 well we're officially in Austin Texas and this is the first stream that we're doing and the subject is impossible and it's already this but man it sure does appear like there is a lot of knowing knowing where one is knowing what one is knowing lots and lots of beliefs and assumptions and ideas and defending them oh boy this is a funny one knowing lots of objects endless object is just everything already apparently obsessing about being a center inside of a body endlessly boxing everything the center point which is an illusion is so obsessed with itself I've had a great day cold plunges saunas setting this up here the studio yeah the center point loves talking about itself loves its story well without its story it's not a center point without its story it's not a location without its story it's not an entity it's not a separate individual and so the story is literally made of unknowing it's made of positionlessness is ridiculous so so good just no straightjacket just all of it just flowing just flowing what is already positionless assumes the position and a huge cloud of knowing lots of ideas which are which not only is that in itself dualistic being a position among others so not only is that dualistic but then the knowing cloud is dualistic because the knowing cloud is all about what is right and what is wrong what is good and what is bad and then it's about proving myself worthy among others by showing how much I know what is good and what is right and earning lots of validation for knowing it's fascinating one of the comments is about dropping acid taking a psychedelic what's funny is that this simply this this unknowing this position positionless no oneness that is the natural state so no this is not a psychedelic but to the separate individual is going to appear psychedelic because being no thing being everything appears very psychedelic to the separate individual but really it is the sense of me the sense of a center the sense of a location and a position and a knowing cloud and duality that is the most psychedelic trip imaginable so that's actually the unnatural state everything is obviously this whatever is appearing obviously that is blatantly obvious within that natural no thing being everything appears a sense of me a sense of a center a sense of a position a knowing cloud duality and that is the psychedelic trip somehow nothing is appearing as me in one way that the knowing cloud can see that it's actually nothing it's actually wholeness there's only wholeness which is unknowing which is infinite there are alpacas that are just walking right by the window right now one way that that knowing cloud can clearly see that it's actually nothing is by recognizing that all of what has been discussed so far about a me a story a center or location a position an obsessive compulsion with taking ideas like a registrar and just putting them into little boxes and carrying around these boxes everywhere is hugely conditioned by parents by teachers by society hugely because a child is taught that you're unworthy until you prove yourself worthy by being a very good center go be an amazing sense of me so avoid anything that has to do with nothingness avoid anything that has to do with wholeness avoid anything that has to do with unknowing position wholeness what this is avoid that and contract in the body and that's what is what the appearances primarily about I lack I need and this center point is going to be obsessively trying to get what it lacks and needs so it lacks and wants validation it wants worthiness it wants to prove itself by knowing lots of concepts and dualisms it wants to it already is no one just pretending to be me it's always no one it's never actually me checking out the live chat yeah so unknowing is the default state it's the natural state it's the indescribable it's wholeness it's what's always here it's what everything's made of the appearances only that and then within that arises me which is duality me is duality because that means there are others that means I'm real but it's still made of no one it's still made of no thing it's really exciting this first stream in Austin because there's gonna be a lot more content that's like this so a lot more longer form direct streams likely even daily and sometimes multiple times a day which is super fun be pulling up stuff online there's also bringing up topics on screen and of course there's there's guests that are sitting across that will be sitting across this table so there's already guests that are being booked so they'll be continue to be interviews also which is fun there's already been some fun comedians that have been reached out to I'm so excited to banter with comedians on the ridiculousness of this it's just unfiltered hilarity appearing it is comedy and that unconditional love that is this it is everything appears as war it appears as separation it appears as military industrial complexes it appears as pharmaceutical industrial complexes it appears as center points that have billions of dollars that do not want to share nothing is appearing as all of that unconditional love unconditional freedom wholeness is appearing like all of those things that's why it's so funny oh there's a comment from comedy mothership that's right let's go it's likely just an account call comedy mothership but comedy mothership is such a crucial cornerstone to Austin and to comedy and to free speech and to playfulness and actually in doing so it's a cornerstone for wholeness really good comedy which is something that this is now becoming more and more excited about at least here seems to do seems to be a lot with breaking boxes those contractions in the body I think up my year and a