 So much pressure on where you have to be at a certain age Hey guys, what is that? So I'm just about to leave the house to go get tested my car literally smells like booty cheeks right now because somebody left They're sinking food in the back and it wasn't me obviously like I don't sit in the back And now my car smells like literal shit because there was rotten food sitting here And I had no idea so I don't know how to get rid of this smell like it's disgusting Like I feel like puking right now, so I need to get some sort of air freshener I think what I'm gonna do today if I can when I get back is like clean my car just like spray it down with like Cleaner or something just to help get the smell out. Anyways, we're gonna stop and get a coffee I'm wearing my Tommy Hilfiger sweater. I haven't worn this in so long I thrifted this a while ago, but I love it because it's like kind of gives me like the Christmasy vibes Yeah, so let's see agenda I have like a whole kind of list of things like errands that I need to run when I'm on the way back So y'all are gonna come along with me for that yesterday by the way. Oh my goodness Okay, I got my period like a couple days ago and I was absolutely like dying like I was dead Like there was no reviving me like I was dead, okay? And then the next day I felt like shit like absolute shit And then today is the third day and I still don't feel 100% like I still feel like shit But it's like not as bad as it was. Thank God. Oh my goodness I'm supposed to be posting a video today But that's just not gonna happen because like I couldn't get any footage over the weekend because I was literally dead So I'm making the vlog today today's Monday And I'm gonna be posting this tomorrow because I'm just I still want to get a vlog up at the beginning of the weeks Anyways, if you guys struggle with like Mosquito in my car If you guys struggle with bad periods like I feel your pain like I'm gonna go see naturopath Cuz like no doctor prescribed pain meds work for me like nothing works for me So I'm gonna go see like a naturopath and like I don't know try and heal it more naturally But it's just like if you guys have bad period cramps, like I feel you look I'm so sorry Like it's just like I feel like it's very like people don't realize how much it could affect a woman's life and You know like it's like you can like like for example me like if I had a regular 9 to 5 job I would not be able to go in the days that I have it like there's no way like I'd be taking sick days every single month And like it sound like someone would like maybe a man or like someone who has an experience cramps before would say something like Oh, like she's just like milking it but like no like if you don't like go through it You don't know what it feels like it is it is disgustingly horrible. So if you guys suffer with like the same pain I'm so sorry. But anyways, let's get going Okay guys, this is kind of a monumental moment because I'm actually picking up my coffee at the lens coffee Because there's a blends coffee in like my area and I don't like really know of any other like coffee shops Like just like little like I know one but it's more like they sell a lot of shit, too So it's not like just a coffee shop But the only one that I've been going to like literally my whole life is Starbucks I've never I don't think step foot in this coffee like this blends coffee shop before so you know what? I'm like why not try it because Starbucks cover to their gingerbread latte and Blend coffee I saw on their website that they have it I'm pretty sure they got advertised to me on like Instagram or something. So like, you know what why not give it a go Why not give my money to some other? Coffee company other than Starbucks because it's literally all that I do. So let's try it. I'm so excited I think we're just gonna get like a hot drink. I'm debating fresh kind of ice, but I think I Just saw the name of my dick up yet about that. So we'll see Okay, so I got it I got a gingerbread latte iced with oat milk. So I'm so excited to try this Honestly, I really like the cups like I think that they're so cute kind of like them better than Starbucks's like I don't know what it is about them, but they just look so cute. Okay first impressions Mmm That is really good. Mmm. Okay. Okay. I see a blend I don't know this tastes like the Starbucks's oat milk like the barista one They might use the same oat milk, which I love because it tastes so good But yeah, that's actually so good It doesn't taste like Starbucks's gingerbread latte that they had last year, but it tastes like really good anyways So might be coming here more often The only thing is is I thought that it was gonna be cheaper than Starbucks But it was literally like the same price may be a little more so I was really shocked about that now I got to put in the address because we're gonna go. Oh my god, we're literally only 15 minutes away from here That's amazing. Okay, let's get going. Okay, so I just got out of Walmart. That was like kind of hectic It was kind of busy like I don't know like I feel like it's just the holidays like it's literally a Monday right now I Don't know why it would be busy, but I just want to see you guys a quick haul before I go to the dollar store I got some Drash on poo and I'm not gonna let Madison touch this because she literally like you guys have part already probably heard she literally like Drinks this stuff So I'm hiding this from her and I they finally had that my favorite pimple patches in stock These are the ones that I use so I bought