 I was a combination postal clerk and courier and I ended up in a unique position which is one of the things that put me in the doubtful or hard to prove situation that I became exposed but I maintain I was because many times as a postal clerk and as a courier I delivered mail, went with classified documents off the ship in a helicopter or what they called an S2E 2-engine tracker plane and we would end up particularly in the helicopter runs going into hot zones and landing boots on the ground picking up anything from information to wounded soldiers and many times I saw Agent Orange, the foliage exposure some of the drift and of course I have no way of proving it because I didn't receive orders to be boots on the ground I was part of a diverted helicopter run and ended up with me being there Interesting words that you ask me how do I think or how do I feel it doesn't matter it really has no bearing upon what the government is going to do or the VA is going to do based on how I feel or what I think I know for a fact what I did I don't think it, I don't feel it, I know for a fact I did it but as far as proving it to someone who wasn't there that's not possible this new HR bill in 2015 is the latest one where it will go, who knows but the problem is we are all facing our mortality