 All right, well, I gotta give this thing a second to catch up All right, it's got to be working right now. Okay First my brains are going kind of going crazy right now because I have so much going on. I'm gonna lose my marbles. Hello, Wendy. How you doing, man? Okay, so yeah, I have a lot going on but I have something I want to talk about It's not so much a super prepped monologue but I think I basically know what I want to say and it's an answer to a question someone asked and I'll try to I'll try to paraphrase basically what this guy asked. He's like, he's like, yo Jamie. What's up? I'm up here in Canada and things suck How did you know to get out of Canada when you did did you know things were gonna suck? How did you know this man? Or was it just coincidence and you just left and then everything happened to suck after that? So basically the question was how did I how did I know to leave Canada? Is the basic just to the question and this guy's I haven't been keeping up with with what's going on in Canada But this guy's report was pretty horrible. It sounds pretty bad up there. Anyway the short answer to this question is yes, it was a conscious decision and It was basically because I was seeing a complete lack of morality around me and I thought that people behaving immorally will lead to a terrible future and That's the short answer. And so I wanted to get away from that, you know To give a bit more detail, let's back up to when I was a kid. Okay, so I was a kid, right? Believe it or not There were dinosaurs roaming the earth when I was a kid and I lived in Canada in a suburb of Ontario near Toronto Well, not that close like an hour outside of Toronto. Anyway So I was growing up and when I was really young you know, I wasn't very good in school and I was put on it. I was put into a soccer league When I was a little too young for the league and I was I was just little I was too young for the league I was just getting my I Was just I was just a loser and I wasn't good at school and just having all these problems, right? But It was always kind of okay, you know, people would say, ah, that's okay. You're just you're just having a tough time It's fine. There's always this always all this kindness and encouragement. You know, you'll you'll get it together You're a buck up kiddo, you know, you're doing all right, you know I know you have difficulties, but you know, you'll you'll be fine So I got a lot of encouragement when I was completely incompetent completely useless, right? Now somewhere around grade three ish I started putting together Why I was having so much difficulty So one day I'm sitting across I'm sitting across desks from this other guy and we're supposed to share this book I don't remember what the assignment was or what we were doing But we're in some kind of groups and we were supposed to share this book So he was like I'll I'll read a part and then I'll turn the book around to give it to you And then you can read a part and I was like, no, just leave the book there I'll read it. He's like, what do you mean you'll read it? And I was like, I'll just read it from here He's like it's upside down for you and I was like So he's like you can read upside down I was like we can't everyone and then you know, you kind of put some things together and I realized that I See things differently than than most other people and now this upside down thing This guy and apparently Most of the people in my class and all all these people around me Had a built-in framework of the world, right where this is up That's down. There's the left and there's the right and this as they walked around. They had this This was their own Perspective that was it was like a constant that was built into them and I did not have this at all So when I looked at something Like if I looked at something to read I even if it was offered to me right side up I'd have to look at it and be like, all right, let me examine the letters and figure out which direction is up Okay, there's the up and there's the down and there's the left and there's the right and every time I read something I would have to do this and and so this is just one example of a lot of things where It's just seemed like everyone else was just getting it and I was just lost like I was like How is that? Why does everyone else know what to do here? And I have no clue It was basically this like like people had a bunch of built-in Constants that they got in their brain when they were born that I was just missing, right? But around that time I started realizing. Oh, these aren't just detrimental to me Because I'm not just without a frame of reference. I Am actually able to define my frame of reference, which is actually a skill to have right? So if you give me the book upside down my frame of reference can be upside down I can see the frame of reference from all the different objects in the room And this is one of the reasons why I was slower To to process things. It wasn't because I was slower or dumb It's I was actually processing more information and figuring out more things So as I started getting up into higher grades, you know five six seven eight You know these kind of brain abilities stopped being a detriment and started being beneficial, right? So I started doing a lot better in school and at first People would say oh, this is amazing. You're finally starting to put things together, Jamie Oh, this is great. We knew you could do it, right? And I was also starting to do better in sports because I wasn't being stuck in the You know the the soccer league where I was too young I was starting to compete against the people my age and starting to kind of do okay You know and people will be like way to go Jamie. You're starting to you know, you're starting to get somewhere That's great. Not all this encouragement. I was like, oh, this is great whenever I make improvements I get all this encouragement, right? So I was like, yeah, I'm gonna improve a lot. I'm gonna prove so much I'm gonna mix all these improvements. So around maybe Maybe high school maybe a little before high school I was making really good improvements like doing amazingly well in school and and just starting to do really good in sports And just all all kinds of things. I was just doing really well and I started finding there was a diminishing return The better the better I got at things the less excited people were the less encouragement I got and somewhere around the beginning of high school. I realized that people were starting to downright resent me and Like parents and teachers and people who who I thought would be excited about me doing well No, they were they were kind of like annoyed That I was doing well, right and then through high school. I realized, okay I have to not do things for other people's Approval because they're not giving me but I need to do things for myself, right? So I started doing things because I wanted to do well at them and When I started doing that I started doing really really well at things You know like winning the championship in sports and and all a's and oh, there was this math contest thing and just like all kinds of things like I was doing really well in a lot of different things and people would get more and more resentful and All all through all through high school. I was very Not anti-social but kind of anti-social and people would always say Jamie Yeah, we gotta be more social, you know, but I was so anti-social because I got so much resentment from people and just you know anyway By the end of high school, I'd gotten so much of both Both perspectives like where I was younger I'd just been just I just been incompetent and I got so much encouragement and then I got to an extremely high level by the end of high school and I just got tons of discouragement like You know, Jamie or you got a you got to stop you know Trying so hard because you know, you're making other people look bad And you know, why do you why do you have to do all that? Just all this discouragement and then and then a lot of it was it was taken for granted like oh Jamie You just you're just lucky that you got all this stuff and like I got so much negative feedback When I was I was performing at my best and I got so much positive feedback when I was at my worst and I mean, there were a lot of other Moral issues that I was seeing but this one thing really stood out where I was I was surrounded by a society a culture around me that rewarded incompetence and Just ridiculed and just just had resentment toward excellence and You know, I would observe it and other people like the people who were doing doing really well at things I would hear people talking about them behind their back like it's sort of so our winner and Yeah, I hope they're they're they get a flat tire in the way home You know, just just like all this little resentment toward people doing really well at things and people who were doing crap like No, you're not fat. You know everything is fine. You're perfect You're beautiful just the way you are Just ignore the fact that you're gonna get a heart attack when you're 30 years old No, you know, you're you're performing at a very low level. You're amazing. So I Thought that that when a society Rewards incompetence and and punishes excellence You're gonna end up with a lot of incompetence, right and you're not gonna end up with that much excellence And that's that's what's happened and then you know fast forward a bunch of years and you get you get people voting for a guy named Justin to be the Prime Minister and this guy Justin has has no Redeeming qualities. He's just a terrible human being, right? But in that society. Oh, no, we don't judge. We don't judge, you know, everyone gets a participation Participation ribbon, right? Oh, let's put him in there and just destroys the country and you know That's that's what happens when you when you don't have the morality When you don't have good morality in a society You and you when you go through time things just gradually get worse and worse and worse And if you're constantly punishing excellence, it's like it's like the It's like the quickest way to destroy a Society like you destroy all your excellence. You are destroying the excellence in your society and you you You reward incompetence you end up with an incompetent society and You know, I'm talking about Canada right now But Canada is definitely not the only place this is happening, but that's that's what the question was about and that's where I had direct Direct interaction and you know from a very young age all the way through But you know same things going on in the United States and a lot of other countries like like excellence is being crapped on and incompetence is being rewarded and All right before I stop I want to say one more thing about just like what morality is and why it's so important why why it makes Why it makes or breaks a society or even just general success in anything Morality is the thing that gets you to do the right thing when nobody's looking so when you're all by yourself and There's something you could steal and no one's gonna know Morality is the thing that keeps you from doing that wrong thing Morality is the thing that gets your butt out of bed in the morning When you don't have to get up you don't have to get up for some job or whatever But morality is the thing that will say to you. Ah, you know what? I should I should do it anyway I should get up go for a little run have a good breakfast. I'm gonna feel better I'm gonna have I'm gonna have you know, I'm gonna energize myself for the day I'm gonna be more pleasant to the people around me. I'm gonna bring positive Whatever out into the world Whereas if I if I lay in bed for another two hours I'm gonna get up and feel like crap and be sluggish and just So I mean like all day There's all these little decisions when you when you when you're operating under your own morality your own internal morality You you'll make a thousand correct decisions like just little things here and there throughout the day All these little things add up to make a big difference by the end of the day and by the end of the week And by the end of the year, I mean things are totally different than if you go through those days Without the morality just getting away with what you can and now There's one more step of this morality that I want to talk about Which is when you have even better morality, you can do the right thing Even when your other people are telling you not to and that's when morality starts getting really really valuable When when you can when you can say what needs to be said and you can do what needs to be done That you know needs to be done and needs to be said Despite a thousand people telling you no, don't do that. Do not do that. Don't you dare do that and you just say No, this is the right thing. I'm gonna do it. It doesn't matter how many of you what wag your finger at me It doesn't matter how many of you scream at me Even if no one can hear me I'm gonna say the right thing and that's what that's what saves Cultures from nose diving and that's that's what's missing and that's what's missing all over the world is people people just don't have morality people are not behaving with morality and Morality has been replaced by laws and laws say You can do this you can't do this you can do this you can't do this But then there are all these gray areas that haven't been covered because if you're writing down laws You can't cover everything Even with a million laws you can't cover every nuance of every situation of everything that could happen So there's gonna be holes. There's gonna be all this stuff where people will say well There's no law that says I can't do it. So ha ha whatever and that's where your morality has to come in So, you know, I'm always talking about morality over laws Like if people are not living with morality. It doesn't matter how many laws you have there are not enough laws in the world To fix it to fix people to make them do the right thing people have to live with an internal morality where where they will do the right thing regardless of of Immediate punishment and I say immediate punishment because there's always going to be Long-term punishment, but but people don't think about that when they're being immoral when people are doing the right thing You they end up getting all these benefits through time and when people are doing the wrong thing They will pay for it in the future But a lot of times if if they're doing things immorally enough They're pushing off those those consequences On to their children because they're pushing them off far into the future And pushing them off into their children and their grandchildren and then they're just like well I'm gonna be fine for the rest of my life. So who cares? And you know those other people can deal with it and that and that's how society Goes downhill and gets destroyed and I don't know I don't know all the details of what's going on in Canada right now But it sounded pretty bad from what this guy was with this guy was telling me And I think that's about that's about all I've got to say about that that's that's not true I could I could talk