray, allow me to see it. CHAPTER X Lady Nullis sees the features. Perhaps if Madame had murmured, It is quite well, play, permit me to sleep. She would have escaped in awkwardness. But having adopted the role of the exhausted slumberer, she could not consistently speak at the moment. Neither would it do by main force to hold the coverlet about her face, and so her presence of mind forsook her. Cousin Monica drew it back and hardly beheld the profile of the sufferer, when her good-humored face was lined and shadowed with a dark curiosity, and a surprise by no means pleasant. She stood erect beside the bed, with her mouth firmly shut and drawn down at the corners, in a sort of recoil and perturbation, looking down upon the patient. So that's Madame de la Roger, at length exclaimed Lady Nullis, with a very stately disdain. I think I never saw anyone look more shocked. Madame sat up, very flushed. No wonder for she had been wrapped so close in the coverlet. She did not look quite at Lady Nullis but straight before her, rather downward and very luridly. I was very much frightened and amazed, and felt on the point of bursting into tears. So, mademoiselle, you have married, it seems, since I last had the honour of seeing you. I did not recognize mademoiselle under her new name. Yes, I am married, Lady Nullis. I thought everyone who had knew me had heard of that. Very respectably married, for a person of my rank. I shall not need long the life of a governess. There is no harm, I hope. I hope not, said Lady Nullis, dryly, a little pale, and still looking with a dark sort of wonder upon the flushed face and forehead of the governess, who was looking downward, straight before her, very silkily and disconcerted. I suppose you have explained everything satisfactorily to Mr. Rithin, in whose house I find you, said Cousin Monaca. Yes, certainly, everything he acquires. In effect there is nothing to explain. I am ready to answer to any question. Let him demand me. Very good, mademoiselle. Madame, if you please. I forgot, madame. Yes, I shall apprise him of everything. Madame turned upon her a peaked and maligned look, smiling as scans with a stealthy scorn. For myself I have nothing to conceal. I have always done my duty. What fine scene about nothing absolutely? What charming remedies for a sick person, moir foie, how much oblige I am for these so amiable attentions. So far as I can see, mademoiselle, madame, I mean, you don't stand very much in need of remedies. Your ear and head don't seem to trouble you just now. I fancy these pains may now be dismissed. Lady Nolas was now speaking French. My Lady has developed in my attention for a moment, but that does not prevent that I suffer frightfully. I am, of course, only a poor governess, and such people perhaps ought not to have pain, at least to show when they suffer. It is permitted us to die, but not to be sick. Come, mad, my dear, let us leave the invulid to her repose and to nature. I don't think she needs any of my chloroform and opium at present. My Lady is herself a physique which chases many things and powerfully affects the ear. I would wish to sleep notwithstanding, and can but gain that in silence if it pleases my Lady. Come, my dear, said Lady Nolas, without again glancing at the scowling, smiling, swarthy face in the bed. Let us leave your instructress to her Kant's photo. The room smells all over of brandy, my dear. Does she drink? said Lady Nolas as she closed the door a little sharply. I am sure I looked as much amazed as I felt at an imputation which then seemed to me so entirely incredible. Good little simpleton! said Cousin Monica, smiling in my face and bestowing a little kiss on my cheek. Such a thing as a tipsy lady has never been dreamed of in your philosophy. Well, live and learn. Let us have our tea in my room. The gentlemen, I dare say, have retired. I assented, of course, and we had tea very cosily by her bedroom fire. How long have you had that woman? She asked, suddenly, after for her a very long rumination. She came in the beginning of February, nearly ten months ago, is it not? And who sent her? I really don't know. Papa tells me so little. He arranged it all himself, I think. Cousin Monica made a sound of acquiescence, her lips closed and a nod frowning hard at the bars. It is very odd, she said, how people can be such fools. Here there came a little pause. And what sort of person is she? Do you like her? Very well. That is, pretty well. She won't tell, but she rather frightens me. I am sure she does not intend it, but somehow I am very much afraid of her. She does not beat you, said Cousin Monica, with an escipient frenzy on her face, that made me love her. Oh, no! Nor ill use you in any way. No. Upon your honor and word, Maude. No, upon my honor. You know I won't tell her anything you say to me, and I only want to know that I may put an end to it, my poor little cousin. Thank you, Cousin Monica, very much, but really and truly she does not ill use me. Nor threaten you, child. Well, no. No, she does not threaten. And how the plague does she frighten you, child? Well, I really am half ashamed to tell you. You'll laugh at me, and I don't know that she wishes to frighten me. But there is something is not there ghostly, you know, about her. Really is there? Well I'm sure I don't know, but I suspect there's something devilish. I mean she seems roguish, does she not? And I really think that she has neither cold nor pain, but has just been chamming sickness to keep out of my way. I perceived plainly enough that Cousin Monica's damnatory epithet referred to some retrospective knowledge which she was not going to disclose to me. You knew Madame before, I said. Who is she? She assures me she is Madame de la Roger, and I suppose, in French phrase, she so calls herself, answered Lady Nullis with a laugh, but uncomfortably I thought. Oh, dear Cousin Monica, do tell me, is she, is she very wicked? I am so afraid of her. How should I know, dear Maude? But I do remember her face, and I don't very much like her, and you may depend on it. I will speak to your father in the morning about her, and don't, darling, ask me any more about her, for I really have not very much to tell you that you would care to hear. And the fact is I won't say anything more about her. There, and Cousin Monica laughed and gave me a little slap on the cheek, and then a kiss. Well, just tell me this, well I won't tell you this, nor anything. Not a word, curious little woman. The fact is I have little to tell, and I mean to speak to your father, and he, I am sure, will do what is right. So don't ask me any more. And let us talk of something pleasanter. There was something indescribably winning, it seemed to me, in Cousin Monica. Old as she was, she seemed to me so girlish, compared with those slow, unexceptionable young ladies whom I had met in my few visits at the country houses. By this time, my shyness was quite gone, and I was on the most intimate terms with her. You know a great deal about her, Cousin Monica, but you won't tell me. Nothing I should like better if I were at liberty, my little rogue. But you know, after all, I don't really say whether I do know anything about her or not, or what sort of knowledge it is. But tell me what you mean by ghostly, and all about it. So I recounted my experiences, to which, so far from laughing at me, she listened with very special gravity. Does she write and receive many letters? I had seen her write letters, and supposed, though I could only recollect one or two, that she received in proportion. Are you Mary Quince? asked my lady Cousin. Mary was arranging the window-curtains, and turned, dropping a curtsy affirmatively toward her. You wait on my little cousin, Miss Rithon, don't you? Yes, and said Mary in her gentilist way. Does anyone sleep in her room? Yes, I am, please, my lady. And no one else? Know them, please, my lady? Not even the governess, sometimes? No, please, my lady? Never, you are quite sure, my dear, said Lady Nullis, transferring the question to me. Oh, no, never, I answered. Cousin Monica mused gravely, I fancied even anxiously, into the great. And stirred her tea, and sipped it, still looking into the same point of archery fire. I like your face, Mary Quince, I am sure you are a good creature, she said, suddenly turning toward her with a pleasant countenance. I am very glad you have got her, dear. I wonder whether Austin has gone to his bed yet. I think not. I am certain he is either in the library or in his private room. Papa often reads your praise alone at night, and he does not like to be interrupted. No, no, of course not. It will do very well in the morning. Lady Nullis was thinking deeply, as it seemed to me. And so you were afraid of goblins, my dear? She said at last, with a faded sort of smile, turning toward me. Well, if I were, I know what I should do. So soon as I, and good Mary Quince here, had got into my bed chamber for the night, I should stir the fire into a good blaze and bolt the door. Do you see, Mary Quince, bolt the door and keep a candle lighted all night. You'll be very attentive to her, Mary Quince, for I don't think she is very strong, and she must not grow nervous. So get to bed early and don't leave her alone, do you see? And remember to bolt the door, Mary Quince, and I shall be sending a little Christmas box to my cousin, and I shan't forget you. Good night, and with a pleasant curtsy, Mary fluttered out of the room. End of Chapter 11, Chapter 12 of Uncle Silas. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to find out how you can volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Uncle Silas by J. Sheridan Leffenu. Chapter 12, A Curious Conversation. We each had another cup of tea, and were silent for a while. We must not talk of ghosts now. You are a superstitious little woman, you know, and you shan't be frightened. And now cousin Monica grew silent again, and looking briskly around the room, like a lady in search of a subject, her eye rested on a small oval portrait, graceful, brightly tinted in the French style, representing a pretty little boy, with rich golden hair, large soft eyes, delicate features, and a shy, peculiar expression. It is odd. I think I remember that pretty little sketch very long ago. I think I was then myself a child, but that is a much older style of dress, and of wearing the hair, too, than I ever saw. I am just forty-nine now. Oh, dear, yes, that is a good while before I was born. What a strange, pretty little boy, a mysterious little fellow. Is he quite sincere, I wonder? What rich golden hair. It is very clever, a French artist, I dare say. And who is that little boy? I never heard. Someone about a hundred years ago, I dare say. But there is a picture downstairs I am so anxious to ask you about. Oh, murmured Lady Nullis, still gazing dreamily on the crann. It is a full-length picture of Uncle Silas I wanted to ask you about him. At the mention of his name, my cousin gave me a look so sudden and odd as to amount almost to a start. Your Uncle Silas, dear, it is very odd, I was just thinking of him. And she laughed a little, wondering whether that little boy could be he. An up-jumped, active cousin Monica, with a candle in her hand upon a chair, and scrutinized the border of the sketch for a name or a date. Only beyond the back, said she, and so she unhung it. And there, true enough, not on the back of the drawing, but of the frame, which was just as good, in pen and ink, round Italian letters, hardly distinguishable now from the discolored wood, we traced Silas Aylmer Rithon, Etate Viii, 15 May, 1779. It is very odd I should not have been told or remembered who it was. I think if I had ever been told, I should have remembered it. I do recollect this picture, though, I am nearly certain. What a singular child's face! And my cousin leaned over it, with a candle on each side, and her hand shading her eyes, as if seeking by aid of these fair half-formed lineaments to read an enigma. The childish features defied her, I suppose. Their secret was unfathomable. For after a good while she raised her head, still looking at the portrait, and sighed. A very singular face, she said, softly, as a person might who was looking into a coffin. Had not we better replace it? So the pretty oval, containing the fair golden hair and large eyes, the pale, unfathomable sphinx, remounted to its nail, and the few nest and beautiful child seemed to smile down oricularily on our conjectures. So is the face in the large portrait, very singular, more, I think, than that? Handsomer, too. This is a sickly child, I think, but the full length is so manly, though so slender, and so handsome, too. I always think I'm a hero and a mystery, and they won't tell me about him. And I can only dream and wonder. He has made more people than you dream and wonder, my dear Maude. I don't know what to make of him. He is a sort of idol, you know, of your father's, and yet I don't think he helps him very much. His abilities were singular, so has been his misfortune. For the rest, my dear, he is neither a hero nor a wonder. So far as I know, there are very few sublime men going about the world. You really must tell me all you know about him, cousin Monica. Now don't refuse. But why should you care to hear? There is really nothing pleasant to tell. That is just the reason I wish it. If it were at all pleasant, it would be quite commonplace. I like to hear of adventures, dangers, and misfortunes, and above all I love a mystery. You know Papa will never tell me, and I dare not ask him. Not that he is ever unkind, but somehow I am afraid. And neither Mrs. Rusk nor Mary Quince will tell me anything, although I suspect they know a good deal. I don't see any good in telling you, dear, nor to say the truth, any great harm either. No, now that's quite true, no harm. There can't be, for I must know it all someday, you know, and better now and from you than perhaps from a stranger and in a less favorable way. Upon my word it is a wise little woman, and really, that's not such bad sense after all. So we poured out another cup of tea each, and sipped it very comfortably by the fire, while Lady Nollis talked on, and her animated face helped the strange story. It is not very much after all. Your Uncle Silas, you know, is living. Oh, yes, in Derbyshire. So I see you know something of him, Sly girl. But no matter. You know how very rich your father is, but Silas was the younger brother and had little more than a thousand a year. If he had not played and did not care to marry, it would have been quite enough, ever so much more than younger sons of dukes often have, but he was, well, a mauvais sujet. You know what that is? I don't want to say any ill of him, more than I really know, but he was fond of his pleasures I suppose, like other young men, and he played and was always losing and your father for a long time paid great sums for him. I believe he was really a most expensive and vicious young man, and I fancy he does not deny that now, for they say he would change the past if he could. I was looking at the pensive little boy in the oval frame, aged eight years, who was, a few springs later, a most expensive and vicious young man, and was now a suffering and outcast old one, and wondering from what a small seed the hemlock, or the wallflower, grows, and how microscopic are the beginnings of the kingdom of God, or of the mystery of iniquity in a human being's heart. Austin, your papa, was very kind to him, very, but then you know he is an oddity, dear. He is an oddity, though no one may have told you before, and he never forgave him for his marriage. Your father, I suppose, knew more about the lady than I did, I was young then, but there were various reports, none of them pleasant, and she was not visited, and for some time there was a complete estrangement between your father and your uncle Silas, and it was made up rather oddly on the very occasion which some people said ought to have totally separated them. Did you ever hear anything, anything very remarkable, about your uncle? No, never! They would not tell me, though I am sure they know. Pray go on. Well, Maude, as I have begun, I'll complete the story, though perhaps it might have been better untold. It was something rather shocking, indeed very shocking. In fact they insisted on suspecting him of having committed a murder. I stared at my cousin for some time, and then at the little boy, so refined, so beautiful, so funest, in the oval frame. Yes, dear, she said, her eyes following mine, who'd have supposed he could ever have, have fallen under so horrible a suspicion. The wretches, of course, Uncle Silas, of course he's innocent, I said at last. Of course, my dear, said Cousin Monica with an onlook, but you know there are some things as bad almost to be suspected of as to have done, and the country gentlemen chose to suspect him. They did not like him, you see, his politics vexed them, and he resented their treatment of his wife, though I really think poor Silas, he did not care a pin about her, and he annoyed them whenever he could. Your papa, you know, is very proud of his family, he never had the slightest suspicion of your uncle. Oh, no! I cried vehemently. That's right, Maude Rithon, said Cousin Monica, with a sad little smile and a nod. Ah, was, you may suppose, very angry. Oh, of course he was, I exclaimed. You have no idea, my dear, how angry. He directed his attorney to prosecute by wholesale, all who had said a word affecting your uncle's character. But the lawyers were against it, and then your uncle tried to fight his way through it, but the men would not meet him. He was quite slurred. Your father went up and saw the minister. He wanted to have him as a deputy lieutenant or something in his county. Your papa, you know, has a very great influence with the government. Besides his county influence, he had two boroughs then. But the minister was afraid, the feeling was so very strong. They offered him something in the colonies, but your father would not hear of it. That would have been a banishment, you know. They would have given your father a peerage to make up for it, but he would not accept it, and broke with the party. And in that way, which you know was connected with the reputation of the family, I don't think, considering his great wealth, he has done very much for Silas. To say the truth, however, he was very liberal before his marriage. Old Mrs. Aylmer says he made a vow then that Silas should never have more than five hundred a year, which he still allows him, I believe, and he permits him to live in the place. But they say it is in a very wild, neglected state. You live in the same county. Have you seen it lately, Cousin Monica? No, not very lately," said Cousin Monica, and began to hum an error abstractedly. CHAPTER XIII OF Uncle Silas. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to find out how you can volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. CHAPTER XIII BEFORE AND AFTER BREAKFAST Next morning, early, I visited my favourite full-length portrait in the chocolate coat and top boots. Scantias had been my cousin Monica's notes upon this dark and eccentric biography. They were everything to me. A soul had entered that enchanted form. Both had passed by with her torch, and a sad light shone for a moment on that enigmatic face. There stood the roux, the dualist, and, with all his faults, the hero too, in that dark large eye, lurked the profound and fiery enthusiasm of his ill-starred passion. In the thin but exquisite lip I read the courage of the paladin, who would have fought his way, though single-handed against all the magnets of his county, and by ordeal of battle have purged the honour of the rythans. There in that delicate half-sarcastic tracery of the nostril I detected the intellectual defiance which had politically isolated Silas Rufan and opposed him to the landed oligarchy of his county, whose retaliation had been a hideous slander. There too, and on his brows and lips, I traced the patience of a cold disdain. I could now see him as he was, the prodigal, the hero, and the martyr. I stood gazing on him with a girlish interest and admiration. There was indignation, there was pity, there was hope. Some day it might come to pass that I, girl as I was, might contribute by word or deed towards the vindication of that long suffering, gallant and romantic prodigal. There was a flicker of the Joan of Arc inspiration, common I fancy to many girls. I little then imagined how profoundly and strangely involved my uncle's fate would one day become with mine. I was interrupted by Captain Oakley's voice at the window. He was leaning on the window sill and looking in with a smile. The window being open the morning