 Hey y'all, what's up? My name is Nali. Welcome to a new vlog. Today's Monday and I'm so happy to be back home even if it's for like literally three days. I was back at my actual like hometown in Georgia, Russell, Georgia for like five days, like the whole last week. And then on Thursday we're heading to Cancun for Ryan's birthday. I'm so freaking excited. I've been wanting to go to an all-inclusive for so long, probably before COVID. So I'm finally getting to satisfy that craving and it's just gonna be like very nice, relaxing, hoping the weather's good. Because it does say it's gonna rain, but I'm not sure if it's like, obviously it is a tropical place. So I'm thinking it might rain like for 10 minutes here, like a big shower and then be done in blue skies. I'm just really hoping that's the case. So I'm not really sure, but really, really praying for some good weather. And yeah, so this vlog is going to be just like a few days in my life because I want to do like a whole Cancun vlog update on the shelves. I have not purchased a single thing for them, so they're still bare, but hey, they're still cute. This morning I am going to get macho with my friend Shireen. We were gonna go to that magic macho place near Congress, but their hours are really funky and I'm pretty sure they changed their hours. Like they used to be open on Mondays, but they're not anymore. So we're just gonna go to Fletch because it's like right down the road and she has to get back to work. But we wanted to have a little catch-up session and then this week, slash these three days, I have like all my doctor's appointments scheduled because I had to like schedule them a month out. These people are like really booked up, so I put them all like back to back to back. So today is the dermatologist, which I have not been to a dermatologist in forever and like I have suffered with so many skin issues when I was a kid. I'm really, really dry skinned, so I have like a lot of eczema and I had a big flare up when I went to Italy and it was not fun and it's still kind of lingering. So I want to get that checked out. I want to get some more dandruff shampoo prescribed because the prescription one is like game changer and I'm really running low and it's 100% probably expired. So I'm still using it and let's see, well, I can't really think of anything else. But tomorrow I'm going to the OBGYN. I hope I don't have to get a pap smear, but I actually got off the pill like three months ago-ish because I was just like curious to see what I would be like off the pill. And now I'm thinking about getting an IUD. I don't know. I'm really scared. They say it hurts like hell getting it put in, so I'm really, really nervous for that. So we'll see, we'll see. I'll keep you guys updated. I know this might be TMI, but I don't really care anymore. Some people like actually appreciate when people talk about this. So I'll definitely keep you guys updated on that. And then the last one is the dentist. I'm nervous about the dentist because I've been having like some weird teeth, sore feeling. Like every time I bite into something salty and like a piece of salt gets on my tooth, it's so sensitive and I'm really hoping I don't have cavities. But if I do, like I guess I'll just get them fixed. But anyways, so that is the current plan for the week. Also just prepping for the trip, packing. I can't wait to like be back home. And this sounds so mean and so bad because I don't want to like wish away my life because I've also been really looking forward to this trip. But I feel like I've also been traveling a lot and I just like want to be at home because today was so good. Like it's only almost 9 a.m. And I feel so good. I went to the gym and I did 12, 3, 30 all the way through. And most of the time I actually did not hold the rails, which I was shook at because I haven't done it in so long. And even when I did it for like every day for like two months, I was holding onto the rail. So I was like, go meet. I came back home, showered. Also I made overnight oats. I'm thinking I should bring them to the coffee place because I don't really want to get like a pastry or anything even though that sounds good. And I feel like every time I have matcha on an empty stomach, I go bonkers. Like I'm just like a little twitchy. So I don't want that to happen. Look how cute this is. I'm dead. I'm dead over this freaking container. And I have to show you guys all the other ones. I'll try to do that today so I can like unbox them. I was waiting to unbox them on the vlog, but they are this company Porter. I literally just unboxed this one last night just to do these overnight oats. And then I have these frozen mangoes that I put in a warm bag. I think they're sweet. That works. Yay. My mom was like you can just put frozen fruit in there because I don't have anything since we just came from home and I'm going away again. I'm just like I don't really want to buy groceries but I should probably go to HEV and get something because I want bananas and just like a few things. But anyway, I'm gonna go to the coffee shop, bring my overnight oats, be a good girl and then straight from there, I'll probably go to the dermatologist. Just got to flinch literally two minutes from our house. We'll apartment but here with Shareen. Gonna get some matcha as always. No, I'm gonna get chai. Okay. I got the chai last time and I wasn't a fan. Well, you know, I like the sweet stuff. I don't like it too sweet. Okay. Okay. So yeah, that's perfect. Okay. I got matcha. They do like the simple or no the syrup like maple syrup right too sweet. Yeah. Which makes a difference because it's a little nutty. Yeah, I like it. I like it. Matcha here is 10 out of 10. I just drove to Westlake Dermatology. I