 I slept in and didn't make my workout this morning. Okay, this was difficult. Like how many tote bags can I have here? You know? I got my Starbucks. I love cooking glasses. It's like legitimately my favorite thing. Both of these are not cooked. Cowboy boots. It's been a couple times actually, and I'm really, really excited. I've got room for like probably four or five more pairs of boots. I have my coffee. Today is gonna be a great day. I can already feel it. I need to leave here in about like an hour. So I'm just finishing up what I'm gonna wear. I feel like this in a coat and a scarf and Uggs. It's, I wear like the same thing every winter. I am like such a visual person, so I'm beginning to think. And I don't like clutter, and I feel like I always have too many clothes even though I'm always donating them. But I feel like I waste so much time planning outfits, or I need, you know what I can smart home. I have like the big iPad on like here, and I need like outfits. Like this is what I need. This is my ideal moment. I walk into my closet in the morning with my coffee, fresh skincare, ready to get dressed for the day, and I have like a large iPad like screen here with a bunch of outfit inspo. I guess I could also just like do that. Without being an interesting video, like deciding my new style, and then making like a vision board basically in my closet. So I always have like outfit inspo. I really don't like being on my phone all the time. Yeah, I can check my phone, but something about it gives me anxiety. I'm not into it. So anyway, I wanna try new Dibs products. I have a coat. It's Kenzie 25, I think, for 25% off until December 5th, I think. Speaking of, today is December 5th. Today is the last day for the Cyber Week sales on the Rebending Housewife merch, if you want. Any of the home stuff or any of the past stuff that we have in stock, go shopping. It's a great gift. I've been liking how I'm doing my makeup lately. I would like to self-tand that I am, if possible. You know what? Wearing a white shirt to a cooking class. I'll be changing my top. I can't even wear a white shirt anywhere. Like who am I kidding? From last night, if you guys watched yesterday's vlog, I basically have just, my anxiety the past few weeks has been so high, background. And then I just, I don't know, like I'll get in these spirals of feeling like I'm not enough, I'm not doing enough, I'm not achieving enough, I'm not successful enough, I'm not whatever. And I feel like it comes in waves. Like sometimes I feel totally fine and then other days I'm like, I'm quitting everything, you know? Last night, I ended up like starting editing a video and then I actually finished it and it was like a video, it was the Martha Stewart vlog, a video I really liked. I took a nice bath. Good news, guys. I think my skincare, at least this summer Friday, stuff is arriving today. And let me just tell you, my skin really, really, really needs it. I do love my curology though. I forgot, I don't know why I forgot that I had it and then I started using it. I was like, why wasn't I using that? I was reading this book called Like All I Want For Christmas, I think. It was really cheesy. Honestly, it wasn't good. Like it wasn't a good book. And I think it was like the exact book that I needed to read last night that was like, when I say dumb, I don't mean like, okay, do you ever use a word and then like, you can't say it like publicly because you're like, that comes off like really mean or like totally not. Like you and your friends like say something, it's like idiot, but like that's not, you know what I mean? Like it's just like not a, like, I don't know. When I say like I need a dumb book, I more so mean like when people say like palette cleanser books or like, it's like kind of like a mindless, cheesy, whatever book. And it was kind of like that. Even with that though, I was reading it. I was like, I actually really don't like this, but here's the catch. It was a Christmas book set in Nashville between two country stars. So like literally right in my alley. So I thought I was gonna like it more. And honestly, like even though as I was reading it, I was like, I don't really like it. I had to finish it because hello, that's me. Like I'm so delusional to where I say that to me as if like I'm the country star. I'm like that's, that's, you know, like all the, all the Gen Z kids, all those people say. Okay, speaking of dibs, this is not sponsored. By the way, I just love it dibs. I don't know if this is the right one. She gave me another stick yesterday, but since I'm still using mine, I'm gonna give it to Lauren because Lauren really wanted one. And I told her I'd get her one, but I really, it just like makes your life so much easier. When I first started using them, I was like, oh yeah, they're good, whatever. And then like as time went on, I'm like, I'm upset. That's how I am with like every makeup product though. It's very odd. Like I, they're the coarsest powder I first used. I was like, I don't know. And now couldn't love without it. Do you guys ever think about like, who has you muted on Instagram? You know? And I was thinking about like, you know the people who post and they're like, mute for your mental health. Like if my friends don't want to see my stuff, they totally get it. Like that's fine, whatever. Like do whatever you need to do. And yeah, like I agree with this sentiment, but like I don't want to know, you know? Come on, let's be honest guys. And the worst thing is those people are like, I wouldn't even be offended. I'm like, you wouldn't be offended. Okay. That's not true. Not true. You know what? I have this item. Oh, that's not a proud job. Anyways, I