 You guys are having a good day. Welcome to another vlog We are going to Sprouts right now Because of the rain or because you're going to Sprouts Yeah, I am Seeing as how I'm making this food for you. I know but now that I think about it It's like I feel like you have so much more fun with No, I don't know why Sprouts gives me the same vibe as the time I went to Joann's video. I don't know how you don't like Sprouts It's literally the greatest person I've ever Tell me you have to do things that you don't like for your friends and it's gonna be a 20 minutes No, I'm only getting things for two objectizers. Yeah, cuz friends giving is catered by a honey big tam I already do that. Thank you honey big tam. Well, no, I think for it Well, also, thank you honey big tam. Oh speaking of They just confirmed my order. Oh, what if the insta part of this stuff? I have free insta card No, Dom, it's gonna take two seconds in Sprouts. Let's see. Happy. It won't take long. I never Guys Dom is working on being more supportive today I am so supportive. I'm just kidding. I'm kidding Pouring out today, but I'm back in my winter uniform. I'm so happy scarf from the okay I did that trend what is that a trend hitting people on tiktok? No, it is No, it really is a trend But I didn't actually do it because I think it's kind of a mean trend guys I know that it exists in sodium Christmas in here. You see the tree or having such a good time When twice if you're okay, can do is buy you a treat. Yeah, I am buying her treats right there You're really taking a five-year-old places sometimes You don't even want me here. No, I don't think you're easy. Look what I found this up Sprout Oh Guys my head is so big like why are the ears like slayed though? Get the dramatics coming out of look There's so many hats Kenzie's just dramatic and she talks about how she likes being festive and she gets into things, but Yeah, have you got me? I don't know if that's necessarily the truth considering she didn't want to keep the hats on It actually didn't really hurt my head. I have a very big head Where do you think the cinnamon sticks on? I don't think we have them. They definitely have them here. I don't see any cinnamon sticks It is Wednesday and let me tell you something about me, okay, I Will get a cold or like sick. I'm not really sick. I just have like bad allergies and very minimal energy I think I just burned myself out, but the weather drastically changed here. So Dom is obviously gone It's very sad. It is two days later. Friendsgiving is great. Welcome back to the vlog. I'm actually getting my hair blown out just because I have a bar five membership and Honestly, I was like if I have a dry bar appointment, it'll make me get up and tonight I'm going to Drake's in the maps game and I like cannot not go to the maps game because my dad will literally murder me Because he gave me these tickets. We're just we're getting back. I got coffee Favorite coffee ever. I feel like I'm not alive right now. I don't know how else to describe it to you Um, but I got a vintage iced coffee no classic four pumps peppermint syrup with a splash of cream I become a cream grilly again. Oh my I don't know what then I do very well. Oh my house also got organized today I'll show you guys when I get back. It looks so good It's the next day I'm gonna show you all my closet or my kitchen organization Look at how much better this pantry looks. I know I haven't really shown y'all what it looks like because it's just been so embarrassing But look at this. This was like a gift. I gave myself. I have so much recess like I I This is PR. I just have so much extra. So I do need to give it away Then I anything that I have like excess of well I mean, okay, not with the food but like alcohol and stuff a lot of it is PR or gifts or since I host people bring It over so I just have like so much But I don't really ever make drinks unless I'm hosting and then honestly host a lot on the week nights And we don't drink that much. So I end up having just like a ton I also have so much like so many extra like nut pods and things over here This just feels great. And then going into the actual kitchen feels a lot better I had a lot of extras of just vitamins and expired things look even like the Chamberlain coffee is on these like little Containers which are really awesome. I actually need to take this. I'm like having really bad anxiety Which we'll talk about but love this this also like I just have too many cups. So I've got to figure that out But looking better. I need another Like a little tray thing. I think that's it and then my spice cabinet is so much better Okay, which you guys would have seen the before Okay, so we're back on my bigger camera. I'm actually gonna take some array little calm Supplements I'm having a really bad anxiety. I feel like I just I don't know I don't ever want to stick. I'm complaining and vlog like on one hand I feel like I'm being annoying and it's like whatever I should just like not talk about this on the internet And on the other hand, I know there's a lot of y'all who also have anxiety or how like a similar personality type is me And so maybe this stuff can like help you I don't know I've talked about this like so much on at the podcast and my YouTube channel Just like my platform honestly as a whole but I'm an enneagram 3 so by the way 2 pills and stuff actually really helps I should also make a tea, but I have a meeting in 5 minutes. I'm an