 Well, yeah, I mean it's pretty much what you said, like there was something that I felt I needed to say, it was mine to say, and I just needed to say it. It started with just this, I guess I was kind of intoxicated by some of the discoveries that I was making, the connections, the things that I was, the patterns I was recognizing, the things I was putting together, like I remember almost the moment where it all came together and I knew what I was going to be doing for the next 10 or 20 years, like right now, I don't know, I question whether I should even be writing anymore, but at the time I remember I was walking through my neighborhood, we had moved back to the US, started a family, and I had this idea of the reason to move back to the US was that it was going to be a better place to raise my children. Yeah, okay, so I remember the moment, I was walking, we moved back to the two America, thought it was a better place to raise a family because Taipei where we had been living was polluted, et cetera, et cetera, and I had this idea of like the childhood kind of like I had where the neighborhood, we moved to a neighborhood with lots of young families, there'd be kids outside playing, cops and robbers, hopscotch, jump rope, you know, like pick up games, you know, stickball, football, like a kingdom of childhood, you know, and there was nothing of the sort. Everybody pretty much kept to themselves and I was like, what happened? What's going on here? Why this separation from each other? And it was obvious on one level from the blue glow emanating from every window, the televisions, you know, but also the automobiles, like everyone's driving places, there's nowhere to walk to also the air conditioners that trap people inside. So I'm like, wow, all these technologies are part of a process of separation that is the same process of separation that holds human separate from nature that holds one race separate from another race that that even holds matter separate from spirit that that reduces the world to numbers. So I was like, it's all separation, the money system, expressing separation, the educational system, the medical system, everything is part of this narrative, this mythology that ultimately rests in the separate self in a world of other. And so like, so then I'm like, wow, I've got to, you know, tell people this, and, and, and, you know, offer an alternative to this story. So, you know, that's when I wrote The Ascent of Humanity, which took me four years. And it was like this big metahistorical narrative. And I kind of had the idea that I got probably in school that that was like, okay, if I, excuse me, if I produce the correct answer, then the problem is solved. I'll turn my paper into teacher, I'll get an A and the world will change because it's just so obvious, you know, here's the right answer. So everybody's going to read this book, it's like, oh, okay, yeah, now, now we know what we have to do. And obviously, nothing of the sort happened. Instead, I, you know, went bankrupt.