two of them. They're only five dollars each which is so good You probably have them on Amazon too, but I love these ones And they were literally at a stock with them for like a few weeks and then I also got this everyday detox tea I really wanted to try this because some people are like it made me it makes like my skin glow and everything So I'll give you guys like an update on how this works But I love having tea at night or like some hot drinks So I really want to try this everyday detox because my mom like buys this brand of tea. It's called traditional medicine Medicinals my mom already buys this brand, but she's never bought this one before so I'm excited to try it and I just got a bunch of like red shirts for The guys in my family because we all do like a matching Christmas moment pajama thing around Christmas time So they just needed some shirts to go along with their black pants that they're gonna get of that done and Yeah, so I'm gonna go to the dollar store because I want to pick up a few things I'll talk more about that later So I literally just got home and I went to the dollar store You'll see why in like one of the next few clips because I'm gonna do a little bit of a change in my frames in my room I know I'm so bipolar of them, but I'll talk about that later. Anyways, well, I was driving I was kind of in my thoughts and I just wanted to Do a little Moments with macaela. I haven't done one of these in a while So I just wanted to quickly set up the camera here and talk to you guys. Why is that chair broken? What the heck? But I just wanted to quickly say because I feel like this is so important I think I've like made a whole video on this before I've talked about this lots on my channel But I just wanted to address it again, and it's just the fact that like You don't need to be anywhere like society tells you like oh at age 18 you graduate school, and then you go to university at age 25 you have to be married and have your first kid You have to have nine to five job you have to Be at work every day and blah blah blah like society tells you so many things that you have to do and it like Creates a mold for you, and it almost like takes away your your like own sense of self and How you're supposed to truly blossom if that even makes sense? I know that's like very cheesy, but it's true like society expects people to go to school and To stay in school like even if you don't like it They it's a society puts up pressure on you like oh you're not going to be successful If you don't go to school and they make like following your dreams of what you actually want to do They make it like so scary and they're like oh you're gonna like fail and all this stuff And it's like they try and scare you into being this perfect mold And it's like you don't like you're on your own journey in life And you just have to always remember that that like don't ever feel like you're behind anybody else because it's impossible to be behind on your own journey in life because if you're 25 years old and you're Like don't have that traditional university degree You're not like settled down like married or have wanting to have kids yet like that is okay like that is Completely fine and should be like normalized that not everybody is gonna follow that traditional route of like Doing the university and then going to work a nine to five right after it's like you don't have to do that Like do what you want to do because like society makes you think that that's the only thing that's gonna work out for you And that's the only thing that's gonna give you a good future and you have to do that But like that's not true like school first of all is not made for everybody like it's really not like Nothing is made for everyone playing basketball Not everybody's naturally talented at basketball and everyone's gonna like to play basketball So you can't force somebody to join basketball. This is just an example, but like it goes the same like for school Not everybody's gonna like school not everybody's gonna want to do school and like that is okay That should not be looked down upon if you don't like Because if you guys don't know like I went to university for one year and I just like did not like it I did not like find I did not see like a future in it for me because what I wanted to do Had nothing to do with school I wanted to go more creative route and do this and you know follow my intuition and follow my dreams pretty much Wasn't hard for me to do that honestly because I just like for some reason I just knew that's what I needed to do in that moment But what was hard about it was like the looks and the reactions that I would get when I would tell people that like I was Leaving school. It's like oh when you're gonna go back like you have a plan and blah blah blah blah It's like not everybody is meant to be in school like we're all different We're all unique and we're all born to do different things on in this life in this earth So it's like going to school and it's not for you Then you don't need to go like there's just so much pressure on where you have to be at a certain age in your life And there's so much societal pressure on you have to do be at this age in your life at this age You have to do this by this age and it's like that's why so many people feel so lost It's because they're like oh shit Well, I didn't reach that by that age like oh I'm just like then they don't feel normal But it's like no like that's not the way it's supposed to be like everybody is on their unique journeys and everybody Is unique everybody is gonna be