enneagram 3 So what my personality type is the achiever. I am like driven by success. I love working I love all that stuff my biggest fear in life is failure and well I would say the majority of the time I feel really good about what I've done and really proud of myself But then there will be these times where I'll like slip and kind of spiral and because it's like such a negative emotion Almost makes me feel like I feel that all the time Which logically I know that I don't and a lot of it is hormonal I know I'm like so proud of myself the live show went so well like I'm doing so many cool things next year I have like I literally have my dream life. So like that's why I would I hate about anxiety But I don't know if it's just that like I'm overwhelmed like Black Friday Saturday Monday and the Okine and like comparing myself to other Brands and comparing like the okina other brands on myself to other creators like whatever it is But I just I'm also like having hormonal issues and then I Was feeling like really like run down this week So I haven't been working out I like skip two workouts and that is what helps me the most like my body literally couldn't take it And I feel good I can work out tomorrow and that helps me so much But I am just like I don't know I'm like sad like I feel like I just like want to cry I'm like I've done nothing with my life or like nothing's going well or like I'm all like the last or like things aren't succeeding or I'm not successful or whatever Which I know also is not the case like it is just anxiety again It's not like rooted in logic and I was supposed to pick up my meds and I didn't and I need to go and start them again Which I like that's on me. But yeah, like the past I don't know. I've just been like really overwhelmed like almost felt like burnt out But for no reason this week and I've also felt sick and I've also had hormonal things And I also haven't been able to work out and so I just feel like not myself and really run down And I'm being really hard on myself when like obviously I do have a lot to be proud of and I have even more to be grateful for It's not that I'm not grateful. It has literally nothing to do with like The platform. It's more of like myself if that makes sense. It's just like a me thing I'm also really hard right now, and I don't know why but I don't know Anxiety is really getting the best of me today guys and I'm trying my best to just feel better I am luckily gonna see JC and Chelsea on Saturday, which I'm excited about and they always make me feel better So I'm like looking forward to seeing them And then I just have a really fun weekend filled with like friends and family and that's what I always think I'm like even if everything went away I love my actual life so much and like the people in my life that I'm just so grateful for it Like I would be happy. I don't know cuz like I'm also so driven whatever But like I love like the people who are my life so much to where like that is enough for me You know I don't know it's just like the anxiety is really hard and it's a logical even when you're in the state of like knowing that It's not logical. It still feels like really draining and sad and just I don't know I don't want to describe it unless you go through it, but I don't know I'm just having one of those days So I wanted to share because we try to share the highs and lows here But let me know if you guys literally want me to shut up and like never talk about this again because I understand How it would like sound unrelatable and annoying and whatever so y'all let me know I have to start meetings and then I'll be back update guys I'm doing a lot better. Um, I just got off some meetings and some calls. I'm feeling way more myself I actually have a friend from LA that moved here recently Who is gonna come over for like two hours soon and then after that Macy and I are getting back on our running journey I'm very excited. I think it'll be good for me. It'll just be good for me to like go work out tomorrow It's gonna be a big day. I've got a lot on the agenda. Lila's holiday. What we said live show I have a fossil live shopping thing I'm working out like we've got some things we've got some things happening. Also, by the way y'all the Brebening housewife Home collection is out. I have a lot of it out right now as you can see Got our Brebening housewife towel. We're the match. It's had a little he got sick on the mat So I ordered another one. The Matt is my favorite thing. They are the perfect like holiday gifts Send this to your boyfriends and it's to your mom's and it's to your friend Brebening house. I'm telling you is it for the holiday season. We're also gonna be doing like cyber week sales And then obviously for the O kind I don't know when this video is going up But we're doing like a week and a half long sale for the O kind sets are 30% off everything else is 10% off Stay tuned. I'm telling you the holiday season. You guys are what gonna want to go get these things But anyways, it's so crazy like an hour to go I was horrible and now all it took was some meetings and to like get my brain working I'm feeling amazing. So yeah, I don't know guys guys So I was looking at the new Kindle scribe thinking do I want this because I'm such a journal girl And I would love to have a journal with me all the time And the reason I think I would like to Kindle scribe better than my iPod for journaling is because it feels like actual paper Like