 felt like tonight I was you know might not have been that sharp but I felt like I was still controlling the game until those you know I lost those two guys in the third with that walk and then you know that base hit down the line you know that you take your chance with nobody on base with a hit like that you think you're gonna get out of there but the walks kill you you know other than that I don't have an answer tonight today's a game that we should one you know we battled we were ready to play and we had to lead and I take a lot of pride in not giving those up very often and you know obviously frustrating that I did anything mechanically you think that has contributed to your struggle so far you know maybe I'm working on some things to try to figure that out but really more than anything I'm trying to clear my head and just attack and be aggressive and there's times where maybe I've gotten hurt not doing that you know the team has not gotten off to the start but you guys wanted how difficult is that I know it's early but cash was just saying you know if it's a long season but things can get out of whack pretty quickly so what's been your thought of just watching what's happened here well I think you know we all just try to do our part and you know I didn't do my part tonight and I came in with the mentality I'm gonna stop it and get us get us going and you know I didn't and we turned to CC tomorrow and he's gonna have that same mentality and you know again we should have had that game and I let it slip away so I got to find a way to get better results no doubt about it