sunny and his cap lifted in his hand. Good morning, Mrs. Rufan. What a charming old place, quite the setting for a romance. Such timber and this really beautiful house. I do so like these white and black houses. Wonderful old things. By the by you treated us very badly last night you did indeed. Upon my word now it was really too bad. Running away and drinking tea with Lady Nauless, so she says. I really, I should not like to tell you how very savage I felt, particularly considering how very short my time is. I was a shy but not a giggling country miss. I knew I was an heiress, I knew I was somebody, I was not the least bit in the world conceited, but I think this knowledge helped to give me a certain sense of security and self-possession, which might have been mistaken for dignity or simplicity. I am sure I looked at him with a fearless inquiry, for he answered my thoughts. I do really assure you, Miss Ruthen, I am quite serious. You have no idea how very much we have missed you, and there was a little pause, and like a fool I lowered my eyes and blushed. I, I was thinking of leaving today. I am so unfortunate my leave is just out. It is so unlucky, but I don't quite know whether my Aunt Nauless will allow me to go. I, certainly my dear Charlie, I don't want you at all, exclaimed a voice, Lady Nauless's, briskly, from an open window close by. What could put that in your head, dear? And in went my cousin's head, and the window shut down. She is such an oddity poor dear Aunt Nauless, murmured the young man, ever so little put out, and he laughed. I never know quite what she wishes, or how to please her, but she's so good-natured, and when she goes to town for the season, she does not always, you know. Her house is really very gay. You can't think—here again he was interrupted, for the door opened, and Lady Nauless entered. And you know, Charles, she continued, it would not do to forget your visit to Snotterst. You wrote you know, and you have only to-night and to-morrow. You were thinking of nothing but that more. I heard you talking to the gamekeeper, I know he is, is he not, Maude, the brown man with great whiskers and leggings. I'm very sorry, you know, but I really must spoil your shooting, for they do expect you at Snothurst, Charlie, and do not you think this window a little too much for Miss Ruthen. Maude, my dear, the air is very sharp, shut it down, Charles, and you better tell them to get a fly for you from the town after luncheon. Come, dear, she said to me, was not that the breakfast bell? Why does not your papa get a gong? It is so hard to know one bell from another. I saw that Captain Oakley lingered for a last look, but I did not give it, and went out smiling with cousin Nullis, and wondering why old ladies are so uniformly disagreeable. In the lobby, she said, with an odd, good-natured look, don't allow any of his love-making, my dear. Charles Oakley has not a guinea, and an heiress would be very convenient. Of course he has his eyes about him. Charles is not by any means foolish, and I should not be at all sorry to see him well married, for I don't think he will do much good any other way, but there are degrees, and his ideas are sometimes very impertinent. I was an admiring reader of the albums, the souvenirs, the keepsakes, and all that flood of Christmas-present lore which yearly irrigated England with pretty covers and engravings, and floods of elegant twaddle, the milk, not destitute of water, on which the babes of literature were then fed. On this, my geniused throve, I had a little album enriched with many gems of original thought and observation, which I jotted down in suitable language. Lately, turning over these faded leaves of rhyme and prose, I lighted, under this day's date, upon the following sage reflection, with my name appended. Is there not, in the female heart, an ineradicable jealousy, which, if it sways the passion of the young, rules also the advice of the aged, do they not grudge the youth the sentiments, though heaven knows how shadowed with sorrow, which they can no longer inspire, perhaps even experience, and does not youth, in turn, sigh over the envy which has power to blight? He is not been making love to me, I said rather tartly, and he does not seem to me at all impertinent, and I really don't care the least whether he goes or stays, because in Monica looked in my face with her old waggish smile and laughed. You'll understand these London dandies better some day, dear Maude. They are very well, but they like money, not to keep, of course, but they still like it and know its value. At breakfast, my father told Captain Oakley where he might have shooting, or if he preferred going to Dilsford, only a half an hour's ride, he might have his choice of hunters, and find the dogs there that morning. The captain smiled archly at me, and looked at his aunt. There was a suspense. I hope I did not show how much I was interested, but it would not do, because in Monica was inexorable. Hunting, hawking, fishing, fiddle-de-dee. You know, Charlie, my dear, it is quite out of the question. He is going to snod hers this afternoon, and without quite a rudeness, in which I should be involved, too. He really can't. You know you can't, Charles, and he must go to keep his engagement. So papa acquiesced with a polite regret, and hoped another time. Oh, leave that all to me. When you want him, only write me a note, and I'll send him or bring him if you let me. I always know where to find him, don't I, Charlie? And we shall be only too happy. Aunt Monica's influence with her nephew was special, for she tipped him handsomely every now and then, and he had formed for himself agreeable expectations besides respecting her will. I felt rather angry at his submitting to this sort of tutelage, knowing nothing of its motive. I was also disgusted by cousin Monica's tyranny. So soon had he left the room, Lady Nullis, not minding me, said briskly to papa, never let that young man into your house again. I found him making speeches this morning to little Maude here. And he really has not two pints in the world. It's amazing impudence, and you know such absurd things do happen. Come, Maude, what compliments did he pay you? Asked my father. I was vexed, and therefore spoke courageously. His compliments were not to me. They were all to the house, I said dryly. Quite as it should be. The house, of course. It is that he's in love with, said cousin Nullis. Twas on the widow's jointure land, the archer Cupid took his stand. Hey, I don't quite understand, said my father, slyly. Let Austin you forget Charlie is my nephew. So I did, said my father. Therefore the literal widow in this case can have no interest in view but one, and that is yours and Maude's. I wish him well, but he shan't put my little cousin and her expectations into his empty pocket, not a bit of it. And there's another reason, Austin, why you should marry. You have no eye for these things, whereas a clever woman would see it a glance and prevent mischief. So she would, acquiesced my father in his gloomy, amused way. Maude, you must try to be a clever woman. So she will in her time. But that has not come yet, and I tell you, Austin Ruthen, if you won't look about and marry somebody, somebody may possibly marry you. You were always an oracle, Monica, but here I am lost in total perplexity, said my father. Yes, shark sailing round you with keen eyes and large throats. And you have come to the age precisely when men are swallowed up alive like Jonah. Thank you for the parallel, but you know that was not a happy union even for the fish. And there was a separation in a few days. Not that I mean to trust to that, but there's no one to throw me into the jaws of the monster, and I have no notion of jumping there. And the fact is, Monica, there is no monster at all. I'm not so sure, but I'm quite sure, said my father a little dryly. You forget how old I am, and how long I've lived alone, I and little Maude. And he smiled and smoothed my hair, and I thought, sighed. No one is ever too old to do a foolish thing, began Lady Nullis. Or to say a foolish thing, Monica, this has gone on too long. Don't you see that little Maude here is silly enough to be frightened at your fun? And so I was, but I could not divine how he guessed it. And well or ill, wisely or madly, I'll never marry, so put that out of your head. This was addressed rather to me, I think, than to Lady Nullis, who smiled a little waggishly on me and said, To be sure, Maude, maybe you are right. A step-dame is risk, and I ought to have asked you first what you thought of it. And upon my honor, she continued merrily but kindly, observing that my eyes I know not exactly from what feeling, filled with tears. I'll never again advise your papa to marry, unless you first tell me you wish it. This was a great deal from Lady Nullis, who had a taste for advising her friends and managing their affairs. I have a great respect for instinct. I believe, Austen, it is churer than reason. And yours and Maude's are both against me, though I know I have reason on my side. My father's brief, wintry smile answered, and cousin Monica kissed me and said, I've been so long my own mistress that I sometimes forget there are such things as fear and jealousy. And are you going to your governess, Maude? CHAPTER XIV. I was going to my governess, as Lady Nullis said, and so I went. The undefinable sense of danger that smote me whenever I beheld that woman had deepened since last night's occurrence, and was taken out of the region of instinct or prepossession by the strange though slight indications of recognition and abhorrence which I had witnessed in Lady Nullis on that occasion. The tone in which cousin Monica asked, are you going to your governess, and the curious grave and anxious look that accompanied the question disturbed me, and there was something odd and cold in the tone as if a remembrance had suddenly chilled her. The accent remained in my ear and the sharp brooding look was fixed before me as I glided up the broad dark stairs to Madame de L'Orgère's chamber. She had not come down to the school room, as the scene of my studies was called. She had decided on having a relapse, and accordingly had not made her appearance downstairs that morning. The gallery leading to her room was dark and lonely, and I grew more nervous as I approached. I paused at the