 I have no idea how to use this stuff. We've got Tom on in the background for this video. I'm going to turn it down in a minute We also have a Tom playing over there So yeah, that's a thing No, stop falling down! Lydia can't do filming My hair looks pretty good though. How's it going? I was looking in the viewfinder the entire time of doing that because I needed to see what I was doing so I didn't buy it myself Yes, I'm right. Oh shit. I left it recording. I left it recording. Oh Fuck oops Ducks down. There we go. Hello. Hi. I feel tall cause my camera's smaller than me. What's going on? It's weird you being behind my camera because I'm trying to focus on the lens and I can't look there Because if you find I can't look there, so it just looks like I'm just loody I'm not gonna say what I was about to say. Oh no no no evil devil. I didn't just call my scales a devil No, hi Should I do a camera budget? Hi, I don't know. I just had to do that. I had to I'm sorry. I'll I'll leave. I Haven't been capable of filming a video. Oh, I'm out of focus horrendously out of focus. So one makeup is pretty Different today. Hi. Hello. We've still got Tom in the background I like Tom. Tom's nice. Tom made me die earlier on my bed in sort of vlog clip. I'm dead. I died I don't know life's happening I'm dead. Yeah, thanks Tom. Like you. But y'all also I mean you and me using snapchat more and I also use TikTok So go follow me on them to some media's they are in the description down below. I didn't know I'm talking like this But I am Oh This video just me me pissing about Hey, what's up you guys today? I'm going to be doing a video about why it's okay to cry I know yeah, my makeup. It's very fitting for this video. I was gonna film a different video Why didn't end up filming that stuff? I didn't like the subject Serenity has been irritating behind the camera. Tom is playing the guitar and you know the underground is going past my window Life's good. I'm drinking it out of the mini cans off of the straw because my life is brilliant So people I'd say now I'm more and more aware of like the fact that crying is needed and crying is okay But I still think people get a bit afraid to cry. I don't know. I know I do like in public I went crying if I'm showing emotions in public this one. I'm seriously wrong I don't even think I've I think there's any a few videos on my channel of me crying And that was when I was like fully triggered and it's okay to cry It's okay to me to cry. It's okay to cry around people It's okay to help people if they're crying and it's okay to be alone and cry Crying alone sitting in a corner is one of the most comforting things I've ever done Because it gave me time to think on my own, which yeah, isn't the best thing sometimes But it does help because it's a way to release emotions. This is the most sad thing that I've ever done in my life One thing I see from a lot of people is I feel like crying or you see on twitter Have someone posting I feel like crying right now. My response would be just do it go and cry. It's okay What is Tom doing? He's doing a track thing So people have many different emotions emotions are a normal part of being a human believe it or not You and I I presume unless you're on a different planet in which case. Hello. Hi. I don't represent human race Emotions are a very real thing. We all have them It's a thing that goes on in life if you're not if you're or I suppose if you're a robot Actually, you wouldn't know what emotions are. Siri, can you define emotions for me? A strong feeling deriving from one's circumstances mood or relationships with others. Would you like to hear the remaining one? Yes, a strong feeling deriving from one's circumstances mood or relationships with others You just repeated yourself Why did you repeat yourself? What is wrong with you? People often get told don't cry. Don't cry because it shows you're weak Don't cry because you don't need to the need to cry is a hand-in-hand emotion with negative mood such as sadness or depression It's it's a common thing. You're it's okay And the thing is like no matter how often you need to cry like just do it if you need to be alone Be alone if there's people around you that don't like it look that So crying is a way of letting out stress is a way of letting out Whatever you're feeling and you can cry because you're happy don't get me wrong. You can cry from happy to some laughter That's okay, too There should be no shame or stigma associated with the concept of crying because it's such a real thing And the need to cry is so needed by people It's been hard this year and I've cried a lot more than I'd like to admit, but hey things turn out okay I mean you wouldn't guess that from your makeup, but uh, you know It's what it is. I haven't been looking at the lens very much in this video I'm sorry and I just wanted to add that by you crying you're not actually hurting anyone It's not it won't affect anyone else's life. Yeah, they won't like to see you crying It's not something that the people wanted to see no one wants to see other people upset unless the soap ship half Then I guess they wouldn't care Well, most people wouldn't want to see you cry So when he's trying to laugh behind the camera thinking I can't see them you crying is not physically harming anybody Yeah, it can make other people sad and kind of pity you which yeah, no one wants no one wants to be pity you Unless Yeah, just got something out there. I can't put in because legal issues. Yay fun I love having legal issues I think the lesson in the nose video gonna short but if you feel the need to cry let it out let it out Yeah, this isn't a very serious video I just thought I wanted to film and I kind of did the makeup and I changed the idea of the video So yeah, don't keep your emotions bottled up because it can be detrimental to your mental health That is a big word. Oh my god. That's such a big word. I used a word big word in the right context Yay If you feel tears coming on let it out. Don't let it overflow Like it's you better to have a short spell of negative emotions Then a long version because you know you want to keep yourselves healthy and happy And if you guys are interested in the two last videos I have done they'll be linked to the description down below My last little remark for this is if you need to cry cry And don't let anyone tell you that you can't do so because you can I wrote a book this year. It's available on amazon It's also available on kindle and the link is in the description down below It is free on kindle only with it which you know you're welcome Yeah, there's a lot of other links So there's all my social media down below which I'd recommend checking out if you're interested in tom who you've played throughout this video Link in the description if you're interested in serenity and who this Lovely person is that's behind the camera that's been winding me up the entire 20 minutes. I've been filming links to be in the description down below I'm not slightly irritated or tired. No Um, make sure you hit the thumbs up and make sure you hit the subscribe button if you do and I'll see you guys soon. Peace