about this for another hour and a half, but let's see what's going on here. Oh, there was a Okay, one other one other thing I can talk about real quick someone else asked Oh Yeah, he asked how's it going with the ladies Jamie because I haven't mentioned girls in a while And that's because I'm just busy doing stuff, you know, I'm just too busy Partly because Well, here's an example Of how it's going so I was talking with this girl I know recently I don't think she watches this so If she watches this I'm not saying her name or anything. I'm pretty sure she doesn't watch this but anyway, I'm talking with her and I know she likes me and so she's like, you know, I want to I want to have a relationship with you a Committed monogamous relationship with you like like can we just do that and I'm and I'm like well For me to commit to you and just you like you really have to bring a lot to the table Like you you have to bring a lot of value like you have to be equal to me in a lot of ways like you you have to really Like like bring some good stuff or else. I'm just trapped, right? And so she's like Okay, well, I mean I bring all this stuff and she starts listing a bunch of kind of like vague things like I'm Supportive I'm fun. I'm blah blah a bunch of different things and the last and they're all kind of vague, you know, like Nothing specific but the last one was I remember this one because I responded to it. The last one was I'm I'm not like everyone. I'm not like all those other girls Who just do whatever and oh, I'm accountable. I hold myself accountable like I'm responsible. I hold myself accountable So I just responded well You know, you've been trying to get in shape for years And you haven't really made any progress on that You know And that makes it that makes it seem like you're not holding yourself accountable You know, you're not you're not making yourself get result So that's kind of the opposite of what you're saying And her response was now in her defense. The first thing she said was no, I see your point I see what you're saying, but then she quickly slid into Yeah, but you just you just want me to be thin But not not everyone wants that some people like me just the way I am like totally totally side stepped the point because I didn't say anything about How attractive she was if I wanted her to be thinner or not thinner or whatever or whatever like that was That was not in the conversation at all What I was talking about was being accountable to her own judgment of herself In terms of a goal that she decided she wanted to do for herself and she hadn't accomplished it And You know, it's just like that's that's That's the kind of thing I run into like all the time, you know, it's like I don't want to be with someone like that Not not that I you know, I'm still friends with this girl and I can talk with her and everything but Yeah, it's it's like People today are not are not striving for that excellence Or some people are but not enough like it's not become normal and when people are when people Fail to achieve their own goals They'll come up with excuses and reasons and and just like Like kind of deflect what's going on and then, you know, she's she kind of like Tried to dump it on me. Like it's my fault for wanting her to be thinner Which was completely a separate subject totally different thing, right? so that's I mean, yeah, that's that's kind of how that's going. All right, let's let's see what's going on in comments here Wendy hope you're still here. How's it going? B. What's up? Fair H. Tony Simmons. What's up? I just said what's up? I think Mr. Landfill, how's it going? Mr. Landfill excellent day. You're here. I appreciate your moderating services very much as a matter of fact, we may have to we may have to Jettison some people today actually probably not Hopefully not. Hopefully not Um Wendy says Thanks for going live before the USA football playoffs between San Francisco and Detroit in Detroit Okay, you want to know how much I keep track of uh US football When I hear San Francisco, that's at 49ers, right? I think of Joe Montana. He was a quarterback. What like 30 years ago Yeah, I I don't know Um Probably was fine till you left. Oh, you're talking about Canada Oh, okay junkyard. Josh says canadian here. We have an extreme housing shortage and they keep Bringing it more bringing in more immigrants than houses being built. Well, that's that's not very smart Yeah Dude, you're still a kid on heart. That is true in many ways. I am a child. However I have learned that having a uh, what's the word? Having a child like aura and just being fun and exuberant and stuff You can you can have that and be and be a man you can be a manly Well, how do you what's the word for that? Being a being an adult is all about taking responsibility You know as long as you're doing that you can you can joke around all you want As long as you're taking care of the important stuff first Oh, dude, you're still a kid. Are you? Um, Canada rent prices are aft USA is too Is too though. Oh, you got to work on your commas and your periods. But yes Yeah, I mean, oh my god When I hear when I hear people talking about what they're paying for rent right now Oh, it's insane and people Are just working their butts off like Oh, it's it's really depressing and this is So Taking a hard look at the world today like like really seeing what's going on It's difficult to do because it's so depressing But you kind of have to do it. You have to you have to look at the world and just say, okay I'm going to see I just I need to see how bad it is Because that's the only way you can figure out what to do to make it better and you know Chances are you're not going to make the world in general, but like I can't save Canada or the United States But I can make my world better Like by moving to a place where I can, you know Own a piece of land and build my own house and not have rent Like just think about anyone who's paying a mortgage or or paying rent. Just imagine How much your life would change if you didn't have a mortgage or rent like it was just gone Like there there are ways to make that happen You might have to think outside the box be a little crazy or whatever You might have to really take a hard look at the world and and say, okay There is some really bad stuff going on and it's depressing But now that I've seen it I can kind of figure out what to do or maybe maybe you have to see how bad it is to So so that will inspire you to say To to give up on that, you know to give up on the the the dream, you know The the dream that the government's going to save you and you know, everything's going to be fine You know, maybe you got to take a real hard look and see how depressing it is and then you can say, okay I need to change the I need to change the rules and then change the rules for yourself, you know Looks like it will be the Kansas City chiefs will win the other Super Bowl slot Oh, I have no idea Football is the one with the Yeah, that one right Hey, Jamie great work on the lumber milling with the chainsaw. Hope your weekend was great My weekend was pretty good. Not bad. I'm I'm getting into okay. I have a 3d printer now, right and the thing is freaking amazing. I'm so impressed The only problem is um Well, I started I started making a robot, right? Like one that I made years ago I was like, let me just print out these parts and you know, put it together and get one working She's just just kind of warm up and get into it But as I was doing it, I was like, oh, I want to start working on this and then I want to do that and I want to there's all this stuff I want to make and So Yeah, my brains are a little bit going a little bit crazy with all the things I want to make There's a whole bunch of lego stuff I've been working on one of my daughters is like we need more train tracks So I'm like, yo, let's find some train tracks. I couldn't find any good train track Files online. So I drew them myself I'll put those up on my thingiverse thing And then I was like, I want to make some wind up Lego toys So I was looking on the internet couldn't find I mean I found some kind of okay wind up toy stuff But not really like good performance. So I was like, I'm gonna figure that out myself You want to see what I made? Hold on. Give me a second. I'll go get it Oh Okay, this is my lego wind up motor Which way is the sun coming in? There's no sun coming to now. Yeah, so this is my wind up motor This big part in the middle here is a spring and that's also a spring You know, it's like wound up around a thing and then there's some there's some a little bit of Funny physics going on here, but it's not that complicated. I explain it in the video or something But anyway This thing goes like way further with way more strength than anything else I've seen You know online stuff Anyway, um I'll I'll share all the files for this stuff when I you know, I get all the the details worked out and stuff, but um Yeah Oh, there's so much there's so much stuff I could make But I have to I have to keep I have to keep on task of Of dragging wood out of the jungle Which I didn't do any of it all weekend because I was just doing other stuff And then it rained a bunch and blah blah blah and the tide needs to be right So I can get my boat in there and still get out with all the wood on it because the wood weighs the boat down and Yeah Oh and I was thinking about okay, so So I started getting wood for my second floor. Oh, yeah, here's one of the boards right here That board is probably a lot bigger than that looks on camera Um, yeah, it's over two inches thick and I don't know It's a pretty pretty hefty board. There's a bunch much thicker ones over there And I forgot. I don't know a couple hundred of them out in the jungle But they they obviously have to dry out right and they shrink as they dry And the joists like all the framework under the under the floorboards all the joists and everything I think I can build those pretty soon because if that shrinks a little it's not a big deal, you know It'll all shrink roughly evenly. So the top will still be the same But the floorboards when they shrink they leave gaps between them And I'm kind of thinking that gaps between my floorboards on the second floor may not be an issue I don't think it's going to be that big a problem because I'm going to have like all these mats up on the floor You know like and carpets and stuff like that Uh, wherever we're playing with Lego or whatever and stuff like that And I was thinking it might actually be good to have little gaps between the boards for ventilation So, you know, if if any moisture gets trapped in there It'll have somewhere to get out right So maybe it will actually be good To have gaps in my floorboards and then anywhere There's like a Lego zone. I just have to put down carpeting or or a mat or some kind of thing But I'd want to do that anyway because I want to make it a nice comfortable spot for the Lego zone, of course and then Yeah, I'm I'm starting to think I don't need to wait till the wood is totally dried to to build the second floor I also don't want to wait for it to totally dry because that's going to take a while Anyway, okay Let's see. Where was I on here? Oh great work on the lumberbill, right? Uh, yes, USA housing is bad too, but still much cheaper than Canada. Yeah, I've heard can is getting really really bad Where does jamie live now looks like a great life. I'm in Panama. Yeah off the coast of Panama in the Caribbean ocean Uh, I'm on my own little island here, which is awesome. Oh my god. I love it. I love being on my own island because like You know if you have neighbors who are awesome, it's great but if you have Like you hear so many stories about neighbors who are just a pain in the butt And they're they're tree is hanging over your fence and dropping leaves and you cut it and then they get angry and there's all these Ah, oh Between me and my nearest neighbor. There's like a quarter mile of ocean Or something like that maybe more half a mile of ocean Yeah, it's just it's really nice having that border And just it's just the privacy is excellent um Upside down reading how you read your dad's paper at the breakfast table I never thought it was that strange that I could yeah I I didn't as far as I knew everyone could read upside down just as easily as right side up like if you if you Hold something up upside down and I'm reading it through a mirror. I can read it Just as easily if I'm reading it right side up, right? um that also has to do with The ability to um like take an object Like take an object in my head This this one is a spoon Compliments of neo and I can put this in my head and then I can spin it around and look at it from different angles, right? And look at it all apparently a lot of people can't do that and then Even more than that. I can take something like this in my head I can explode it in my head. I can dismantle it And see all the parts take them all apart put them all together I can see how it works. I can take a spring out put a different spring in I can switch motors around like I can You know, it's like a whole rapid prototyping Thing in like lab inside my head That apparently a lot of people don't have But I think I think part of the I think a lot of the reason I had difficulty When I was younger was because I have a complicated operating system and it took me a while to figure it out, you know But it ended up being really really beneficial as they grew up Oh, so wendy you totally read upside down too Greetings from main. I am dyslexic. I think So when I was a kid, they thought I was dyslexic for a while But they they did tests and were like this this guy's not Oh, let me turn on light This guy's not dyslexic. We he's not he's not We're not getting that from him at all. He's not What was the other thing? What is it when you're on the spectrum? Autistic they're like, he's not autistic. We can't figure out what's wrong with him. He's just weird Um, yeah, it's just weird And then, you know, once I figured out how my brain works everything is everything's great now What would you say wait? Maybe I'll teach my baby to read upside down and right side up. Yeah, man. Totally do it Um, you know once I once I figured out how my Once I figured out that the benefits That I had from my brain working differently than other people's You know realizing that Other people like most people I guess have this is up. That's down. That's left. That's right And they that's their perspective But when I look at the world, I don't see it from my perspective. I see it like Like there's everything has its own Perspective and if something's on its side, that's the top and that's the left and that's the right and that's the bottom you know and things things are in all kinds of different orientations and you know, I see their perspectives and I realized that if I unlearn all the stuff I learned in school I get more and more of those kind of Kind of abilities which become really really useful if you're doing any kind of math physics You know engineering anything like that it gets really useful even like driving When I when I was learning to drive I took driving lessons from this