unfortunately couldn't go to the place I got my boots done. I really wanted to go there because I feel like I'm familiar with it. And it's downtown. It's like literally right down the street for me. But they were not taking new clients. So I had to come all the way down to the southwest parkway. I don't even know where that is honestly. But it was like 20 minutes from where we were. Not horrible, but you guys know I hate driving. But the plus is that they actually have parking and in downtown you have to like pay or like, you know, find free parking. So that is a plus. But I had such a good morning with Shireen and I feel like being around people like that honestly just makes me like thrive because like we're bouncing off ideas. She has a very creative mind like me and I just love like talking about like our passions and like this sounds so cheesy and like cliche. But like having people like that that are like so excited about something makes you excited for them and like makes you want to do something for yourself and just like push yourself even more. And so I'm just very thankful to like have friends like that. So very, very good morning. Best way to start off the day. And yeah, so I'm going to go into the dermatologist hopefully get everything figured out. I'm going to tell her the ointment I like using. And hopefully they have it because the last time it was like pro topic. I don't know if you guys have eczema or if you've ever heard of it. But I loved pro topic because it like heals you so fast. The last time I went to the dermatologist they did not have pro topic or like it was really expensive all of a sudden or whatever they gave me an off brand was fine. But I just really like pro topic. So I'm hoping that things have changed because it's been so long literally in and out within like 15 minutes. I always get so nervous when you go to like checkout because I never know how much I'm supposed to pay if like I'm supposed to pay anything. I'm on my mom's insurance. Like I don't know like what insurance covers. And then also like this one time I went to this EDS clinic which could be different than like a regular doctor. I don't even know how that all works. But I it was like for an earache or something. I was wanting to get like earwax pulled out and she gave me this form to like sign off. And I was like wait like how much is it? Because you know I just assume that insurance covers a lot. I guess it doesn't. And she was like oh it's going to be like 100 something dollars. And I was like um yeah no it's okay. I'll just not do that because I didn't know like if there was a cheaper option. She didn't really give alternatives. And it was just weird that she kind of like assumed that I was going to pay that and like not tell me up front. And it was weird that I had to ask. So now whenever I go into the doctor I'm just like okay well like how much is that? Or like do I pay that? Like and I feel so stupid asking those questions. Like I said they just assume that you're just going to pay for anything. And I don't even know how much these prescriptions cost. Or if my insurance covers it. I have no freaking idea. I'm literally going to call my mom right now and be like uh like how much is this going to run me? Not that I like can say no because I need this shit. Like I need this ointment. But I'm just also just really confused because I feel like no one teaches you about insurance and taxes and like the things you really need to know in school. So this is what happens. I really confused 25 year old about to be 26 and a couple months. And well I don't know why I said a couple. It's like six months out. But still. Now I'm going to go home. I want to call Anna who is my assistant. We're going to talk some strategy. And what else? What else? I have a shoot with one of my blogger clients at 2pm today. And then I'm going to go get a lash lift right after. I just finished my shoot and now I'm at the lash appointment that I had because I wanted to get my lashes lifted before I go to Cancun. But I scheduled this for 4.30 because originally the shoot was at 3. So this was going to be perfect timing because it was like literally 15 minutes away from this blogger's house. And she lives kind of far from me like in West Lake Hills area. But anyway, so she changed it to 2 which is no problem. I can just like wait in the car. I always have work to do on my phone. So we're rolling with the punches and I brought a cooler with my little snackie. You guys have watched the vlogs for a while. You know that I eat these like a lot. These are just spring rolls from HEB. And I really need to learn how to make these because I would just like prep them. And it's like let's see 5.99. And then I have some coconut water. This thing is large and in charge but I didn't want to like pour it in another cup or anything. But I've been loving using coconut water in smoothies. It's so good. And then also matcha. I just got a DM from a girl saying she watched my last vlog and my matcha that I'm using is not, what's she say? I think she said like ceremonial grade. I'm using like culinary grade. So I need to get a new matcha. I'm going to look at it like literally after I eat. But yeah, this looks so good. I was like literally thinking about it. The whole drive here which was not very long but I was just so hungry. So also I really liked that overnight oats thing that I did this morning. And the mango like I think I told you guys but it was frozen mango. I thought it literally put it in a bowl of water for like, I think I did it before the gym. So maybe like it was in there for like an hour? No, not even. Probably like 45 minutes. But anyways, it was like fresh mango. Like so sweet, so good, so ripe. It was like what the