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He's from cgm and he was on and he was on tiktok or wherever he was on Doing the I'm still alive video like I'm still alive I'm still alive and to me that's boasting in your ops face like y'all spun me and couldn't even really complete y'all mission Y'all need to get your mission off So it's gonna be interesting to tell me after After doing a video like that being coming on here. I Got to hear about it now. You know what I'm saying What type of energy he's bringing to the table whoa Well, how fresh was this interview after he got it? Bro still got skin mark. Okay, talk to me Lou Gevels and I'm here to tell you guys a story On the 20th of November 2023 over in a very serious incident. I'm gonna just start off with my day Well, I was having a having a good day My bad. I was muted my fault my fault. I said November is when he did with the day that happened this video is from two months ago The math is crazy Well, you like less than 30 days after you did this video Was the Obviously, I started a podcast my very good friend and sister No, well And I was the first the first day our podcast was dropping No, no day. I all went to the gym for my bedroom had a good gym session Launched a podcast promote the podcast Left my friend's house About Maybe about just after midnight Went to the link one of my other bedrooms was chilling Burned some Kylie with him to get me When they got to about maybe like two in the morning drove back to my mom's house Lever grow power square I pulled up Not thinking nothing nothing of it seen a car. I'm all thinking it's one of my neighbors I parked up But let me stop you right there You pull back up to your mom house. Okay, that's probably where you lived Don't even care We're not gonna get into that but you pulled up to the crib. You seen a car You thought it was just one of your neighbors. Let me stop you right there me personally When I lived where I lived in Chicago, I knew every car on On a two block on a two block radius. I knew every car So if a car I've never seen before was out of place I'm not getting out of my car If there was a car just sitting on the corner And it had it and it was just running. I just keep going. I'll come back later Hey, I don't care. I'm not getting out of the car It's something that's off when I'm about to get out get out of the car and get to go in the house Yes, I had that on me. I Had the G lock on me, but you know, I'd rather avoid having to use this So I would just you know, I would either just you know Tell my on me or whoever I was with like now. Let's just Let's just go ahead keep riding around Like I have to spend my block like this is this my routine when I used to get home past 2 a.m I would go around my block like three four times Make sure nothing was moving Then I go park and go in the house There's something else was if it looked out of place Not having it Not doing like something told me Don't get out of the car yet. See and that's what be talking to me Some be telling me don't get out their car and I listen I Listen 100% Get me a parked up Literally right in front of the car Bucking the cars go out the parking space. They were in kind of a tight parking space Come out attack come out. There's the parking space parallel parked right next to me more thinking what's going on It's about two seconds later the passengers rolled out the window started letting off I just remember getting feeling the shots like Penetrating my skull the first shot bow in my brain second shot bow in my brain I just remember I mainly remember the shots going into my brain. I don't even remember the body shots I'm wearing a jacket A t-shirt I'm wearing my cars my cars just getting riddled up with shots in this moment of time I'm not even panicking. I'm just I'm just like I'm disfirming the shots the head the head shot one of the head shots has made me Like fly into the passenger seat. I'm in the passenger seat I can feel my brain. I can feel my bodily functions. Just Wondering I can feel it like I Can feel myself dying. I'm in the passenger seat Like my body's failing. I can feel my brain just slowly fading away I've seen a portal open a red and purple purple portal It all reminded me of that was hell like Stargate or Whatever it's called man, but they had the blue portal, but it's like it was like a a Smaller version of the port we was red purple looking demonic. I believe that The gates of hell opening my body half of my body. I say to go about there That's a word must like half of my scar is yeah, man. That was hell God pulled you up out of there like man. Listen, I'm gonna give you one more shot at this life thing Well, you see this purple this purple and red portal. This is what you're gonna be going You better chill out. I'm going through this pool Still hearing shots going off better grace of God Yeah God an angel Like in the future, I pray for more clarity to actually like seeing the supernatural realm to see what happened But I'm telling you go to church was God's doing Pick me up by my shoulders Yeah Put me back in the driving seat these times my cars already in part This is like I put him parked and I parked up. Anyway, you get me flipping I've turned on the car Spend the wheel with my right hand all the way to the right. Yeah and I've Fressed on the gas as hard as possible licked into the car. That's been shooting. I mean these times they will shot at my tires They they come to do that thing. You get me He was trying to eliminate something this time Spend the wheel all the way to the right I've licked into their car with force these times. I'm driving a big car. I'm driving a big