guy like one day a week for a month or something and He was like, okay I want to give you a special lesson now to to really To really clue you in on on the things you can't see around the car. So He we're in a parking lot and he goes and puts this like plastic bottle on the ground And he's like, okay drive up to the plastic bottle till you think the bumper's right up to it And so I drive up to it till I can't see it anymore But then I keep driving because I can see it in my brain and I can see and I get my bumper right over it And I stop and we both get out and the bumper's there and the bottle's right there and he's like Oh Well, most people stop well before it and then I make us whole lesson about how there's a blind spot there, but Never mind Anyway, um What okay, well, what would you say to someone that is physically disabled to improve their life and create an independent life? That's it. That's always a difficult question. Um I mean what it depends on what your disability is, but whatever it is Like the way I think about it is wherever you are right now, just try to make some kind of improvement you know, um Yeah, it's it's hard to say any kind of specifics, but yeah where Always try to improve yourself and it doesn't matter where you are right now You could be 600 pounds sitting on the couch and it's like, okay, maybe you made some terrible decisions for the last 40 years And now this is where you are Okay, you can't do anything about the past But you can do something right now and maybe all you can do is is stand up and sit down once once an hour And that's exhausting for you, but do it and that's you know, just do whatever you can do Maybe you you have two broken legs that are that are never going to heal. Well, see if you can figure out how to I don't know how to get around somehow, you know, just whatever Whatever your disability is Okay, this this is kind of the way I think about it um You know, I'm I'm a pretty athletic person, right? So usually when people look at me they say, oh, you're a very able person but to me I'm just I'm just what I am and Better than me is what I should strive for and worse than me is what I should try not to become and I can very easily think of Things that are way better than me like if I go to the zoo and watch monkeys like fly up a tree and zoom around and swing around like Oh, I'm disabled compared to that So that's that's what I need to strive for So like we're just wherever you are like whatever your fitness level is or your health or disabilities You know, you're at a certain point right now strive for better. Try not to become worse do whatever you can to to achieve that and Don't don't do drugs or anything don't don't take any shortcuts because that's stuff I don't know. I mean, there are certain circumstances where you need to but if if you can at all just Stay away from any of the shortcuts um and you know Do do the best you can and the results take care of themselves And at some point of course You're going to get old enough that you're that you're going to be declining no matter what you do Um But still strive, you know, do do do everything you can do your best There's a there's one of these cheesy quotes that comes to mind which is aim for the aim No shoot for the moon if you miss you'll still land among the stars, right? And uh, I mean that's that's kind of the way I think about life is Just literally just just try your best do your best and then whatever happens You don't have to worry about the results. You just have to worry about doing your best whatever results come up. That's what comes up um, but yeah, that could that could be a long conversation Let's see what would you say to someone who that is physically disabled to improve your life and create an independent life Yeah, just try to make improvements. Whatever you can Like look at the problem And try to figure out things one step at a time. Whatever you can do Man, that's excellent. Jamie. Thanks, man Wendy says in college my sculpture professors thought I had an unusual three-day imaging mind I guess it is rarer than I thought Apparently it's very rare. Yeah Yeah, I didn't And it's funny when you I bet Wendy you had the same Experience where you grew up thinking well, of course everyone would do that. It's just a normal thing, right? And then at some point you find out that no not everyone can do that That's actually a weird unusual and amazing ability, you know Funny thing is I can see the way my brain works in two of my kids definitely Maybe more but definitely in two of my kids And it's funny like My one of my daughters who definitely got this thing from my brain um, she was she was like It was maybe a little bit concerning when she was younger and seemed a little slow, you know But I just kept thinking well, I was kind of like that when I was a kid And then as she started getting older, it's like things started clicking and I was like, ah, there it goes Now she's got it and now she's like she is on top of stuff. It's it's really cool to see. It's really great But if she went to school, she would have had a really difficult time for for several years at the beginning Although now she'd be walking all over the room Oh man, brother the important part about intelligence is the ability ability to seek and define patterns Uh not find and wait not find and be told patterns in my opinion Frame of reference is the most useful pattern to define Yeah, there's a lot of there's a lot of stuff you just said there, but yeah Super important stuff another another really big part Of intelligence is just Just honesty and I think this has a lot to do Oh, I'm saying this partly because it's you know an adventure builder Virtue and you know, I made up this adventure builders club thing that I should probably talk about more at some point But anyway, but you're saying, you know Not be told the patterns. So this this has a lot to do with seeing the world from your own mind And and discerning the truth and the patterns and seeing the cause and effect of things Without being told because once you once you're told things What you're told may be wrong or may be right And if you're not using your own mind to vet that information to to double check any any information coming in Then you're just You're just subject to whatever whatever you're being told, you know You're limited. You're you're you're very limited by what you're being told Jamie, how is your musical rhythm? Well in what was it? I think it was like grade four there was a We were having this big musical performance of all the little kids And I got stuck with the triangle I was like, oh man, I want to have one of the fun instruments, but they're like Jamie You can keep a beat for the entire song And no one else in the class can do that So you're doing the triangle. So I had to sit there and go bling bling so I can keep a beat Um, I used I used to be very musical but then I don't even know if I want to tell the story. I've told this before but um, I'll tell it quickly So when I was when I was a kid My mom was a music teacher. She's very into music and all that stuff, right? And my oldest sister very into piano lessons and we had a piano in the house And I would play stuff on the piano I would make up songs and I would have a great time like playing on this piano And my mom one day is like, you know, it's actually sounding pretty good Well, what do you think about going to piano lessons? And I was like Oh, I know. No, no, no, don't wreck it for me. I like this. I'm enjoying it. No, no, no, no, no And she's like, how about this? You go for a year And if you don't want to do it after that fine And I was like one year and she's like, yes and I was like In one year of lessons I can learn how to read and write music Then my little songs I make and I could actually write them down. Oh, okay. Let's do a deal So I did piano lessons for a year went great at the end of the year I was like, okay, I'm done. I want to go back to playing my thing And I want to play around and have fun with it and she said no, you're still going Right there. It just I was forced to go to piano lessons against my will For several years until I just got big enough to physically Refuse to go Like it was a fight my mom physically tried to drag me and I had to be big enough That I could resist this So that kind of killed the whole musical thing for me for a long time And I like music. Yeah, I don't know Ah, I kind of want to get into music again But it's like now there's this now there's this this barrier because because of that thing that happened, you know Oh Loser says I found you from your spider. You've always hit the nail on the head. Well, thanks, man Although I gotta say I probably screw up once in a while But I do appreciate it Uh, Canada praises everyone for excellence. They move to the USA Uh, California has the most talented waiters on the planet. Oh god Oh, yeah, I hear everyone's leaving California, too I do wish guys like you didn't leave to help us fix it. Well So You know every once in a while, I think about Well, when I was okay part of the problem is I left I left Canada And went to the u.s. And when I was in the u.s. I wasn't a citizen there. So there wasn't You know, I had limited rights and whatever whatever. Uh, so I was like You know, I'm not I'm definitely not going to fix this place. Um, but every once in a while, I think What if I went back in Canada and got political? But I mean at this point that would be pretty far-fetched thing But I do think that I would have to go back to Canada and fix it But I do think Oh, yeah, this is just a whole other can of worms. That's that's not going to happen. Anyway So it's no point getting into it knockers 88. You must be low quality. What? Oh, no Do we have we got Have we got someone who needs to be who needs to be blocked you blocked and didn't you? Mr. Landfill I'm going to presume that you blocked knockers 88 and that was the correct thing to do Because there's a whole bunch of messages from that dude that have been deleted and yeah Uh, let's see. He's got a family. I do have a family and let's see Let's see Uh, Jamie's opening monologue frozen. Oh, no, did my thing get frozen? Um Okay, I'm sorry. I'm just trying to catch up with some of these Comments here. I think they were they were responding to a guy who isn't here anymore. Okay, you never know You're right about Canada, but I do wish men like you were still here, but I get it. Okay. That's yeah um So the the problem with I guess I guess by the time I could have I I kind of figured out enough stuff that I think I could have been maybe Useful to maybe kind of help things in Canada I'd been out of the country long enough that I didn't really have I didn't feel like Canada was my home anymore You know and when I was growing up, I never really felt like I had a home there either Uh, I kind of felt like I was always ostracized and put to the side and um, I was just always an outsider, you know Um Yeah, I don't know I feel like I feel like a lot of our civilization today has so much momentum in the wrong direction That it's not going to stop And I could spend the rest of my life Just banging my head against it possibly becoming assassinated or just just Getting nowhere, you know And then dying having done nothing just getting run over by a bulldozer You know, I guess maybe that's the maybe Maybe that's the analogy I would use I feel like I feel like trying to fix things right now would be like Trying to stop a bulldozer with bare hands um That's a that's a pretty uh dismal outlook. I know um But there's just so so much momentum going the wrong way and so many people Are pushing the wrong direction And I don't know. I guess I don't really have a good answer for I don't I don't have a good response for this You know, I'm I'm trying to do what I can doing this youtube channel and You know giving out whatever advice I can I feel like this is kind of the best thing I can do in terms of Of Of helping, you know, I feel like if I got If I tried to if I tried to work in the system, I feel like I would just be swept away by the current But I feel like You know Like going off on my own thing and setting up a life Like I'm doing here and then sharing that with people. I kind of feel like that's that's the That's the best Thing that I could do to have a positive impact on the world, you know on canada or anywhere So that's what I'm doing Um, you know, and it might not be the best thing I could do. Maybe there's something else I could do that's better Um, but I don't know. I feel like I hope this is helping so I don't know. I'm you know, I'm gonna be thinking about this all night And I'll probably have come up with a better answer to this whole thing later or maybe I won't come up with that Anyway, let's move on for now Um Wow, I guess I missed a lot since I last saw Jamie and family All right rick and me When was the last time you were here? I can tell you what's been going on I moved I moved to Panama. I bought some islands. I live on a little island right now I built I built a four-story house for myself. Oh, you know what? Watch the adventure builder movie that will fill you in on a lot of stuff I tried to do a good job on it. I tried to make it inspirational, you know You know, there's some depressing parts and some fun parts and some funny parts and some parts that make me cry But I feel it feel like it's it's overall I got a positive message in it. I try to do a really good job anyway Oh and talking talking going back to music. I still want to put music in that movie But I still have this block, you know Anyway, you're right about Canada, but I do okay. I'm in brother a big boy and a bigger man is the term For a childlike aura that don't take no crap Doesn't doesn't receive and poop. Yeah You know when I was growing up It's kind of reminded me of one of the mantras I I kept repeating over and over and over When I was a kid and kind of getting crapped on a lot I kept saying to myself It sounds so stupid now, but at the time it was like one of the only things that kept me going Was I'm not going to take crap from anyone. I'm not going to take crap from anyone. I'm not going to take crap from anyone Because I had some pretty bad bullies like adults Like it's bad enough when you're a kid when you're like 10 years old And you have like 12 or 14 year old bullies and I had a few of those But compared to the adult bullies I mean I I started fighting the back against all the kids and I got rid of those bullies pretty quick But when you're a little kid when you've got adult bullies, oh, it's ah man if I if If anytime I see an adult bullying a kid Oh It just oh and really that really gets me Yeah, if you're It's not it's not safe to be an adult bully when you're around me If you're bullying kids don't do that All right I didn't use comments yet. I like your boat design. You are good with shapes. Well, thanks, man I like my boats too Yes, not just seeing shapes, but making them I appreciate your advice to the guy last week You ended up landing on a different answer after you figured out what was going on But you gave the best advice Which thing was I talking about? I don't even