 Welcome back to the live stream the chat is exploding yet again, and we just celebrated my Shahada now We have another reason to celebrate one more time 200k yes 200k Assalamu alaikum everybody. Thank you so much guys for your Unbelievable support. It really feels like yesterday that we celebrated the 100k guys before I get all happy here Please let me know how the mic sounds is it too loud? Is it too silent? Please let me know before we jump in because we had huge issues last stream Please let me know before I keep on babbling here in the chat right now Tell me sound okay or sound bad, and then I'm gonna work on it before we proceed Thank you. Thank you. Thank you everybody No, I'm not a Bosniak now because Islam has nothing to do with nationality But thank you very much. It's quite funny people say that now. I'm a Bosniak because Bosniaks are southern Slavs and they are Muslims. So therefore that's what I am now. I Disagree strongly with that. I'm still what I am ethnically nothing will ever change I cannot change my ethnicity even some woke people might think so nowadays They believe they can change their genders and they of course believe nowadays even that they can become animals or another Race no worries whatsoever. You can be what you want. However, that does not apply to me I'm staying the exact same. However, my religion has changed. Yes, that is true All right, so sound is okay so far fantastic guys disclaimer today I'm just gonna be here for one hour. That's it right now. It's 8 40 p.m It's almost 9 p.m. Here in my spot, and I'm gonna be here till 940 ish maybe a little bit longer But I just want to do one hour today just a quick celebration and then I'm getting back to eating To my iftar because I have to replenish a lot yesterday. I just ate one meal Then I went to bed. So this morning I woke up and I didn't eat either. I just went straight for fudger and that's it So therefore now I definitely have to replenish my batteries and spend some time with the family of course So that's why disclaimer today just a quick little celebration live stream for one hour Ask me what you want. I'm gonna respond to everything. I Assume I will respond to everything as long as it's not too outrageous, but usually I don't really have a filter Okay, we have some super chats here already. I saw some offline donations as well by Aslinda Zulivkar ten dollars. Thank you very much Says assalamu alaikum. I love you brother. Thank you very much much love back to you Admirah donate ten dollars Congratulations may Allah be pleased with you inshallah with you, too. And Danimal donated five dollars says hey brother Thank God you made it through being sick. God bless you and your family Let's not say I made it through just yet. I'm feeling much much better. Thank God But I'm still not back to normal So if God grants it and will sit Ramadan will be Healthful as well. So we will see in three and a half weeks how I feel then and I really hope that I can go back to training We will see inshallah Abdullah al-q donated five dollars. Assalamu alaikum. Alaykum. Salam first and foremost How is your experience in Ramadan so far physically? spiritually and mentally and Have you tried praying tarawih the night prayers at a mosque? Okay So how is Ramadan so far today is day? Let me double check Is it day five? I believe so, right? So there's day five And right now i'm drinking some water here Today I didn't break my fast after maghrib Which would have been roughly six thirty, but I waited another hour randomly and I broke my fast at seven thirty each Thank you very much Guys, I know the song is absolute cringe and that's the whole reason behind it I said it before this song is supposed to be cringe It is from back in the anti-vegan days and we were making a lot of fun about this particular song. So it's still there Anyway, so I just broke my fast an hour later. So physically it's absolutely all right I do not feel any health benefits just yet because I started fasting water fasting already two months ago When my health condition got worse I already implemented fasting and I believe that I already got that health benefit from it And I didn't feel my inflammation levels. For example now dropping any further. So physically I'm doing fine Usually it's just the last hour where I start feeling a bit agitated and short-tempered And really hungry, but I'm staying on my best behavior. Of course during Ramadan, but that means that physically I'm feeling okay There is no real change up until now to be honest other than that. I'm losing even more weight, of course Spiritually I feel a sense of peace that I cannot truly describe It is as if everything is on hold everything is on pause. It's absolutely amazing And my wife today said one day you should experience Ramadan in a Muslim country and I would say she's absolutely right So she comes from Senegal and it's a 97 point something percent Muslim country And she said that Daytime is already totally different during that month because you see everybody's fasting So people on the street not eating not drinking. It's a totally different atmosphere, right? But that being said I feel very very blessed here in Thailand because we have an amazing Muslim community around here And I'm in contact with fellow Muslims that are fasting as well. So therefore I do experience In my opinion a still Muslim Ramadan, of course And spiritually as I said it feels like everything is on pause. Everything is on hold. It feels very very calm I have very good mental clarity throughout the day to be quite frank once I start eating That's when the mental clarity kind of vanishes. So during the day during the fast I feel super clear super calm as well and everything is just a bit slower When I'm playing with my son, I'm really taking my time. I'm in the moment with him By the way, he really loves my prayer mat. So he always plays on my prayer mat with his little cars and trucks And it's just very very calming. So spiritually it has been an absolutely amazing experience so far And I would say that it is the only real spiritual fast you can do because let me take a sip of water because Even if we look into the bible You read about Jesus going into the desert and he's fasting for 40 days So when he's in the desert, I have to assume that he's not drinking either I have to assume that he's not eating obviously However, if you look into the author of christian fasting practices, they do it for lent for example They're eating plant-based. So there is no time restriction on when you can eat or not They do eat whenever they want. However, they're eating plant-based, which means they're cutting out the meats. They're cutting out the fish And they're just eating vegan pretty much Certain schools of thought allow some Seafood and whatnot, but generally speaking it is pretty much plant-based pretty much vegan Even though spiritually I do understand the motivation behind this I do understand why somebody would like to cut out the flesh and get away from its desires, etc, etc At the same time and Jesus never talked about this So therefore it wouldn't make any sense to do it to be quite frank out of a christian tradition However, in Islam, we call this a biddah People somehow brought this into christianity and they started fasting plant-based The catholics they eat only one meal per day Which I appreciate which I respect. It's pretty hard if you really think about it 24 hours no food and then just one meal. However, they're allowed to drink during the day So there is a major difference as well Now fasting for me personally means abstaining from nourishment Abstaining from anything that you can ingest and only Islam provides that type of fast Only Islam has Ramadan where you do not eat and you do not drink This is true fasting and you do not find that anywhere else yet again. So spiritually speaking now. I truly feel like I am on a spiritual Eschatism of sorts that the prophets practiced as well So through that I feel connected to that real tradition And as we know within Islam it is said that all of those prophets have been muslims And I believe that we see as I said before a red thread here In the bible we find Jesus abstaining from food abstaining from water That is the true fast and prophet Muhammad may peace be upon him did of course the same And this is what we see being transmitted to this very day and I feel very blessed to be part of that tradition Mentally I am somebody that is very in tune with his body And I'm of the firm conviction that the body and the mind are intertwined So therefore as long as my body feels well Mentally, I feel well as well For example, if you get a massage People feel very relaxed after a massage. Why is that so right? It was just your body that is being squeezed Not your brain technically But that's the whole point because your body has tension So if you have stress in your mind, it will manifest in your body You can look this up sounds maybe woo to some but it is a fact sometimes you get stiff All let's bring this even further. Some people when they get anxious all of a sudden they get diarrhea It's really the case. They get gut issues Right and now think about it vice versa. If you have gut issues Your belly hurts. You might have diarrhea already. Then you start getting nervous anxious It works both ways and the same applies to the massage