 All right you guys we're doing it the work's done the car is packed the title of this video is I don't even know what it is part two of How much can you really fit into a 2009 Holden Berina? Let's check it out Let's check it out guys the date The date is Saturday the 30th of March It is eight 01 in the morning, and this is my final day here in Cairns. It's going to be split into two different videos This one Which is going to be titled what I just said and I'm going to show you guys exactly how we packed and what we've got It's a bit humid That is something I won't miss is the humidity. We're going back to Alice Springs. It's a dry heat And it's actually coming into winter, so it's going to be perfect Summer really gets me You know Frustrated because it goes so long. It's like an eight-month summer Relentless heat, but we are coming into winter in Alice Springs, and I'm really happy about that so I Thought before I before I show you guys what's behind me because it is beautiful I thought I'd come down to the exact spot that I came down to three days ago and Sat down and talk to you guys about my drug use and drug abuse And so, you know the fact that I'm not smoking right now and I can actually just come down to the beach Which is about five minutes away from my place At 8 o'clock in the morning is pretty fucking phenomenal, you know It's beautiful and unfortunately recently my headspace has not allowed me To come down and just relax and enjoy it So on my last day my final day I had to come down here and I had to make this video after this we're gonna head over and see my daughter. I Am going to stop this video. I'm gonna start another one. It's gonna be called my last day in cans or Saying goodbye to my daughter or something along those lines because The fact is is that I have to say goodbye to her for a period of time today whoops and Every time I think about it I start start Start crying really so we've got some We've got some company As you can see I'm not sure where they go Let's have a look at this Let's have a look at this guys We definitely play some Tetris Not sure if I should be opening this but I will and that is what we're working with Projectiles everywhere so Yeah, we're all packed everything is in there. I did it all last night. I was gonna I Was gonna do it this morning. I was gonna make a big vlog about it, but honestly Like I got into it last night, and I was like Fuck it. I'm just gonna keep going and that's what I did. So I woke up this morning. Oh I'm definitely not opening that woke up this morning. Everything was packed. Everything was ready. I've had one coffee and Yeah, I was an absolute sweaty mess. It is too hot to be a furniture removalist In the city of Cairns. I'll tell you that much. But anyways driver's seat Totally dangerous totally illegal, but I got everything up there the drone Some equipment for the business. We've got my computer there. We've got all my clothes which Look, I did my best I did my best to cut down on clothes when I came here and I've done it again when I'm going back and I've still got a Whole heap that I'm never gonna wear. I don't have enough fucking days of the week There's not enough hours in the day to wear all those clothes. It's like why am I keeping them? Why? And it's because every single one of those shirts has some sort of emotional connection to me So I have to keep them. I've got no choice But anyways, anyways, let's finish this video off with a little stroll down the beach Nice little romantic stroll down the beach because it is fucking beautiful. I mean look at this shit The only thing actually I will tell you guys why I didn't come down to the beach more often and that is because You can swim in it, but they tell you They tell you not to you shouldn't be swimming in this water because of the the risk of either crocodiles not sharks but crocodiles and or jellyfish, but Fuck it, I'm glad I came down here man. Look at this shit. This is absolutely stunning Absolutely stunning So, you know, I do want to give you guys some sort of final thoughts on My time here in Cairns, but I at the moment You know all I can concentrate on is Going and seeing my daughter because truth be told I haven't seen her for the last three days because Things have been shit and I've known what I need to do. I've known I need to pack up my place. I've known You know, no one else is going to help me with this shit, so I've put all my time and effort into other things for the last three days and I've really neglected The two people that have been the most important in my life this whole entire time. I've been here So it's it's a bit backwards, but today is the day that we make amends today is my final day And I'm going to spend the whole entire day with my daughter Shelling out money not caring I'm going to go and buy breakfast lunch dinner everything today today is the day about my daughter and I also want to show Mephemial how much I really really do care and respect for her because she she She believes I do not she believes I don't care. I don't respect her, but I do man. I do she's she's pretty much single-handedly brought up our daughter for the first year in a bit of her life and She's five months pregnant. It's like It's incredible. She is an incredible woman. She she she has my respect It's just we don't work in a relationship and that's all I'm gonna say so with that said I'm gonna give you guys another look at this absolute beautiful beach palm cove here in Queensland and I'm gonna go and face the music I'm gonna go and apologize I'm gonna go and be truthful Because I tell you one thing guys one thing and we'll finish it here the truth will set you free I'll see you in the next video guys have a fantastic day