door making up my mind to knock, but the door opened suddenly, and like a magic lantern figure, presented with a snap, appeared close before my eyes the great muffled face with the forbidding smirk of Madame de L'Orgère. What you mean, my dear Shire? She inquired with a malevolent shrewdness in her eyes, and her hollow smile all the time disconcerting me even more than the suddenness of her appearance. What for you approach so softly? I do not sleep, you see, but you feel perhaps to have the misfortune of waking me, and so you came, is it not so? To least in and look in very gently. You want to know how I was? Vous êtes bien immeubles d'avoir pensé à moi. Pas! She cried, suddenly bursting through her irony. Why could not Lady Nollis come herself and leasing to the keyhole to make her a report? Fidonc, what is there to conceal? Nothing. Intere, if you please, every one, they are welcome. And she flung the door wide, turned her back upon me, and, with an ejaculation which I did not understand, strode into the room. I did not come with any intention, Madame, to pry or to intrude. You don't think so, you can't think so, you can't possibly mean to insinuate anything so insulting. I was very angry, and my tremors had all vanished now. No, not for you, my dear Shire. I was thinking to my Lady Nollis, who, without cause, is my enemy. Every one has enemy, you will learn all that so soon as you are little or there, and without cause she is mine. Come, dear Maud, speak of the truth. Was it not my Lady Nollis who sent you here douz-mars, douz-mars so quiet to my door? Is it not so, little rogue? Madame had confronted me again, and we were now standing in the middle of her floor. I indignantly repelled the charge, and searching me for a moment with her oddly shaped, cunning eyes. She said, That is good, Shire. You speak so direct. I like that, and am glad to hear, but, my dear Maud, that woman, Lady Nollis is Papa's cousin. I interposed a little gravely. She does hate me so. You have no idea. She has tried to injure me several times, and would employ the most innocent person, unconsciously you know my deal, to assist her malice. Here Madame wept a little. I had already discovered that she could shed tears whenever she pleased. I have heard of such persons, but I have never met another before or since. Madame was unusually frank. No one ever knew better when to be candid. At present I suppose she concluded that Lady Nollis would certainly relate, whatever she knew concerning her, before she left Noll. And so Madame's reserves, whatever they might be, were dissolving, and she, growing child-like and confiding. Et comment voir Monsieur Votoper aujourd'hui? Very well, I thanked her. And how long, My Lady Nollis, a visit is likely to be? I could not say exactly, but for some days. Eh bien, my dear child, I find myself better this morning, and we must return to our lessons. Je vous m'obviens, Michel Maud. You will wait for me in this gloom. By this time, Madame, who, though lazy, could make an effort, and was capable of getting into a sudden hurry, had placed herself before her dressing-table, and was ogling her discolored and bony countenance in the glass. What a row! I am so pale! Que long, my Votoper? A week I have cloned in these two, three days. And she practiced some plaintive, invalid glances into the mirror. But on a sudden there came a little sharp inquisitive frown as she looked over the frame of the glass upon the terrace beneath. It was only a glance, and she sat down languidly in her armchair. You prepare, I suppose, for the fatigues of the toilet. My curiosity was sufficiently aroused to induce me to ask, But why, Madame, do you fancy that Lady Nollis dislikes you? Tis not fancy, my dear Maud. Aha, no. Mais c'est tout ton histoire, tout tedious to tell now, some time maybe. You will learn when you are a little older, the most violent hatreds often they are the most without cause. But, my dear Shire, the alas they are running from us, and I must dress. Vite, vite, so you run away to the schoolroom, and I will come after. Madame had her dressing case and her mysteries, and palpably stood in need of repairs. So away I went to my studies. The room which we called the schoolroom was partly beneath the floor of Madame's bedchamber, and commanded the same view. No, remembering my governess's peering glance from her window, I looked out, and saw Cousin Monica making a brisk promenade up and down the terrace walk. Well, that was quite enough to account for it. I had grown very curious, and I resolved when our lessons were over, to join her, and make another attempt to discover the mystery. As I sat over my books, I fancied I heard a movement outside the door. I suspected that Madame was listening. I waited for a time, expecting to see the door open, but she did not come. So I opened it suddenly myself, but Madame was not on the threshold nor in the lobby. I heard a rustling, however, and on the staircase over the banister I saw the folds of her silk dress as she descended. She is going, I thought, to seek an interview with Lady Nullis. She intends to propitiate that dangerous lady, so I amused some eight or ten minutes in watching Cousin Monica's quick march and write about face upon the parade-ground of the terrace. But no one joined her. She is certainly talking to Papa, was my next and more probable conjecture. Having the profoundest distrust of Madame, I was naturally extremely jealous of the confidential interviews in which Deceit and Malice might make their representations plausibly and without answer. Yes, I'll run down and see. See Papa, she shan't tell lies behind my back horrid woman. At the study door I knocked and forthwith entered. My father was sitting near the window, his open book before him, Madame, standing at the other side of the table, her cunning eyes bathed in tears, and her pocket handkerchief pressed to her mouth. Her eyes glittered stealthily on me for an instant. She was sobbing, disobey, in fact, that grim Grenadier lady and her attitude was exquisitely dejected and timid. But she was notwithstanding, reading closely and craftily my father's face. He was not looking at her, but rather upward toward the ceiling, reflectively leaning on his hand, with an expression, not angry, but rather surly and annoyed. I ought to have heard of this before, Madame, my father was saying as I came in, not that it would have made any difference, not the least, mind that. But it was the kind of thing that I ought to have heard, and the omission was not strictly right. Madame, in a shrill and lamentable key, opened up her voluble reply, but was arrested by a nod from my father who asked me if I wanted anything, only that I was waiting in the schoolroom for Madame, and did not know where she was. Well, she is here, you see, and will join you upstairs in a few minutes. So back I went again, hoffed angry and curious, and sat back in my chair with the clouded countenance, thinking very little about lessons. When Madame entered, I did not lift my head or eyes. Good Shia, leading, she said, as she approached briskly and reassured. No, I answered tartly. Not good, nor a child either. I'm not reading, I've been thinking. Play be in, she said, with an insufferable smile. Everything is very good also, but you look unhappy. Very poor Shia, take care you are not gorgeous for poor Madame talking sometime to your papa. You must not let her fool. It is only for your good, my dear Maude, and I add no objection you should stay. You, Madame! I said loftily. I was very angry, and showed it through my dignity to Madame's evident satisfaction. No, it was your papa, Mr. Ruthen, who wished to speak alone. For me, I do not care. There was something I wished to tell him. I do not care who know, but Mr. Ruthen, he is different. I made no remark. Come, little Maude, you are not to be so class. It will be much better you and I to be good friends together. Why should we quarrel? What nonsense! Do you imagine I would anywhere undertake at the education of a young person unless I could speak with her parent? What folly! I would like to be your friend, however, my poor Maude, if you would allow. You and I together, what you say. People grow to be friends by liking, Madame, and liking comes of itself, not by bargain. I like everyone who is kind to me. And so I. You are like me in so many things, my dear Maude. You are quite well today. I think you look fatigued. And so I fear too very tired. I think we will put off lessons to tomorrow. Hey, and we will come to play the grace in the garden. Madame was plainly in a high state of exultation. Her audience had evidently been satisfactory. And like other people, when things went well, her soul lighted up into a sulfurous good humor, not very genuine nor pleasant, but it was still better than other moods. I was glad when our calisthenics were ended, and Madame had returned to her apartment so that I had a pleasant little walk with Cousin Monica. We women are persevering when once our curiosity is roused, but she gaily foiled mine, and I think had a mischievous pleasure in doing so. As we were going in to dress for dinner, however, she said quite gravely, I am sorry, Maude, I allowed you to see that I have any unpleasant impressions about that governess, lady. I shall be at liberty some day to explain all about it, and indeed it will be enough to tell your father, whom I have not been able to find all day. But really we are perhaps making too much of the matter, and I cannot say that I know anything against Madame that is conclusive, or indeed at all, but that there are reasons, and you must not ask any more, no you must not. That evening, while I was playing the overture to Sinaratola for the entertainment of my cousin, there arose from the tea-table where she and my father were sitting, a spirited and rather angry her rang from Lady Nollis's lips. I turned my eyes from the music towards the speakers. The overture swooned away with a little hesitating babble into silence, and I listened. Their conversation had begun under cover of the music which I was making, and now they were too much engrossed to perceive its discontinuance. The first sentence I heard seized my attention. My father had closed the book he was reading upon his finger, and was leaning back in his chair, as he used to do when at all angry. His face was a little flushed, and I