remember what I talked about last night Oh, yeah, you said get one solar panel right Kudos on your your woodwork long time fan from florida. Ah, yes, I've spent a lot of time in florida Don't get a thousand watts right off the bat Because the point is getting off that stuff and getting back to primal existence. Yes. Yeah, okay now I know what you're talking about I once made a wind a wind up connects with those little wind up motor units that had a center of gravity such that When it hit a wall it flipped off one axle and on to another and turned around. Well, that's pretty cool So, you know this this wind up thing I made here The way it works is it has I'm gonna have to explain this in a video, but I'm gonna explain it real quick now I wanted to come up with a way to gear to gear something up a lot with as few moving parts as possible so I did a thing where this gear Is bigger than this gear by a few teeth and this gear is bigger than this gear by a few teeth So that when they when they turn These two gears turn at a slightly different rate And that winds up the spring and a slightly different rate means, you know, it has to do a whole bunch of rotations Before it actually rotates the the spring ones So anyway, and it does it with just you know with just two axles Whereas a lot of the other well like every other design for a wind up thing that I was seeing online Just used a whole bunch of gears and every axle adds more resistance. Anyway, um, let's see Could you use a minimum of screws on the floorboards and just move them in a few years if the gaps get too big, you know If my floor was like rectangular and 90 degrees. Yes So the question is could I when I'm putting my floorboards together on the second floor The boards are going to shrink and they're going to leave gaps between them could I just like kind of tuck them down and then Let them shrink all the way and like six months or a year later, whatever Pull up like one nail out of each board Smack them together then reattach them the problem is If if this is my floor If it was 90 degree angles like it was if it was a square Then yeah, you can move the move the boards together and up here. They just slide Across right but since I cannot build anything square. Everything is round Um, my floor sections are trapezoid So that means the way well at least the way I want to put the floorboards is this way and You know, they did the one ends like this the other end is like that So if I move the floorboards over the fall through No, they won't reach the ends or if I move them the other way it'll be too fat Which you know, maybe I could do it I mean, I just kind of answered the question while explaining why I can't do it Which is a funny thing to do So I could do it if I kept If I keep the board on this on the skinny end where it is And then moved all the other boards over I would just have to trim them So they can fit into the slightly smaller spot So the answer is yes. Sorry. I said no, but damn it. The answer is yes I could totally do that. Thank you for asking that question because you just got me to figure out that yes, I could do that Yeah, I could totally do that I think I'm gonna do that I think I'm gonna totally do that The other option is to move to put the boards the other direction, but then I still have the same problem at the ends Dude, I think I'm gonna do what I just said. Thank you, Wendy for figuring that out for me. Good work Hello, Lasher. What's going on? Okay Let's uncancel that algorithm the nerds are taking back over Oh, so you know the Yeah, I don't I don't get shown much on the youtube algorithm apparently and You know when I look at oh It's so funny like like you click on one like marvel video It's like every other video on your feed is like suddenly it's like marvel video clips Or if you click on any of those guys Who who just talk about? You know brand name this and brand name that and rich car this and money money money. Bye. Bye. Bye Those guys just get promoted like crack like you're like crazy. You click on one of their videos suddenly it's like But you go you watch like 40 videos of some like off-grid weirdo or some Some inventor or someone who's just doing their own thing or like goes camping with their own equipment that they don't buy They make or whatever you watch like tons of those guys videos and like they'll never show up Like they just don't get promoted. This is you gotta be if it's annoying to know about that It's a little depressing, but you gotta be aware of that stuff so you can make adjustments yourself Dude, you know anyway The nerd are taking back over. Yeah. How about spelling? Okay? They thought I was dyslexic as well David yes And did some tests and decided I was just retarded I thought they were retarded now. I have a bookshop. How's that for irony? That's hilarious Oh, we think you're dyslexic. Uh, no upon further investigation We've determined you're not dyslexic. You're retarded We've got some good news and some bad news How about how about how will we start like deciding? Are you a good person or are you a bad person? That would be a much better But much more important thing to look at but no one ever looks at there's no test for are you a good person? Or you are you a bad person? I even forgot tested for that That would be a much much more valuable thing I think for a lot of people like I'm personally Much more concerned with am I a good person or am I a bad person? You know, I have this iq and I have those physical abilities and I have these whatever whatever Am I a good person? That's that's what I really care about. I want to be a good person I don't care if I'm retarded or not. I want to be a good person dang it Hi from Canada. Jamie Wayne. How's it going man? Uh got ad in high definition. Oh got add. Oh not ad got add in high definition excellent Tuning in from white river junction Vermont glad I caught this earlier this time Man, I used to live right near white river junction. The The white river is amazing to swim in isn't it? Oh my god that places I mean don't swim in it right after it rains because all that all the farm runoff is just disgusting, but But yeah man swimming in the right river white river Ah people sometimes ask me if I miss anything From you know from North America when I moved here Maybe maybe that I mean I get to swim in the ocean every day So, you know it kind of cancels out but swimming in the right white river. Oh, that was pretty awesome I do also have big rivers around here that I can drive a boat to But anyway Sean has a question. Oh, okay. Let me get ready. Oh, how's the campground going? Uh, I that where uh, wait, I thought you Oh There's a typo here where you are harvesting wood. Oh, is that where you are harvesting wood? Yes Uh, I cut wood right around where the campground is And a couple of the trees so I cut up three trees And they were like termite damage and stuff But yeah getting getting all that out of the way helped clear out some space It's going pretty well. It's like I've got like a nice a nice area there and I'm starting to get an idea of what What I want this campground to look like so this of course may still change But this is the first like really kind of concrete Plan I've got for what I want to look like and I I haven't even had time to draw a picture of it yet But basically I'm thinking Uh, so I drew a picture of this dome before right this dome house that I want to build like a dome cabin thing And I was originally thinking I was just kind of you know speckled them here and there put them wherever But now I'm kind of thinking I should put them in a circle Not too close to each other like I don't want to touch there anything I want them to have a fair amount of space between them So maybe like six or eight around in a circle And then put a wall between them and it would become like a castle and then there'd be an inner courtyard Which would be like, you know the domes would have to have two doorways then So if you come out one doorway you come into the inner courtyard, which would be Some kind of nicely manicured place to hang out maybe some grass and some lemon trees or something I don't know something something nice some nice little place That's kind of protected by the houses and the walls so animals won't get in there and stuff You know and easy and easily controlled environment that we can make really nice And then you go out the other door and you're you know, you go out of You know faces out. So then I don't know. I just think that would be really cool So then if you want to hang out with people like if you're at the camp and a bunch of people are camp And you want to hang out with people you go through the door to the to the inner courtyard And you know, there's hangout zones and people can go out and you know, socialize But if you're like, yo man, I want to be by myself you close that door And maybe you hang out in your place or you go out to the the the door that goes out into the You know to the outer world So that's that's what I'm thinking at the moment Let's see. Oh, there's more to this question. Okay Also, if someone was showing up in Panama start on some raw land Other There's a solar boat. What would your top five tools be? Well, yeah solar boat you're you're not kidding on that man. I love those boats Um talk about cutting costs takes me longer to get everywhere, but like the cost of driving it is zero Okay, what what tools would I bring top five tools Well, obviously just like a bunch of hand tools and I would kind of know can I count that as one just like a toolbox of like Like just the basic stuff good quality a hammer some wrenches pliers like needle nose pliers the snippers a good set of strong pliers Like vise grips just like just like a good set of basic hand tools An axe You can get machetes here all over the place, but like a really a really good axe Which you can get here too, I think um Of course, this also depends on what kind of person you are and what you want to do a machete Uh Yeah, I guess I guess I would just list the whole bunch of hand tools shovels a wheelbarrow a wheelbarrow. Yeah Like shovels a wheelbarrow and a bunch of a bunch of good hand tools a bosa I currently do not have a bosa And I keep thinking oh man, you know what I could use right now. I could use a bosa I think that's so often. I need I need to order myself a bosa or make one I think I can make one here. I could definitely Yeah, I have parts I can make a bosa Yeah, um Yeah, a wheelbarrow and a whole bunch of hand tools Of course, you know power tools are also nice Um But yeah, you always want to have the hand tools there those are useful those are like I don't know to me. That's like that's like the most basic stuff you want before before any power tools but in terms of power tools a drill A decent drill and you know a circular saw Other than that, you know a lot you can do a lot with those things Let's see Okay, I don't know if that was five but that was that's my basic gist Uh, just try on you never know everyone has some sort of disability. So use your strengths That's that's a good way to that's kind of a good way to think about you know Everybody has some kind of disability and obviously some people have way worse disabilities like Ah, you know, it's always hard to To give advice to someone who's like missing a leg Because like i'm a runner. I love running and and swimming and I use my legs all the time one thing Don't worry. I do not take my legs for granted man. I use those things like crazy but just like Just imagining losing a leg. It's like Like what is what is oh man? What a huge thing But if if that's the circumstance you have Like you just got to deal with it, you know, whatever it is And yeah, you know, everyone everyone has ups and downs everyone has good luck and bad luck Some people have more more good luck and some people have more bad luck But whatever you have, you know, there's no point on dwelling on it and thinking You know, if only I had if only life had given me something better to work with You know, maybe things would be better and I I could definitely I could definitely get sucked into that because Okay The one that I sometimes get sucked into is I wish I had a more positive childhood Because I grew up with a lot of anger And anger became my motivation For a long time and even today Like anger is the thing I always fall back on I can always like if I'm getting tired I can always be I can always find some way To make myself angry and then use that to generate determination and do it, right? But the times I I'm motivated by love. Oh my god. I can do like twice as much When and not get as tired because when I'm when I'm motivating by anger I tense up too much and I can I can do things and I can get keep going And I can be strong and powerful But when I'm when I'm when I'm feeling really happy and good about things and I'm just feeling the love I can be just as strong even stronger and I can do things more quickly and everything flows better And I don't know I don't get as tired So it's really easy for me to think if I just had a more positive childhood that was more loving I would have more love to draw on as opposed to anger, but you know, I have what I have, you know, I life gave me that and that's what I have to work with and I do my best to bring love into my life So as in as many situations as I can I can motivate myself with love and do a great job and feel great about things But if I don't have that at the time I have to fall back to the anger You know force it Yeah, you know life Life gives you what you get and then you you got to figure out what to do with it Whatever disabilities or strengths you have you got to figure out how to use those To do whatever you got to do in life, you know And one of the biggest one of the hardest things to do in life is to figure out what you should be doing Like what to even work on I could go on and not forever Picks a lot Thank you for your life lessons. Well, you're very welcome for my life lessons. I I'm glad you appreciate them I appreciate your your positive encouragement. It actually means a lot Honesty is a pattern you found brother and a good one. Honesty is an important pattern Okay, another question Who's the next I think I know what this Okay, who's the mexican accent guy from your adventure builders adventure builder movie You're still in contact or seeing each other. Okay, so In the adventure builder movie In my past Like I basically tried to keep everything As real as possible like sometimes I had to like Take a few different events and kind of combine them into one Just because it would take too long You know But but basically it's it's basically what actually happened. You know, it's it's all true And this friend I had Is one of these examples where he isn't the mexican accent guy in my in my movie isn't just one person There is there is one person specifically that I think about with them with with that character And kind of he inspired it more than anyone else But he's still only like 20 of that guy It's like that friend and another guy friend and then this this girl who is actually mexican She's the only actual mexican but um And then you