woke up feeling a lot better. I did finish that book last night though. I read like the last, I think I read like 60% of it. Also, I know so many of my book girls love Magnolia Parks. And I think that people have not connected the dots, that that is just a hastings for my podcast. Those are her books. And those are the books I was talking about forever. But when she was on the show at first, like Magnolia Parks hadn't come out, but she said something to me early, you know? Perks of knowing the author. Coolest thing about my life. But I had read them way before. Anyways, another one comes out like in a few weeks and she sent it to me. So I want to read that. I have another thriller book that Brooke has been posting about that I want to read. I'm like three away from my yearly goal. Like I'm definitely going to pass it. Especially once I'm done with Vlogmas. Like I feel like I'll just like chill for two weeks and just read a ton. And I need that. Like I need that. I need those weeks where I'm like resetting mentally, clearly. But honestly, it would be helpful guys. If you just like told me what videos you liked watching and like what parts you don't like watching. And if you feel like they're so repetitive that they're boring. And I know a lot of people are like, I love the repetitive. That's the part of Vlogs that I love. Which I feel that way when I watch with people. When I edit mine or even watch my back when I'm not editing. Now I'm like, this is just like, I'm like, this isn't good. Like it's just so boring. I don't know guys. I'm in my like self doubt era. You know, I don't want to be at all. I feel like I'm like in a flop era and I'm not feeling good about it. But like next year, next year I'll be better. You know? I just feel like no one is even like there. Like I'm like talking to a wall. You know? Like is my YouTube career over? Be honest. So anyways. I like don't want it to be. And I want to do other videos. But like, honestly what it is is like, I just like reading comments. Like that is the most fulfilling thing to me. And the rewarding part of YouTube is the comment section. And like feeling like there's like a community there. And I just feel like, I don't know. I feel like everything is just, going down hell for me these days honestly. You know who's Vlogs? I love so much is Devin Carlson's. And this is what I mean. Like when I watch someone like, oh like she just says whatever. I've been on YouTube forever. Like whatever. I'm going to try this lip liner. Like my hand to face difference. I can't even talk about it. We're not talking about it. I already hear it see and hear the comments. And like honestly, yeah, I agree. Okay, it's a beautiful color. It's just not what I'm going for today. But here we are. It might be my favorite like consistency of lip liner I've ever used. Like so moisturizing. Weird. Who knew? I watched Devin Carlson and she could do nothing. And I would find it interesting. Like she's just the star. I think I'm saying it makes sense. I'm going to put this lip gloss on and I know it's probably not going to make sense. I love dibs. Like seriously, another thing too that I will say, every industry feels like saturated. Makeup, I feel like it's really hard to break into. And it's hard to make something more, like honestly, I think it's more so than it's hard to make something that's like not already on the market. And dibs has like really, really been so incredible. I don't even know if I told you all this, but I ordered a light fixture to go up there to replace the ugly light that I'm blocking off. So that'll be up next week. We'll have some home updates. We're going to have some mall vlogs. But I got the same one that I have downstairs because finding a light fixture, like the worst part about being an adult and having a house is picking out rugs and finding light fixtures. Because like I don't know my style in those and like what I really want. I feel like I always change what I want anyways. With things, so that was the worst thing. So I decided to just get the one that I have downstairs regardless anyways. Cause I know I like it. I think I might put it in the kitchen too. I do think I got to an accident, but honestly I have another space that I could use anyways. I'm using the wrong mirror. I did get a lash lift and I feel like it was great. I'm not dying to like go back and get another one. You know, like it was good. I say that now, like once it goes down, maybe it will bother me. I'm not curling my lashes right now at all. Really am using incredible makeup products like right now. I honestly love my outfit. I forgot about this coat that I have and it's incredible to this teddy bear coat. I think it's from misguided. I'll try to link it if I can find it online. And then I just have obviously my puff bag. I just made like 15 tig talks. Suddenly I feel much, much better. Hi. Oh my God, we're like color coordinating. Exactly, we're opposites. Your bag is so cute. Look at your bag though. Oh my gosh. I'm going to see it in person. It's my headphones are kind of weird right now, but fast back. It's really cute. What do you think it is? That's why it's expensive. I don't know how I'm supposed to put it. Wait a minute. Look at the love. Stop the espresso martini. Wait, that's so, I need to get that. We'll have time in the middle of class to shop. I like know the rundown. Oh my God, this is cute too. I love. Oh my God. It's so good. This is amazing. It's oyster. See my bathroom lord and I, we get oysters all the time from Hudson Hills. Hi. Perfect, thank you. We have a lover. Also, I'm going to Paris to be with you. So maybe I should get, you know. No, you don't have to fold it. You just want