 You've gone in and out of talking about emotional problems. One of the things that you did an episode of the Moth podcast 15 years ago or something where you told a personal story about growing up that I heard it was like, this is interesting to hear a comedian I really like talk about that. And it kind of inspired the three mics thing I did on Netflix in a weird way. Because I was like, oh, this is an interesting thing to hear. I don't think you especially like doing it. I think you'd rather just be fucking funny and opinionated. I'm definitely hair metal than more hair metal than grunge. Because hair metal bands had their pain, but we just sort of rocked our way through it. Like you're saying we. No, because Generation X, there's a dividing line. Yes. There's you're on the hair metal 80 side, fucking metal, beginning of speed metal and all of that shit, or you're into the grunge stuff. You know, well, what they call grunge because, you know, I still maintain the best album of the 90s as far as that music coming out during that era was Jane's Addiction's Rit by Ritual. They love it. Well, I would. Completely agree. No album can fucking touch. I don't think that's. That's the bottom. The second side of that. I learned how to meditate. Listen to that. It was so good. I did acid to it on high school and was like, this is the wrong. This was the wrong thing to do. Acetail. Oh, three days. Yeah. That's exactly what it was. Literally three days on acid, trying to get sleep because I had to get up in the morning to Caddy and three days by Jane's Addiction's playing. And it's like, this is not. This is a lot of gears, like literally just visualizing gears. You couldn't take that with a melatonin or whatever people. Not back then. That didn't exist. This is 89, Bill. And now there was no melatonin. Get no sleep or drop some acid. Yeah. That album is a fucking masterpiece. Totally agree. There's Steven Perkins drumming on it. Yep. How creative it was and different. He totally imploded the whole snare on two and four thing based on one and three. He just like, it was more like percussion, but it totally worked. And the sound of his cymbals is dynamics, the whole thing. That is still an album. Like, I don't know, how old is that album? 34 years? 34, yeah. It still makes, I get goosebumps when I listen to it. Yeah. I love it. And then the funny, and it also had that thing where Ben caught stealing was the single and it's like the worst song on the album. You know what I mean? Like it's silly compared to the rest of the album. Yeah. But there's still really interesting elements where like, Perry Farrell is so good, you don't realize that the lyrics don't rhyme. And how he threw that, he threw it all out the window. I didn't need to fucking rhyme. I have something to say here and I'm saying this. I'm not going to try to figure out what rhymes with grasshopper. Did you ever see them live? Yeah. Did you? I never saw them live. I regret it. That Lila Palooza, did you go to like D-Jane's Addiction? I didn't go then. Oh, I saw them later. Body of Mind saw them at Rocky Point. Where's that? It was one of those theme parks that wasn't Disneyland that just, that lived around in like, there was always like one state away there would be some sort of permit. And it was, the rides were super dangerous and there was no padding left in the seats. I went there on an altar boy retreat. Fantastic. Yeah. Got beat up. By who? Another church. This faculty with a dead tooth. Yeah, you're hair metal. But you have a, but more and more you've talked about sort of like having a temper on stage. Oh, let me say, but more and more you're going to see like Madonna. Yeah, but you did go see Madonna. Yeah, I blew it. I blew it with like, I was like really like, I was almost borderline racist with my music where I was just like, there's only one kind of music. This is superior. Like if I had just switched a few words, I could have been the grand dragon of the Klan. So I wasn't talking about people. I would only listen to metal. And what it really was was I was, I was so walled off emotionally that anything that actually brought up feelings to me, like I didn't want to feel them because I knew that that was, that was a freefall into this 800 pound gorilla that I ignored until my 40s. And so anything. So you would just focus on anger. Aggression. Yeah. Aggression I related to, you know, although all those metal bands had their ballads. Sure, but that was always about like one check. That's what I loved about the metal bands. They played the ballad. You know, they were trying to get, they got you laid too. Yeah. Because not all those chicks made it backstage. Some of them stayed in the crowd and fucked us. Yeah. Those bands were great. And what I loved too was that they, you know, everybody could play. They could really fucking play. And it wasn't just about being able to play. Like you had to like shred. Like there was an insane, and the level of musicianship because there was no internet. We were all just rewinding cassette tapes and slowing down records. I say we like, I mean, I was trying to do that. But there was always just that gifted kid that could figure it out like guitar. Yeah. They all seem like they went to Berkeley school. I mean, like whenever you do research about C.C. DeVille or any of these people from like the, no, those guys were all self taught. Yeah. You were self taught. You found somebody else. And then there was always these rumors, you know, there's always a guy two towns over that could play eruption, you know what I mean? Dude, I was at a party. I saw it. He played it. Yeah. Yeah. And like what I, I feel bad for kids today because they don't get a chance to develop like a scene because everyone's just like filming it. And like, and I even have it. Like if, if something happened in the middle of a jungle in Africa, if there's no video, I'm like, what the fuck? You know, like how is there no video? But, but back then what was funny was like, you know, there's this guy and like the myth of it and people would just keep adding to it. It would become like this giant fish story out, bigger fish are caught. And, but it was just like, you know, he can play it. I saw it. I was there. Yeah. Really dude. I mean, he wasn't even looking at the fretboard. He was just fucking ripping. Hey, did you like that? Did you like that? Yeah. Did you like it though? You want more? Don't want to work? Would rather watch videos of me grab assing with people. And first of all, go up here to subscribe and then go up here to watch more clips. This is like when the weatherman says there's a high pressure system coming in. Although I'm not really used to the green screen.