example You might be stressed and the stress manifests in your body Now your body is being squeezed your body is being relaxed and now you start relaxing as well, right? and therefore Mentally as long as I feel good physically which I do on this fast I feel mentally good as well only in the end as I said roughly the last hour of the fast I start getting agitated because the hunger is really overcoming me and especially The dehydration because I'm living in Thailand. Keep that in mind And right now we're entering the hottest month of the year So being outside is really draining and even recording videos is pretty hard because Right now I have the ac on and on this program. I hope it's fine. I hope you can still hear me well However, when I'm recording reaction videos, I really need to shut off the ac Otherwise you can hear it. So now when the ac is off. I'm sweating whilst recording. I'm speaking So that drains me for the rest of the day So that's pretty much my experience as for right now However, I read a hadith somewhere and I cannot really tell you which one it is Therefore I have to paraphrase It was about fasting during Ramadan and it has been said that some people will get nothing but an empty belly And that's so true If you really think about if we are just focused on ourselves consistently and we're thinking about how hungry we are That we're agitated now that we would rather eat and then we're fantasizing about the food Then we will eat very soon. Yeah, then we're not really fasting either Then we are obsessing Fantasizing and we're not concentrating on the moment and we're not truly experiencing Ramadan either So therefore I'm really trying to get away from oh now soon That's going to be if tar and I've seen it with so many muslims even back in the day in germany Man if tar was such a humongous Celebration they're getting together and they're eating tons and tons and tons For me personally It's not like that. I just broke my fast as I said with rice and chicken That's it. I had rice and chicken and now maybe I'm going to have another meal after the stream It's going to be a steak probably and then I'm going to go to bed Maybe I will wake up at 4 30 if I can If not so be it then I wake up for fudger And then I just drink water quickly before fudgered and that's it You know, so I just had two meals two small meals in a little time frame of two three hours or so And that's it because for me, this is fasting. There's not about enjoyment. There's not about pleasure And I don't believe that this is how prophet Muhammad me peace be upon him fasted back in the day that they would have Grand feasts. Please let me know if I'm wrong here, but from what I heard Was that prophet Muhammad used to have two meals? That's all I heard it That's why I personally keep it very very simple nor huge celebrations there I just eat a little bit and then go on about fasting really try to connect to god here focus on the prayer Now that is a segue the tarawih prayer not yet. I'm invited. Thank god by the muslim friends And I want to kind of spare it for the last 10 days Because I heard that this is when it really Is happening and some people they even spent The whole night in the mosque. So that should be very interesting So i'm kind of keeping it for the last third of ramadan to have some excitement in the end again and to enter deeper Into the spiritual realm of islam. I'm sparing that for the end the best for the end so to speak All right, that's pretty much it. Thank you very much Abdullah al for the super chat donation guys Thank you very much for your support Of course, if you can support support the channel surely But lately the donations have been absolutely outrageous. They have been humongous. We just celebrated my shahada. Everybody was spending money here Thank you very much I'm going to try to read out as many chats as I can today as I said, it's just an hour stream a quick one and therefore Yeah, I'm trying to give back to the community here as well with what I can And what I can is speak. That's the whole reason behind this channel That's the whole purpose of bobby's perspective and therefore i'm going to try to answer as many chat questions as well But of course if you can support the channel always welcomed. Thank you very much Try to meditate and not to focus on life pleasures brother bobby. Yeah, absolutely man But you have to understand guys I'm 35 years old. Okay, and I've been through the hedonism when I was in my 20s Even before that many people don't know that however when I was 13 years old one three 13 I started partying in germany start drinking alcohol weed we started The degeneracy I don't want to go into too much detail and therefore From 13 to 16 I already saw so much man and with 16 I decided to let go of all of that and just pursue bodybuilding So from 16 to 19 I was living like a monk. I didn't go out anymore I didn't see one girl during that time from 16 to 19. I was just barricaded In my room at home essentially and in the gym Then when I turned 2021 22 I reached my peak in bodybuilding and I started partying again Still not as extreme as back in the day at first however, that didn't last too long I Got into the techno rave scene when I was Not too short 21 or 22 or so And then it really went off the rails. My point being is that I already saw it all I partied in the craziest clubs in germany. I traveled the world I partied around the world in bali in thailand in australia in new zealand and whatnot I did all of those things, you know and And therefore I don't really crave them anymore. So when I got married when I got my son This was really a calling for me to Settle down and tame it and since then thank god it has been An unfolding essentially because during the time even before I married I already returned to orthodox christianity and since then everything started unfolding just because credit where credit is due I returned to orthodox christianity and with that that was my link to god back then Just because of that I decided to get married. Otherwise, I wouldn't have made the decision I just wanted to live my life. I didn't even know what I really wanted to pursue on the one hand I wanted to have a family on the other hand. I just wanted to sleep around truly And therefore just through returning to orthodox christianity back in the day through through seeking out god fully That's when I got the message essentially to settle down and get married and next Came up the pregnancy of my woman my son got born. Thank god for that. Hallelujah And yeah, ultimately all of this was just something that brought me closer to god And in that pursuit even before my son was born I opened up the Quran because I wasn't happy with my religion. It just didn't make sense And that's when I kept on searching kept on searching kept on searching. So therefore I don't want to act all holy here and as if I'm the saint because I'm surely not But I don't have too much temptation nowadays again. Thank god When I'm outside, I'm lowering my gaze. Thanks to Islam again. Hallelujah And other than that, I'm not sleeping around. I'm not cheating on my wife or anything like that I don't commit any adultery I am Not intertwined with any other vices. I don't smoke. I don't drink. I don't smoke weed. I don't take any drugs I don't overeat I do sport if I'm healthy So thank god man life has been absolutely amazing Or if I would see it through the perspective of 20-something year old Bobby and then I would say it has become very very boring right extremely boring for many many people So yeah, for me, it's extremely simple nowadays. I don't do anything crazy anything outrageous The craziest activity for me nowadays is to go to a restaurant and eat some food with my wife and kid That's it. So thank god during Ramadan. I didn't have to change too much I was simply focused on Yeah, to perfect the prayer to be fair. That's what is of the most interest at the moment and that being said It is easier to pray now because when you have a full belly I believe that you're a bit more stressed and as I said that then life is more On the fast lane rather than now slowed down And because it is slowed down, I can really focus on the prayer and perfect the prayer and through that feel closer to Allah Yeah Anyways, very another super chat. Thank you very much By wasim 313 five dollars. Thank you very much wasim No question. Just happy to be awake during a live stream and happy to call your brother My brother all my best to you and your family from the us. Thank you so much, brother. God bless you. Appreciate it, man xz donated five try by a super chat. Thank you very much And amir donated 10 dollars Asalaamu alaikum, Bobby. Alaykum salam any tips for exercise keeping fit and gym gains whilst fasting So as always absolute transparency here But again, absolute transparency. I've been sick for six months. Okay And during the time I try to get back to jitsu. I try to get back to the gym and every time I do that I get very very sick yet again So now I'm not really Practicing anything at the moment. I'm trying to recover my body as much as possible And therefore I cannot give you experience now for myself However, I went to the gym once now during ramadan and I'm gonna try to go back to the gym in two or three days again I'm trying to go to the gym once per week now to slowly start