Jeep. You get me They're in a smaller vehicle of licked into their car with force. They've hit they've crashed into about two cars on my on the road And then they sped off I mean, I'm in my car now in the middle of the road just Like I feel like God had blessed me with calmness. I wasn't panicking. My heart wasn't beating fast In my mind. I was thinking like I've just been hit up Man, that's a tough process. See the one time I didn't listen to my intuition I had went to go drop off my boy It was my birthday or something like we was doing something for my birthday and my my baby mama She was like, oh Blah blah blah left his keys and I was like, all right for sure. I'm gonna go take it to him And she was like, no, just stay home. Just stay home. I was like for what? I'm gonna just take it to him. It's cool Well, blah, I go out the house Uh, no, I was out the house. I came and picked him up. I came through the alley But before I got to the alley, I had seen the car and I always see this car But like it's normally like whatever You know what I'm saying and he come I'm going down the street It's a one way he come turn on the one way we look at each other and we go like this. So I'm thinking It's cool. It's calm I go on my block I hit the alley because you got to be a bold person to come on that block that I lived on and come through that Alley because you wasn't getting up out that alley If you came through that alley and you was and you was on that You was not fun to get up out of there 100% so So I come I grab the keys and my baby monster like no just come just stay home Just stay home give them to him in the morning. I'm like, it's cool. I'm already here. I'm here. Just give me the keys go in the house I come out the alley In my smart my intuition tell me like Well, go back home Go go back in the house. Listen go to house I turn into the also one way street. It's all one way streets in Chicago. I turn to one way street I look in the rear view mirror. These dudes is behind me In a four door four dudes. It was the same car Dude driving two people out the window sitting on the outside the window with these And I'm like You know what I got on me I got I got that get back on me too though so Bro, we drive. I drive. It's a one way I see a card. I tell the car go I tell the car go She go she see what she see it behind me I turned I try to hit the gas. I'm in the old Nissan. I can't go nowhere He pull up next and keep on keep on mine We're going south to north this street that I turn on the south north. I'm going north One lane north one lane south they pull up next to me and boy I'm gonna just leave it there what am I gonna do like I'm feeling my like the bullets deep in my brain. I can feel that I'm covered drenched in blood My whole car drenched in blood the passengers see the driver's seat the wheel. I just suck of the smell blood I've started to drive and I'm forgetting myself cool I need to drive myself to the to the local hospital and then I drove about 10 minutes I'll say not eight nine minutes down the down the road then I've realized now man I feel like that man slowly dying fading away. I'm still not panicking. I thought to myself yo I already drive back to my mom's I drove back to my mom's Obviously I'm driving on the rims the tires are flipping blown out. I can see in the in the side mirror I can see that my tires are I can just see sparks in it. I can see that my tires are blown out the steering wheel shaking I'm driving I'm breathing Taking deep breaths just driving drive drove back to my mom's bed. My mom's road is a no entry road drove up the road I've just put the handbrake on I even put on park. I looked at for my keys in the car took the keys I ran to the block door Put my clippin my key in the block door. I will put in the wrong key to have to shake it realize It's the wrong key putting the right key now Bust the door run up the block stairs You got energy to do all that door into my mother's bed I said to my mom look I'm gonna survive Call the ambulance One of my vegans choose say The area that I'm from like we all kind of live next to each other All that people yeah, no cap now you told your mama the right thing If you got hit up like you got hit up if you ain't gone already You're probably gonna survive that It's about so they've heard it's two in the morning people just heard like riddles or shots You know, it's not fireworks. You can tell the difference in fireworks and gun shots So yeah, why actually one of my vegans called me. I said to him yo I've just been shot in the head Pray for me as I've said that I've dropped my phone Took off my watch dropped on the floor The armjakes have run in my yard With their big whatever they you know their big things mp4's whatever they've got They've said to me Mate, can you hear us? I said yes They said lie on your back. Yeah lie carefully on the floor They kept on saying can you hear me? Can you hear me? They said that about three four times Yeah, they got to they wanted they don't want you to go to sleep And I said yes, I can hear you but slowly My my my vision and my hearing is going Blood too much blood loss like Slowly I'm the guy's too awesome. You can you hear me? Can you hear me? And then I figure about the fifth time Like it just went black. I could before my eyes even it went black I couldn't hear no more And then I closed my eyes or my eyes just closed whatever all I remember is just seeing quickly black. I'm not hearing nothing Then in my mind 20 minutes later I've woken up I've woken up in the hospital There's Nurses around me doctors around me tubes in and out in my arms. I could feel a tube in my nose See a good