heck? I'm going to so do this more often. Especially with mango. I'm not sure how the other fruits would be. I feel like strawberries like I've just decided that I don't think I like strawberries as much as I like the idea of strawberries. Every time I have a strawberry, even if it's sweet, I'm just like, okay, that was a good strawberry but I'm never going to really crave a strawberry unless it's like with something sweet. Like cool whip or like chocolate, obviously chocolate covered strawberries. Other than that, strawberries on its own, hot take, not that good. This morning when I was talking to Anna, I was telling her all my goals and I really want to push myself to post like 10 Instagram stories a day. And I feel like that might sound stupid having a goal like that but especially because this is kind of like, I guess part of my job is to like be on social media. I sometimes get in phases where I love to talk on stories and show my face and show what I'm doing. Then I get into a weird funk where I won't post anything for like so long and then so hard to get back into it because I'm over here thinking like no one gives a shit about my match and no one cares what I have to say about my eyebrows. Nobody cares about my lash appointment or my eczema issues. But every time I do start to post, I have so many people that I get to talk to you through my DMs because they actually like relate to stuff I say. And it's just so cool and I really need to remind myself of this feeling because I really, really like connecting with people online. But it's just weird when I like stop all of a sudden, I don't know why I do that. I just get into weird funks and I don't want that to happen anymore so I'm literally going to try to post at least 10 stories a day. We'll see if I can, you know, keep that up. But if you guys are not already following me on Instagram, go ahead and do so. It's so underscore gnarly without the G and also on TikTok because I also need to post more on TikTok and not just like trending sounds. Like I actually want to talk on TikTok because I feel like I can really like show my personality more there because I don't really care who sees it on TikTok. Even though I feel like TikTok is really starting to show me all my contacts or like random people in my contacts that I forgot about maybe in high school. So I'm scared that like my TikToks will be in front of people that I like literally don't like haven't talked to in so long, you know? Back home, it is currently 6.20 and here are the lifted lashes. Can you tell? Yeah, you can definitely tell. They're like super curled. They're literally like touching my eyelids which I feel like it's going to be annoying especially when I put mascara on because like the last time I go to Pink Lady Lash by the way and like they can do different kind of curbs so the last time was perfect and this time we wanted to try something a little bit more dramatically but apparently my lashes took really well like surprisingly well. So now the edges are a little too curled. She said that we could straighten them if it like really bothers me but like I don't really want to go all the way back there and like that appointment, I don't remember my eyes burning during the appointment. I mean yeah, I do remember them being really itchy. I don't know. Like during the appointment it's tough like especially the last like 15 minutes but we made it out alive. One of my life quotes is beauty is pain. I've always said that I started getting like waxed when I was probably I don't know second grade, third grade started doing my eyebrows super young which kind of regret but I don't know. I was just a hairy girl and I would do anything not to be a hairy girl and now well I think I got in high school or something but I got laser hair removal and now I shave my arms because I guess that's just like what you do when you get laser hair removal. I wanted to get it again for sure. Hopefully maybe in the winter time I was thinking about it because you're not supposed to be like in the sun for like long periods if you're going through laser. So gonna wait till the winter but I wanted to do my haul of the little food storage containers. I started to open a couple so I'm gonna open them all and show you guys exactly what I got. Also I really like the hairstyle I was doing this morning. Little bump it action. I only did it because I didn't want to brush out my bangs and like I was wondering if it could like hold volume if I didn't brush them out and I just put them like that giving me jersey short of ads. I feel like everyone called me snooki in high school and I'm like I don't I don't even look like snooki but like okay. I guess we'll start the haul with these ceramic bowls so pretty much all of what I'm about to show you is food storage or like meal prep containers. This is kind of just like a leftovers bowl. I think this is ceramic but this part outside it's like rubbery which it feels really cool and I love this cream color. I would die for this color and the brand is Porter I guess it's like W and P W and P or Porter I don't really understand but it like latches on so you can like secure your leftovers so that's nice. So I got three of those because I feel like whenever I do make food for me and Ryan I always try to make a little extra for me for like the day after because Ryan doesn't usually eat leftovers so more for me but I like to have it like proportioned you know so these are actually kind of the reason why I got all of this because look how stunning these containers are. I'm gonna be totally honest like I am sold if a product has a good aesthetic and good packaging like I feel like a lot of people are but I am like so easily sold when I see something super cute like