know a few other people but a lot of that character was also maybe I don't want to give a percentage maybe a third of that character Was just my own conscience. So the own my own inner monologue that I had so that that mexican accent character in my movie was All those all those conversations were real conversations that I had either With one of my friends or another there are a few different friends that I had those conversations with Or a conversation I had With myself that was a very distinct thing where I was making decision um So, yeah, he was kind of a mash-up of a few different people And one of my friends After after he saw the movie was like that made me laugh so hard um It took me took me a minute to realize that that a lot of that character was me Um, he threw me off with the crazy mexican accent Um, but I don't think he was insulted. I don't think anyway Oh classic dude mics is going through living hell here send good vibes. Thanks Classic dude mic. I don't know what you're going through right now But uh, whatever it is. I hope you just just just keep keep fighting man You know, don't give up When I when I've been at the at the lowest points of my life I just kept thinking if I keep pushing I keep pushing Something's gonna break something's gonna Get out of the way or something something's gonna happen if I just keep pushing the right direction and things are gonna get better And so far that's always been the case So man, if you're down in the bottom of the pit Keep looking up keep Keep going keep doing whatever you gotta do. What was it Winston Churchill? Wasn't it wasn't he the guy who said, you know, if you're going through hell keep going So man, man, whatever you're going through just keep going. Don't give up keep pushing just Yeah Something something better will happen if you just keep keep pushing and you know, maybe you'll die trying But there's no There's no point in giving up do do or die man. Go for it. Do whatever you gotta do to improve circumstances Don nice to see you live. Hello Don. How are you doing? Get exercises. Thank you, Jamie. I love your name get exercise Don I love that name Don too Uh, Losher says nah If you came back and got political you'd be successful Sorry for the sass Against knock. I don't back down. I don't actually know what that conversation you're talking. You're talking You're talking about a guy earlier who I think ended up getting booted and I didn't read any of his messages Which is probably a good thing. So thanks for booting him before I read any of it But yeah, don't back down. You're right So you think I would actually be successful politically in canada I don't know. I mean, it's possible that it's kind of a far-fetched idea Um, I guess it's not something I really even think about Uh, I haven't even been in canada for like 10 years And I haven't lived in canada for like 25 30 something I don't know um Your gtg what's your gtg? What's gtg? Isn't that gotta go gtg? I don't know Change is hard for people. They limit themselves change is hard for for people. Yes. It is definitely hard um Being someone who's gone through changes and enforced changes. I can definitely say it was It it has been very difficult to to make changes. I'm trying to make Certain changes right now that are That are difficult. One of one of my old friends Well, she's not that old. She's older than me though But I haven't seen her in a while. So I guess I'm calling her an old friend Anyway, one of my old friends used to call Things like this recalcitrant Yes, making it It's difficult. It's recalcitrant. It's it's difficult to make changes and uh Yeah, I'm I'm I'm trying to make a couple changes of myself right now um Just just things in in terms of I I kind of feel like I got dragged down for a while and I'm trying to get Get my positive mojo back, you know, and I feel like I feel like I'm getting there. I'm starting to recognize Uh That stuff I it's something I've had before, you know, so it's It shouldn't be as hard to get it as it was the first time and I feel like it's starting to come back, you know I'm starting to starting to feel like I'm getting my positive mojo back. Um Still it's still difficult though. What do you use for 3d modeling? Um I wouldn't recommend this but I use solid works And it's expensive. I okay. Here's the deal with solid works. I have I got an old version from someone for free many years ago when I was working in the toy industry and at this point I'm still using the same version and it's so old that if I run it on My computer it says this version of solid works has expired and it won't start it won't run It also won't run on windows 7, which is my current operating system on my new computer I know windows 7 is so old but It runs on windows xp. So I have another computer That is running windows xp and the date of that computer is set to 2011 And that computer is never online. So the date never gets fixed So I can run solid works my old version of solid works on that computer And the other program I use is autocad and I think It's autocad 2005 So also very old but they work um I've kind of been looking into Doing something else I downloaded free cad And I found it extremely convoluted. It's it's so complicated to do the simplest things on that program Um, I'm not sure if I'm going to try to continue learning with that It was just really a pain in the butt. Yeah, so currently I use a really old version of solid works and autocad depending on what I'm working on Evening, what's up? Hey, I uh, I helped I think he says it helped me a lot your channel It's lack of politics the rooted life you have the abc code. That's the adventure builder club code Uh, that was the best thing you could do for me. That's all I can that's all I can know Yeah, for me too, you know coming up with When I came up with the adventure builder. Oh, I gotta show you actually one other thing Hold on. I have to run off to the dark. I'm gonna get something to be right back Okay, um So yeah coming up with the adventure builder club philosophy There's a huge thing for me. So what it did was Uh It just really simplified morality, you know, it just made it so It was a lot easier and smoother to make Moral choices because before that I always tried to make the right decision I always try to do the right thing But a lot of times I'd be in circumstances when I'd be like, wait What is the right thing and I have to sit there and think about it for a while and be like Okay, and just just really figure out what consequences are going to happen and all this very different stuff and then come up with the decision But once I once I really nailed it down. It was like, okay Here are eight virtues and if I follow those that should cover everything Then it made it so much simpler like in any circumstance Unless it's like life threatening or there's some really serious consequence in any circumstance. I just tell the truth Just tell the truth And it takes so much decision out of the way if uh, and that that's that's honor Another part of honor is follow through. So if I'm ever if I'm ever in a in a situation where I've told someone that I'm going to meet them somewhere. I don't have to think about whether or not I'm going to be there Oh, can I come up with an excuse to not go if I feel like not going or You know, all that's a waste of time I don't have to worry about that because if I say I'm going to be there, I'm going to be there or you know, just like Strength, you know, like not being lazy every morning Get like if I wake up in the morning and I'm like, do I really want to do exercises in the morning? Why why? I mean, it's not really that important but Important virtue strength. Yes. Just just get up and do it. So I don't have to think about I don't have to I don't have to sit there and just kind of like what what are the pros and cons? No, no, just do it follow the follow your code. So it's really like streamlined a lot of my life Okay, and here's something I think I can get some good light here. Okay. I 3d printed this. Oh, come on. I want a little bit better This is pretty cool I 3d printed this the other day And I made one before But this one is at the the highest detail level on my 3d printer And like the layers are so fine. I can barely feel them And I painted this one So as you go around the symbols, check it out Each virtue has its, you know, designated color in the adventure builder I don't know world And I did these by Well, life is supposed to be white. So I just put a little bit of A little tiny bit of black in the background just to make it grayish so that Thing would stand out. Anyway for each one of these I I had a piece of sheet metal Well, I rummaged through my sheet metal until I found a piece With a hole that was the size of this circle here So I held it over there and just used as a little stencil and spray painted a circle over the symbol, right? And then I took the ring and rubbed it on sandpaper So it rubbed It rubbed the paint off the symbol itself, but it left the color in the background Pretty nice, eh? Man, I think it came out really good So, oh what was I talking about there? Yeah, so the venture builder thing it's it's it's been a huge valuable I think that's the most valuable thing that I've ever done in my life. It's just like Nailing that stuff down kind of you know and it's nothing new. It's all it's all principles that have been around for ever it's just It's just really obvious things That everyone should be taught when we're kids, but because we have a broken society. We're not taught this stuff, right? It's not even that complicated to understand. Anyway, get exercise Says man. I love that get exercise. I do think you're doing it the right way You've inspired me a lot. Please don't go into the political system in Canada. Whoa sounds excellent Yeah, I don't I don't have any Plans to change what I'm doing Uh for a lot of reasons, I mean You know this whole this whole living off grid thing it was it wasn't It wasn't something I did because I was like I really want to live off grid because that that'll be the most amazing thing ever A lot of it had to do with just I was in a society where I thought there were a lot of mistakes And I didn't think it was reasonable to do to live my life in that society Where I'd be relying on you know slave labor in other countries Were poor people who had no choice had to make me my iPhone or not that I have an iPhone But you know that kind of thing And I felt like it was a necessity for me to change the way I live So that I could feel good about myself and about life So then I could start doing the things that I really love to do and the things that I really love to do are like you know inventing things and Yeah, basically making new inventions and you know exercising and stuff and doing athletic stuff But like the thing that's always that I've always come back to is inventions and I definitely could have invented a lot more stuff by now if I just focused on that And you know live in the suburbs or whatever or do whatever but I wouldn't I wouldn't I wouldn't be sleeping as well as I do now So yeah, I I'm pretty happy with the way things are going for me It's I have a lot of difficulties because I'm doing a lot of things that are not naturally I'm not naturally skilled at like I'm still working on trying to farm and grow food I'm I'm learning though Look behind you look at what you have done. It's remarkable. Well, thanks, man Yeah, I'm pretty happy with this this this place as long as it doesn't come down in a Earthquake or something there's been a few earthquakes and everything's been fine, but every time there's an earthquake And I mean there hasn't been a huge major earthquake, but anytime there's a little rumbling, you know, like this kind of earthquake Whoa You know, I'm always like oh my god, stay standing stay standing stay standing and so far It's always been fine oh, man Acting in a a bc is good adventure builder club is good. Also look up alexander browning composition he'd be more than happy to score that movie. I'm sure really alexander browning If he would actually be happy to I would I would love to to put music in in that movie the adventure builder movie because when I made it You know, I really wanted to put music in it, but I didn't feel like I had sufficient skill to do it like I put music in my video game The adventure builder video game Which I thought I did an okay job of I think some parts came out good and other parts were kind of like Anyway, I didn't feel like I was good enough to do it in the movie And I know a few friends who are musical and like, you know kind of ask people about it But everyone was too busy But if you're telling me I should talk to this guy Let me let me write it down Let me I think it was alexander browning Oh, we're yeah alexander brown. I'm writing as fast as I can. All right. All right. I'm done All right, I'm gonna Look him up. See what's going on. Okay. Wendy says on the floor board if you have to re screw them Will the lengths be messed up because of the octagon sections? Man, I am so far behind on comments now Oh, yeah, um, I guess I went through all that Bev is that beaverly? Oh beaverly crusher Jamie have you have you heard they are opening up Our national park for people to unalive themselves in a peaceful place. Well, that's kind of cool What happens to families who come across a scene like that? Never mind made now MA ID. What's MA ID? That's kind of funny They're opening up national Well, just just say kill yourself. I mean I can I'm comfortable saying that so they're opening up national parks What what national parks? Our national park for people to to kill themselves Huh? Yeah, I feel like I feel like you're gonna kill yourself And I've definitely thought about it like if I was gonna kill myself I would want to do it in a way that I'm not going to be a problem for anyone like Like take a little boat and just go out into the ocean And by the time I'm gone like there's gonna be nothing left like the fish will eat me or whatever or Yeah, I don't know Like yeah, I wouldn't I wouldn't want to go to a national park and like jump off a cliff and just leave this gory mess Where where people go? Maybe maybe do it where where no people go. Oh, can you imagine that there's like a designated? Jumping spot. There's just be this pile of dead people at the bottom. Oh, man Who is opening that? I'm glad the floorboard moving problem had already been dealt with well, I hadn't been dealt with I dealt with it while I was talking. That's great Our lovely libs. Oh, I need to read up on that. What news source is that? Yeah, what what? Where where are you allowed to on a live yourself now? That's funny All right Brick says I remember you my mom showed me your channel three years ago Showing off your Lego creations. Good. Good. Glad to see you're doing good Yeah, I have a whole bunch of new Lego creations that are coming up with this 3d printing man. I can make custom parts now. It's great Rebel news media or just Google it This is the the national park where you can kill yourself personally I I think it should be completely legal to kill yourself I don't think that's not that I