knew the fierce and glassy stare which expressed pride, surprise, and wrath. Yes, Lady Nollis, there is an enemas. I know the spirit you speak in. It does you no honour, said my father. And I know the spirit you speak in, the spirit of madness, retorted Cousin Monaca, just as much in earnest. I can't conceive how you can be so demented, Austin. What has perverted you? Are you blind? You are, Monaca. Your own unnatural prejudice, unnatural prejudice, blinds you. What is it all? Nothing? Were I to act, as you say, I should be a coward and a traitor? I see, I do see, all that's real. I know Coyote to draw my sword on illusions. There should be no halting here. How can you? Do you ever think? I wonder if you can breathe. I feel as if the evil one were in the house. A stern momentary frown was my father's only answer, as he looked fixedly at her. People need not nail up horseshoes and mark their doorstones with charms to keep the evil spirits out, ran on Lady Nollis, who looked pale and angry in her way. But you open your door in the dark and invoke unknown danger. How can you look at that child that's—she's not playing, said Nollis, abruptly stopping. My father rose, muttering to himself, and cast a lurid glance at me, as he went in high displeasure to the door, because in Monica, now flushed a little, glanced also silently at me, biting the tip of her slender gold cross, and doubtful how much I had heard. My father opened the door suddenly, which he had just closed, and, looking in, said in a calmer tone, perhaps, Monica, you would come for a moment to this study. I am sure that you have none but kindly feelings towards me and little mod there, and I thank you for your good will, but you must see other things more reasonably, and I think you will. Cousin Monica got up silently, and followed him, only throwing up her eyes and hands as she did so, and I was left alone, wondering and more curious than ever. CHAPTER XV. A WARNING. I sat still, listening and wondering, and wondering and listening, but I ought to have known that no sound could reach me where I was from my father's study. Five minutes passed, and they did not return. Ten. Fifteen. I drew near the fire and made myself comfortable in a great armchair, looking on the embers, but not seeing all the scenery and dramatic personae of my past life or future fortunes in their shifting glow, as people in romance as usually do, but fanciful castles and caverns and blood-red and golden glare suggestive of a dreamy fairyland, salamanders, sunsets and palaces of fire-kings, and all this partly-shaping and partly-shaped by my fancy, and leading my closing eyes and drowsy senses off into dreamland, so I nodded and dozed and sank into a deep slumber, from which I was roused by the voice of my cousin Monica. Upon opening my eyes I saw nothing but Lady Nullis's face looking steadily into mine, and expanding into a good-natured laugh, as she watched the vacant and lackluster stare with which I returned her gaze. Come, dear Maan, it is late and you ought to have been in your bed an hour ago. Up I stood, and so soon as I had begun to hear and see all right, it struck me that cousin Monica was more grave and subdued than I had seen her. Come let us light our candles and go together, holding hands we ascended. I sleepily, she silent, and not a word was spoken until we reached my room. Mary Quince was waiting, and tea made, tell her to come back in a few minutes, I wish to say a word to you, said Lady Nullis, the maid accordingly withdrew. Lady Nullis's eyes followed her till she closed the door behind her. I'm going in the morning. So soon? Yes, dear. I could not stay, in fact I should have gone to-night, but it was too late and I leave instead in the morning. I am so sorry, so very sorry, I exclaimed in honest disappointment, and the walls seemed too dark and round me, and the monotony of the old routine loomed more terrible and prospect. So am I, dear Maan. But can't you stay a little longer, won't you? No, Maan. I'm vexed with Austen. Very much vexed with your father. In short, I can't conceive anything so entirely preposterous and dangerous and insane as his conduct, now that his eyes are quite opened, and I must say a word to you before I go, and it is just this. You must cease to be a mere child, and you must try and be a woman, Maan. Now don't be frightened or foolish. That woman, what does she call herself? Roger. I have reason to believe is. In fact, from circumstances must be your enemy. You will find her very deep, daring and unscrupulous, I venture to say, and you can't be too much on your guard. Do you quite understand me, Maan? I do, I said with a gasp, and my eyes fixed on her with a terrified interest as if on a warning-ghost. You must bridle your tongue, mind and govern your conduct, and command even your features. It is hard to practice reserve, but you must. You must be secret and vigilant. Try and be in appearance, just as usual. Don't quarrel. Tell her nothing. If you do happen to know anything of your father's business, be always on your guard when you see her, and keep your eye upon her everywhere. Observe everything, disclose nothing. Do you see? Yes, again I whispered. You have good honest servants about you, and thank God they don't like her. But you must not repeat one word to them that I am now saying to you. Servants are fond of dropping hints and letting things ooze out in that way, and in their quarrels with her would compromise you. Do you understand me? I do, I sighed in a wild stare. And—and Maan, don't let her meddle with your food. Hans and Monica gave me a pale little nod and looked away. I could only stare at her, and under my breath I uttered an ejaculation of terror. Don't be so frightened, you must not be foolish. I only wish you to be on your guard. I have my suspicions, but I may be quite wrong. Your father thinks I am a fool. Perhaps I am, perhaps not. Maybe he may come to think as I do. But you must not speak to him on the subject. He is an odd man, and never did and never will act wisely when his passions and prejudices are engaged. Has she ever committed any great crime? I ask, feeling as if I were on the point of fainting. No, dear Maan, I never said anything of the kind, don't be so frightened. I only said I have formed, from something I know, an ill opinion of her, and an unprincipled person under temptation is capable of a great deal. But no matter how wicked she may be, you may defy her simply by assuming her to be so, and acting with caution. She is cunning and selfish, and she'll do nothing desperate, but I would give her no opportunity. Oh, dear, oh, cousin Monica, don't leave me. My dear, I can't stay, your papa and I—we've had a quarrel. I know I'm right, and he's wrong, and he'll come to see it soon, if he's left to himself, and then all will be right. But just now he misunderstands me, and we've not been civil to one another. I could not think of staying, and he would not allow you to come away with me for a short visit, which I wished. It won't last, though. And I assure you, my dear Maan, I am quite happy about you now that you were quite on your guard. Just act respecting that person as if she were capable of any treachery, without showing distrust or dislike in your manner, and nothing will remain in her power. And write to me whenever you wish to hear from me, and if I can be of any real use I don't care I'll come. So there's a wise little woman. Do as I said, and depend upon it, everything will go well, and I'll contrive before long to get that nasty creature away. Except for a kiss and a few hurried words in the morning when she was leaving, and a penciled farewell for papa, there was nothing more from cousin Monica for some time. Noel was dark again, darker than ever. My father, gentle always to me, was now, perhaps it was contrast with his fitful return to something like the world's ways, during Lady Nollis's stay, more silent, sad, and isolated than before. Of Madame de la Rogère I had nothing at first particular to remark. Lady reader, if you happen to be a rather nervous and very young girl, I ask you to conceive my fears and imaginings, and the kind of misery which I was suffering. Its intensity I cannot now even myself recall. But it overshadowed me perpetually. A care, an alarm. It lay down with me at night, and got up with me in the morning, tinting and disturbing my dreams, and making my daily life terrible. I wonder now that I lived through the ordeal. The torment was secret and incessant, and kept my mind in unintermitting activity. Externally, things went on at Noll for some weeks in the usual routine. Madame was, so far as her unpleasant ways were concerned, less tormenting than before, and constantly reminded me of Orlite vau of friendship, you le membe duest maude. And she would stand beside me and look from the window with her bony arm round my waist, and my reluctant hand drawn round in hers. And thus she would smile and talk affectionately and even playfully. For at times she would grow quite girlish, and smile with her great curious teeth, and begin to quiz and babble about young fellows, and tell bragging tales of her lovers, all of which were dreadful to me. She was perpetually recurring, too, to the charming walk we had had together to Church Scarsdale, and proposing a repetition of that delightful excursion, which you may be sure I evaded, having by no means so agreeable a recollection of our visit. One day, as I was dressing to go out for a walk, in came good Mrs. Rusk, the housekeeper, to my room. Miss Maude, dear, is not that too far for you. It is a long walk to Church Scarsdale, and you are not looking very well. To Church Scarsdale, I repeated, I am not going to Church Scarsdale. Who said I was going to Church Scarsdale? There is nothing I should so much dislike. Well, I never, exclaimed she. Why, there's old madame been downstairs with me for fruit and sandwiches, telling me you were longing to go to Church Scarsdale. It is quite untrue, I interrupted. She knows I hate it. She does, said Mrs. Rusk, quietly, and you did not tell her nothing about the basket. Well, if there isn't a story. Now what may she be after? What is it? What is he driving at? I can't tell, but I won't go. No, of course, dear. You won't go. But you may be sure there's some scheme in her, old head. Tom Fox says she's been two or three times to drink