this it could just be so minimal but I love the look of it so this one is a 24 ounce and this one is a 16 ounce I realized that today's overnight oats was only in the 16 ounce. My mom told me to put two cups of milk which ended up being a lot of milk so I think I'm gonna do a little less than that next time but then this would be perfect because it was kind of overflowing a little bit this morning especially when I put the ingredients in so I got four of these 24 ounce ones and then four of these 16 ounce ones and I'm just really wanting to just organize my life especially when I get back from vacation I'm already looking forward to getting my fucking shit together and then they have these really cool reusable like bags so not sure exactly what I'm gonna put in these maybe like herbs if I have any I like these especially because they're the stand-up bags so you can actually stand them up in your fridge or you can like put a little sandwich in put in your lunchbox I got all different sizes now I think these three are the same size then this one's a little bit smaller stand-up bag and then we have all of the little ziploc bags oh I forgot little sauce containers I wish these came in the cream too but I don't even know where I'll be going for me to actually like bring a sauce container but I just thought it was so cute my main issue when it comes to just eating I guess is my portions I definitely could cut down on my portions especially because when I started living with Ryan I started cooking on my own and so I would see what he would eat and think it was like what I should eat he would go get seconds and then I would want seconds but I'm definitely not his size and I don't need that much food I just like want it you know what I mean like my eyes are bigger than my stomach kind of thing so I'm really hoping that this whole thing will kind of help me to like pre-portion also just like to help me actually eat my fruits and vegetables because I really want to like cut up my fruits and like put them in these little things before they go back most importantly I was actually really proud of myself because before I went back home I stuck all my like veggies I cut them up put them in the freezer I also made mint ice cubes that I totally forgot about until now so I need to like make something with that um but yeah so that is my little food storage hall I'm in a limbo right now because I'm just like I do want to go get groceries because I feel like I need food but I'm literally leaving on Thursday I was even thinking about bananas like if I got bananas today they'd probably just be good by Thursday so I don't know if it's worth it okay so now I want to do a little computer work I have some emails to respond to because I feel like I have not been home my computer all day it is Tuesday it's pretty late in the day I actually had a really early morning shoot and then went straight to the OBGYN got blood work done and then I was like just so fatigued I don't know why so I kind of took today as a rest day because I know tomorrow's gonna be a little bit crazy with packing and just like creating content and stuff but right now we are about to head to Blues on the Green here in Austin it's at Zilker Park and it's basically like a free concert and you just like bring your own like blankets and chairs I just found out that apparently you can't bring drinks and food which is kind of weird but I think that they have vendors so maybe that's why but I put on this hat and I have like a bunch of hats I just don't really wear them because every time I put on a hat I take it off because I feel weird but like I see so many people wearing hats and they all look so good especially this one girl or I mean two girls technically because they think they're twins on Instagram I'm gonna put their like picture here they are so cute they wear like these really cute like felt hats all the freaking time and they are my inspo because I love their style and yeah so I was kind of inspired I did like two little cute things back there and these earrings I literally just unboxed they're from Amazon I'll try to put them in my Amazon storefront I was just wearing a romper but I texted my friends and I was like what is everyone wearing and then they all said that they were gonna wear like athletic stuff so I just changed into a t-shirt because I still wanted to wear the hat and the hat would definitely not go with an athletic dress I still don't really know about this outfit but you know what sometimes you just have to like push yourself outside of your comfort zone and I don't know maybe just like wear things that you normally wouldn't like this hat and these like little bun pigtails I mean they're cute but I just I it's definitely not like me then I have some Reebok sneakers on because I do not want to get like any like bug bites on my feet I also wanted to wear long pants for that reason I guess jean shorts it is so I think we're gonna Uber over there because it's like actually impossible to find parking on like any given day at Zilcher I feel like but like especially blues on the green so I think we're gonna bring some chairs or blankets I haven't decided I think since we have the chairs might as well bring them and like be a little bit more comfortable and I'll like have to sit on the ground but I'm gonna meet up with my friends over there and I'll probably vlog on my phone it's Wednesday and this morning I woke up in probably the worst mood I have been in so long I'm not really sure what happened everything was going wrong and I was just getting even more pissed off and I mean I still don't feel like I'm like you know back to feeling great this morning I worked out and I really thought that like working out would make me