building up the body. That's me If I have to give you any tips, it's quite simple During the day, you cannot stay hydrated, right? That's just what it is and you cannot replenish So the worst that you could do is and I saw some brothers do this train in the morning And then start fasting Worst-case scenario would not recommend this to anybody. This is really bad Because after the workout your body goes into repair mode and now it needs all the nutrition and you're not giving him anything So that is the worst-case scenario that you could induce. I wouldn't recommend that to anybody not to my worst enemy Okay, being a little bit over dramatic here, but it's really the fact man. You don't want to go to the gym Destroy your body and then try rebuilding it with nothing. It doesn't make any sense. Okay So keep the workout For the end of the day just fast throughout the day No food, no drink then for maghrib. I know that it's sunna break the fast with a date Break the fast with a date do the prayer after that replenish I would replenish with an electrolyte beverage So this is up to you now. Some people they want to cut weight So they want to eat very low carb. That is fine If you don't have to look for the carbs then something like a gatorade would work as well Or here in thailand, we have a product. I think it's called prokani sweat or something like that It doesn't really matter just an electrolyte beverage because notice When you are drinking a lot of water fasting or not doesn't matter. You're drinking a lot of water. What happens is You go often to the toilet. That's it and everybody will attest to that So ask yourself the question How can you be really hydrating yourself if you're peeing everything out? Water and this is really a strange opinion here. People can't understand it I said it before back in the day my carnival days. It is a fact Water does not hydrate you Woo shocking It does not hydrate you especially not the water that you're buying Because that water is devoid of minerals if you don't have any minerals in that water Then you're just flushing through your body. That's it So think about this When you're drinking water alone And you're peeing it out With that you're doing it doing yourself a disservice because like that you're even more dehydrated So this is why it is very important to have minerals in your water Or some sort of electrolyte beverage Coconut water is very good as well. However, I wouldn't recommend the pasteurized coconuts if you can get fresh coconuts Also better. Okay. So this is truly key here the hydration Because the food will store. It's not that hard the hydration on the other hand I'm going to repeat it one last time if you're peeing all the time is not going to stick with you You're not going to have any hydration with you. Okay right, so that being said First thing after the fast now you're taking care of the hydration If you don't want to drink powerate then buy electrolyte beverages electrolyte powder and mix it with honey For example, that is great as well and drink that Now you have enough carbohydrates and electrolytes salts within your body So now you can go and actually use all of that As a pre-workout meal if you want to be very specific and very bodybuilding-esque about this I would recommend something extremely fast and easily digestible Some people will take a whey protein shake you can do that But even whey protein sits a little bit within your gut So I would rather recommend an amino acid beverage BCAAs EAAs a mixture of both With the power rate so you can mix all of this together you take a power rate You can even add a little bit more electrolyte into it if you want to and you add BCAAs and EAAs That's perfect. That is perfect like this your body gets energy Like this your body has electrolytes for now sweating. Okay Now you can go to the gym keep it short, please During this time If you want to cut it will happen naturally just don't overeat if you want to bulk it's not really recommended. Okay To maintain should be your goal during that time So if you're maintaining think about logically here, please as well You don't need to go for PRs. You don't need to go five times per week either If you've been going to the gym five six times per week three times is enough To maintain think about any type of skill For example, I know instruments are haram But hear me out. It's just an example a friend of mine when he was teaching himself to play the guitar He was playing it every day for hours and hours and hours on end for hours, man And then once he settled for a certain standard and I think it was around three years in Then he started playing only three four times per week But now he knows how to play the guitar So he's maintaining right now if he wants to improve then you will have to play even more again And it's the same with the gym during ramadan. You don't have to aim for some sort of super performance Or for some sort of improvement simply maintain and maintenance Will be achieved with three times per week most definitely even twice per week to be totally honest Okay, so that's what it is you hydrate prior then you go to the gym You don't overexhaust yourself and you keep the session at 45 minutes No reason yet again to do it for one hour one and a half hours Stop wasting time there cut your breaks short because you're not going for prs You don't need that long of a break go for 80 percent of your weight Bumps one minute later next set one minute later next set think about it If you do the bench like that you have three sets the set itself takes maybe half a minute So working wise you take one and a half minute and then with three pauses of one minute you have three minutes So you have four and a half minutes for a whole exercise let it be five minutes five minutes per exercise Then you have three chest exercises in a chest bro split if you however would go for a Two-day split during those three days. You only have two exercises So 10 minutes chest is completely done right 10 more minutes back is completely done What else biceps triceps? Again five minutes each maybe 10 more minutes in total half an hour and now you can add abs. You can add calves, etc Right, so it's actually very very easy man 45 minutes should be enough for your gym session And now after that yet again carbohydrates super important why? carbohydrates Wow, yeah hydrates hydration So carbohydrates actually hydrating as well After the gym the first thing I want to drink is Some sort of quick carbohydrate such as honey. You can use dates as well You can use again power rate gatorade and whatnot or you can use melto dextrin powder Mix that with whey protein and creatin as well because creatin will store even more water within the muscles And like that keep you hydrated yet again So you drink that first thing after the gym right in the gym Take it with you and then you head at home and now you can eat That's it And during your time of eating of course you're eating healthy foods You're eating rice and chicken and whatnot beef is very good here as well And you're drinking water now On that note, I would always add a little bit of salt to the water more electrolytes yet again And that's pretty much it there will be my key for Ramadan It definitely works It's just common sense because like this you stay hydrated and like this you maintain You're not over exhausting your body. That's key Asalaamu Alaikum Bobby are you fasting? Yeah, obviously brother, but around here. It's 9 PM and 10 minutes. So I already broke my fast today at 7 30 ish Thank you very much. Okay. We had many super chats. Let me get back to that guys if you're tuning in just now today Is a very quick one. Thank you so much for the 200k I didn't even say proper. Thank you. Did I see I was so obsessed with the microphone? And answering the first super chats guys. I'm going to answer all of them. But let me say Thank you from the bottom of my heart Last stream I said, thank you so often that it became a mantra basically, right? I was just saying thank you Thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart because we had 3 000 people watching. It was absolute madness Thank you so much for that attendance today. We're a bit less And that is cool as well because today is just a quick one hour stream in which we celebrate the 200k I never thought that it will be this fast because I was waiting for the 100k When I saw I reached 70k or something like that and I thought maybe in January 2023 I will be there. However, that wasn't the case. I think I reached the 100k Was it november already? Let me double check One second. I'm actually curious myself I'm just going to check this on my phone real quick guys one second 100k Here it is. That's four months ago. Yeah, december then right? I think it was december It's never perfectly precise when you look into It's november. He says the ninth of november So that was already way faster than expected. I expected it to be as I said in January, maybe december However, I reached the 100k November beginning of november And now we are end of march and reached 200k so after three four months here We doubled Which is absolutely insane. How is that even possible? I have no idea. I believe I gained 40k subscribers in the last month Yeah But I wouldn't say that those are really new people here. Let's be honest Because I know that plenty of people didn't trust me Shame on you and they said that they would only subscribe once I become muslim because otherwise they feel like I'm exploring rather Islam and then I'm just doing it for clicks etc etc. So yeah yet again shame on you I did it for the right reasons And yeah in four months. We doubled the subscriber account. Thanks to you guys yet again I have no doing in that it is up to you if you like the content then you subscribe Then you like it you leave a thumbs up You share the videos etc etc. So that is all up to you. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart guys Now we're aiming for the next goal of 250 etc etc, but to be totally honest Of course, it's nice and of course, I'm grateful but I don't really care Because for me it was about sharing my perspective always And when I had 10k 10k subscribers, I thought I'm a big youtuber man I thought my youtube videos are seen by the world and I'm really living the social media life So back then I was convinced that yes, this is me. I'm a youtuber bobby Now that I'm having 200k apparently I don't feel any different than I did with 100k. I don't feel any different than I did with 70k or 50k or even 40k It doesn't feel different. Of course, there was a great fullness in me However This channel was just about sharing my perspective and thank god Thank god My exploration of the truth led me to islam Okay, and so being a muslim now and having islam is such a blessing that my focus first and foremost is god is Allah and Just by that, you know, I wake up in the morning 4 30 Five the latest I do fudger. I pray five times per day. I fast now. I go to the masjid It's just so much more gratifying and this is what I really want to say here And this is what I really want to use this channel for even before I was muslim I want to bring spirituality closer to the people because I saw that we were finding ourselves in such a spiritual Dread in such a spiritual loss ultimately and that people really need this Otherwise, they're falling into the traps of materialism and you see it all over the globe people just obsessed Be it with their phones be it with money be it with what not And it's just so empty so hollow. It doesn't bring you anything And now being even able to be a practicing muslim I just feel so much joy and light-heartedness and of course, I want to share this with the world, you know Social media is an amazing tool. It's an amazing gift because many people find islam through social media as well So we cannot just say okay. There's all demonic. There's all that of course not However, I just don't feel like a youtuber And I said this before and maybe this is Bad for marketing reasons and other people wouldn't talk about this, but it is just how I feel I never feel like a youtuber every single time somebody sees me outside and recognizes me To me it's absolutely mind-blowing So strange. I really can't even understand that I'm on youtube sometimes because I'm just talking on youtube the way that I talk with my friends And this is how this channel started 2014 I left germany and I left all my friends And so now I was traveling alone And during that time I would sleep in hostels and I would meet so many people And with those people I would just speak about everything And they were quite amazed that I would speak with them so unfiltered and treat them like friends To me, this was absolutely normal because I didn't understand how else to talk This is why I was really really bad in school because I couldn't Obey the teachers and I couldn't obey the format that was presented to me I couldn't really settle for behaving like a good student. I just behaved like I always behave. I behaved like myself And because I always did that and apparently people in australia traveling found that quite refreshing and actually strange They told me I should talk like this on youtube So I decided okay, why not? I don't have my friends around. I'm traveling alone. Might as well share my perspective. No pun intended With other people, right? And this is how I started the channel and the amazing thing is there was so gratifying because I was sharing What I believed in So during that time it was a certain branch of spirituality and it was veganism So nowadays I am totally opposed to veganism and it sucks However, during that time I was convinced and it was amazing because the channel attracted people that had the same opinion And so I had like-minded people on my channel on my journey with me And this made my travel so much more pleasurable because yes, I was traveling alone But at the same time I had my subscribers with me and it was really beautiful really amazing And during that time I changed and guess what the subscribers changed as well And some subscribers did not change and they dropped out. They didn't want to follow me anymore But then there were other people that dropped in because they were interested in the new topics And so it just continued continued continued It snowballed essentially until I reached the state of becoming muslim Which of course at first I lost many many subscribers yet again many christian subscribers But many atheistic subscribers that were interested in diets So I lost them too and that's fine as well because I never said to anybody that they should follow me I'm not here to be a leader or a cult leader or anything on those lines I'm just sharing my perspective and if it resonates with you guys, that's amazing. Welcome come in And if not you can watch something else youtube has a billion subscribers by now if you take everybody together And at least millions and millions of creators So there's so much content out there everybody can watch what they like So I will never change for the audience I only change for god because my purpose is to get closer to the truth no matter what that entails So therefore yet again guys, thank you so much for being here with me during my journey Thank you so much for supporting and I would say Thanks to god we have this community here because this is yet again an absolutely transparent open community anybody can talk about what they want with me As long as the algorithm on youtube allows it of course unfortunately But other than that It's just amazing to have this transparency, you know and to speak my mind And there's something I believe is appreciated in this day and age because we have so much censorship Yep, that's how it goes guys. Thank you so much for being on board. I really appreciate it Okay, let's jump back to the super chats. I said I want to answer many chats today But we have a few super chats here that I'm going to answer first, of course And then I'm going to try to get into the super chats guys if you're tuning in just now I said I'm going to do just one hour and we already had 50 minutes Okay, the intro played a bit longer today. Maybe seven minutes or so 20 more minutes at least maybe a little bit longer, but I'm going to try to keep it short and concise today Okay, let me scroll down Wasim Amir Abdullah Alik, donate again. Thank you so much. Abdullah sent you a picture on email that explains the three levels of fasting Okay, thank you very much. Let me see if I can find it No, here is No, that's not it Hmm. I thought that's it Which email the bobby Risto email Is that one? Let me double check if I see it here. Then I'm going to share it with you guys as well Ah, here is three levels of fasting Okay, fantastic. Here we go Okay Here we are that's good. Okay. I hope you can see this guys matrix The three levels of fasting by Abdullah Alik. Thank you so much It should be known that there are three grades of fasting Now I have to pronounce this. You're putting me to the test Sam al umim Is this Turkish? I don't know Ordinary fasting means abstaining from food, drink and sexual satisfaction So this is what everybody does during the fasting hours Sam al husus Special fasting means keeping one's ears eyes tongue Hands and feet and all other organs free from sin Again, not trying to sound righteous here, but that's what I'm doing as well So I'm trying to not speak any foul words That's what you do anyways as a dad all the time. You're trying to bite your tongue and not say any foul words And I'm lowering my gaze. So I'm not looking at any women lusting after them and whatnot And hands and feet and all other organs I'm not doing anything. I'm not beating anybody up. I'm not involved in any sin. So up until now. I'm definitely still here number three Sam husus el husus Extra special fasting Means fasting of the heart from unworthy concerns and worldly thoughts In total disregard of everything but Allah and this is literally what I'm doing as well Yet again, I don't want to sound like some Spiritual guru here or as I know it all But yeah, it's not hard for me. I just reverted to Islam And if we believe the claim I am free of sin now And like a baby. So, alhamdulillah for that as well since then I haven't done anything really And therefore Yeah, my whole focus is only God. I'm not focused on anything else. I have no interest whatsoever And I find it very easy as I said, maybe it is because my sins are wiped out now It might be as well due to the fasting because your energy levels are a bit lower I simply focus only on God So I use this fast to get as close to God as possible abstaining from everything else Yeah, thank you very much