tea at Farmer Grey's. Now, could it be she's thinking to marry him? And Mrs. Rusk sat down and laughed heartily, ending with a crow of derision. Did think of a young fellow like that, and his wife poor thing. Not dead a year. Maybe she's got money. I don't know. I don't care. Perhaps Mrs. Rusk, you mistook, madame. I will go down. I am going out. Madame had a basket in her hand. She held it quietly by her capacious skirt at the far side, and made no illusion to the preparation, neither to the direction in which she proposed walking. And prattling artlessly and affectionately, she marched by my side. Thus we reached the style at the sheep-walk, and then I paused. Now madame, have not we gone far enough in this direction? Suppose we visit the pigeon-houses in the park. What folly! My dear mod, you cannot walk so far. Well, towards home, then. And why not this way? We have not walked enough, and Mr. Ruthen he will not be pleased if you do not take proper exercise. Let us walk on by the path and stop when you like. Where do you wish to go, madame? Nowhere, particular. Come along, don't be a fool, mod. This leads to Church Scarsdale. Ah, yes, indeed. That's sweet place. But we need not to walk all the way to there. I'd rather not walk outside the grounds today, madame. Come, mod, you shall not be a fool. What you mean, madmoselle? said the star-worth lady, growing yellow and greenish with angry modeling and accosting me very gruffly. I don't care to cross the style. Thank you, madame. I shall remain at this side. You shall do what I tell you, exclaimed she. Let go of my arm, madame. You hurt me! I cried. She had gripped my arm very firmly in her great bony hand and seemed preparing to drag me over by main force. Let me go! I repeated shrilly, for the pain increased. The! She cried with a smile of rage and a laugh, letting me go and shoving me backward at the same time so that I had a rather dangerous tumble. I stood up, a good deal hurt and very angry, not withstanding my fear of her. I'll ask papa if I am to be so ill-used. What have I done? cried madame, laughing grimly from her hollow jaws. I did all I could to help you over. How could I prevent you to pull back and tumble if you would do so? That is the way when you pities, madmoselles, are naughty and hurt yourself, they always try to make blame other people. Tell her what you like. You think I care? Very well, madame. Are you coming? No. She looked steadily in my face and very wickedly. I gazed at her as with dazzled eyes. I suppose as the feathered prey do at the owl that glares on them by night. I neither moved back nor forward, but stared at her quite helplessly. You are a nice pupil, charming young person. So polite, so obedient, so amiable, I will walk towards church-scos d'air. She continued, suddenly breaking through the conventionalism of her irony and accosting me in savage accents. You will stay behind if you dare. I tell you to accompany. Do you hear? More than ever resolved against following her I remained where I was, watching her as she marched fiercely away, swinging her basket as though in imagination knocking my head off with it. She soon cooled, however, and looking over her shoulder and seeing me still at the other side of the sile. She paused, and beckoned me grimly to follow her. Seeing me resolutely maintain my position, she faced about, tossed her head like an angry beast and seemed uncertain for a while what course to take with me. She stamped and beckoned furiously again. I stood firm. I was very much frightened and could not tell to what violence she might resort to in her exasperation. She walked towards me with an inflamed countenance and a slight angry wagging of the head. My heart fluttered, and I awaited the crisis in extreme trepidation. She came close, the style only separating us, and stopped short, glaring and grinning at me like a French grenadier who had crossed bayonets, but hesitate so close. CHAPTER XVI. DR. CHAPTER XVI. What had I done to excite this ungovernable fury? We had often before had such small differences, and she had contented herself with being sarcastic, teasing, and impertinent. So, for future you are governante, and I as a child for you to command, is not so? And you must direct where we shall walk. Très bien, we shall see, Monsieur Lithon, he shall know everything. For me, I do not care, not at all. I shall be rather pleased, on the contrary. Let him decide, if I shall be responsible for the conduct and health of Manmousel his daughter. It must be that I shall have authority to direct her what she must do. It must be that she or I shall obey. I ask only which shall command for the future, while at all. I was frightened, but resolute. I daresay I had looked sullen and uncomfortable. At all events she seemed to think she might possibly succeed by weedling. So she tried coaxing and conjolling, and patted my cheek and predicted that I would be a good child, and not vexpôme dame. But do for the future what she tell me. She smiled her wide wet grin, smoothed my hand and patted my cheek, and would in the excess of her conciliatory paroxysms have kissed me. But I withdrew, and she commented only with a little laugh, and a fúres de te a thing, but she will be quite amiable just now. Why, madame? I asked, suddenly raising my head and looking her straight in the face. Do you wish me to walk to Church Scarsdale so particularly today? She entered my steady look with a contracted gaze and an unpleasant frown. Why do I? I do not understande you. There is no particulate day. But folly, why, I like Church Scarsdale. Well, it is such a pretty place. There is all what little fúres. I suppose you think I want to kill you and belly you in the churchyard. And she laughed. And it would not have been a bad laugh for a ghoul. Come, my dearest Maude, you are not such a fúres to say, if you tell me to go this away, I will go that, and if you say go that away, I will go this. You are reasonable little girl. Come along, and launch down. We shall have such a glib walk. Wille you? But I was immovable. It was neither obstinancy nor caprice, but a profound fear that governed me. I was then afraid. Yes, afraid? Afraid of what? Well, of going with Madame de l'Orgère to Church Scarsdale that day, that was all. And I believe that instinct was true. She turned a bitter glance towards Church Scarsdale and bit her lip. She saw that she must give it up. A shadow hung upon her drab features, a little scowl, a little sneer, wide lips compressed with a false smile, and a leaden shadow modeling all. Such was the countenance of the lady, who only a minute or two before had been smiling and murmuring over the style so amiably with her idiomatic blarney as the Irish call that kind of blandishment. There was no mistaking the malignant disappointment that hooked and warped her features. My heart sank, a tremendous fear overpowered me. Had she intended poisoning me? What was in that basket? I looked in her dreadful face. I felt, for a minute, quite frantic. A feeling of rage with my father, with my cousin Monica, for abandoning me to this dreadful rogue took possession of me and I cried, helplessly wringing my hands. Oh, it is a shame, it is a shame, it is a shame! The countenance of the gubernante relaxed. I think she, in turn, was frightened at my extreme agitation. It might have worked unfavorably with my father. Come, Maud! It is time you should try to control your temper. You shall not walk to church skies there if you do not like. I only invite. There, it is quite as you please. Where shall we walk, then? Here to the pigeon house. I think you say. To bien. Remember, I concede to everything. Let us go. We went, therefore, towards the pigeon house, through the forest trees. I not speaking as the children in the wood did with their sinister conductor, but utterly silent and scared. She silent also, meditating, and sometimes with a sharp side glance to scaging my progress towards equanimity. Her own was rapid, for Madame was a philosopher and speedily accommodated herself to circumstances. We had not walked a quarter of an hour when every trace of gloom had left her face, which had assumed its customary brightness. And she began to sing with a spiteful hilarity as we walked forward, and indeed seemed to be approaching one of her waggish frolics and moods. And her fun in these moods was solitary. The joke whatever it was remained in her own keeping. When we approached the ruined brick tower, in old times a pigeon house, she grew quite frisky and twirled her basket in the air and capered to her own singing. Under the shadow of the broken wall and its ivy, she sat down with a frolicsome plump, and opened her basket inviting me to partake, which I declined. I must do her justice, however, upon the suspicion of poison, which she quite disposed of by gobbling up to her own share, everything which the basket contained. The reader is not to suppose that Madame's cheerful demeanor indicated that I was forgiven, nothing of the kind. One syllable more on our walk home, she addressed, not to me. And when we reached the terrace, she said, Will you please moor the remain for two, three minutes in the Dutch garden, while I speak with Mr. Ruthen in the study. This was spoken with a high head and an insufferable smile, and I more hodlily but quite gravely, turned without disputing and descended the steps to the quaint little garden she had indicated. I was surprised and very glad to see my father there. I ran to him and began, oh, papa! And then stopped short, adding only, May I speak to you now? He smiled kindly and gravely on me. Well, Maude, say your say. Oh, sir, it is only this. I entreat that our walks, mine and Madame's, may be confined to the grounds. And why? I, I'm afraid to go with her. Afraid, he repeated, looking hard at me. Have you lately had a letter from Lady Nulles? No, papa, not for two months or more. There was a pause. And why afraid, Maude? She brought me one day to Church Skarsdale. You know what a solitary place it is, sir, and she frightened me so that I was afraid to go with her into the churchyard. But she went and left me alone at the other side of the stream, and an impudent man passing by stopped and spoke to me, and seemed inclined to laugh at me, and altogether frightened me very much. And he did not go till Madame happened to return. What kind of man, young or old? A young