feel better sorry about the laundry and back we're doing laundry because it's packing day but yeah so it didn't really make me feel that much better but I got my work out in and I went to the dentist I haven't done like a teeth cleaning in so long and like I said I'm just trying to get all my appointments done and found out that I have well I don't know what I have he didn't really say I had cavities he said I had like a hole in my already filled cavities and they just need to like fix some things and so he said that since they're all over my mouth he wants to split them up into three different appointments and I'm like you're fucking kidding me like it's so annoying also it's not that close so that adds to the annoying part but then I went to get my nails done and they turned out amazing so at least we have that look how freaking cute they are I went ahead and did gel x again so these aren't my real nails they're like a full press on fake nail and then they paint gel over it and they look so good I'm very very happy with that and even my toes I really like the colors so at least that's one plus of today I really am not usually a negative person and so like this whole day because I was feeling so shitty and like thinking about all the bad things that's been happening to me like this morning I was like really like feeling even more guilt because I'm like why am I being negative like I'm not usually like this like what's wrong with me I was just like in my head this morning I really don't know what it was but it is pretty late and I was out this whole morning I didn't want to eat before my dentist appointment so I haven't eaten today and it's like 2 p.m. goodness gracious so I'm gonna eat overnight oats again this is like my new obsession I think and it's just like so easy especially because I have those frozen mangoes I think I'm gonna finish it off today and I also just have like a lot of random things to do today before we go to Cancun tomorrow oh also the big thing is that I checked the weather and it's literally storming from the day we get there till the day we leave and before like today it was sunny and then the day after we leave it's sunny so that really pissed me off too and I'm just really really hoping hoping hoping that we get like some sun I'll take anything at this point because I'm just like I don't want to be stuck there and it rained the whole time like that would suck so I really don't like to be a negative Nelly but I don't know today is just not my day I guess but I'm really hoping to turn it around so after I eat I think I'm gonna do my hair because I need to film a sponsored post and then probably just like pack and do emails and edit this vlog and I also have galleries to edit I just curled my hair because I wanted to film some TikToks and it's looking a little bit flat and I thought it would be a perfect time to try out this like really interesting tool that I have I saw like a TikTok and I was instantly sold because anything that like gives me a little bit of volume I need so that's exactly what this does it's called the volume and basically you like I guess like clip off like this top part of the section and then like press the bottom parts and then it gives you like a lot of volume so this is the before I just feel like my hair is a little bit dirty and flat so let's see if it actually does what it's supposed to do hopefully and also I'm not naked got the tube top my favorite tube top this one is from Amazon and this tool is also from Amazon so if you guys are interested I'll link them both down below we're still doing laundry so we haven't really packed anything but we're on the last load the last load is drying so we should be able to pack soon and I also forgot that I needed to pick up my prescription at Walgreens but I don't think the pharmacy closes soon I don't know if I'm seeing things but I feel like this side of my hair looks a lot more like fluffed up and just like has a lot more volume I'm gonna put like the iPhone clip like here because I feel like you can see it more in the iPhone clip I didn't do this side yet so just like look at this side it kind of looks like I have extensions but I just did something to the roots so I'm like really confused but I like it the only thing is that well actually you can't really see the texture of that machine okay here both sides done it 100% made a difference that is insane it literally took me like 30 seconds to just like add a little bit of volume I mean it sucks that I did have to use heat I wish I like had another way I mean there's many ways but this is like look at this volume I feel like a Utah mom blogger I feel like I reference them a lot but you know like it looks like I have like hair extensions with all this volume up here I have no idea where I put all my tripod so you're like standing on some box but I'm currently doing like what I got on Amazon versus how it turned out on TikTok so I thought I would like show you guys on the vlog so first up we have this really cute like crochet skirt and also I did a Monday swimwear haul on my TikTok that I totally forgot to vlog for you guys and I'm so mad at myself I am obsessed with quality like it is pretty pricey for like one swimsuit but the quality is like snatching like it snatches you in sucks you in and I love it I feel like that's what I need especially because we're going to an all-inclusive and I'm gonna have me a drink I'm gonna have me some fries on the beach you know so I don't really want to be worrying about all this but anyways okay so this is the crochet let me get a close very cute very cute I'm gonna link everything down below and I'm gonna do a quick change I'm literally like chasing the sun so let's do this quick all right here is