my Kindle does at least and I think I would love it but I just can't tell I don't know right and then I'm looking down at the marketing and look what we have here Do they know what they're talking to a garden journal? I feel like now I have to get it I mean like that is just obviously meant for me like is Amazon Honestly, I think Amazon might just be marketing just towards me these days, but guys is it really stupid I feel like the answer is yes, it's bigger than my Kindle and I wouldn't even use it for reading I would use it more for writing like taking notes I feel like I could take it with me everywhere I would just make my journal and I would use it non-stop and then I could also read on the go I needed to and this is my Kindle for home, but I feel like I would like take I'm always Needing like a journal near me and I feel like that might be it also by the way I did start a book I've been in a breeding ground. I haven't read a book in like a week I finished Matthew Perry's book and then I started last night. What did I say? Hard of Hope by Lucy score. It's a really quick breed. I'm almost like halfway through It's okay like nothing to write home about so far But it's kind of getting me out of my reading grot I just feel like I've read every book that I want to read which obviously I know there's so many other books But like I don't know I'm in a severe book read I think that's also not how to get my mental health working out and reading are like the two most helpful things Good morning guys My face has felt so puffy all week of not feeling my best It's just allergies, but driving me insane. It is now Friday this week in my life vlog has been all over the place I'm not gonna my weightlifting class Lila's has their like Christmas reveal Lila's is a wine bar in lower Greenville and it's like the cutest place ever and they always go so up for Christmas So I'm gonna go to that Macy's gonna go with me Tonight is the what we said at live show Which I'm so excited to like go to a live show and it for it to not be my own, you know I haven't really been to you Actually, I don't think I've ever been to a live show. Am I like being in dumb right now? I'm sure I have but I'm excited to see a JC and Chelsea. I'm gonna go to them tomorrow Marissa's coming we're gonna go to dinner. It's gonna be a good good day. So I'm trying to Deep puff my face a little bit and then head out. It's like seven right now We're up and Adam. Hi. How are you? Yeah Thank you. Have a good day Before I even pull up he goes hi Kinsey, I know that they obviously can see who it is through like the system or whatever But like let's be honest I really do come here a lot and I can't tell him that I was cheating on him with another Starbucks Anyways, actually, I like literally hate myself Okay Okay, guys, I am back from The gym well not the gym. I'm back from like weightlifting gonna fit social club My closet is looking a little bit outrageous because I have like extra scarves right now in here By the way, I shot the O'Kines. They're on sale. I don't know what this one is going up But we're running Black Friday deals also by the way launches Very very very very soon after Black Friday I don't want to say the date just because I don't want to jinx it, but it's launching very soon best bag ever I would be using it today except for like I Don't know if I would want to post like I don't want to be annoying. You know what I mean? Maybe I still will I don't know no I'm gonna wait because I'm gonna have so much time that I can wear this bag So I'll wait anyways. I'm getting my outfit together I'm thinking I'm gonna do black coat jeans Prada loafers because I haven't really worn those that much and just like a skim's body suit of some sort Super simple. I need to stop by favorite the kind for some gifts And then I need to get to you because I just I'm giving JC and Chelsea a PR stuff So we're really getting it together It feels nice to be out of my bed after suffering the command for the cold while week So for I actually did really feel bad, you know, but I did kind of feel like that. It's a little bit embarrassing Also, I need to show you guys my skincare one sec. Okay guys so what I've been doing and that is like literally I think changed my skin not too dramatic I kind of think we'll see that but Basically, I've had it like kind of bad adult acne and I talked about it on the channel I don't know what's been happening. So near the car it sent me this like super clear serum Which has been like an actual game changer. It is so helped so much So I've been doing this morning and I and then I've been using a summer Friday's everything else And it's like my skin has gotten so much better Even when I was getting my makeup done on Friday shoot Kristen was like your skin looks so much by the normal And I just I'm so happy. So anyways, hi there command I'm like I drank so much coffee and I'm like Jerry anyways guys I'm so excited right now because I'm about to go on My first or to my first Christmas event for the year. I'm pretty sure Lila's which is a wine bar in lower Greenville. It is so cute I also only have this I guess it's festive It's a wine bar in lower Greenville if you guys live in Dallas you need to go It's so cool if you can which I understand like a lot of people will obviously work nine-to-fives and can't do this But like on a day that you have offer on the weekends or something Go at four because not only is it happy hour, but