thing. I didn't get I didn't get Nothing to hit me but I want to show y'all picture of the car that I was in nine bullet holes All around me But didn't hit me That's crazy But luckily we are like and I see when it was happening. It's all of this is a slow motion Dudes firing at me Running towards the car And you know I'm out here like call the duty suppressing So he like and did I hear sirens in the distance? And I look up he turned around Okay, go back I'm like, oh my god And I'm trying to I put I'm trying to put the car in reverse Couldn't the car was not moving I was like, all right And you know, this is all allegedly Through a tube in my nose That I'm breathing I'm trying to I think it was my mom Someone said to me you've been here for five days. I don't know what I'm calling And imagine Two heads shots here People are coming to visit me my mom my aunties They put me in an induced coma because I got I got shot eight times. I got shot Twice in my head the side of my head. Yeah Through my skull deep into my brain I got shot once in the neck One bullet skin my like down the power for one bullet skin my leg Yeah, my chin I've fractured my fractured my jaw One bullet flipping Right from my chest Just above my heart came out just underneath my arm You got lucky I want blue off the tip of my ear Next bullet fragment in my in my stomach Colostomy to flipping um I'm alive. I'm I'm bathed. I'm thinking five days Obviously My family's broke down to me That I'm in a flipping. I'm in the hospital They put me into an induced coma whatnot um that Basically I was on the surgery They've took an obviously the bullets out of my body They like imagine the surgery does what they put me in an induced coma dessert My boy got shot. Um I think they put him in a induced coma. He had he got a zipper too He had uh, he had a colostomy bag Now for forever, but he had one The surgery was supposed to be for four hours, but I don't know what complications I think because it was a tricky one bullets was deep in my brain It took eight hours So They give you an injection to try to basically wake you up They give you an injection in your brain to wake you up The first one didn't work Over the couple of oh, I think maybe the next day or in a couple hours the second one didn't work The third one didn't work He was thinking about pulling the plug like I could be brain dead. This guy's not waking up The nurse said let me try to remember what like if that didn't get this short and I didn't wake back up Then that would have been it The nurse gave me the shot um What's his name? Welcome to the channel What's bro name they never said his name and it's like so far I woke back up and that's when that that's when I said that I felt like it was 20 minutes and it was five days you get me Like god is good. I'm I'm a healthy man. I go to the gym. I eat right Certain man was saying to me, bro. Trust me I don't like like I don't know like how you are even the doctor said I've never seen this four nurses Coming to me saying I thought he was dead Like really in truth. I should be dead. I got bedrooms that got shot same way God bless their soul twice in the head They're gone nine millimeter shells in my head It's big bullets. Yeah head through my flesh See, I'm thinking he got it by the 22 but I could see the the carnage that it caused and that ain't no 22 like Had to be a dodgy type gun No, I'm like You get me to get slapped once and they're not talking the same God willing man At a grace of god the glory goes to him. We don't go to no one else 100. I'm here for a purpose 100 So boom when I woke up A moment like this gonna change you 100 like it's gotta change It's just gonna make you worse or it's gonna make you find a purpose in life And it's gonna make you focus on the person that's kept you here Good night. I'm saying my first day in the hospital. I remember when my jaw was fractured and they put a tube My neck I think to help me breathe I was on um I was on oxygen but I was on my highest oxygen to help me breathe I was there I could talk But I couldn't talk that I don't have to say I sound oh, yeah I was sounding like I got shot But I was mumbling but I could like to strain my hardest For me to make out words and to say x y and z I was talking Now remember my mom saying to me, yeah, obviously my mom was saying to me that oh Obviously when I when I went it ran into the yard and I passed out When uh before they put me in the ambulance My mom is a strong christian woman. I'm a christian And my mom said to me that my her pastor Called her and said that god has just given him a vision that Daniel got shot or he's gonna get shot when he's called and said that She's obviously said he just he just ran in the house. He just got shot. He's on the floor unconscious They're taking to put him in the air ambulance now My mom's a strong woman. She's a very strong woman She was praying for me, but perhaps we see her even after this happened. She said to me when you walked into the yard Like as I said it when I was in the car. I was Like I could just smell blood. I was covered in blood She said to me oh Like your face would like it looked like your face was hanging off like because there was so much blood And because my jaw was fractured and because my head was just leaking as you can see like my head was leaking Squad and I was blood. It just looked horrible The whole time I was asleep in the hospital She was saying to me the pastor calmed her down. The pastor said look Don't let them worry. This man is waking up. God has told me that this guy is waking up and after this He's gonna heal up supernatural healing. He's he's gonna be stronger spiritually