doing something different and like it's not normal It's not natural for everybody to do the same thing, you know So I just wanted to say that like wherever you're out in your life if you feel like you're behind In comparison to other people or in comparison to society Don't feel that way like if that's not true because that's just like what society wants you to think and that's what and how Makes you feel but in reality, it's not true like you can't be behind in your own journey because like you're Considered like every single human being on this planet has their own journey like you can't draw out every single Person's journey and like give them a rubric like that's not how it works That technically that's what society is done But like that's not natural because everybody's on their own different path Everybody's on their own different journey and you just have to realize that Wherever you're out in your life like that's a part of your journey and that's a part of what's meant for you So yeah, I just wanted to say that quickly because like there's so much pressure like especially like around like the age that I'm hitting now is like I'm 21 and It's like I'm supposed technically supposed to be graduating with a degree This would be like my fourth year of university and it's like I'm not at school like you know what I mean So it's like when I tell people that it's like I see their reaction on their face It's like like they don't like it. It's like okay like fight me. What are you gonna do about it? Like it's so just like Stuck in people's brains. That's like oh you have to do a bcd and then you'll be happy But that's not true like that's not gonna make everybody happy like oh like you're on your own freaking journey and just please remember that because I Just wanted to say like follow your intuition It's so important and don't ever feel behind because it's impossible for you to be behind on your own journey Like it's your own life. Okay. It's not a rubric. It's your own journey and your own path in your own life like Do what you want to do And follow your heart. Okay. Follow your heart. Follow your intuition. I know it sounds really cheesy But it's like so true. Oh god, I have to go inside. I still literally have quarter of my coffee left I'm still gonna drink it but this is like bigger than Starbucks a hundred percent like a grande at Starbucks This is like a medium This is like a lot bigger because I think so much drink this and usually Starbucks drinks I can drink really fast. Yeah, I really like it actually it's so good I've been listening to Bryson tiller like it's called a different Christmas It's like it's Christmas album if you didn't know he came out with one that is it and I really like the song with Justin Bieber in it It's so good. It's a little Christmas music suggestion for you guys. I feel so Christmasy in this right now like I'm loving it. Okay anyways, I'm gonna go inside now and Yeah, I'm gonna Okay guys, so I am now back home. I don't know if I picked up the camera I don't think so but what I did is I just cleaned my car because like I said, it was literally smelling like Booty cheeks like I'm not even kidding you it sounds so freaking bad So what I did was I just like I didn't vacuum it because it was raining So like I you can't really vacuum a car. It's raining or else your car's gonna get all wet Like the inside So what I did was I just like took an all-purpose cleaner And I went like throughout my car and just wiped everything down to make it smell good And then I put some essential oil in there So hopefully that makes it smell better and it like it airs out because it's just so disgusting And I honestly hate having a dirty car like it's like when you drive like it affects like your mood I don't know what it is. But like when I get into my car and if it's like dirty or like smelling bad I'm like, you know, like this is disgusting. Like you just don't want to be in it It's like my room like I hate when my room gets messy Anyway, so I bought four post postival boards. I'm gonna cannot speak and my plan is to Change the brown out for the white. I mean change the Yeah, change the brown out for the white. So I want to replace these frames I mean what's in them and the white because it's just like doesn't go with the vibe of my room right now And I just want to make everything like clean and classy and white and just like I don't know I just I just really it looks like way darker in person like it looks more yellow. You know, I really like it So that's what we're gonna do I think I might keep the quotes and then just put like a white backdrop behind them Yeah, honestly, I'm thinking about getting a TV here because I just haven't been happy with anything that's been in the frame so far So I'm thinking of getting a TV because like my bed is right here So it kind of lines up perfectly with like this side of my room So, let me know what you guys think my dad thinks it would be a waste of money because we have like several TVs in this house But I don't know like it would just kind of be a vibe to have a TV in my room So let me know what you think I should do because if you guys have been like subscribed to me for a while And you have been watching my videos for a while You know that like I change these picture frames out so often because I never know what to put in them like I don't know I just haven't been happy with anything So I don't know. I just kind of wanted TV So maybe unboxing day when they go on sale when everything goes on sale again Because I didn't like look on black Friday