want people to kill themselves I just think that's not That's not a decision the government should be making. That's not I don't think that's a legal matter. I guess that's what it is Like I don't think people's personal lives should be a legal matter. Like whether or not you kill yourself. There shouldn't be any law Regarding that. I also don't think there should be any laws about who you can and cannot marry I might have my opinions on who who can and can't get married But I don't think there should be any law defining that. I think that's that's That's like one of the basic freedoms of life. You have to figure it out for yourself And it doesn't matter if other people agree or disagree with you Like like you have to figure that out even if you come to the wrong decision Like it's your responsibility and once once your own life and the way you live Isn't your responsibility. Well, then you have a lot of problems Um that are worse. Yeah. Yeah, you can't you can't make those decisions for people. I don't I don't think that's a good idea Um, but that's a separate issue Also, the edited hidden messages to make you stay where you are or to buy a product Um, yeah Thanks, I bookmarked there say several tv shows and movies use the hidden messages And we are just subject to see them. Oh, there's yeah, I mean You watch tv or movies or anything there's always There's always an agenda and If you're not paying attention it can just sneak into your brain But it's it's always important anytime you're watching something And and this is especially true for children like My kids don't watch movies without me If they're watching a movie i'm there. Sometimes I fall asleep But like generally speaking if we watch a movie or if they're watching a tv show or Which I mean we have a movie night every week um I always watch it watch stuff with them and we'll always talk about it after Not always, but like generally speaking we'll talk about it after and my kids often have a lot of questions And I answer them and and often it addresses a lot of the you know the hidden agendas In in movies and things like that. So if you have kids Watch watch movies with your kids and talk to them about it And that's that's a really good way to address that kind of stuff It also brings up a lot of discussion topics and stuff, you know helps you connect with your kids, which is great Um, maybe teaching disability Canada is amazing beautiful it is amazing beautiful Uh rebel did a video on it probably three or four weeks ago grew I grew up in Detroit visited Canada a lot loved it Detroit Lions are ahead of the party Niners by seven in the first quarter good thing to know I actually did play football a little bit. It was only touch football though or flag football. I don't know Oh, Sean says I love the courtyard idea. Yeah me too. I'm the more I think about it The more I think that's what I'm going to do over at the campsite of I think I'm going to build a bunch of cabins With some decent space between them and then build a wall between them all So you can come out the back door into an inner courtyard or the front door to go, you know to out outside I think that's going to be really cool When exchange rate was very high we used to boat across to go Out to eat a lot. Yeah, when you could go to Canada and and take your Take your American money and get like twice as many Canadian dollars. Well, not twice as many, but you know Anyway, sorry, I didn't mean to intrude just trying to spread the word No problem, Bev. Totally cool. Yeah, this is a place to to say what you want to say, you know Mike Michael Jackson You've been being carded Wendy watches the NFL and probably likes Bud Light too Oh, what does that even mean? I don't know Um, Mike Jackson, are you being a dick? I don't know um good Good to go gotta go. Okay. You're good to go Castro junior rules Canada now. Yeah VPN into Canada on a fresh account new youtube account assessing the situation would hit the algorithm Yeah, I've heard that one of the one of the really crazy things that's going on in Canada right now is They're blocking news From coming into Canada. So there are certain news like Like there's certain certain news websites and like channels and stuff If you try to go to them in Canada, they're just not there uh, which is Oh my like so insane And freedom of speech from what I understand is just just gone That's freedom of speech is is disappearing In a lot of places and that's one of the scariest things that's happening My mother is handicapped and lives with me recently. She lost the ability to walk I have a bad back injury and it's hard to move recently. We both got COVID. Oh So here I am cleaning bedpans. Oh classic dude, Mike Man, I feel your pain. That sucks But yeah, just just keep pushing keep getting through I hope you guys get better man. Do do lots of stretching take care of your back Oh, man You're having a rough night, man, but Good vibes. I I wish you the best Hopefully you at least get some fun watching this Oh, let's see Okay, Ryan says there's a solid works for makers now. It's about 150 years dollars if I remember correctly Okay, what I really don't like about solid works Is it's a subscription So you have to get a new you're supposed to get a new version every year. So you like Oh, I hate that like I'd really yeah Then the reason I was using solid works is because the company I was working with they were using solid works and I had to do compatible stuff But yeah, I kind of want to learn Something else solid works also crashes a lot and doesn't do a lot of a lot of the features they say they have Didn't work. Maybe they work now. I don't know. I have an old version. So who knows Or there's a couple places you can get student version for about a hundred a hundred us dollars Full functionality as professional but with watermarks Hmm Another option would be fusion 360 from autodesk still free for individuals. I believe really You know, I think you're the fourth person who's recommended fusion 360 So I may have to Check that out Um, I got a little bit discouraged from looking into other things after I tried that free cat thing Man, that was so it was so complicated to do really simple things A classic dude Mike says I'll give you $50 for a ring Dude, I'll I'll I can make you a ring. I don't know how I'm gonna get it. Do you have a 3d printer? I can just give you the file. It's already online. I have a Thingiverse account Dude, did I put oh have I put my Thingiverse thing in my description here? I don't know I made a Thingiverse and I started uploading things to it um Ah Han says to classic dude, Mike My condolences bro. Yeah, Mike's going through some problems Dude, if you if you have a 3d printer or I can get to one You can just download the file and print one uh Repurposer says I'm tuning in quite late from nearby you in Randolph vermont. I remember Randolph vermont Yeah, I used to go there sometimes too um When success is measured only by profit merit is discarded. That's that's a serious problem that's going on today. Um Yeah, businesses used to have this uh Businesses used to generally be considered responsible for what they're doing on a moral level and then I don't remember exactly when it was but a few decades ago or whatever some Someone someone can fill in all the details and stuff I don't want to I don't want to give a bunch of details that might get wrong But some guy was like a business's only responsibility is to make money and then people started doing that and then All the morality got thrown out and people just started doing things to make money. Yeah Cause all kinds of problems that people People don't people don't think are are going to be there They're not expecting it to be that bad But when you live without morality things go downhill At an accelerating rate Let's see Mike says I think the scare beetle is a perfect symbol for adventure builders They take a lump of poo and turn it into new life. Well, that is excellent Are you planning on getting a cnc machine? Well, I do have a 3d printer, which is a cnc machine um But I do Who can see me? I would love to get a cnc like milling machine router laser cutter I've been trying to get a laser cutter and I almost Ah, there was a guy at one place who almost sent it to me, but then he just ghosted me at the last minute. I was like, oh um You know to get one for free. I have to show it on my channel and everything blah blah blah Um, although I don't I don't get enough views on my channel now to really get like free stuff like that um I still recommend your sawmill video to people awesome Yeah, I'm really happy with my sawmill. I can't wait to take these boards these boards here Yeah, those ones there and start cutting them on them on the lumber mill I think I want to Get a lot more of them over here first though. I don't know. Maybe on the sunny the next sunny day I'll just get inspired But I think with these boards Once I start cutting them. I think I need to pretty much cut them all at once Because they are still drying so they're still shrinking So if I cut them all at the same time, hopefully they'll shrink roughly the same amount But if I cut a bunch now and then cut a bunch in a month, they're gonna they're going to be different sizes, you know Oh MAID is medical assistance in dying in Canada. Oh, it's been passed for more than a year. Don't kill yourselves Nor use that system for depression find people who reciprocate. We're here for you Yeah, I mean I've talked about you know depression and and suicide before my general take on it is Like if you're ready to die You have nothing to lose by just giving everything to try to make your life better You know, of course, you know, there's always the there's always a circumstance Like I can I can think of circumstances where a person is injured beyond recovery And their life is not going anywhere and there there's going to be no recovery and To tell that person that they they're not allowed to die I You know, I think I think when it becomes when it gets to the point where Your heart stopping is just a technicality You know, you I would find it hard to say no, don't do that, you know, and You know, I think in reality everyone has to make that that's kind of decision for themselves But like I would I would always encourage people, you know Even if things are going very very bad if things are very difficult If things are very difficult and going poorly And you're ready to die you got nothing to lose So so don't just die, you know, if you're if you're if you're gonna die one way or the other like take some chance give give give life a chance do Do something take a risk that has a chance of making your life better Like if I was if I was ready to die, I would do something To try to make my life better Even if it was something that would risk my life because if I'm willing to die Then the worst I do is die and that's what I was going to do anyway But if I can take some big risk and you know, maybe there's a possibility That I can that I can turn things around go for it take, you know Give it a try Uh Best way I've seen to get hold Alexander Browning is via the email on his channel I'll give it a try I wrote it down, right? Depression is causing me lack of sleep. So I'm trying to fix it. My mom passed. So it's perfectly normal. Yeah, man Oh sleep When when things get tough Sleep can get really really hard And you know full disclosure My sleep over the last few years was deteriorating. It was getting harder and harder to sleep It's been improving lately and um, I mean, I'm sure you could you guys can tell the difference Uh between me now and me like six months ago I mean several people have commented on it. Anyway, you know like jamie It's great to see you, you know looks like you're feeling a little better, you know, you're a little more chipper now um, I kind of want to apologize for for for just the the You know for a while. I was just not doing great and I was definitely thinking about maybe I should just not make videos for a while while while I can't share my best, you know but um I don't know. I think I could have picked either way. I decided to keep making videos um And sorry if any of if any of those videos were depressing or bringing people down at all, you know, I was doing my best I don't know but anyway I've been feeling a lot better Lately and I still have a little I still have some ways to go but I am sleeping better, which is nice Of course my three-year-old always climbs into my bed at like midnight two in the morning whenever and her version of sleep is sort of like Have you ever seen you know, you know those those like big lawnmower looking things That they use on concrete after they make a concrete floor There's this big lawnmower thing that guy goes up And it has this big propeller that spins around and smooths out the concrete Uh, have you ever seen a video of when someone loses Grip on the handle and the thing is like No one can grab it and it's out of control. That's kind of how my three-year-old sleeps so She'll climb into my bed at like midnight and then it's like foot arm But You know But I still somehow managed to get some sleep But yeah, if your mom died that's that that can be tough It's losing a losing a relative you care about um Yeah, I hope I mean there's there isn't really any way to fix that you just got to keep going through life But I I hope you I hope you start feeling better and I hope Sleep sleep starts getting better and you know, whenever whenever you feel that kind of strong emotion, it's You maybe don't feel like doing this But if there's any way you can kind of harness it and use it to motivate you in some way to do something positive in your life Um, that's a that's a really good Good use for it, you know, especially if someone has died then you can you know use your All the emotion you feel toward them and try to do something in their honor to You know just to just to process that that emotion and use it for something so it doesn't just sit in there, you know I've been sketching out housing designs Even a giant cat house that sounds awesome. I want to see this giant cat house. Oh, can you can you email me? My email is down here in my comments. It's the The adventure builder movie at gmail.com. I think I know it was It was originally an email for questions about my movie, but it just I just use it for everything now um, I would love to see your your cat house drawings Um, or our sketches of housing in general Oh classic dude, Mike has no 3d printer Darn, okay. Mr. Landfill. I you don't see Thingiverse. All right I'm going to I'm going to write it down I'm going to change my What's it called my description defaults to include a link to my Thingiverse thing But I'm pretty sure that I typed it in there manually on my On the video not too long ago where I did the lego gear thing. I'm pretty sure There's a link to my Thingiverse Whatever you call it account in there, but I'm gonna I'm gonna try to make sure I put it in my default Description so it's always there. Thank you for telling me My family is like no, don't go build a house and I'm like, yeah, but I want to dude Who why would they tell you not to build a