mentally physically And that's exactly what happened to me. I woke up Out look I got shot under 20 for november. I'm gonna tell you something The streets have a strong pull on you negativity has in it like if you're in the streets And you try to get out of the streets and it's something like this happens to you the streets still have a pull on you Even though some catastrophic like this happens like he could be capping it sound great These like that you got to be a strong intervention an individual Mentally to fully take remove yourself from the streets You know what I'm saying like and to not want to spend or to not want to you know I'm saying to have nothing to do with the streets 2023 I woke up out of this coma the 20 i'm calling captain over in my 2023 I was discharged from the hospital on the 29th. He's still outside 2023 I was in a coma longer than I was in the hospital At first I had that that little That tube thing I forgot was called the calisthenic bag or whatever the thing they put in your colostomy bag Oh, no, I couldn't get up I had to shit on the bed Like I said they had to put the little thing on me from my arms shit on the bed nurses wiping my arms So that's not a colostomy bag, but you had the uh The tube that go up your you know what I'm saying so you could pee Then you had the bed pan to use the bathroom dead neck You know what I'm saying The next day I was getting up. I got up. I walked around. I still had to ting it. I like I was eating So food But I still I was getting majority of the protein and and the vitamins and everything I needed the antibiotics through the little tube in my nose Next day they took it out and these times when I was when I first woke up they said that uh I might need to have another surgery They might need to be they need to check my jaw Certain things they're saying that minimum this guy is going to be in the hospital as a month I was in a hospital less like Less days and I was in a coma. I was in a hospital for four days before I got released Now I believe that I believe that because once he he said he was in the gym Your body can do amazing things if you take care of it 100% You know I'm saying plus you had a covering over you not from you directly But your mom praying and being a christian woman. She had already put that covering over you She had been had it over you so you had God on your side as well W moms supernatural healing as my mom as the pastor said I was just healing up mad quick. He was saying to me. I don't understand this. I know I gave my life to christ Seeing what happened to me. She couldn't believe what happened No one could believe they said they've never seen someone heal up like this in in in their life after getting shot like this And as I said all the glory be to god I've come out of hospital now. I've gone to one of my family relatives house I believe that he's giving all the glory to god, but I just don't but I don't know if we're gonna It's hard It's hard to get eight eight times or didn't not like that sweet difficult Especially if you know him to be making bread in the streets, you can't just pull up out of the air like that You can but it's gonna take a lot You're gonna have to have a lot of confidence in yourself I I'm healing up The doctor said that obviously it's good to do physiotherapy, you know, even if I went when I was in the hospital I was flipping they told me yo when every time you get up Make sure you breathe heavy and I was still on the oxygen thing and then they put it's like they took me onto that I don't know how to explain this. I'm not a flipping doctor. I'm not a scientist or whatnot but they put me onto that like The the lowest oxygen to help me breathe and then they took me off it So it was just me myself breathing because obviously my lungs was punctured when I got shot as well Right, right, but they wanted to take they had you on oxygen in stages Fully then half probably then mild that none Yeah So cool I'm recovering Oh, this is the one dig dig that got arrested for this That's what they're saying in the chat. I don't know that ain't none of my business It's a dig a dig got arrested too, but not for this, right? I don't know what he got arrested for I'm recovering mad quick I've come out of hospital obviously I'm walking around I'm uncertain anti antibiotic. Hey, listen, I don't promote no violence Stay up out in the streets Live life with a purpose They've they've given me A couple like laxatives to help because obviously and it's a mad team because even though I got shot on the belly I got shot in mad vital places. I got shot in the neck So I managed to shot on the neck that paralyzed for the rest of their life Certain man gets shot in their head. They're dead. Certain man gets shot in their heart. They're dead Certain man gets shot in their belly there that their large intestines are there and their small intestines are fucked for the rest of their life like Man's been blessed by God You know what I say like I'm a walking testimony to be here And I thank God so much and God's gonna use me to change people's lives and break downs like this You get me. I live this life You get me. I can say I've been a gangster. I've done everything that quote unquote gangsters Cool guys this life ain't cool. I'm telling you trust me And I hope people take in what I'm saying. I hope when I'm looking at my head and deepen these scars I've got shot twice in the brain In the cranium in the medulla. That's not a game. You get me Certain man. I'm not here breathing. Certain man gets stabbed once. I got better as I got stabbed in the leg They're dead And I had to bury them Certain man gets stabbed in there