for sharing this with us for me. This is Ramadan You know, I didn't know that this is like a special fast. I thought everybody pursuits exactly this Right and the first aspect of the fast the abstaining from drink and food Is just the gateway into those deeper levels. That's how I see it, right? Okay Dawa trucker wants to be a mod brother. You're already a member. So by that default by that standard Absolutely, man. Why not? Let me make you a mod Let me just find you here my phone because unfortunately doesn't work over my computer Let me find you again. There he is the dawa trucker the dawa trucker Will be promoted today As a mod And you're going to become a managing moderator not only a standard moderator But a managing moderator Be careful giving anyone mod positions. Yeah, but members they have a special place here They're supporting monthly and therefore I do trust them, of course If I however see that somebody is misbehaving crazily then surely surely surely I will have to do what I have to do and kick them off the position, but For now, we'll see how the dawa trucker is doing Okay, anyways, let's get back to the chats. Thank you so much guys again. I really appreciate it Let me get back No name. No five schweizer franken Mubarak to your shahada and the 200k marsha alabro try to make Itikaf The 10 days in mosque and you will feel the spiritual high and the guidance. Thank you so much I really appreciate it man. As I said before I couldn't have made the 200k without you 200k So we have 200,000 people that decided to click the subscribe button That's absolutely amazing. It's insane because if I'm thinking back My dad would take me to football stadiums and I hate football soccer. I can't stand that stuff But I think the biggest stadium that I went into had maybe 35,000 people or something like that And that's huge. You have 35,000 people chanting and screaming and shouting 35,000 people. That's insane You cannot understand who's in there. Who's around you just a whole mess However, that being said, I have not 35,000 following me but 200,000 So I believe that this is out of the realm of realization for us human beings because we didn't We didn't get created like that. The atheists would say we didn't evolve like that The point is mega cities like that one behind me This is already a new invention. So usually we will use Such a small environment for our everyday lives Like a village like a tribe so small and you would understand who is who around you But nowadays people live in blocks and they don't know their neighbors Right, it's absolute insanity man. And that definitely plays with our psyche. So that being said 200,000 You can't even imagine that number of people. It's absolutely insane. So all I can say again is thank you so much That you found something worthy here of your time on the channel and subscribed. Thank you very much. I appreciate it Okay and you said as well That I would experience the spiritual high. No name. No I'm really sparing this for the last 10 days My friend here muslim, of course told me already. Let's go. Let's go for a night prayer But I want to keep it for the last 10 days. So there's really something to look forward to when it gets even more intense You're already so fast at all 20 days of fasting. And all the last 10 days you even have the night prayer on top So that's what I'm looking forward to Thank you very much. Malik 79 donate 10 dollars. Thank you very much malik. Salamu alaikum abubabi. alaikum salam malik Take black seed oil. It's a cure for everything except death inshallah. I took black seed oil However, now you could of course say maybe you have to take more. I always took one big fat No teaspoon but a regular spoon And I thought that should be enough. It helped a bit, especially in the beginning, but then after a while I just had no benefits anymore Unfortunately, I'm going to try to embed it again. But at the moment I'm truly on medication here hydroxychloroquine And so I really hope that this will help We'll see inshallah Five pounds from an Arabic name that I cannot read nor pronounce. Thank you so much inshallah one day Abdulrahman Ahmed donated 35 zaar. Thank you. He says salam brother Bobby salam Abdulrahman Your videos helped me at the lowest point of my life and I became a better muslim because of your videos Love from Somalia Brother, I'm just glad it helped as I said previously for me. It's absolutely mind-boggling that I somehow Helped muslims now. I am a muslim myself If I help anybody ultimately guidance is from god, of course and everything that is good comes from god But hey, if I have anybody fantastic, of course, that makes me very very happy But especially whilst I was still a Christian So many muslims reached out to me and they told me that my channel had a benefit for them I couldn't really believe it. I couldn't believe it. But I took it as a lesson as well Because that truly showed me That I am upon the truth now I realized it It had nothing to do with me. It had nothing to do with anybody Other than the truth of islam because all I was doing is exploring the truth of islam And so therefore if it helped anybody then it helped them because they witnessed the truth It has nothing to do with me. I was just watching certain videos reacting to them analyzing them rationally And seeing it from a Christian perspective. So if it helped anybody again, glory to god Thank you very much. Abdulrahman Javed Benzkam. Good to see your brother three dollars He says in a Nate Diaz voice. I can't imitate Nate Diaz at all. He says, oh You're a muslim now Or he would rather say muslim, right? Anyways, thank you very much. Yep To my biggest surprise to be honest I would have never thought that this will ever happen. But yeah I'm a muslim now That's crazy. Aziz Kavals the biggest donation of tonight applause. Thank you so much Aziz for the 50 dollars Absolutely unbelievable and seems to be the first superjet of aziz Thank you so much for the generous donation. Unfortunately, no question attached. Thank you very much Have you ever made du'a? Yes, of course every time i'm praying. I make du'a obviously Okay Farhan donated one dollar. Thank you. Asalaamu alaikum. Wa bi alaikum. Asalaam I do labor work and I managed to fast under the heat in singapore, which I cannot do on other days Have you experienced? A ramadan miracle so far That's a very good question, but again being completely honest. I haven't seen a miracle so far even though I can't really talk about this It's something private. It's something family related So forgive me, but I cannot share this here and there was a little something about The relation of me and that person which I found quite miraculous. I have to say so now that you mentioned it it might be a ramadan miracle. I didn't think about it as such hmm Could be could be that I just witnessed one That's amazing, but yeah, I find myself as well coping with this fast quite well and being active I'm not really feeling as if I need so much sustenance to go throughout my day So therefore i'm really not surprised that you can do physical labor All by the grace of god, man. Thank you so much, bro And greetings to singapore. I've been to singapore, but I just stayed I think two nights maybe three nights Was a great spot, man. I really liked it over there. We'd love to go back Javits donate five dollars again. Thank you, brother I heard you mentioned recently that you disowned or estranged from your family Including your sister, which I remember from your earlier videos. Did I hear that correct? So I don't know where you heard that because that goes even into more detail I don't know how transparent I was see that's an issue with me guys When I was on the three muslim podcast I talked about it briefly, but I really don't remember what I said So I would have to go back and watch it because It's very very hard for me to filter myself. So when I'm talking I'm talking I'm talking about everything and it just comes out And therefore it might have been that I mentioned something there But I don't remember it That's how I feel when I'm talking to people. I'm so in the moment that I'm not reflecting upon anything people always say Think before you speak Yeah, I never do they'll be so boring who thinks before they speak that is absolutely insanely Boring and inauthentic. Why would you do that? Let's think about what we speak if you're talking to friends. Are you thinking before you speak? Of course not, right? So this is just brainwashing yet again. You have to think before you speak Yes, you can be an idiot like everybody else Definitely not man. I never think before I speak. I always speak That's it. That's me. I'm just expressing myself. And so therefore it might have been it might have been that I mentioned it Okay, so I'm going to keep it as short as I can now I'm going to try to think before I speak not really Because this is out of respect for my family. Okay, I respect them dearly. I love them from the bottom of my heart More than anything, of course However, yes, it is true. So my mother my father and my sister Have broken off their contact with me completely And they do not talk with me at all. They block me On their phones and whatnot. I have no access to them anymore. They live in germany. I live in thailand So my wife is still in touch with my sister. There is some exchange there