 Hello everybody Nervous little back here with another video This isn't Okay, so like I'm gonna keep saying that these aren't speed paints just because they're not my normal You know kind of style of a speed paint But they are technically speed paints so This is just a redraw So okay, so for this version The fairy that you see right there was actually a redraw of another drawing which I'll put like right here right here Okay, you see that good, right? but So that that was a redraw of itself But because it was so booty I decided to do it again Because I feel like I have sort of the skill level to do it again, but I Mean that was really good for when I first started and I don't know I I really liked it at the time and now that I don't I It's like oh well, I guess I didn't like it, but I mean When I was younger, I didn't really and I don't think I really ever have As as Different as this is usually with the art community. I don't think I've ever severely Judged my work When I and when I was younger, I kind of took Solace is that the word that I'm looking for I kind of took solace in the fact that I thought that I was a good drawer and I think that's kind of what pushed me to continue drawing and so I Know a lot of artists that do generally put themselves down with their art and stuff and I sometimes don't think that's a good idea like I know friends that'll I know friends that'll sit there and like I hate this like in the middle of their drawings over and over and over again and okay I'm kind of a hypocrite with this because I do do that sometimes too because there are times when I genuinely hate what I'm drawing but I know for some people they they struggle with Continuing to find motivation for drawing and then they tell themselves that they're a crap artist And then they kind of put them down and then they don't want to draw anymore. That's not the case for everybody I do know a lot of people that they They will Take comfort in the fact that they know that they're not good and that there's still room for improvement Like I knew a lot of those last year and a lot of those this year. I mean in terms of school Where they would they would insult themselves and that's what made them want to draw but then I noticed that there's a problem with people who who Are constantly insulting their art and can't ever see the good in their art and kind of lose the motivation to draw And I think that might be part of it is that They find that their art is so crappy like even okay this here's where I'm going with this though Is that if you genuinely think that your art is crappy? I Understand because that's kind of hard to not believe about yourself like if you genuinely don't like your art Then that couldn't be a problem that makes you not want to draw so my recommendation my unwanted advice is basically You look at your drawing right and you think it's absolute crap case So you look at it and you got to be like this is this is the stuff like even if you don't believe it You just got to tell yourself you got to be like yep. This is good and if that's not the case then just Look at your art and say it's okay. There's still room for improvement and I can I can still improve because I think a lot of Beginning artists will look at their art there There are that isn't as good compared to their favorite artists and they give up because they're like, okay Well, I'm bad at art. I don't think I can Continue to do this because it's not easy. I'm not good and that's part. I think that's part of being an artist is kind of Continuing and for some reason their way for some reason for some people their ways of continuing is different than others Some people will find that it's good to insult themselves Because they genuinely think that their art is bad and so they they tell themselves that and then they're like, okay But I can still get better and I think that's a good mindset to have if you're if you're gonna Constantly critique your and this isn't to say this isn't to say that you should never think your art is bad You should never like try to fix your art or critique your art I do think that's very important is to notice what's wrong with your art and improve upon that But to constantly tell yourself well my art is crap. I'm such a crappy artist. I don't do well. I'm bad at shading I'm bad at line arting or whatever. I think for maybe some people. That's not always the best So, yeah, that's my Unwanted opinion that literally nobody asked for but I decided to put out anyway, so I hope you guys Enjoyed that little commentary I Just with this with this drawing. I actually did lining not lighting a lighting not Lighting not lining ha ha Wow, I'm a terrible person. Look at me being a hypocrite again But anyways point is I decided to do lighting and I hope this came out Okay, because I decided to use like really light blue in comparison with the other colors And I'm not really sure if I blended those correctly and kind of hoping I did But the other one didn't really have any she wasn't her colors weren't really interacting with her environment at all And I don't usually have interacting environments So this time I decided to sort of challenge myself and like actually do something like that so I Hope that turned out okay, and I'm nearing the end of the drawing. So like I referenced the old picture a lot In terms of color and stuff, but I think I darkened this one a lot just to make it look a little bit better I don't know what the bad things are but okay So this is the old drawing right here the one that is like yucky in from 2013 and this is the new one nice and Sort of pretty colored that's always grand. So I hope you guys like this video guys Bye