in their life. Certain man gets smacked in their face They fall down on the pavement. They hit the head in the side Your brain is very you know, say your skull is fragile. Your brain is fragile Your brain can bounce around in your skull and you could die like that How does that help me as a man get shot two nine million of your shells in the next of my temple in my brain? I'm still alive to tell you guys the story right now God willing Anyway, as I said, I'm recovering well. I'm heating up mad quick Um Literally like I mean literally there's no other there's no other reason like Literally god saved you But how are you repaying him now? What type of life are you living right now? Are you still living a life that can invite these type of demons in? Or how are you walking right just like you get me? That's the real answer. That's the real question I'm like not to be cheeky with it, but I'm even I even like a couple days after coming out I decided let me see. I love the gym. I said, let me see if I could walk press ups feel like I banged up 40 press ups like it was nothing didn't feel no pain. I first I was taken What was it cold? I don't know some coding thing and some paracetamol thing they were saying to me. Oh you got to take So because you got shot in the brain you got to take these certain medications because you're more likely in life to have seizures I rebuke that I've gone blessed You know what I'm saying that God has like I got shot big times But God has made me like spiritually and mentally bulletproof certain man not survive this You know what I say, but I survived this and I'm telling you guys That you guys out here living a life of crime and doing certain things. It's a joke thing. It's not cool. This is a vicious cycle Us as minorities as well. This is not this is not the life that man's man's supposed to be living. The worst thing is is that like A lot of my black brothers and my black people and people in general are dying over nothing over dumb things I've seen I've lost bedrooms. There's people that I didn't like they've lost their life And we've all got something coming. We've all got children. We've got mothers We've got sisters. We've got people that mourn for us I had people me me in this situation There was a big pro and a con It like but I feel like it was more of a blessing because one I could tell the youths and show the youths of my experience two I got friends that are muslim. I got friends that are christian. Do you know how much people? I'm telling you this brought probably more than a hundred people close to the god People started reading their Quran people started reading their bible. They're praying their five stars. They're they're praying They're leaning down. They was praying for man. So many pray people was praying for me because they didn't want me to die I got kids. I've got two beautiful daughters. They were the one without a father my legend I got shot twice in the head. He got two beautiful daughters He's not here to tell the tale, but I'm here to tell the tale So as a man don't get twisted. I felt anger. I felt pain. I felt so many different emotions But forgiveness is the key. I don't know who shot me And I hope that the person that shot me don't even experience what happened to me But my heart is open to open to forgiveness. I pray to god That's that's that's that now that is a great line for a podcast if this is how you want to come off I Got to to help me forgive whoever done this to me Sincerely not no joke forgiveness. I'm surreal forgiveness because at the end of the day This is a vicious cycle and and the main thing the reason why these things happen is because We have pride we have ego You know I say it's it's it's it's easy for me to pick up a gun It's easy for me to pick up a knife and take a man's life or to slap man or to Or to do certain things to endanger someone or to cause pain But you know how hard it is to forgive someone It's a hard thing, but By the grace of god I forgive everybody that act like You know I say I'm not a fucking gang member. I've put that life to the side I don't what I done. You know I say whether this is karma Whether this is whatnot. I've done evil and I know that day if I went through that what I went for I didn't see My eyes didn't go through that book. I didn't see but I know That was hell. Yeah, and I know if I went through there. I never came back I'll do it another for being lost. I told you I told you I ain't seen this before That portal it wasn't it wasn't a gates of heaven. It was clearly hell Yeah, it was clearly. I didn't even have to tell me I knew I already knew I sent that one before So I'm telling you Like But it's not a joke. This life is not a joke for a man that's lived every aspect of this life It's not a joke. I got shot eight times. Yeah, I believe he happened, but he's spitting facts You know what I'm saying You know I'm saying God can still use you as a vessel to get his words across Even though you yourself are cap He will still use your experience to save some lives Times that I'm here to say tell the teller There's not a lot of people that can sit down and they can say this and they can say They're physically strong like there's next man out here that ain't been shot. They're not looking like me I'm you know, I say like luckily I was shot in like Look, I got shot one of the shots went through my arm. Look at my bicep My bicep is do it. I'm not looking strong now This is by the grace of God man. It's looking strong. It's gonna tear through my muscle It didn't tear through my muscle. It just tear through certain places in and out Not gonna lie. The places he got shot is crazy like