However Yeah, the contact is gone. Okay, so I'm not going to go into too much detail yet again out of respect for my family I love them dearly more than anything. I wish of course that everything would be fine again However, I respected their decision as well and moreover. I can relate of course because there was a time When I god forbid me for forgive me, I hated Islam Right, I hated Islam with vengeance and I want to get rid of muslims. Believe it or not Because I saw them as the enemy And god has humor after all because he made me one of those guys So, yeah, I can understand them They never had as much hate in their hearts for Islam like I did not at all But they simply saw them as the other team And for them coming from the Balkan It's absolutely unimaginable that somebody can change religion. They never witnessed that whatsoever So I believe that the first time that they saw somebody changing religion was maybe on tv My father would always tell me what an idiot Muhammad Ali is Right, he used to have a great name cashers clay. Why did he become a muslim? What is that about? He didn't understand but he didn't do any research either My father would always say that only weak people change their religion because they Can't stand firm and defend their honor and Their tradition, etc, etc, etc Right, but reading the Quran and understanding how the pagans of Arabia Were clinging onto their tradition and they didn't want to let go of their belief systems Even when the truth was staring them in the face that opens my mind and my heart, of course So therefore Nothing changed there. I love my family more than anything But one thing I love more actually more than anything in this dunya. We can say but number one is god and that was always the case so One of the beautiful names of Allah is el-hak Which is the ultimate truth the absolute truth So only god is truth Of course, you can say there are truths trickling down and It could be true that this phone appears black Sure, okay, but it's not absolutely true. It's not a perfect unity like god is this a duality It's a separation And therefore if this is the beautiful name one of the beautiful names of god that he is the truth Then I've been always pursuing god because I always pursued truth Even when I was a little boy I was always asking questions and Nagging my parents and getting on the nerves because I always wanted to understand what the truth is Right and ultimately I would say I found it through Islam a path to the truth a path to el-hak That's how I see it and I love god more than anything and I cannot help it My parents would like me to revert back to become a christian again But I simply do not see it as truth as the ultimate truth and therefore I cannot I cannot believe in a god. That's triune and that's it. And so therefore I cannot change my opinion now I cannot change my heart either because god changed it to please people I can't again if I could just snap my fingers and everything would be fine. Everything would be perfect I would definitely do that because I love my parents. I love my family but I will never compromise for the truth Not in front of my parents not in front of anybody And we're talking about the ahira here, right? We're talking about the afterlife So everything I'm doing I'm doing for the afterlife and I'm doing for the sake of truth So I cannot give this up. It's impossible and therefore I really believe that everything will be fine at some point even though they told me that they will never talk to me again If that is the case Then so be it Then this is what must be done and it happens in the will of god as well. Kadr Allah, right? Then it is what it is Not that I want to but if it is what it is then I submit my will to god and accept it for what it is That's that Make dua for them For Abu Wabi's parents Thank you very much for the question brother And I hope that I didn't go too deep into it now yet again, but I probably did Filters bobby try to filter yourself. You're talking too much Kevin black is saying I developed an autoimmune disease. What happened to your health is the hydroxychloroquine helping you Yeah, absolutely does it is an immune suppressant and I'm taking one pill per day Which is a low dose. It definitely helps Would I say it healed me completely not yet? They say that after four to six weeks it works even better So as for right now it helped tremendously. I'm not getting sick anymore. So there is definitely big improvement Talk to a doctor about it Here in tailand you can get it over the counter, of course Back in the day you used to be able to get it over the counter in france, for example, too Nowadays probably not anymore, but it's worth a shot man for me. It helps and it's not a strong strong medication Yeah Okay Mohamed donated 50 000 indonesian rupiah. Thank you so much, brother. I really appreciate it. Thank you Pat Lijan donated 11 Turkish currency, I believe. Thank you very much Caner soccer legends donated seven Canadian dollars. Thank you very much yet again the Dara trucker Says everyone make duar. So I think that's a typo I'm going to just fill the blanket and say god or Allah Everyone make duar so Allah can guide bobby's wife inshallah Anonym donated one dollar. Hope you're well. Just be Careful brother with hadiths. If you want some more knowledge check Hassan Farhan el-Maliki It's really open-minded how sex trying to keep us far away from beautiful Quran Again guys, I'm not going to go too much into this topic because I personally am learning about it right now You know my past I came with a big big skepticism when it comes down to hadith And I'm going to keep my skepticism In accordance to everything. It doesn't matter what it is. That's just how I am and more over the Quran asked us as well To think right so I never will give that up about that shape that you mentioned just there I believe that he is in prison now So I hope that he's not suffering unjustly or for something that he did not do And I believe that I'm ready to one of his videos I found it very refreshing that being said Anyways, I do not want to speak on behalf of the hadiths because I simply do not have enough knowledge. That's it And I haven't met one person That has read all the hadith Especially not layman, right? I don't know about sheikh utman if you read all the hadith Maybe could be But most people that I've met most muslims. They haven't read all the hadith and therefore Maybe I'm going to make this my life's mission to read them all Point is I do not have enough Understanding to make a judgment call and therefore I do not right for me personally. Yes. I'm skeptical still about certain subjects But that's me. I'm not sharing it here to spread some sort of misinformation. Okay All right. Thank you very much Anonym dr. Shanks eight donated hundred fifty EGP, I believe that is egyptian Something let me see Must be right. Let me double check egyptian pounds, you know, that's interesting. Thank you very much for the donation dr. Shanks Hey, bobby, you can change your name to abdulla. Huck means servant of the absolute truth I absolutely love that name and I was thinking about that as well I don't necessarily like the ring of the name. I know this very superficial guys apologies, but I really like how it sounds for example abubakar. I really like sounds amazing in my ears but abdulla. Huck sounds Just doesn't sit right perfectly. However the meaning of that name Amazing absolutely perfect. I would really love to take that name Maybe we all will get over the sound at some point and adopt it because the meaning is absolutely amazing If you have any names that Include huck that include the truth. Please let me know I'm definitely open to take such a name. However, one thing I want to make very very clear here as well I'm not going to change my name Because I don't believe that this is what Allah asks of me In the Quran we find as well that he created the nation so we can get to know each other I don't believe that we all have to have arab names now by default That's my opinion. However that being said I would really love to take a name Into my names. So head an arabic name as well Yeah Do you read Quran daily? Yes every day Now during Ramadan, of course Abu Barq Sadiq I know I don't have to Yet again, bobby is bobby and bobby's perspective will be bobby's perspective I guess inshallah we'll see But that being said I would like to have an arabic name or Islamic name rather as well just on top right Ali bobby says bugman. Good to see you brother Yeah, if you can come up with something, let me know guys. We'll see. Oh, okay In ganderia. As-salamu alaykum my brother. Alaykum salam brother What about aliyahs? I don't really like the name because I had a neighbor and they had a kid and his name was aliyahs And this little guy was just throwing rocks And just causing ruckus all day long. I didn't like this little guy. He was a german Keep your name bobby. Yeah 100 percent bobby stays bobby. That's what it is I'm gonna keep that name. I'm not getting rid of it. And now I just go by my new name No, not at all. I mean even if you look at a very prominent figure in germany. He is a selafi And he's a I don't know if he's an imam by now, but piafogel He was in the media. They called him the hate preacher and whatnot He's a revert to islam piafogel is his german name and I believe his