man. He looked like a farmer's son, but very impudent, and stood there talking to me whether I would or not. And Madame did not care at all, and laughed at me for being frightened, and indeed I am very uncomfortable with her. He gave me another shrewd look, and then looked down cloudily and thought, you say you are uncomfortable and frightened. How is this? What causes these feelings? I don't know, sir. She likes frightening me. I am afraid of her. We are all afraid of her, I think, the servants I mean, as well as I. My father nodded his head contemptuously, twice her thrice, and muttered, a pack of fools. And she was so very angry today with me, because I would not walk again with her to Church Skarsdale. I am very much afraid of her. I—and quite unpremeditatedly—I burst into tears. There, there, little Maude, you must not cry. She is here only for your good. If you are afraid, even foolishly afraid, it is enough. Be it as you say, your walks are henceforward confined to the grounds, I'll tell her so. I thanked him through my tears very earnestly. But, Maude, beware of prejudice. Women are unjust and violent in their judgments. Your family has suffered in some of its members by such injustice. It behooves us to be careful not to practice it. That evening in the drawing-room, my father said in his usual abrupt way, About my departure, Maude, I've had a letter from London this morning, and I think I shall be called away sooner than I at first supposed, and for a little time we must manage apart from one another. Do not be alarmed. You shall not be in Madame de la Régère's charge, but under the care of a relation. But even so, little Maude will miss her old father, I think. His tone was very tender, so were his looks. He was looking down on me with a smile, and tears were in his eyes. This softening was new to me. I felt a strange thrill of surprise, delight, and love, and springing up, I threw my arms about his neck and wept in silence. He, I think, shed tears also. You said a visitor was coming, someone you mean to go away with. Ah, yes, you love him better than me. No, dear, no, but I fear him, and I am sorry to leave you, little Maude. But it won't be very long, I pleaded. No, dear, he answered with a sigh. I was tempted, almost, to question him more closely on the subject, but he seemed to divine what was in my mind, for he said, Let us speak no more of it, but only bear in mind, Maude, what I told you about the oak cabinet, the key of which is here, and he held it up as formerly. You remember what you are to do in case Dr. Brierly should come while I am away. Yes, sir? His manner had changed, and I had returned to my accustomed formalities. It was only a few days later that Dr. Brierly actually did arrive at Noll, quite unexpectedly, except, I suppose, by my father. He was to stay only one night. He was twice closeted in the little study upstairs with my father, who seemed to me, even for him, unusually dejected, and Mrs. Rusk, invading against— Tim Rubbitch, as she always termed the Swedenborgians, told me, they were making him quite shaky-like, and they would last no time if that lanky-ling ghost of a fellow in black was to keep prowling in and out of his room like a tamed cat. I lay awake that night, wondering what the mystery might be that connected my father and Dr. Brierly. There was something more than the convictions of their strange religion could account for. There was something that profoundly agitated my father. It may not be reasonable, but it is so. The person whose presence, though we know nothing of the cause of that effect, is palpably attended with, paying to anyone who is dear to us, grows odious, and I began to detest Dr. Brierly. It was a gray, dark morning, and in a dark pass in the gallery near the staircase, I came full upon the ungainly doctor in his glossy black suit. I think if my mind had been less anxiously excited on the subject of his visit, or if I had not disliked him so much, I should not have found courage to accost him as I did. There was something sly, I thought, in his dark, lean face, and he looked so low, so like a scotch artisan in his Sunday clothes, but I felt a sudden pang of indignation at the thought that a great gentleman like my father should have suffered under his influence, and I stopped suddenly instead of passing him by with a mere salutation as he expected. May I ask a question, Dr. Brierly? Certainly. Are you the friend whom my father expects? I don't quite see. The friends I mean with whom he is to make an expedition to some distance, I think, and for some little time? No, said the doctor, with a shake of his head. And who is he? I really have not a notion, miss. Why, he said that you knew, I replied. The doctor looked honestly puzzled. Will he stay long away? Pray tell me. The doctor looked into my troubled face with inquiring and darkened eyes, like one who half reads another's meaning. And then he said a little briskly, but not sharply. Well, I don't know, I'm sure, miss. No, indeed you have mistaken. There's nothing that I know. It was a little pause, and he added, No, he never mentioned any friend to me. I fancied that he was made uncomfortable by my question and wanted to hide the truth. Perhaps I was partly right. Oh, Dr. Brierly, pray, pray, who is the friend, and where is he going? I do assure you, he said, with a strange sort of impatience. I don't know. It is all nonsense. And he turned to go, looking, I think, annoyed and disconcerted. A terrific suspicion crossed my brain like lightning. Dr. Oneward, I said, I believe, quite wildly. Do you—do you think his mind is at all affected? Insane, he said, looking at me with a sudden sharp inquisitiveness, that brightened into a smile. Oh, poo-poo, heaven forbid, not a saner man in England. Then with a little nod he walked on, carrying, as I believed, notwithstanding his disclaimer, the secret with him. In the afternoon Dr. Brierly went away. CHAPTER 17 An Adventure For many days after our quarrel Madame hardly spoke to me, as for lessons I was not much troubled with him. It was plain, too, that my father had spoken to her, for she never after that day proposed our extending our walks beyond the precincts of Knoll. Knoll, however, was a very considerable territory, and it was possible for a much better pedestrian than I to tire herself effectually without passing its limits. So we took occasionally long walks, after some weeks of solanness, during which for days at a time she hardly spoke to me, and seemed lost in the dark and evil abstraction. She once more, and somewhat suddenly, recovered her spirits, and grew quite friendly. Her gayities and friendliness were not reassuring, and, in my mind, presaged approaching mischief and treachery. The days were shortening to the wintery span. The edge of the red sun had already touched the horizon, as Madame and I, overtaken at the Warren by his last beams, were hastening homeward. A narrow carriage-road traverses this wild region of the park, to which a distant gate gives entrance. On descending into this unfrequented road I was surprised to see a carriage standing there. A thin sly postillian with that pert turned up nose which the old caricaturist Woodward used to attribute to the gentleman of Tuxbury was leaning on his horses, and looked hard at me as I passed. A lady who sat within looked out with an extra-fashionable bonnet on, and also treated us to a stare. Very pink and white cheeks she had, very black glossy hair and bright eyes, fat, bold and rather cross she looked, and in her bold way she examined us curiously as we passed. I mistook the situation. It had once happened before that an intending visitor at Knoll had entered the place by that park-road, and lost several hours in a vain search for the house. Ask him, madame, whether they want to go to the house, I daresay they have missed their way. Whispered I. A-bien, they will find again, I do not choose to talk to post-boys, allons. But I asked the man as we passed, Do you want to reach the house? By this time he was at the horse's heads, buckling the harness. No, he said in a surly tone, smiling oddly on the winkers, but recollecting his politeness, he added, No, thank you, mrs., it's what they call a picnic. We'll be taken the road now. He was smiling now on a little buckle with which he was engaged. Come, nonsense, whispered madame sharply in my ear, and she whisked me by the arm so we crossed the little style at the other side. Our path lay across the warren, which undulates in little hillocks. The sun was down by this time, blue shadows were stretching round us, colder in the splendid contrast of the burnished sunset sky. Descending over these hillocks, we saw three figures a little in advance of us, not far from the path we were tracing, two were standing smoking and chatting at intervals, one tall and slim, with a high chimney-pot worn a little on one side, and a white great-coat buttoned up to the chin, the other shorter and stouter with a dark-colored wrapper. These gentlemen were facing rather our way as we came over the edge of the eminence, but turned their back on perceiving our approach. As they did so, I remember so well each lowered his cigar suddenly with the simultaneousness of a drill. The third figure sustained the picnic character of the group, for he was repacking a hamper. He stood suddenly erect as we drew near, and a very ill-looking person he was, though browed, square chinned, and with a broad, broken nose. He wore gaiters, and was a little bandy, very broad, and had a closely cropped bullet head, and deep-set little eyes. The moment I saw him, I beheld the living type of the burglar and bruisers whom I had so often beheld with a kind of skepticism in punch. He stood over his hamper and scowled sharply at us for a moment. Even with the point of his foot, he jerked a little fur cap that lay on the ground into his hand, drew it tight over his lowering brows, and called to his companions, just as we passed him. �Hello, mister! How's this? All right!