and they didn't hit nothing vital. That's why everything like As I said the month I'm a walking testimony and I'm here to preach and I'm here to say certain things Like I said, you are go down the you are God will use your testament He will use you as a vessel to get his word across Even though you still might be capping But he will continue to use you To get that point across After I went down because as we know I'm 27 years old of age Yeah, I've got into a life of crime at a certain age. I did things at a certain age It's more likely that once you once you're of my age or your older, it's hard to get out of these things You know what I say at the end of the day people don't show people more so the pros the pros of this life You're making fast money. You're getting gall. You got the nice watch the nice car. What is that? This life is temporary. The next life is ever lost. That's what I'm talking about Well, you in them streets that fast money that that listen fast money is a crazy addiction Seeing it come that fast. It's really hard to kick that habit once you're traveling and if you trap it outside It's hard. It's hard to go to a regular nine to five or focus on your dreams and goals and try to achieve them type situation And I just really want to know how he's really living like the real truth after this That's all you get me people don't show the cons you know the cons are the cons of having these scars all over their body The cons are like some people can't speak properly because they've been shot or they've been stabbed or they're paralyzed for the rest of their life Like I know man. That's in a wheelchair. I know I know man. I got sprayed up less Less times than me on a wheelchair now On god They they can't walk. They can't piss. They're gonna even have sex Like what type of life is this that is this life people would like to glorify this but they don't want to show the cons You're losing your bedrooms. You you you you you are die yourself and are damned to internal Like damnation hell Oh, you're losing loved ones Brothers friends. You got a what do you know how sad it is to to to bury someone? I don't know if you buried like a lot of people have lost their friends mothers Nans this and that it's sad to do this No parents should be burying their child. It's even sad for us a child to be burying their parent but Like i'm telling you and I and I and I stress this with all my heart And god has opened my mind like I can say that after two headshots My mindset is clearer than was it what it was before? Yeah, and I believe it. I believe bro mindset is really clear. God don't speak to him, but it's hard like He's I believe you giving your life to god your spirit is god's But it's your soul. What's in your soul right now? There's three stages to this. What's in your soul my boy? Your spirit and your soul got to connect so your body can move different And it's real hard man to get your soul about the streets You might be there spiritually, but are you there is your soul there? And who done that god God has blessed me with a second chance his life. So I hear it. I can sit down here Try and find out who's done this to me try seek revenge. What is that going to do? It's going to be a real current cycle what I get that person killed I get that person shot that person tries to do something back to me and my people It's the same. Shit. What this is what us people are doing to each other and who's profiting of this At the end of the day But when we actually deep who's profiting of all the guns coming into this country the uk Mashes are expensive. Who's profiting of this shit? Where's the shit coming from? Like come on my don't don't be dumb and get users puppets when we work from kids that Certain age you listen to certain music certain things glorify to you Don't let this spin your head because at the end of the day life is precious No one deserves to take another man's life. If I died that day, it would have been another minority or another human being that took my life and then what then So I might have avenged me and took a next man's life. What then where where does it end? Where does it end? You know what I'm saying? So take in what I'm saying carefully as a man the man that got shot eight times riddled up with bullets In his brain in his chest in his organs and his lungs and his arms everywhere And I'm here to tell the tale so listen to what I'm saying carefully life Is bigger than what you think it is This life is a test To for the next this life is only temporary so Well as the man that's still here breathing Being a walking testimony I've got some advice for you young kids out here Maybe that could potentially Like get into the life of crime that I've got to remember that You can do anything that you put your mind to look at their life Look at the the times that we're in you've got social media You've got so many different things that you can do don't strive to be a gangster don't when I was young I was looking I was muted again. That's crazy Like I'll be trying to tell I said I'll be trying to tell you man. Don't There's a lot of options that you could do out here Man, just pick it like look at Kai look at all of these streamers go be a streamer You know I'm saying go go go continue to be A gymnast go be a scientist go be a doctor go do something productive But I know if you want to live your life, I could go live your life, but just know That there's repercussions to everything. There's a re there's an action There's a reaction for every action And you got to be able to Stand ten toes with them So Luke so I'll appreciate that welcome back To certain man, and I wanted to be like