half old a dog here is cutely looking through the window that is so commonly like seeing like that contraction in the body comes to a comedy set and then it can relax it can detense it can unwind it can laugh so comedy is such an exciting part of the show and the Dow home Dow decentralizing basic needs infrastructures being here in Austin mmm yeah that's great it's great seeing in the chat there being wholeness discussed and wholeness both being discussed with the W wholeness and also wholeness being discussed with the H and you can also write wholeness with the W but make it lowercase and then with a capital H and which kind of gets them both into one visual word because there is that and only that and then it appears within that a center point a me can arise and can feel like lack can feel seeking seeking is hilarious seeking is so funny oh boy when the seeker dissolves it's seen by no one that it never was never was oh earlier today I met someone and there was a conversation that they started about their awakening experience and this before would have been so I'll listen to your awakening experience and then you listen to my of a me that's awakening and then today it was just clearly seen that by nothing that it's just beauty appearing that way grasping us isn't there isn't it fascinating how when that illusory center point forms and then becomes a seeker and then goes on a transformative journey that it becomes narcissistically obsessed with its story story becomes so inflated it becomes so complex all the me wants to do is talk about how complex its story through time and space and contraction and expansion is how many meditation retreats it's been on which grooves it goes and sits with which psychedelics it's taken brah which ones have you done brah when was the last time you did one the brah because that's gonna tell me that you're super awake which books have you read the religious ones too bro do you even know the three characteristics bro do you know the tongue man and then it's always funny looking at the at or the dog that just comes over and just purrs that just looks up and just wants you to pet me cuddle please are you too busy in your cloud of knowing so no one is liberated the illusion of me is about avoiding nothingness it's about seeking experiences to try to get itself out of the experience of separation which isn't actually happening it's cool I'm reading the chat go go do whatever you need because there'll be a lot more of these playful streams soon and JMS community on them be fun it's fun interesting I see there's those wholeness written with the capital H lowercase W capital H and then zero and one that looks so cool yeah this natural unknowing wholeness it's ineffable all these words can't box everything you're just pointing to the apparent illusion that's happening within everything and then that apparent center just can't quite find what it's missing because it's obviously not a center and there's nothing that's missing and so no matter where that illusory center goes and seeks whatever it's looking for experiences or material possessions or substances or relationships travel luxuries reading books being very morally in a straight jacket it never finds it never finds and it's so upset because it's always just bouncing from experience to experience to experience looking and talking about its experiences hey let me tell you about what happened in my travels in this place that I was in the substances I took how it helped me in this way and it's always centerlessness it's always positionless it's always unknowing it's always the whole that is hilariously talking about an illusory me that is on an illusory journey to try to find what's not missing seeking boils down to finding what's not missing looking for what's not missing looking for what can never be missing what can never be missing in infinity is the absolute which is this hmm yes we see in the chat there's a there's an inquiry about checking out the space which mean it's it's I mean you can see it from this angle too there's a guest shot that's lined up here so that's where the guest the guest sits across the table right there there's another sure Mike there this this is the camera that that one is the one that's on you know there's one on the guest there's also a table shot you can see there's a table shot there there's also a there's also another wireless I'll be wearing and using it's just not as obviously crisp and clear as these SM7 DB's and this is was another request this is oh I've been actually first discovered this and in Bodh Gaya which is where Buddha was enlightened there were a bunch of monks from the belief Thailand that were going at it drumming and chanting almost all day and it was beautiful sitting with them for hours and you see you can there's so many of these by the way that I've been recording as teasers in a way I can give you what's what's felt like is one of my favorites it's like the I guess it's the anthem it's like the anthem of unknowing or the anthem of the ineffable zero boxes zero boxes not name not form not time not space not gender or ethnicity not nation state or politics not science or religion not self not soul not right not wrong not even consciousness zero boxes zero boxes so yeah that's the anthem unknowing of the ineffable zero boxes zero boxes not name not form not time not space not gender or ethnicity not nation state or politics not science or religion not self not soul not right not wrong not even consciousness zero boxes zero boxes sing along another round zero boxes zero boxes not name not form not time not space not gender or ethnicity not nation state or politics not science or religion not self not