to put it in. And this is how I set my camera though. I know. Can you all please watch this video twice so she has ads and some money for it? Actually. Yeah, no literally. I don't use tripods. Yeah. You can't forget cheese. It smells bad. It's cool. Taste test. We said we're going to brought you out for dinner. Okay. You should get this. This is not as spicy, it's pretty good. I know. But we should just do the list. We should. We should just do the list. Okay. Okay, that is close. William, thanks. Oh. Oh, the difference. Yeah. Oh my God. And you see it's super easy. It's salt. Oh my God. Bria got the Polar Expresso. Guys, first of all, this is my favorite. This is my favorite Christmas movie. I think that's an unpopular video. No, I love that movie. What do you do? Yes. Okay, every time I say that, nobody's vibing with you. You know what's crazy? I have realized that in recent years. I thought everyone always loved the Polar Express. Yeah, when I saw you went to the activation, I was like, hello? Do you know that? Are you ready for any friends? Do you know that that's where I got COVID? Was on a Polar Express thing. You were so much a five-year-old. By the way, guys, the Polar Express, we said Expresso because that is the name before people call it. Actually, you know what? Any engagement is good engagement. Sure. Be angry. Expresso, B-X-P-R-E-S-S-O. Expresso. Taste test. Taste test time. This is one of my favorite Espresso ones. I'm nervous because it doesn't look super green, but I trust you. It looks green on top. Yeah, you're actually kind of right. I do like Millie better, but I do like this one. Good? Okay, it's really good. So, for context, I'm not a coffee drinker, guys. So, I can't, if I can taste the coffee in my Expresso, and then usually it's not, I can't do it. But drapes, like for the most part, they make a good creamy one. We don't know if they changed the recipe recently. And then this one, it's good because you see the layer of cream on top. Yeah. Okay, so. That's a secret, I think. It is. No, it has to have some sort of creamy element to it. It's really good. I love that. How do you give it an 8.5 out of 10? Oh, it's really good? Yeah. Especially for a non-coffee drinker. Yeah. Here we go. It's true. Okay, Bria and I did an ornament exchange. Look at how cute. And then, it couldn't let her buy it for herself. I got her ramen, this is her and Adela. Oh wait, can we see it? It sent a memo from me and AJ because we both get ramen like once a week. So cute. Make sure he knows it's for him as well. No, I won't, I won't. Oh my God. Look at us. Thank you. I know we really are the cutest. Okay guys, I had the best morning with Bria. I'm gonna pick up Lauren because she's getting like her lips in Botox done and she can't go without me. So, gonna go drive her there. It kind of like actually starting to feel like Christmas. It's later in the afternoon. I just ordered Taco Bell. I don't know about y'all, but I will get a craving for Taco Bell probably like once every couple of months and I have to have it. But having Taco Bell, getting work done, hanging out with the dogs before I leave to get ready. Guys, I'm back from dinner. We didn't go out. I'm so tired. Like I just need to get to bed. I'm just unboxing some packages that arrived when I was gone. I got the Daily Stoke book. I've heard so many amazing things about this in the morning. So I wanted to try it out because I feel like I used to do like devotionals and stuff when I was more in that world. And I don't really relate to that stuff. So, figure out the Daily Stoke is for me. We waited for our table at Onibar for over two hours tonight. Which is fine because we just went and got a drink at Monkey Bar, but it was, actually no, it wasn't fine. I should have said no. I should have gone home. I should have been like, you know what, no. So here we are. I got some stuff from Summer Fridays. Shoot, look up. They sent me this cute little puff bag. It's gonna unbox all of this now. It is lip balm. I love this stuff. This is my entire skincare routine is the Sonia Decar Super Clear Serum and then all Summer Fridays. And also Cureology. And then I also use apostrophe for certain things. It just depends. But like my basics that I do, this is the Cloud Dew Moisturizer. I love it. Like it's just incredible. This 16, like Heavenly Facial Oil thing. Unbelievable, like I don't think I've ever loved a face oil so much. Actually, I never have. It's the best face oil ever. I'm in C, which everyone always talks about how important vitamin C is. And to be honest with you, when I use it, I like don't feel like I see that they give a difference. I just know it's important for me. Maybe I'm just not seeing it. I don't know. But it doesn't matter what vitamin C I use. It's like, I just, it's like something I know that I need to do, but like am I supposed to see something? Like I'm supposed to be like glowier? I don't know. But also I will say like when I'm not tan, when I'm pale, I just don't feel glowy. Like my skin isn't super glowing. The only way I feel glowy is if I'm tan and then I have like a bunch of oil on. The nourishing body lotion because my skin has been so dry lately. These are like my three skincare products that I use every day. Plus the Sonia de Car Super Clear Serum, like I said. Okay, I'll put this on. Okay, I literally had two drinks in the span of four hours. Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed today's vlog. It is only like 10 something. So I'm gonna go to bed. I might start reading a new book. I think I'll probably fall asleep. I need to match my pajamas on. I need some skincare and I need to be sleeping. I will talk to you guys in the morning.