house? If you want to build a house? That sounds amazing. Totally build a house Where are you building this house? I would love to hear um Yeah, where where where where do you live and what kind of house do you want to build And do you want to build it with your own hands? If you want to build it with your own hands I really want to know because that's I I'm super into that obviously um Classic dude Mike says I have PayPal. I'll send money for a ring Well, dude, I can print them out for like, I don't know almost nothing the thing is shipping it Like there's not really a mail system in this country. However Is there is there anyone here? Who has a 3d printer who would print a ring an adventure builder ring for Mike? One of these I mean, it's like hardly any filament and as long as you have a decent 3d printer it'll it'll come out nice, you know um Unless Mike specifically wants that one Anyway, um Mike says don no need to be depressed. It's nice On the other side. I had to be forced to return. Your mom is in good hands It's okay, Ryan says it's law in the u.s It's called fiduciary duty and if companies fail to act in the best interests Of their shareholders, they're subject to lawsuits. It's that oh, that's terrible Man that oh, that is terrible man Yeah, I didn't know it was actually law, but yeah, it's law to to Arrange your to to arrange your business based on the bottom line on profits. That's terrible That's why you should never have shareholders I wasn't even sure why I never wanted to have shareholders in anything I did But that's a that's another big reason. Okay, Nathan says I always recommend free CAD. Okay I'm gonna listen here It does have odd workflow. I'll admit but CERN large hadron collider people are funding it and kick cad's Now I recall it's getting way better. Is it getting way better? I hope it's getting way better because man I tried to use free CAD and Every other every other CAD program I've used previously I just opened it and just started started trying to draw something And every once in a while, I'd have to like look up something to see how to do something But like most of it I could just figure out on the as I'm going, you know, I just think What would these people try to do here? Okay, this makes sense You know kind of figure it out with a few tips here and there But free CAD I couldn't figure out how to do a single thing And like every step of the way is like, what are they doing here? What are they doing here? And it's so complicated, but man I don't know. Maybe I'll give it another try But right now right now. I'm just working on my old My old CAD programs and they're doing all right Wesley says CEOs have legal food judiciary Duty to serve the shareholders not the workers or customers Because of this they could be sued if they do something that is pro-social but cost the shareholders profit. That's totally insane That's that's horrible that that law needs to be stricken from the record Don says thanks Mike. I didn't want to feel like this. I'm still trying to Dig myself out and go forward. I still work. I still do things. Yeah, Don You you keep doing your thing Oh Barry D says why don't you have a cat or dog? Um I feel like I don't want to have I've actually said this before I mean it was like months ago maybe I feel like I don't want to have a cat or a dog Until unless I have a significant a significant other Does that make any sense? I mean that makes sense to me like I don't want to have it If I want to get a cat or a dog, I want to get a cat or a dog with my with my partner And then we are both responsible for this cat or the dog And I don't want to I don't want to get an animal when it's just me because um When I'm by myself I'm I don't I don't know That I would want to subject creatures to the way I live I don't know if I'm putting that right But I mean that probably sounds a little more dramatic than it should but like Like when my my kids aren't here today, and they're not going to be here tomorrow I'm probably not going to eat all day until dinner time and You know to say I Am I live somewhat spartan when I'm by myself would not be an exaggeration at all And I wouldn't I wouldn't want an animal I wouldn't want an animal to be relying on me when I'm in that kind of mode, you know Yeah I don't know there's It's hard to explain, but I feel like I want to have a partner before I get a cat or a dog or Mike says I'm doing red light led therapy for my back and it's working. Oh, what is red light led therapy? I don't know anything about this Um Don says I have a chance of recovery. My mom is missed a chance of recovery I hope you have a chance of recovery. I don't want to die. I just want to sleep eight Eight hours every day like normal again. Yeah, no kidding Um, darling, I hope I don't I hope you don't have any other problems um Because morning philosophy your mother is it enough to deal with you know Sir charles. Hello, sir charles face Muggers red. Uh, hi, jamey. I haven't watched you for years and years and years. Whoa. Why the heck not man? I'm just kidding Until today I rediscovered reclaimed an old youtube account and all my old subscription blah blah blah Nice to see you again. Well, nice to see you sir charles Mike says celebrate the crossing Over be happy. The drag is on this side talking about death Uh don think in terms of now live In 15 minute chunks. Oh man Oh when you get to when you get to the point where you're just trying to live minute my by minute That's hard. I've I've I've gotten to the point where I'm like come on one more second One more second one more second for like ages. This just seems like time drags on forever Axel says on shape is good if you're used to solid works. Let me write this down On shape I'd really like to do some kind of open source CAD thing Uh And they're free but all files are public Private files need subscription. Oh a downside is that it needs internet connection. Oh, I don't want that Man, yeah, so that's a CAD program where you Have to be online to use it which I don't want to I hate that and then you have to all all your files are public Your videos were awesome and inspiring. Well, thank you Don. That's great That's very encouraging and I appreciate the encouragement a lot David says I sleep like a baby. I wake up every hour crying Oh, yeah Oh, nice way to look at it. Okay. You're such an inspiration. Jamie. Well, thank you dirk digler. I love your movie Oh the adventure builder movie at gmail.com. That is my that is my email address. Yes Don I could suggest weed It helps if only a little it gets you out of the feedback loop Personally, I don't do any drugs, but I don't know other other people find it useful I don't know. Maybe I would find weed useful if I ever tried it, but I like to just do do do my own brain, you know Don says I can email but it won't be until money until like Monday. Totally fine. No no pressure at all Uh follow the link to check out. Jamie's thing effective marketing. Oh very funny I have to find a place for it. Yes. I was going to build it with my own hands Don do you need to move to to Panama and build your own house? Are you an adventure builder? Do you need to move to an adventure builder community and get your own land and build your own house? anyway Um Jamie tonight's live stream has been special. Well, excellent. I'm almost at two hours. This is the longest one I've done in a while Mike can upload the file to a print service. That is true. You can yeah, if you wanted to get the ring You could upload it to a print service Um, dude Mike, I ate the gummies and I don't wake up for like three days. Well, I have to work Um Working on buying a 3d printer from a friend, but nothing right now. So um on 3d printers. So I got a Soval SV 06 and I am I am blown away by that thing. It is amazing. I it's really good $200 And yeah, it is it is really good. I'm really impressed with it Um, I haven't smoked anything in a year. I quit smoking after my mom passed. She smoked like a Third touchdown Detroit Um, yeah, I do that, but I don't want to get in the habit. Jamie. Do you dream a lot? I I do dream a lot and a lot of my dreams would not be suitable to recite online Let's say they're nsfw. I have many nsfw dreams um But yeah, I also just have a lot of dreams about like I wake up during dreams a lot because um Like I'll have these these these long epic dreams And or at least that's what I think it is um And at some point I'll realize it's dream like something will be happening. I'm like, wait a minute. That's not my house My house is different. Oh, I'm in a dream or I'll be like Okay, one thing that I one dream I used to get a lot was I'd be in Canada And I'd be and you know doing stuff having a dream whatever and then suddenly I'd be like Oh my god I don't have my passport. How am I gonna get home? And then I'm like, wait a minute. I would not have done that If this was reality, I would have brought my passport with me when I traveled Um, and then I'm like, okay, this is a dream and then I can fly around and stuff And then I usually wake up pretty soon after that, you know after having some some uh lucid dream fun um But because I wake up a lot during them. I'll remember them Uh kids love pets kids do love pets. Um Yeah, and I would love to get Some pets, but again, I don't I don't feel like Yeah, I just I want to have maybe this will change at some point if I meet the right dog or something But I want to I want to have a partner in my home Um before I have pets like to be totally honest I I I have some sense that my home is missing something because It's just me. I mean when my kids are here. It's not just me But uh, even then I feel like my my home is missing a female piece You know like I'm I'm the I'm the man piece. It's missing the female piece and uh You know today we're not supposed to admit that as men we're supposed to be like, yeah, I don't need a woman It doesn't matter who cares Um, I'm tough and cool. Yeah, I'm tough. I can do it be fine and everything but the reality is you know Bajillions of years of evolution made it so men and women fit together and and just If we if we let them fit together right it makes this thing that's better And I've gotten little glimpses of it here and there But our society is so sick today That men and women have a it's really difficult to get into a relationship Where you're meshing instead of Butting heads, which is why you know, I I am alone I'm not going to get I'm not going to have someone in my home that I'm fighting with all the time like anyway Well, I was thinking about building Texas only because I have family there I see do you have a place to build in Texas? If you do get free cat another try I'd suggest watching a tutorial video Of its workflow. It has unix philosophy putting a small hump at the start of learning what the workbenches do I I Oh my god, I tried to watch some free cat tutorials and they were so unbelievably boring You know, you know when you go in you and you watch a video And it's like a 14 minute video and it could have been a 10 second video And they just won't get to the point Oh, there's some really really bad tutorial videos on that program. Well, maybe maybe you know of some better ones Okay, after that hump, I think free cat is as intuitive as any other good cat program in my opinion Well, maybe I should try Dirk says how difficult is it to move to Panama from the u.s? Easier than moving from Wait, wait from Panama to the u.s Oh to Panama from the u.s Yeah, it's definitely easier to move to Panama than it is to move to the u.s Well to get residency here It's it's not really that difficult. It's annoying But it's not it's not that difficult um You know it costs some money. You have to fill out a bunch of forms and stuff and take pictures and Get a background check with the police and stuff but I mean it's not that hard and uh Other than getting the residency I mean It's great Yeah You know, you can you can buy land here without residency like a foreigner can buy land here If you If you speak Spanish great, but if you only speak English, there's lots of English speaking stuff here because there's lots of English speakers here who don't speak Spanish Uh, it's not that hard Yeah, I have dreams about being in different places and countries. Yeah um I don't dream anymore, but I used to always realize I was in a dream during the dream You you must still dream mr. Landfill Maybe just don't remember it, but I think I think everyone dreams like you still dream even if you don't remember them, right? Kevin says speaking of dreams Oh Kevin henson And your relation to jim. Do you like puppets? Oh, you probably get asked that all the time. Sorry Speaking of dreams. I remember your dream of the resort you were giving You were given by the police Yeah, that's right a few few I don't know lives ago Not lives, but like lives like this thing a few lives ago. I was talking about a dream where Yeah, someone stole one of my boats and I followed them to this resort And I ended up killing a couple people and the police got involved and It was craziness and then they ended up giving me ownership of the resort and I don't know Kind of a crazy dream A Dog would be a bit of protection and companionship They will have no problem adapting to your eating schedule Yeah, I mean, there's definitely upsides to having a dog. I want to get a dog actually I just I still I feel like I don't want to have a dog by myself Um Yeah I've been looking and I check with the county in city to see if there are any restrictions and see if it floods Oh, this is Don talking about building a house good thinking Dirk take some time and visit Panama. I lived there for a couple of years and loved it many other people did not And wanted out It is different. So look before you leap or just leap Um Okay, Mike will send me an amazon link for a red led therapy pad Put it on your wish list and I'll buy it for you. What what is this thing? Okay, send me it. Send me a link. Let me see what this thing is Uh pick slot says I use blender 3d on my linux machine. It's awesome works on windows 2. I do have blender Something like I don't know like 10 years ago I got it and played with it a little bit, but I I don't know. I just didn't Well, then I moved to Panama and started building houses and doing other stuff But I still have an old version of blender on my computer Which I might try again. I don't know But right now my old my old programs are working for the moment. So Nathan says I'll stop bothering you about free CAD now. Well, I don't know. Maybe if you want to send me You know an email with links to tutorials Oh, no, he's saying But yeah, most video tutorials tend to be a pain Well, if you know of any good ones send me a link because the ones I watched were terrible and I would like to watch something better I assume I still dream but something happened Oh Is it back? Well, I think maybe I think it's working again. All right. I did got disconnected there for a minute I don't know what's going on there, but it looks like it's back But uh, I think I'm gonna get off here in a minute. Anyway, I've gone over two hours And I've actually made it to the end of comments Boy, that's the