soul not right not wrong not even consciousness zero boxes zero boxes love it this is so cool at zero boxes nice tone thanks guys so cool I appreciate you too yes pure freedom that doesn't know it's pure freedom mm-hmm no one left to know no one left to grab no one left to box it just is what always is it's cool that we got zero boxes out into the ether on this first stream in Austin that's great thanks for asking you know and there's the comment like if you had top book recommendations I just before leaving to Austin I just gave away donated all the books so in a way it's like a testament when no one is there and nothing can no longer be gotten it's just wholeness there's no there's no lack like that can that tension in the body which is like I must read I must learn I must acquire concepts to be worthy it's just that's not there it's not there and the other thing is that me will always want what's not this me will always want what's not this so me is always looking for hey man where did you go on that 10-day meditation retreat hey man who was your shaman on that 5m eo DMT journey hey man give me those book recommendations and the other part of that comments about you know like appreciating mind this doesn't even know what a mind is consciousness is there's apparently a body and the body apparently has brain with eyeballs that are nervous system jut it out but it's hilarious watching science and consciousness researchers in being nothing trying to box nothing it can't happen it can't be boxed there's no way that it can be boxed that's what I'm knowing boxes it's impossible to know your way to something that isn't lost it's impossible to experience your way out of a me that isn't there yeah me wants meaning me wants purpose and those put everything into boxes everything is something an object that's happening to an illusory center point it's happening to me and it means something so important in my life my journey through space and time where I'm still looking for something that will make me whole when I'm already no thing and so no meaning and no purpose are another way of saying absolute unconditional freedom and me apparently freaks out because it oh my gosh what about the dualisms of morality oh my gosh if there's no meaning or no purpose and if everything's just absolute unconditional freedom then there's a higher likelihood that there will be malevolence and violence and all these bad things that happen actually me is what is manipulating what's appearing me with its neuroticism is what creates mutually assured destruction wholeness which is what that me illusion is made of wholeness no thingness knowing positionlessness that is unconditional love that is unconditional freedom me it can't get what isn't missing the love and freedom that me looks for is always conditional while it's made of unconditional love and freedom and the body has a natural and spontaneous way without an appropriation of a me or a center that is doing or willing or choosing which are again just conceptual boxes body naturally spontaneously goes to take a piss you see when the bladder is full there's just apparently body going to bathroom to pee there's no me or there's no center point that decides oh my bladder is full so now I will will my body up and walk it to the bathroom it's just an appropriation of a natural spontaneous response of the body wholeness bodying apparently and there's so many examples like that there's no controlling these autonomous blinks or these autonomous breaths or these autonomous heartbeats blood pressure or digestion now imagine like eating eating and like I'm eating I'm swallowing I'm digesting I'm commanding body with its nutrition and I'm commanding when I'm just an appropriation it's a hilarious appropriation so freedom is always already always already so the body is already freedom it's already wholeness it's already unknowing it's already the ineffable body it's already what's positionless body and so the body that's what's already free moving apparently so it's not like the body's gonna move and then go to a retreat or read a book or or get that material possession or that relationship and then it will be free then it will be whole then it will attain enlightenment because there is only no thinness there's only enlightenment there is only pizza everything is that everything is that so if you want to call everything pizza or ocean whatever you want to call no thinness whatever you want to try to put as a word to everything or the ineffable or all that is nice yeah this these ob spots are great because they have a they have a feature where if you go like this they'll track you and so in this case I just turn tracking off and then you can turn tracking back on and then you can also then do this and you'll get a 2x or so zoom which is nice so it's always already free always already wholeness it will never be found because it's not lost it will never be found because it's not lost the body itself is ineffable positionless perfection it's already centerless freedom love wholeness it's already that it's always already that so you can say there's a story of a child that is apparently born and then conditioned and then forms a center point and then goes on a expansive transformative journey and then recognizes the emptiness that always already was but that's just a story that's just the unbounded unconditional freedom appearing as that story so that's why it's not worth mentioning that's why it's not worth mentioning so then asked hey look told me about your transformative journey in awakening it's not worth mentioning because it never happened there was a never a me that went through a transformative journey and until that is