 I think I was in Tulsa and I'd never been to Tulsa before and I'm in the car and it's a Sunday morning and Jesus was saying like pull out that that list and I pulled out the list and and there was a Course in Miracles meeting at a church in Tulsa and I was pretty close to the church and he said yes we're going to that meeting today and then I looked at the time and and it was like like this meeting is like 11 to 12 it was like as I'm pulling up to the church it's it's 10 minutes to 12th and I'm like I'm not going to go into a course meeting with 10 minutes to go in a city I've never been in and just walk in the door and Jesus is like yeah that's what I wish to do you know he's the one who knows the way and he's the one that's providing the way and opening everything up so I got in my car I walked in and they were having a Course in Miracles group they were having a big heated discussion on sexuality and I've walked in on the 10 minutes less 10 minutes of a heated discussion on sexuality and they were so heated they didn't even know I was there there was a lot of emotions and a lot of well I think this know he's saying this so I sat there and then oh it's noon oh who are you how did you get here you know it was not the thing that I was typically prone to doing but then very much oh come on we're going out for lunch come with us and then this man Jack he said come on to my apartment and do you play tennis oh I've got a jacuzzi over there and oh I'm so excited to have you here I would look up we're going to do a Course in Miracles potluck picnic on my boat this afternoon and I would love if you would come and I'm gonna call some more people and tell them they got a new person and on and on he said I got a few things to handle just leaving me in his apartment saying help yourself to the fridge and everything like this and well this will be the first of many similar experiences where Jesus says I will go before you making straight your path and living leaving in your way no obstacles to borrow your way nothing you need will be denied you not one thing in difficulty but will melt away before you reach it you need take out for nothing except the only purpose you would fill so I was beginning to trust Jesus like okay if I join with you and I fulfill my purpose you're telling me you'll take care of everything else everything else in time and space like yeah that's it everything oh that's a pretty big everything so in that I realized he meant everything when he said everything that everything has been arranged and orchestrated