But maybe on boxing day if I can get a good deal for TV because it kind of has to be a big one because There's a big wall there. So I don't want to get like a tiny TV for a huge wall So it would have to be like a good decent big size also because my bed is kind of like something like that close to it So you want it to be big So let me know What I should do because I can't start for shit also I'm using my little camera right now because the batteries charge in this one. Anyways, let's switch out the frames I hate doing this. It's a very vigorous process. Okay, so I just changed the frames here They are you can see them in the corner there. I just Still don't like them. I don't know what it is But I think I just want to put a TV there because nothing that I put there and buried like I don't love it Like I just don't love it and this is my room. I want to love it, you know what I mean? So if you're an interior designer or You have any ideas Please let me know if there's anything you would recommend other than a TV Just like I just don't know what to do with this big gigantic wall like I just Don't know what to do with it. I don't know to do the frames like I think they got to go. Anyways, so my room is kind of like it's not like a pig's die But it just has like I just have like random stuff everywhere This is like clean laundry that I haven't put away yet And this is just like shit that needs to go and then in the corner here I have all my Christmas gifts that I need a wrap, so we're gonna do that soon for a vlog So don't worry, but I'm just waiting to do that. So yeah, I'm just gonna tidy this up real quick And I'll be back. I'm currently just about to get ready because we Spontaneously are just about to go to this place near me It's called the Farge Lake and we're just gonna go walk around It's like a lake within they set up a whole bunch of lights around the lake So it's super pretty and we're about to go spontaneously do that The only thing is is I think it's literally freezing booty cheeks outside So I'm just gonna check the degrees because I feel like I'm gonna wear this and I have soap pants on But I'm like debating if I should put on like something underneath here to make it warmer Because I just want to throw my parka on I mean like my super puff on bad I don't know if that's gonna be that warm enough. Okay, what I'm gonna do is I'm literally gonna add this black Just literal shirt. It's like really Soft and I'm just gonna add this as an underlayer For my sweater when this goes on top you only gonna be able to see it and then it'll keep me It's just like an extra layer and like you can't even see underneath so it's perfect This one is so cute like it's just such a good thrift find. I also didn't even show you guys about to clean my room up So basically I just like tidied I sold my Christmas gifts in the corner, but those are gonna leave soon and then Yeah, basically just tidy the floor and then here I tidied up all my clothing and now we have a free floor And what I did here is before I used to have Something else here. It was like purses that I didn't even use so I just like Donated some purses that didn't use and I put some away just in the boxes that like just the purses that I don't use Every day and then now I get to store my tux and then my hats here So that's like more convenient because these used to be in this box over here So now that they're here, it's like perfect and so convenient because then I can just like grab one and go I don't need to like get a box. So yeah, I love the new setup. Okay, so I just Layered up a little more. I put a two-gown because I'm like, you know what gotta keep the head cold And then I just zipped up my jacket because I already know It's gonna keep me way warmer like that. So yay now. We're gonna be warm for sure. Hopefully Let's go. Hey guys, so we just got back from the lights. I'm so tired It was like so nice to have them like set They have them like set up around that like a Regriscus and it's so nice. It's just like free and you can just walk. So it's like Can't wait to get my nails done. I'm gonna book an appointment, but I'm gonna get gel extensions I'm gonna get them. I think next week. So I'll vlog it and everything but I decided on getting them done Anyways, I've been using like micellar water just like the regular like army like micellar water that everyone Literally uses to take off my makeup But I've been like really wanted to try a cleansing balm But I just don't know what you want to get like if you guys have any suggestions for cleansing bonds please leave them down below because I don't know. I just want to try something different from my makeup and see like like it better I mean, this is okay But I just don't like how I have to use like cotton pads with this I would rather just like use a balm and then wash it off and then just use a towel and not like have to you know Keep buying and wasting cotton pads for that. So let me know So it's been like my new session I've been getting ready here. I'm taking a shower I just like to have this candle lit. I think this is I don't know I got this one to get I've been thinking maybe about my body works, but this is what it's called and it smells so good and It's just like you know like bathrooms can just like not be the best smelling if you light a candle in your bathroom It'll make it like just feel so luxurious It's literally been my new obsession and just like since the vibe when you're getting ready for bed or when you're in the shower I don't know. I just literally love it. It's my new obsession