them look at the doctors and nurses obviously I'm The greatest will be to God, but at the end of the day Like people learn certain things Stries to be a doctor tries to be a nurse tries to be a lawyer engineer tries to do something that can save people's lives At the end of the day God saved my life, but these people cut open my skull and they took bullets out of my brain That's a very big one little mistake that ended my life You got me to say know what you're doing with your life. There's so many there's so many things like as I said My hobby is gym You could you can everybody has an outlet for certain things Whether it's art It's gym. It's music. It's this people got platforms. They got social media Whether you learn how to do hair you learn how to flip in I don't know make content do something There's more to life than being on the streets than being a hoodlum Then selling drugs causing harm to people robbing people. What what what is that? Don't let don't let these things Ruined your life. I'm telling you I've got two I can name countless people can name more than the finger I can name more than the fingers of my hands up man. That's what I like Man, that's got kids 35s 45 rex 27 years for what? Man, that's dead for what? Understand that you got everybody has got a potential even a man That has lived a life of crime that's done certain things. He's got the potential to better in his life It's everybody's got a choice and the choice is yours 100% So 100% to what I've said very carefully and just know that life is real and that You can choose your own narrative You don't have to be assisted Ah, you don't have to be the cap is so unmeasured. He couldn't even get it out. Keep going though. You you speaking You spitting choose your own narrative. You don't have to be assisted Ah, you don't have to be a statistic. You get me like life is real You've got The options in your hand you got like Same way how I went down the path There's guys that went went through exactly what I went through when I was young. They went down. They went To the left. I went to the right. You know what I'm saying? We lived that they probably lived the poor and what's a life to me. But what do they do with themselves? They didn't go down a life of crime. They went to school. They they stayed in school forever more and I will say like Rome wasn't built in the day So, you know, he can still be walking his path. His path is a long path. Yeah They they train themselves. They got a thorough education and it becomes something with themselves So know that you can put you could do anything you put your mind to i'm telling you for free Trust me Make sure you pray he got his cap off the glory to god And just do he right though real life forget all this negativity all the cap that he everything that he's speaking is I got feel it. It's 100% like he ain't he ain't leading nobody or misleading nobody nowhere, but I'm I'm the question that I have is if he's following his own words And that's where when I say cap, that's where the cap is I don't really believe that you never like this fully But do you want to get there? I believe you want to get there, but I believe that there's like There's a strong pull of this of negativity negativity It's a crazy pull The world is consuming my negativity. Don't let what's going on in the world or facades or fashion or something thing Destruct your mental and your spiritual bond with god and to better your life You can do better than that all you young kids out here doing certain things. You're on the block You forget school. You can do better than that life is better than that Because when your life ends abruptly and you get class it's just it's not a game So I hope you took on what I've said Remember that the man that's been riddled with eight bullets is still here to talk and to share his testimony and to preach nothing about positivity and the truth And this is the truth You don't want to be a gangster From a man that is a reform character from a man that used to be a gangster You don't want to do the stuff that I've done live the life that I've done lived You don't want these scars. You don't want you don't want to headshot You don't even want to be the guy to to to tell the story But obviously this is god's plan god saved my life for a reason Right now. I'm here trying to trying to get into you guys heads trying to teach Trying to talk to the use of today these times guess what since I've been sure I didn't see my kids Do you know how much I miss I cried because I didn't even see my kids and I see my kids all the time Potentially the kids they couldn't even have seen their dad again if I didn't wake up And I'm here trying to get into you use heads trying to make you understand that You guys can do better than this Like I'm telling you And as I said before I don't know who done this to me But from the bottom of my heart god is helping me I'll forgive you and I forgive anyone that's done anything wrong to me Forgiveness is the key without forgiveness. We can't move on Without forgiving us each human other human beings. How can god have mercy upon us and forgive us? for our sins So I love you guys. I'm here and As I said, I'm a walking testimony I hope you've taken in what I've said deeply and know that This life is a serious life You don't want to do certain things you want to be positive and you want to live A long healthy life. You want to have kids. You want to have grandchildren. You want to show them the realness That's it I mean, that's solutable man. Like I said, I said everything I had to say in the reaction man Till I leave you like comment subscribe turning your post. I'm gone