first internet blip. I've had in a while only lasted a minute though I don't know what that was. Anyway, okay Blender is amazing for organic terrible for mechanical structural really Because I there are some organicky kind of things that I want to make like Okay, so I have a bunch of daughters and a son and my daughters keep asking me to print out My little pony Let me go get one here. Let me show you this my little pony thing over here So my daughters want me to print out my little ponies And they do a great job of painting them like check it out. This was this was just white And my daughter painted it. Good job. This one is fluttershy I know more than I need to know about my little ponies now, but anyway uh, the other day I was talking to my son About about printing stuff and I said, you know what I want to print out I want to print out my little cyborg and then there was a whole song that went something like I'm not going to be able to remember it, but it was something like my little cyborg My little cyborg My little cyborg shoot you in the face and burn your face and eat your face and shoot you in the face My little cyborg and then you know, it was all like that So I think I have to draw out some some my little cyborgs And print those out and put them next to the my little ponies At least to see the look on my daughter's face I think I think two of my diars would be totally into it But my oldest daughter would be a little bit like oh, well, that's not a my little pony at all That is not correct I don't know. Anyway, I think it would be hilarious to draw my little cyborg with flame doors Okay, let's see Um blender is amazing for getting. Yeah, maybe I should get into some blender stuff Blender is professional grade same learning curve better free education videos. I did actually When I when I first got blender, I played with a little bit and you know, I actually did something like I was getting somewhere in it I feel like that I was learning that much quicker than the whole free CAD thing Rob McKenzie just dropped in But if you're looking for random three software I use on shape browser based. Yeah, someone someone else recommended that but I disqualified it based on requiring an internet connection and stuff I'm conflicted over the whole city sewer water versus off grid A lot of work to ensure clean water and sewage lines Don I would no, I don't want to I don't want to sway you too much But I would totally recommend doing your own thing Because uh, you know, just just do a good job do a bit of research. It's not it's really not that hard to set up a sewage system Um sounds a lot tougher than it is. I've done it a few times. I've never had a problem And my sewage systems would not pass inspection, but they've always worked totally fine um Yeah, and then clean water I don't know if you have if you have a well or whatever if you can get a well That's that's way better than being on city water because you never know what's coming down the pipe in that city water It's funny. The the city water around here comes out brown sometimes or sometimes just turns off a lot of time actually Oh This live Thank you so much. Awesome I'm I don't know. I don't know what's going on But a couple a couple people have commented that this is a good live stream. So I'm glad Oh, well, it's good to see you live Nice my grown son loves fluttershy Oh, you know, so I I've I've gotten a little bit into the my little pony tv show And my favorite part so far. I've only seen a few episodes because honestly I fall asleep If it's more than one But my favorite part was the oh, what is it called the sonic rain boom? So there's this there's this one my little pony who's a little bit hyperactive and she flies She's always flying around super fast and she wants to get faster and faster She was trying to she was trying to do this special trick called the sonic rain boom Which is basically going supersonic Anyway, it's very exciting when she when she when she accomplished it. I don't I don't want to I don't want to wreck it for anyone So no all you guys are going to watch it, right? All right. All right Yeah model model ponies and blender What is extremely challenging and solid work type packages, right? I want a my little cyborg now. All right. Well, if I if I draw one of these my little cyborgs, I will I will put it on Thingiverse and I will put I've got it written down put a link to my Thingiverse in my default Uh description so it should always show up there I will I will put at my little Cyborg in there if if I draw it, which is actually pretty likely I'll also include my Lego Lego train tracks. I drew some new Lego train tracks that I've been printing out for my daughter I'll have to slap those on there too Um Someone else told me I should use something other than Thingiverse. So if I get another thing I don't want to sign up for a whole bunch of things, but anyway I'll try to remember to put the put the links in my description Awesome my little cyborgs can protect the my little ponies dude. Those my little ponies are They get kind of hardcore sometimes like What was it fluttershy? She's all like shy and stuff, but she is one hard ass like chick She is tough and like that that applejack Man, she's like a whoa. She's The some of those my little ponies are tough. They're they're like hard asses um And they and they had the unicorn ones have magic they can do all kinds of magical stuff I don't think they need any protection at all these are tough Okay, as someone who's out of the loop, how many kids do you have now? Looks like you've provided a beautiful life for them. You are blessed man. Congratulations. Well, thank you very much Um, I do try to give my kids a good life I can't say I'm I mean I'm nowhere near perfect or anything I could all I think about is the things I've screwed up and how I need to fix them and how I can't fix them But I'm I'm trying to do a good job I think overall I'm doing a pretty good job for my kids, but you know, it's an important job So I'm hyper critical. Anyway, I have four kids here um right now they're at their mom's house And Three three girls and a boy and they're awesome. Oh, I love the love those kids I snuggle them more than they want to be snuggled. Well, that may not be true I snuggle them more than one of them needs to be snuggled the other three They're all over the snuggles, but one of them I have to kind of like I have to attack her with the snuggles and she begrudgingly is like, all right Here's a hug dad. You know, she's at that age Anyway, uh, what was the question how many kids do I have? um I I do actually have three other kids who are genetically my children, but they don't live here Uh, it was a donor situation, but they know who I am and I I know them uh, but that's Yeah, I'm not currently responsible for those children But they're also awesome Um, let's see I just wanted to say hello Jay. Hello Eric Mango jelly solutions has pretty good free cat tutorial. All right Mango jelly that sounds delicious Mango Jelly wait mango jelly solutions was it? Yeah solutions solutions free cat, okay If I I'm gonna have to write that down somewhere that I will see it if I start messing around the soups free cat again Eric says you're doing a great job and your videos are very inspirational. I'm sorry. I haven't joined Up on your group. I just use a phone really and I don't have much money. Hello. Well, anyway, keep up dude Totally awesome, man. I appreciate the moral support. I mean financial support is also amazing, but moral support Totally awesome, too. Thank you very much Okay, Don says my my idea of tanks include ultraviolet lights and distillation and a filter those tanks need to be cleaned you know so Before I lived off grid I thought I guess I was kind of thinking more along the lines that that you are that you know You really got to do a lot to make sure your water is clean Now that I've been living off grid Well, I can pan them off for like 10 years and before that for like another 15 or something. I don't know. I've been off grid for a while I'll just drink the rain water I do have water here that's filtered But I'll also drink This is this is directly from the rain. This also has lemon in it So, uh, my kid's mom over on her island has a lemon tree that makes it produces like Like a lot of lemons. Check out these lemons. Good looking lemons. Anyway So I've been having lots of lemons and I'll I'll squeeze one of these huge lemons into a bowl and just put some rain water in it and That's why I just drink it like I drink it like a my little pony drinking out of the trough But yeah, I don't I really don't worry about The the cleanliness of the water nearly as much as I thought I was going to and you know, my other water is Filtered so most of the water I drink is filtered but not with anything Crazy. It's just a basic filter. That's supposed to be a pretty good filter, but it's just a you know playing filter um Are you oh, yeah, and I never clean out my water tank at least not yet It's been there for like a year and a half Maybe or so two years. I've never cleaned it out Uh, are you sure it's not my pretty pony? These are important issues. Yes. It is is not my pretty pony is my little pony. I know the song and everything and It's about friendship and magic and Oh Classic dude, mike. Thank you for the reminder. Go eat dinner. I've got dinner sitting right here Yeah, right before I got on I made dinner It's a little bit. It's a little bit old now, but oh chop suey. Oh chop suey. Let's see chop suey. Oh, that's chopped Oh, that's some good-looking chop suey right there. Nice Yeah, well, that's gonna be delicious One of my favorite things to make lately is chop suey Uh, because I had it for the first time Like a year ago at this chinese restaurant my favorite place to eat at in town And I was like, oh my god, this chop suey is amazing It's like it doesn't look that hard to make and it's not Although I looked up recipes of how to make chop suey online Holy crap. It was so complicated. It's like cook cook this put it aside then cook this put it aside then cook this It was like 14 different dishes you need then you mix it all together or something. I was like no Put the meat in the pan Let it sizzle away and when all the greasy stuff comes out of the ground beef or the pork or whatever you're doing Just throw a bunch of shredded cabbage like like chopped up cabbage and carrots and onions and whatever and just throw it all in there and Well, it's cooking done. That's it One pan. Oh, it's so delicious. My kids like it too, which is great And the only thing I have to do different when my kids are here is I just have to make more although The amount I compared to the amount my kids eat like I make like maybe 50 percent more food when my kids are here Maybe probably not even that much because like I I eat way more than all my kids put together And it's not like they don't eat they eat Okay, let's see Go eat dinner. Okay four kids. Yes. I have four kids here Try the power puff girls for radical little girl stuff. I don't know I I don't know if I've ever seen an entire episode of power puff girls Um, so maybe I shouldn't say anything, but they didn't seem that appealing to me Although I gotta admit that my little ponies didn't seem that appealing either but my One of my daughter my three-year-old daughter keeps picking it for her movie night So we have to watch like three episodes or four episodes of my little pony Anyway, um, thank you youtube for having lots of free movies and videos One main thing is that the market is crazy. So I'm waiting. Oh waiting to build a house The market is crazy. Are you are you waiting to buy land and all that stuff? Yeah Uh, oh lemon. Yeah, I've got three of these lemons right here And when I was over there, she had a bucket full of these and like Yeah, I I think I'm eating like 11 every day for the last like three weeks All right. I don't have any up there right now um So usually I have lemons like up here and then like some down here just lemons all over the place Right now nothing there Whoa If I was a betting man, I'd wager that you're doing a good job a good dad appreciate you for your honesty and humility Well, I think a big part of being a parent and doing a good job is always thinking you're not doing good enough like, um Yeah, because it's like I feel like if I if I ever got to a point where I was like Yeah, I'm doing a good enough job. I feel like the next day I would be like, I am not doing a good enough job I just slacked off. I let things go. You know, like there's I don't know I feel like one of the one of the most valuable things At least for me in being a good parent is always thinking I can improve always thinking You know, I'm doing an all right job. I'm doing I mean honestly. I'm doing a pretty good job But I have huge room for improvement. There's there's so much more I could do So to try to do try to do as much of that as I can try to do The best job I can it's just such a hugely important job, you know And there's there's no way I could possibly do too good of a job And there are plenty of things where I feel like I could I could put too much effort into it It would just kind of be a waste but like raising my kids There's no there's no amount of effort that would that I would feel like is wasted, you know Berkey filter is fine. That's what I have one of those black Berkey filters Probably better for you to do the ceremony for every Leader than to have some automatic automatic magic Um, whether I mean I can drink the the rain water and it's fine I believe chop suey basically translates to leftovers that would not be surprising We had for chicken Chicken fettuccine Alfredo that sounds delicious. Oh my god. You guys are talking about food right now And I've got this food sitting right in front of me. All right. I'm gonna get off here in like three minutes If anyone has any last minute questions Actually, if you have a last minute question, even if it's a huge question Ask it now And I'll think about it all week and then I'll have a good answer next week If it's like a big question Someone did that a couple weeks ago and I ended up thinking about it all week and that became my next week's monologue, you know John says Thanks, Jamie. I've all uh, it's always great to spend time with you. Have a good night. I will do my best Bacon wrapped turkey breast for dinner. Oh, man. That sounds good All right. Good night. Go eat Right. All right. I think I'm Think I'm at the end of Comments there. Excellent. All right. If anyone has a last minute question that I should answer next week If not, everyone have a marvelous whatever you have. Have you finished your dragon scales roof? No, I haven't I just that's another thing I have to finish. Yeah, I swear by burky filters I made my own container to utilize them. So did I man? totally Um, yeah, it's an old beer keg and an old fire extinguisher. It works great All right, everyone have a great thing and I'm gonna go eat this. Oh chop. Sweet. Oh, so delicious All right, where's the button get out of here? Oh, they changed it. It's on the other side now. It's over here. Okay Are you sure you want to stop streaming? Yes