the next thing I feel like I'm gonna get hated on because I didn't iron this slash steam it because the last Amazon TikTok I did they're all like you need to iron your stuff and I'm like I'm just filming a TikTok like I'm not going anywhere even though I don't really usually steam stuff but it does make a difference I will say anyways so this is the jumpsuit pretty sure I got it in a size large and it comes in a bunch of other colors super cute and also very comfortable which is the most important thing last thing I'm putting in this haul is this little cute button down it's pink how cute wait that's super cute also I don't think I ever told you guys about these shorts in this vlog and if I did I'm sorry because I'm gonna review myself but I need like a billion different colors in these shorts they're the free people I want to say way home shorts and they're only $30 and I love how high-waisted they are like it makes me feel so secure I've been working out on them which honestly I need to remember to like put some deodorant between my legs because like obviously working out in short shorts you could get some chafing but like other than that they're so comfortable so like breezy I love them so much I need to buy like I said a couple more pairs but okay there's the button down there's it close up a little cute pink moment love it all right I think I got everything done today I'm like going over my calendar it's like planned out to a tee because one thing about me if I don't write it down it doesn't happen I forget about it like I will never think about it again it's so bad like my memory is horrible and I'm only 25 love that okay so I got some TikToks done I did a sponsored post I need to go pick up my prescription we need to buy our checked bags because we're flying spirit please pay for us honestly like I'm really nervous about it because I haven't flown spirit in so long and when me and Ryan were doing long distance in college he and I used to fly spirit all the time but it was from Atlanta to Orlando so it wasn't like the worst but now I feel like I hear so many bad things about like cancellations in general like all these flights are getting cancelled because there's not enough pilots to fill them or something like that so I'm just trying to stay calm and like honestly this whole trip I'm just trying to stay calm about because I keep looking at the weather and I need to stop because I can't do anything about it you know I kind of have to like accept it even though it really sucks like I was looking forward to this for so freaking long I still have hope that it's not going to be that much rain because I feel like it's going to be like that tropical rain I mean in Orlando it would say it would rain all day and then it would rain for like 10 minutes and then be gone and then the sun would come out so I'm really really hoping it's that but we will see I'm gonna head out the door I'm gonna pick up my prescription and then go to Chipotle and get dinner Ryan actually had it for lunch he called me and he was like do you want Chipotle for lunch and I was like wait I literally wanted that for dinner I never crave Chipotle like that is not something I usually like think about eating but it always hits a spot like Ryan will crave it and I'll just be like okay like whatever Chipotle I can eat that but then it actually like tastes so good then when I come back we're gonna pack we're gonna get it all done our flight leaves at 1 p.m tomorrow so it's not a super early morning flight which thank god because I feel like the past few flights we've been on we're really freaking early and that's just not that's just not fun especially like ubering it always scares me I always schedule the ubers and lifts or whatever if we have an early morning flight but it always scares me that they're gonna cancel and then I won't be able to get another one so I'm glad it's like at 1 p.m and plus I feel like hotel or resorts like the rooms aren't even ready until like three or four I believe we'll be getting there around that time so it'll be like perfect just got off the phone with my sister she is posting her first Instagram reel she has like a food account I will put the ad on the screen here so if you guys are in Atlanta especially go follow her because she lives in Atlanta and she is a huge foodie just like me and she just knows all the best deals and everything like that but she just posted her first reel she was like it doesn't suck and I was like you gotta start somewhere I mean it didn't suck but anyways I told her to make her frame rate 60 frames a second instead of 30 I think she was shooting in 30 and so when she slowed a clip down it was super choppy so that's a good thing to know if you guys didn't know now you know and then also she's using Capcut to edit which is one of my favorite actually only iPhone editing movie apps that I use Capcut is just so insanely good and I'm still mind boggled that it's free I just don't get that but I'm not complaining because I'm not trying to pay for anything extra but anyways it's a really good app I'm about to go into Walgreens get my prescription I really hate this Walgreens because it's a little sketchy I'm not gonna lie but I'm gonna reward myself with Chipotle after we got the goods I always get extra corn because in my opinion that is like the best part of a bowl usually Ryan always orders us Chipotle so today I was like what do you order for me because I don't even know what all goes in this bowl do you guys eat Chipotle with a fork or a spoon because Ryan eats it with a fork no Ryan eats it with a spoon I'm pretty sure and I think I like a fork now I'm confused I'm gonna enjoy this and then we're finally gonna have to get to packing so it's gonna be fun