arabic name is abu hamza But you just hear him going by piafogel even his youtube channel. He's piafogel. That's it But he has a second name which is abu hamza. That's it And that's why so yeah, I would definitely love an islamic name on top But I'm gonna keep mine as well. Can we still save 10% most definitely guys you can save 10% and so much more Now it's 10 p.m. Almost here. I'm gonna tune out very very soon guys at 11 p.m So in one hour and 15 minutes a new reaction video is coming up But I have a huge announcement in the beginning of the video So even if you don't have the time to watch the whole reaction video You don't want to watch it. Whatever the topic does not interest you fine but Check out the intro. There's a huge surprise in there But spoiler alert the video is cool as well because about selman al-Fatisi the persian One of the sahaba very very interesting a truth seeker The question just slipped away. However, I'm gonna paraphrase it somebody asked me. Oh, no, there is Bobby will you start saying asalaamu alaikum in the start of your videos and remove the intro music? Are you learning arabic right now? So let me start with the beginning and with the end rather No, I'm not learning arabic right now My teacher was gone for a while then I got super sick again So we have a quick break at the moment. However, I want to get back to it as soon as possible Now about the asalaamu alaikum in the beginning Not either because this is Bobby's perspective. This has been the intro all along So it's going to be still all right guys as for right now. Maybe it will change someday the thing is guys this channel Of course automatically by default is about islam because on muslim now. That's it However, I still want to explore different venues here on this channel and this channel still if god allows it Will be about fitness about lifting about food, etc, etc I want to bring all of that back yet again Of course all in a muslim framework or halal, but nevertheless, it's not only about a Being a dawah channel now or something like that. I talked about this previously as well. I am not doing dawah Please understand I'm so grateful to god that I went through orthodoxy and all of that because now I understand how super excited People can become in the beginning That's not me anymore. Thank god yet again. So i'm taking it step by step. This is not a sprint This is a marathon So I want to die as a muslim and therefore I don't want to burn out So i'm taking it step by step easy Surely slowly Right and then whatever will change in a few years times then so be it But as for right now, I know the intro stays the same This is what bobby's perspective is and the intro music Guys, let me be very very clear here I'm not here to tell you what is halal and what is haram, right? That's not my position. I'm not an imam I'm not a scholar. I'm not going to tell you What is halal and what is haram yet again? Not my position whatsoever, right? So I looked into the music claim and what I found As for right now is that music is permissible under certain circumstances. That's what I found be it weddings or whatnot Then there are certain Consensus where people say no, it's absolutely prohibited completely completely haram. That might be too, right? Again, I'm not here to tell you right or wrong. I'm just telling you what I am doing right now And another one that I found is due to the hadith that musical instruments are forbidden Okay Or might be something that will be in the umma in the future and it is listed with another sin. Okay The point is my intro music Is not a musical instrument whatsoever. It's all digitally created completely digital Again, not saying that therefore it is all right. Just Mentioning that it's absolutely digital I've seen certain nasheeds or certain As songs if you will islamically and even beats that are halal Why because they're using voices? It's absolutely crazy, man. I've seen it on some channels I'm not going to name any names here where they use human voice And they put a reverb on it and they loop it and they spin it and they pitch it So they're using computer editing To generate beats sounds out of those voices And yeah, if you go through all of that, then you might as well just use a beat that doesn't make sense because I believe we have to see everything in context So if the prophet Muhammad may peace be upon him said that music is prohibited and voices are all right or instruments are prohibited and voices are all right Okay, but if you take voices with modern machinery that you didn't head back in the day And you're creating music that sounds like you're using instruments It defeats the purpose. I don't have to tell you this. That doesn't make any sense whatsoever Right, so to jump through all of those hoops to just then have halal music for me personally doesn't make any sense at all So then either cut off the music completely Right, or just play a song then you have to decide this So for me yet again, my music is not created with any instruments. That is the fact I personally am not at this stage right now where I would like to remove it That's that but yet again not telling you that therefore it is halal. They're just my perspective right now and this is my state of being If it really annoys you that much then you will have to mute the sound in the beginning for the 10 20 seconds Whatever it is And go from there. That's all I can say but who knows? Hey, maybe one day I will change my opinion completely and we will remove the intro could be as well Never say never Okay, let me get back to the superchats. Thank you very much Dima talks five dollars. Thank you very much. Love your channel But how do you rationalize the indirect worship of Muhammad via companions drinking his blood Amongst other things much love Okay, so I never heard about a hadith where the companions drink his blood never And the only thing I can say is There were certain things that were ingested I believe during that time that were there for medicinal purposes Well, so I've absolutely no idea what you're talking about if somebody knows in the chat You can let me know And if it was due to medicinal purposes might be I have no clue then so be it And if not then not I can really say nothing about it. However The worshiping of Prophet Muhammad may peace be upon him. I talked about this A few videos back when I was still a Christian I said that I'm concerned because with some Muslims not all obviously Some Muslims I've seen an over obsession even That the focus is so directed onto the prophet that it can become a higher priority than God Yet again, I'm not saying everybody does that. I'm not saying the majority does that Let it be a fringe little movement I've seen it because I come from Christianity And so I've seen when people are obsessing so much with a person That intuitively they're getting away from the worship of God Even though they do the prayers and they do the fasting and all of those things and they say they profess There's nobody worthy of worship other than God Indirectly that can happen if you hold too much onto a mental image And this is why I believe the wisdom in Islam is of course that there is no Image of the prophet and this should keep you away from thinking too much only about a person yet again And not enough about God. That was my only critique and if you want to get upset about that That's absolutely fine. So I believe it's human nature to worship what they can grasp And God is something that you cannot grasp it transcends everything And this is why many people have issues with worshiping God alone I believe that this is where shirk comes from truly because when you see pagan religions and they're building their little statues and they're building little Golden calves and whatnot. It's only because they can grasp it And God is the invisible they cannot grasp him their finite mind or finite mind Cannot grasp him and this is why we worship anything but God All right, but something to remember The dawa trucker says, Bobby, I know the hadith and I'm familiar with it If you want you can let us know Other people say it's a weak hadith might be Come to Malaysia, man. I already want to right now. I'm on the fence Of going at some point Yeah, I don't know guys. So many people saying to chat. It's a weak hadith. I don't really care to be honest If there was some sort of medicinal purpose to it fine We never know you have to take it into context as well You know, sometimes we hear things that seem outlandish to us and very strange At the same time those men they were in the desert. They were in the desert and they had to survive There are certain hadiths about the prophet Muhammad may peace be upon him where they didn't had anything to eat Right, they were starving So they had to make means to an end in certain Ways that we don't understand nowadays because we have A 7-11 around the corner and a gas station and a truck stop and whatnot Right, so we have so much convenience that they did not have back in the day What's information pushed you the furthest away from Islam? That's a great question because no information pushed me the furthest away from Islam Just not knowing about Islam and not understanding it So ignorance pushed me the furthest away from Islam And not the knowledge Yeah All right. Anyways guys, it has been longer than one hour. I said