 mistaken think that words will bring you closer to the kingdom of God that's already within your heart rather explore silence explore stillness and in doing so when you quiet the mind you unite with the very kingdom of God that was always already within your heart but that your mind was making too much noise to hear the music every heartbeat is already ineffable perfection relax into the art the very subtle art of just being of just awareness of just I am before you color it with experience with symbols with describing before you add layers of identity and condition yourself to those layers of identity and then create suffering from that so the pure bare empty heartbeat itself awareness being I am itself always already eternally free and then you add your layers of identity and you contract your energy and you move away from the perfection that you already are into some sort of distorted representation of the infinite fractal can you get so subtle that every time your heart beats that you feel the perfection can you get so silent and so still that you feel the perfection that's always already there are you always already free or are you a slave to your own creation to your own manipulations and distortions that your noisy mind relentlessly toils you around in is your nature freedom is your nature perfection if you know it then you're free then you're enlightened free perfection ineffable nothingness and infinity sat shit on the very existence itself is ineffable bliss and peace but your mind with its distortions and its conditioning has taken you hostage you've become a slave to identity personhood of desires of aversion what if you were completely empty what if you were completely hollow what if you cleaned out that distorted clogged up pipe and if you allowed divinity to just channel through you what if you allowed the very sourceful I am to channel through you but no you don't want to die before you die you're attached to the identity of your personhood all of those onion layers of conditioning the only way to liberate yourself is to go in go in recognize that you are the source of awareness and realities you are the big bang you're not a person you're the big bang talking to itself you're the big bang playing with itself you're the big bang exploring with itself take that perspective stop taking the person perspective you're killing yourself and killing your family you're killing your community you're killing the world all you're suffering that you're catalyzing because you're stuck in personhood you are the big bang at play with itself every single person object experience is all you everything is you and you're also the very nothingness that gives rise to it do you hear the background music the omnipresent energy it's everywhere but do you feel it are you at one with it or are you scattered as fuck every heartbeat is perfection to those that are sensitive enough to know it why are you so arrogant that you think that words can take you to the nothingness that you emerged from isn't it common sense that you have to shut the fuck up to learn how to be silent and still for you to know the empty source that you originated from pretty common sense still yourself repeatedly noisy people stay still hone in on the breath watch what happens do you feel it always already perfect moving forward this channel is going to be more and more purely dedicated to being in service to everyone that watches to help them feel the already present happiness peace perfection and freedom that this already is that we already are so you have a slot a little bit time rather than looking at your phone and social media rather than filling that slot of time with something that you have to do for work or at shore what I want you to practice doing is to just be that slot of time just be have you completely atrophied what it means to just be to where you don't even know what I'm talking about if you're like what does he mean by just be reflect on that that means you haven't stopped doing for years and you forgot how to just be so what does that mean stand right here leaned up against the tree in your neighborhood and breathe just breathe and enjoy being and enjoy being aware and if your mind is noisy and it's dragging you around to different thought clouds double down on the breath double down on being the sky of awareness in which the thought clouds appear and disappear more and more you'll create enough of a juxtaposition where you can abide more and more as the pure bare empty sky in just be so stand or sit for a minute just breathe if your noisy mind tries to drag you around double down on the breath become more empty of the thought clouds and just recognize I exist I am the very fact that I am like an exodus 314 God telling Moses I am that I am the very fact that I am is God my very heartbeat itself is God Luke 1721 the kingdom of God within you the kingdom of God within you taught from us see you are that I'm the absolute yes you are this is an appearance of the highest you are the highest appearing right now that's what this is so melt and relax into being the absolute melt and relax into awareness you are the absolute observing its creation so just relax into being and practice that and you'll notice more and more why have I atrophied my ability to just be do I even know how to sit on my living room couch without looking at my smartphone so if the answer to that question is no you have a problem what's the first step we admit that we have a problem and that's the turn inward and as you do that you begin unlocking the well of honey of peace and happiness that was always present in your being and in your awareness in your very existence but that your noisy mind of constantly I must go do this I must go do that do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do and you wonder why there's so many mental health issues learn to be silent learn to be still learn to just be and in that process you will unite more and more with the true essence of your non-distorted nature can you feel the natural awe and peace and happiness and bliss and joy wonder of the child do you know how to simply stretch your body is your mind to toiling you around so much that you're completely neglecting your spine neglecting your knees neglecting your hips neglecting your neck neglecting your wrists fingers feet maybe it's time to get a massage maybe it's time to go to the chiropractor maybe it's time to stop eating junk food high fructose corn syrup fast food maybe it's time to learn how to cook maybe it's time to learn how to stop watching propaganda how to stop watching polarization maybe it's time to stop using social media and maybe it's time to get really good at learning how to hollow oneself out how to empty oneself out how to become a clean pipe the flow of source the flow of the divine is always there you've clogged up your pipe with all your onion layers of conditioning how do you unclog empty empty yourself out you're not those thoughts so what are you just being just awareness i am this that we all share that's god and this is but a manifestation of infinity of our true nature for us to witness for us to explore for us to play for us to create i'll keep working on the content that simplifies down a lot of what i've been uncovering and become more purely in service to those here that are seeking the peace and happiness that's already around their neck already in that perfect heartbeat every second perfection perfection