it is a lot less crowded It gets really it's hard to like get there on like a Saturday or Friday night But anyways or like brunch they have a good brunch too. Oh shoot. Those are my keys Anyways, Macy's meeting me here and they do crazy Christmas decor every year like the past couple years living here It's just been so beautiful. And this is their like Reveal at their media reveal. I feel like I think people have already been in but this is like the event I got invited to so we're going and I'm very excited and after that I need to stop at favor the kind to pick up some things for Haley's birthday And then also for JC Chelsea, I think and then we'll figure it out today. It's a good day. I'm very Excited I feel like I'm back. I feel like we're good guys look who I'm with Often is cute. I love this. Yeah, this is J crew. It's so good. Oh my god. Wait. I want that sweater I've been seeing everywhere Brooke has it. Oh, I love Influenced my breath Look at our drinks the Polo Polar Express. Oh Incredible. It's very festive beautiful in here. I love Lila's Guys, it's my first time. I can't believe it. It's so good. We're gonna do a taste test on tech top Yeah, so stay tuned for that Lila's Millie and Joyce. I'm right top three Express Mauritania. They're so good and actually in general. I Can barely make a margarita so This is really impressive. I'm like you with a branch water, you know Okay, I'm stopping in favor of the kind now to pick up some birthday gifts. I love this store for gifts Now off to anthropology so festive. This isn't my favorite one in dollars, but here Okay, bag is to carry. Oh, I Got the cocktail shaker as well. I also got her a cute little H glass and then I got myself some glasses I'll show you all when I get home Are you all I'm gonna show you guys I just finished my life. It went really well. I Love actually, I'll show you guys something. I think it's a really good idea. Okay, someone in the live gave me this idea Wasn't my own but I think it's good So I'm thinking or the idea that I saw Um It's cute for game days So if you're like a college wall fan NFL fan your daughter goes to college somewhere or whatever like for example Blue bag SMU and red genius so cute I think that's such a good idea for even someone who just I've got into college like I love that idea so anyways Okay, I have to show you guys when I got Hailey for her birthday I couldn't find any gift bags anywhere and so anthropology like we can just give you them and it says anthropology on it So it's like a shopping bag, but like literally nowhere. So I got her this shaker, which I have it I'll show you guys. Sorry. I'm wrapping this hay It's a really good shaker and I just love it and I think it's super cute and she brokers in Hailey is like the bartender friend. Oh god. Oh god. I Kind of feel like I just need to like give up with the wrapping Okay I got these cups for myself, which is I needed to do these because currently it's like 30% off Which I didn't realize and I've been wanting them for a long time I don't have good glassware for my kitchen So I got these for myself, but I got her this little H cup, which I thought was so cute Because again, she's like known for making the best margaritas. She figured out how to make the honor bar mark And if you guys have ever had a bar mark, you know, they're the best ever She makes them from the home and she somehow makes them even better there, right? So I got that and then this one I'm the most excited for because you know She's like basically a host at this point really She's like so good at making drinks and like always like has them and it's like so kind about it It's so cute. I got her look these little napkins that say haze bar on them and you can put them with your drinks Like how fabulous is that so got that as well? And then I'm gonna do this and then I also got her cards her favorite kind and I got her something else that I'm like forgetting now that I'm looking at this But anyways, I'll fix that tomorrow and for myself I just got more of those cups because they're 30% off and I've just been wanting them But I am finishing up my day to get some work done and then Macy I'm actually gonna go back to Lila's at four. We decided we're gonna start our weekend off a little early And there's no bars or there's no lines at four. I don't know guys I'm just like all of the place today. I'm also really hungry. I just heat up my food We're gonna be back and then tonight I have at dinner reservations in Bishop arts and the what we said live show Which I'm really excited for and then I don't know what the night were that I will take us but You guys know my energy's off That's my energy All right y'all it's 415 and oh my gosh the purple screens ever by the way I have changed it so many times and the kids going back, but this is my outfit. Oh my god I'm like really bundled up. It's cold. It's like 30 degrees out right now, but this is my outfit Cute these ballet thoughts that I got last year to like sling box really the fifth commuter. I'm like so cute sharp I love co-op station and it's like $70. I'll link it below the okina scarf, but you guys need to get is a must-have I literally wear them like 24-7. They're amazing This water is Princess Polly. Honestly. It's not like my favorite sweater Mush I've got my jeans and I love it. My scarf is like kind of static here right now Good to the dogs out Macy's picking me up and then we're off We're gonna go to Lila's for a