� said the tall person in the white great coat, who, as he answered, shook his shorter companion by the arm, I thought angrily. This shorter companion turned about. He had a muffler loose about his neck and chin. I thought he seemed shy and irresolute, and the tall man gave him a great jolt with his elbow, which made him stagger and I fancied a little angry, for he said, as it seemed, a sulky word or two. The gentleman in the whites or two, however, standing direct in our way, raised his hat with a mock salutation, placing his hand on his breast, and forthwith began to advance with an insolent grin and an error of tipsy frolic. �Just in time, ladies! Five minutes more, and we'd have been off! Thank ye, Mrs. Mouser-ma'am, for the honour of the meeting, and more particular for the pleasure of making your young ladies acquaintance. �Nice, ma'am! Dot-a, ma'am! Grand-dot-a by Joe-visit! �Hello! They're mild, and I say stop packing!� This was to the ill-favoured person with the broken nose. �Bring us a couple of glasses and a bottle of Curious-O! What are you feared on, my dear?� This is Lord Lollipop here, a regular charmer, wouldn't know to fly, eh, Lolli? Isn't he pretty, Miss? And I'm Sir Simon Sugar-Stick, so called after old Sir Simon-ma'am, and I'm so tall and straight, Miss, and slim, ain't I? And ever so sweet, my honey, when you come to know me, just like a sugar-stick, ain't I, Lolli-boy? �I'm Miss Ruthen! Tell them, ma'am!� I said, stamping on the ground, and very much frightened. �Be quiet, Maude! If you are angry, they will hurt us. Leave me to speak,� whispered the guvernante. All this time they were approaching from separate points. I glanced back and saw the ruffianly-looking man within a yard or two, with his arm raised and one finger up, telegraphing, as it seemed, to the gentleman in front. �Be quiet, Maude!� whispered Madame, with an awful adoration, which I do not care to set down. �They are tipsy, don't seem flayed!� I was afraid, terrified. The circle had now so narrowed that they might have placed their hands on my shoulders. �Play, gentlemen, what you want? Will you avid the goodness to permit us to go on?� I now observed for the first time, with a kind of shock, that the shorter of the two men, who prevented our advance, was the person who had accosted me so offensively at Church Skarsdale. I pulled Madame by the arm, whispering, �Let us run!� �Be quiet, my dear Maude!� was her only reply. �I tell you what?� said the tall man, who had replaced his high hat more jauntly than before on the side of his head. �We've got you now, foul game, and we'll let you off on conditions. You must not be frightened, Miss.� Upon my honour and soul, I mean no mischief. Do I, lollipop?� I call him Lord lollipop. It's only chaff, though. His name's Smith. �Now, lolly, I vote we let the prisoners go, when we just introduce them to Mrs. Smith. She's sitting in the carriage, and keeps Mr. S here in precious good order, I promise you. There's easy times for you, eh, and we'll have a glass of Curus around, and so paught friends. Is it a Balkan? �Come!� �Yes, Maude, we must go. What mother?� whispered Madame vehemently. �You shan't,� I said, instinctively terrified. �You'll go with Ma'am young, and won't you?� said Mr. Smith, as his companion called him. Madame was holding my arm, but I snatched it from her and would have run. The tall man, however, placed his arms round me, and held me fast with an affection of playfulness, but his grip was hard enough to hurt me a good deal. Being now thoroughly frightened, after an ineffectual struggle, during which I heard Madame say, �You fool, Maude, will you come with me? See what you are doing!� I began to scream, shriek after shriek, which the man attempted to drown with loud hooting, peels of laughter, forcing his handkerchief against my mouth, while Madame continued to bawl her exhortations to �Be quiet!� in my ear. �All, if there I say!� said a gruff voice behind me. But at this instant, wild with terror, I distinctly heard other voices shouting. The men who surrounded me were instantly silent, and all looked in the direction of the sound, now very nearer, and I screamed with redoubled energy. The ruffian behind me thrust his great hand over my mouth. �It is the Gamekeeper!� cried Madame, �Two Gamekeepers! We are safe! Thank heaven!� and she began to call on Dyke's by name. I only remember feeling myself at liberty, running a few steps, seeing Dyke's white, furious face, clinging to his arm, with which he was bringing his gun to a level, and saying, �Don't fire! They'll murder us if you do!� Madame, screaming lustily, ran up at the same moment. �Run on to the gate and lock it! I'll be with you in a minute!� cried he to the other Gamekeeper, who started instantly on this mission, for the three ruffians were already in full retreat for the carriage. Giddy! Wild! Fainting! Still, terror carried me on. �Now, Madame Rogers, suppose you take young Mrs. on, and I run and lend Bill a hand. �No, no, you must not!� cried Madame. �I am fainting myself, and the more virins they may be near to us!� But at this moment we heard a shot, and, muttering to himself and grasping his gun, Dyke's ran at his utmost speed in the direction of the sound. With many exhortations to speed and ejaculations of alarm, Madame hurried me on towards the house, which at length we reached without further adventure. As it happened, my father met us in the hall. He was perfectly transported with fury on hearing from Madame what had happened, and set out at once with some of the servants, in hope of intercepting the party at the park gate. Here was a new agitation. For my father did not return for nearly three hours, and I could not conjecture what might be occurring during the period of his absence. My alarm was greatly increased by the arrival in the interval of poor Bill, the under-gamekeeper, very much injured. Seeing that he was determined to intercept their retreat, the three men had set upon him, rested his gun, which exploded in the struggle from him, and beat him savagely. I mention these particulars because they convinced everybody that there was something specially determined and ferocious in the spirit of the party, and that the fracas was no mere frolic, but the result of a predetermined plan. My father had not succeeded in overtaking them. He traced them to the Lucton station where they had taken the railway, and no one could tell him in what direction the carriage and post-horses had driven. Madame was, or affected to be, very much shattered by what had occurred. Her recollection and mine, when my father questioned us closely, heard very materially respecting many details of the personnel of the villainous party. She was obstinate and clear, and although the gamekeeper corroborated my description of them, still my father was puzzled. Perhaps he was not sorry that some hesitation was forced upon him, because although at first he would have gone almost to any length to detect the persons, on reflection he was pleased that there was not evidence to bring them into a court of justice. The publicity and annoyance of which would have been inconceivably distressing to me. Madame was in a strange state, tempestuous and temper talking incessantly, every now and then in floods of tears, and perpetually on her knees pouring forth torrents of thanksgiving to heaven for our joint deliverance from the hands of those villains. Notwithstanding, our community of danger and her thankfulness on my behalf, however, she broke forth into wrath and railing whenever we were alone together. What fool you were, disobedient and obstinate! If you had done what I say, then we should have been quite safe. Those persons, they were tipsy, and there is nothing so dangerous as to quarrel with tipsy persons. I would have brought you quite safe, the lady, she seemed so nice and quiet, and we should have been safe with her. There would have been nothing absolutely, but instead you would have screamed and pushed, and so they grow quite wild. And all the impultenance and violence follow, of course, and that the poor Bill, all these beatings and danger to his life, it is caused entirely by you. And she spoke with more real virulence than that kind of upgrading generally exhibits. The beast, exclaimed Mrs. Rusk, when she, I, and Mary Quintz, were in my room together. With all her crying and praying, I'd like to know as much as she does maybe about them rascals. There never was such like about to play, so long as I remember it, till she came to knoll, old witch, with dim, unmerciful big bones of hers, and her great bald head grinning here and crying there and her nose everywhere. The old French hypocrite Mary Quintz threw in an observation, and I believe Mrs. Rusk rejoined. But I heard neither. For whether the housekeeper spoke with reflection or not, what she said affected me strangely. Through the smallest aperture for a moment, I had a peep into pandemonium. Were not peculiarities a madame's demeanor and advice during the adventure partly accounted for by the suggestion? Could the proposed excursion to Church Scarsdale have had any purpose of the same sort? What was proposed, how was madame interested in it? Were such immeasurable treason and hypocrisy possible? I could not explain nor quite believe, in the shapeless suspicion, that with which these light and bitter words of the old housekeeper had stolen so horribly into my mind. After Mrs. Rusk was gone, I awoke from my dismal abstraction with something like a moan and a shudder, with a dreadful sense of danger. Oh, Mary Quintz, I cried, do you think she really knew? Oh, Miss Maud, do you think madame knew of those dreadful people? Oh no, say you don't, you don't believe it, tell me she did not. I'm distracted, Mary Quintz, I'm frightened out of my life. There now, Miss Maud, dear, there now don't take on so, why should she? No such thing. Mrs. Rusk, law bless you, she is no more meaning in what she says than the child unborn. But I was really frightened. I was in a horrible state of uncertainty as to madame de La Rogère's complicity, with the party who had beset us at the Warren, and afterward so murderously beat our poor gamekeeper. How was I ever to get rid of that horrible woman? How long was she to enjoy her continual opportunities of a frightening and injuring me? She hates me, she hates me, Mary Quintz, and she will never stop until she has done me some dreadful injury. Oh, will no one relieve me? Will no one take her away? Oh, papa, papa, papa, you will be sorry when it is too late. I was crying and ringing my hands and turning from side to side at my wit's end, and honest Mary Quintz, in vain, endeavored to quiet and comfort me. That's it for this episode of Chapter 17.