it's going to be just a quick little livestream today I'm going to tune out in three minutes from now in exactly three minutes. I am tuning out Just disclaimer. So you guys know And you do not Send super chats after that because otherwise I'm not going to be able to see them So in three minutes, I'm tuning out Okay, and now I'm going to try to respond to as many chats as humanly possible Yeah, there I see a Bulgarian brother sharing the orthodox cross and the Bulgarian flag Yet again for the longest time, I believed as well that nationalism goes hand in hand with a religion And this is the perspective of my family members as well, of course But then I came to understand that Islam transcends nations and it's quite beautiful Especially if you talk about a truly spiritual practice, you understand that it has nothing to do with the nation whatsoever Because the religion nowadays is not used as a true religion as a true spiritual practice any longer, unfortunately But more as a national identification and that's something that I personally cannot resonate with Another super chat by Dr. Shank. Thank you very much 150 eGP There was only one week hadith about one companion and he was a kid Okay, so There you have it. What do you think about atheists? That's actually a very deep question, man I could give you a quick answer that the irrational illogical etc etc and that is all true But the same time Atheists, I really believe that Allah has sealed their hearts And they cannot see it's absolutely unbelievable It's amazing because if you look at a blind person, for example Sure Western medicine modern-day medicine will tell you are the person is blind. They lost eyesight because this isn't that But the reality is Allah Made this happen Right. He closed their eyes. That's it And the same applies to anything else. Your leg is missing. You're in a wheelchair. You have cancer God forbid, but all of those things are decreed by God. It is what it is And I believe that it is the same The physical eyes are closed of the blind person But the heart and the spiritual eyes are closed of the atheist and he cannot change it So if you look at Sam Harris Richard Dawkins and however, they're all called You see the people that will argue against the existence of God as if they know anything Not basing it on any spiritual teaching or even philosophy really, but on hardcore materialism And they will convince themselves that they are ponds come that they came somewhere out of water They used to be a fish And then they became a monkey And now they are a human apparently All right, it's so absolutely repulsive and such a dead Dreadful ideology, but they cannot help it. And that's how I see it. So they really cannot help it Some people can be woken up from that delusion Richard Dawkins calls it the god delusion. I would rather call it the atheist delusion because yeah You want to tell me that this existence exists without a Previous existence, which is the ultimate existence god that makes no sense whatsoever I always quote Terence McKenna. We used to be a philosopher And a psychonaut He always said science operates under one premise Grant us one miracle and we explain the rest That's pretty much it. So you give us the miracle of the big bang boom and Now we're gonna explain the rest expansion of the universe heating up cooling down dinosaurs monkeys monkeys Okay, man cool ball cool story So that's basically the atheists It is irrational to believe That everything is relative because if you say that everything is relative, then you're making an absolute claim yet again If you say there is no right and wrong everything is relative you already made an absolute claim yet again So it's a very irrational ideology to be an atheist to begin with something out of nothing But spiritually speaking we're in ramadan right now spiritually speaking The hearts are blind and they cannot see it's impossible God has sealed their hearts. It's very very scary and dreadful. So we can only pray essentially That it will never reach us. They will never fall into such disbelief. It's saddening Okay, one last super chat guys and then I'm out of here By mel 20 canadian dollars. Thank you very much mel congrats on everything she says continue to take things at your pace Best deeds are consistent even if small and I pray to Allah continues to bless you in abundance and keep you steadfast InshaAllah, thank you so much sister. I really appreciate it And yes, this is something that I learned through my trials and errors, you know Because when I went vegan I wanted to convert the whole world Everybody has to become vegan right away. And then I just dropped out of veganism Right, then I became carnival and I want to convince everybody to stop eating vegetables just eat meat And with orthodoxy it was the same yet again I told everybody how they need Jesus now and return to him etc etc And so nowadays I'm taking it much much easier much more relaxed. I'm 35 years old. I have If God grants it still time I my private life Do everything I can do I do everything I can do but here on youtube. I still have my youtube presence here I'm taking it easy. I'm not giving dawah people said that before and now he's going to be a Muslim and give dawah No, I'm not giving dawah. I'm not qualified quite frankly. I'm still a guy that is exploring guys I was a christian yesterday basically, okay, keep that in mind. So how would I know now? I'm just somebody that is learning I love the truth. I love God and it's up to him to guide us all. I'm just learning nothing else, right So right now throughout ramadan. I want to Explore even more and share a bit of my journey Keep on going with the reaction videos do some live streams have some guests on as well Hopefully sooner than later. We're waiting still for the guests And that's about it Thank you very much for subscribing Did I miss something now there is thank you very much for that. I really appreciate it. Yeah taking it easy So thank you very much yet again mel no rush here. No stress I fell into the deception before you know when I went orthodox All of a sudden I was looking up to priests and he said this and this church father said that Nowadays, I know that there is only one god man and every human being is flawed somehow So even when I'm listening to sheikhs, for example interesting cool But I'm not taking it as the word of God. The word of God is the Quran and that's what we should read during this holy month another super chat by Khalifa El Neyadi or is it Neyadi? I'm not to show 75 Thank you very much emirate dollars. I believe Or dirham in regards to names Abdullah Abdullah Which means servant of Allah or Muhammad as your last video before you shahada was about prophet Muhammad peace be upon him Just a suggestion and simple. I will see man. Thank you very much for the suggestions for sure I want to hear even more suggestions I will see what I will decide then in the end because it's hard for me as well to take my own name to say This is my name now It would be nice if somebody else names me We will see it will pop up. I'm sure if god wills it it will pop up. I'm not even concerned about it But yeah suggestions always let me know guys In another super chat by truth seeker Who donated ten dollars and says positive positive. Thank you very much Bakar is a good name. Yeah, that sounds cool man that I like People are just tuning in, you know, and they're asking I would just like to know if you're fasting I got asked that question 10 times guys, but out of courtesy in this day and age because we are Streaming during Ramadan here Yes, of course, I'm fasting What else would I be doing To take this gift that god has given me to become a muslim just before Ramadan And then not too fast That makes sense fantastic. Let's just not fast. Let's just all have fun So now of course I'm fasting but not right now because around here is 10 p.m. And now I'm drinking water Thank you very much Yes, I'm fasting Okay, anyways guys Fair warning was in place I am Turning out right now Was a quick celebration with you guys. Thank you so much from bottom of my heart yet again For all the support that you have given me not only today But over the years for some people and over the months for others over weeks over days Thank you so much for the 200k. That's absolutely unbelievable on that note No, I don't have that 100k Silver whatever thing that youtube sends to some people My channel is not qualified to get that. Okay, so no, we don't have that silver play button. That's how you call it And i'm pretty sure that there is nothing for 200k Maybe for 500k. I'm not sure either way my channel is not able to receive anything so Thank you very much youtube. I appreciate your support youtube. That's amazing Anyways guys, thank you so much in one hour new reaction video coming up With a huge very very big Intro so please check it out I will be very happy if you take your time for that. It's huge for me personally It's absolutely amazing. So yeah, just check it out. Let me know what you think anyways guys Thank you so much yet again. If you like the stream thumbs up thumbs up The videos the stream etc. Share it if you can Subscribe if you haven't already will be strange if you're watching live streams and you're not subscribing Thank you very much and of course as always May god bless you all much love and peace