little happy hour. We didn't really like drink earlier. We just like taste-tested We're gonna go to Lila's and then I have a both a separate dinner plans And then we're all going to what we said tonight, which I'm very excited for which I said a billion times Okay, goodbye because we're back at Lila's really to enjoy and fully drink our polar express drinks Which is an espresso martini before anyone hates me. It says polar express It's not express. Oh, it is just an express. Okay, but they're very good Macy's first time at Lila's was today. Here we are You got it all explained No, okay, can see handed me the camera to film and I thought it was already filming and I that was such like a When I put that up guys, I'm sorry, but it's in the thing again She's basically she opened up the drink and it's really I She's letting me know that I could get this from her garden. Thank you. Oh my gosh wait, there's snowflakes Guys, it's so festive and just oh my god. It's so exciting. Okay, I Can cry I'm so happy going to written by the season to the first time same owner is tribal I've been here for like literally 30 seconds and I've already run into four people. I know I love Bishop arts Literally the best was ever We made it We're very appreciative so the guys are so so much for everything and It's Saturday all I just need some coffee. I was watching Brooks fog. I ordered chick-fil-a for breakfast I woke up and I had like I thought about how I wanted to breakfast and five minutes to order it And I was like so quick awesome my tan guys It has looked better, but this is the issue with winter that I'm always wearing long sleeves So it takes me forever to fix it tonight was so fine. We went to the show We went to Milly after I came home and I read I was home by like 10 30 I'm gonna go get lunch with JC and Chelsea in like two hours. They're leaving today I think we're gonna honor bar of course for taking them there I told JC we should go there and she's like yeah, I hear about that all the time in your blog So I was like exactly yes, so I think I want to watch the Lindsay Lohan Karstass movie and Eat my door dash also y'all okay, so I'm not like a huge reality TV girl. I try I'm not like super into it It's just like not my thing even though I want it to be I feel like I loved it when I was younger And my mom didn't like it and so I would like to watch it behind her back And then like it just slowly grew since I didn't watch it a lot Maybe that's I don't know like I really don't know what it is And I want to like it because I want to be more in the know You know don't maybe watch like two episodes of love is blind and the one person that I liked I was like oh my god, okay Like he seems so sweet and then I just saw all of the ticktocks this morning I woke up to them of the girl exposing him that he's like cheating he's a liar And he's a schemer and this is why I don't like these shows Cannot believe it. He even fooled me and normally I feel like my friends who are like oh my god He fooled me and I watch it I'm like he's the biggest douchebag I've ever seen in my life You know not that like I am good at this in real life just like on the show But as I like seem nice and now I'm like what the fuck so anyways Gonna go watch a Christmas movie and then get ready for Lunch at honor bar and tonight we're celebrating his birthday. Oh, I totally forgot I got Like stickers to cover an 818 bottle, so I'll buy that today and show you guys I was like I know I got other things I got some like months ago, so it'll be cute for the bar card. This is like hey 25th or hey There's something like that I'm from Sarah's signature I also got some for like other future stuff that I'll show as time goes on but really cute I'm actually pretty sure she's Dallas based I found her on tiktok, and I just have a baking orders And I'm a big fan All right y'all listening to armchair expert I made it to Highland Park Village J.C. and Chelsea are about to be here. Here's my outfit I'm literally wearing with the same outfit in like a different color every single day. I'm off I think this camera is dying as always, but we'll see I just brought the girlies to honor bar Oh my god, wait thumbnail Done with lunch literally ran into Haley at honor bar, and I'm picking up her birthday cake here Just saw they do wedding cakes that will be me at my wedding Susie's Susan cakes the best place ever celebration cake. All right y'all I'm gonna show you guys what I got for Haley's birthday just to give you guys gift ideas So I'm going to head out pretty soon I'm about to end this vlog when I did want to show you guys its background Hey, it's like incredible at making marks. She makes the best marks ever So I got her like a little hosting kind of themed gift got her 818. She's not like obsessed 818 I just got this sticker that says 818 Haley's birthday from Sarah's signature Just cuz it's too impersonalized and like it will be cute in their bar cart I got these napkins that say haze bar on them, which I thought were adorable. I had these made I got her shaker cuz she needed a new one and then I also got her this little H Glass and then I also got of course Susie cakes my camera is dying so I have to go but I love you guys so much and I'll see you in the next Vlog. Okay. Bye honey been matching. It's like, oh you give me all this bad energy Like I'm gonna just bundle it back up and throw it back in a different way and in this case It was a letter to the IRS. Yes