clear and as long as it's not there's still a center point that is obsessive center pointing OCD obsessive center point disorder that's another whole thing that will come forth on these streams bringing up fun things like that and noticing how the entire quote psychological literature is all written from the place of self and other it's all written from duality so actually dissociation from wholeness is association with me so we'll get into more of that is never lost I don't specifically have one that's written for this but it is never lost it is never lost it is never lost impossible to lose impossible to lose never lost never lost never lost or found never lost or found never lost or found impossible to lose impossible to lose never lost never found never lost never found never lost never found never was never found let's go i'm so excited for these spontaneous free styles and streams i'm so excited that's why the wood block is right here yeah so fun things like that will spontaneously come up and and there's excitement here about the spontaneous beats and free styles to get repurposed freely of course it's a dow it's a decentralized autonomous organization so feel free to repurpose it and throw it in jams and all kinds of things and just creating more beats and free styles it's so exciting and this is approximately the length that is feeling good like that's feeling like it allows the flow this is just hitting an hour and it really feels like there's a there's a flow there's a stride there's a everything just gets to spontaneously arising get explored and that's why these longer streams feel good to feel good so that's looking like what these will be like so yeah it's impossible to ever lose and it's impossible to find because it's already it's really simple it's super simple and ordinary it's absolutely not extraordinary so extraordinary is about me and story and experiences and extraordinary it's about specialness it's about me being special and specialness just wants to talk about itself it wants the illusion of others to listen to its specialness its experiences its stories and again it's funny because it's wholeness that is apparently illusory meeting or something no one knows there's freedom right there no one knows unknowing positionless centerless wholeness freedom unconditional love infinity that no one knows it's not found in an experience because it's already it's already and there's already not a me there's already not a center point it's already not there it's just an illusion that's why all this web 3 dow decentralized autonomous organization stuff is like the evolution of the internet especially with home dow and backing these new tokens with real world next gen infrastructures like sustainable regenerative housing next gen energy food water systems comedy lots of fun communal spaces for sports and hanging out music play children being free decentralized basic needs about children being free not having to enter into the matrix and sell apparent time for apparent money to pay for apparent basic needs to just be free so dows are really exciting and dows are really is what is what is is dowing and then me which is an illusion forms centralized architectures that that apparently create more body tensions of me's whereas dows apparently relieve the body tensions into the wholeness that always already is always already no separation anywhere always already no separation anywhere it's impossible to say but even these words are just what is using freedom is always already it's so always and already it's inconceivably always and already oh boy do everyone a favor and laugh at the apparent me's and spiritual seeking pointing to the always already that's there and it's that same freedom that's appearing as an assumption of a me that's on a transformative journey so it's really it's so funny that me that is on a transformative journey is actually made of unknowing it's made of nothing it's made of wholeness it's made of its absence the me on a spiritual transformative journey is made of its absence already freedom of unknowing the unconditional love for whatever is ising whatever is appearing hmm so all of it is a story all of it the whole stream itself is a story because nothing is ever lost but and nobody gets to own an attainment me wants to own an attainment called enlightenment as a north star as a gold star that it gets to put on its forehead and then use that to be worthy of and it's never lost and it's never attained so you can get up from whatever gurus and retreats and books and just be looking then just be like what it's never lost there's only wholeness or if you're looking on the smartphone or computer screen at the stream it's never lost the only wholeness there's only what's not separate and what's without position there's only that unknowing ineffable so right there that's that's it the phone or the computer or the guru or retreat or psychedelic or trying to chase you seeking whatever all those things just this is no one being everything yay yay it's like a bit of an inconditional love of the cats and the dogs that are such a huge favorite of of people you know just coming up and or even the you know the innocence of the the baby or the child is just you know like that way that cats like to rub on the it's just that unconditional love and the innocence really and the unknowing well getting a bit tired and that's all that apparently said about this for now and nothing can ever be said about what already is the freedom that is everything everywhere all at all right as always that unconditional love always and already there's so much more so much more play it's so exciting just needs infrastructures always and all