 I really, I do not believe water that I can physically and mentally, I go out and put a couple of nerves right down. I don't want to be in this place like Wilson. And I do not believe I can physically and mentally carry the responsibilities of the bomb and the world and the neighbors and the south and so on. I'm a very offered man and better prepared man and better trained man and Harvard educated man and I know my own presentation. I just don't believe that I have the physical and mental strength to carry. And I think the time to make that decision is hardly a day and not after they go home. I've talked about it a good deal this morning. I've read the statement 20 years but I'm just getting ready to write this. I just got one more sentence on it and I told him to have a helicopter stand by and I would decide during the lunch hour I'm going to meet with the security council. And I decided during the lunch hour I'm going to do about it. And either come on up there or call in the press conference here. You have any idea what should be better from your vantage point? From my standpoint it would be better here because you don't have to go through any of the handshaking. And they follow the roar. On the other hand you kind of hate the managers, you know, the folks who are here through the press. If I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it. I told you that. That's what I think you will be burdened on to the older folks there because I'm quite right to hold them up this long. And everybody gets... I think I've got to decide on the last presence of day because I'm free just to be interviewed every 10 minutes. That's the whole thing. That's the whole thing.