 It's truly a journey of listen and follow and it goes really, really deep. I know Nanna, also Nanna wrote a real deep expression and question, but it was all around the choice. Yeah, she was just describing the experience she felt like there was moments of activation. It's like something Jesus or Christ was activated in me and he's seemingly in the process of blooming in me. From time to time I have this feeling that it's already done. The journey is finished. I am awake, but my awareness isn't there yet. I see if my awareness is just in the process of keeping up with what is already done. And all I can do is to observe how my life unfolds like watching a movie. I don't even need to do the right thing, but then this idea of guidance came up again and it seems like there is a choice to follow or not follow. But when I have these knowings, the idea of choice feels irrelevant. It feels more like a destiny. So I asked Jesus that what about doing the right or wrong thing, following or not following the guidance? And the answer was again this feeling, you aren't that body, you aren't that character. You don't need to worry about what it does or doesn't do. The body doing right or wrong has nothing to do with what I really am, the mind. And Jesus is inviting me, don't worry about the body. I just observe that the body is just another dream character in the dream. And then I had this realization that I was looking at the idea of following the guidance in terms of the body doing something. But the guidance isn't for the body, it's for the mind. So I guess I'm wondering if you have any thoughts about any of this. All right, thank you, Nana. This is perfect place to ask that of a happy dream retreat because that's like when you come into those moments of merge, of complete contentment. There are no questions. There isn't a Nana. It's just this merge with Jesus and that's what's getting activated is this merge. The thing about it is with guidance, you're right. What Jesus told you is that it's not for the body. And Francis and I, we did a whole weekend retreat on guidance, which is still on the Internet. And we said that guidance is never for the future. It's always to bring you into the present moment. It's always to bring you into the merge of this knowing that you're feeling when you feel these knowing feelings. That's the only purpose of guidance. It's not to find your soulmate. It's not to figure out what you're going to do in the future with your life or your behaviors or anything. It's just for that knowing, for that merge. Now, your question comes up though is when you feel a hesitation or doubt is that there is a difference between following and not following. Just in that following is in alignment with the merge and not following is in the ego attempt to not be in alignment to have a will of its own. And this is a question of purpose. So really your question is where does choice come into this? Because when I go into the knowing, it's just is-ness. It's just pure being-ness. There is no choice in the merge with the Christ mind. There's no choice at all. However, for a mind that is split, the mind believes in two things. It believes in love and fear. And fear has its own purpose and love has its own purpose. So the mind training or the guidance is like you heard in your connection with Jesus. It's all about the mind. The guidance is not for the body. So really your question is, is there actually choice? And in heaven there is no choice. But when the mind is going through this, we'll call it a conversion process from linear time to vertical to total alignment with the Holy Spirit. The choice is always one of purpose and only of purpose. It has nothing to do with the body and nothing to do with behavior. And that's what you're merging with. You're merging with the purpose of forgiveness. And when you feel a doubt thought, that is the split mind. That is the ego trying to draw you back onto the timeline. You know, draw you back. What's Nana going to do in the future? You know, worries about whatever concerns around the body. And you see it's just trying to draw you back away from the light. Think of it this way. In the most simple terms, the Holy Spirit uses the body and the world for only one thing and that's communication. Which is kind of what you've been doing a lot with your volunteering. It's pretty much a communication function. Words and posts and so on and so forth. But the ego uses the body for pride, for pleasure and for attack. So you can start to realize that whenever your mind is drawn to things like pleasure or the comfort of the body, the conveniences of the body, all kinds of nuances around, we'll call it pleasure. It's not really physical pleasure because really there is no such thing as physical pleasure because everything is mental. But something that seems to bring you a moment of temporary pleasure that draws your attention back to the world. That's what you have to watch out for in this transition right now. And then the pride part is whenever we think we personally know anything about anything. If we jump back onto the timeline and we think of spirituality even or intellectual achievement or doing and achieving, accomplishing anything at all in the world in terms of the body, that's all a temptation to pride. Which is this purpose of the ego to keep you from knowing who you are. And then attack would be anytime you have a grievance, you have a moment of irritation, a moment of annoyance, where you think that's just not right or why did I say that? Why did they say that? Did you see the look that they give me? I'm not going to do video calls anymore if they're going to give me a look like, you know, all the kind of little chattery things like a little squirrel in there. That's all the belief in attack because the ego is the belief in attack. And then it tries to use the body for that attack through words, actions, so on and so forth. So really your question is, do I really have a choice? And you could say in a practical way, the choice that you always would face would be one of purpose. And when you merge with Jesus, you are merging in that purpose of forgiveness. It's not forgiveness like the world teaches it because it's just a merge with all that is. You're not forgiving something specific. You're actually letting go into your right mind, into your alignment with the Christ, which is everything. And that's why I feel so relaxing and that's why it feels no cares, no worries. You know, it's better than Akuna Matata. It's the best experience there is. But choice only enters as a temptation to believe that there's something else other than that union. And then it plays out in these other ways, pride, pleasure and attack.