 what's up everybody hope you're doing well for those of you who are on my email list you're some of my close subscribers you know that recently I've been going through rather the lowest point in my life just had to split up with my fiancee I say it's a divorce because basically we got two kids two dogs house life all that together you know those years those memories together so it's been difficult and I'm trying to get back into the momentum of putting out great content and helping you guys improve and I just wanted to let you know that if you're ever in a situation where you feel defeated you're struggling it's painful you have problems and it's just so easy to sit around and do nothing about it to feel sorry for yourself to waste days to eat bad food to consume drugs and alcohol to hang out with bad people to do all these things when you're feeling bad it's so easy to fall into those things but I want you to know that doing those things it's never going to get you the happiness that you want it's never going to get you back to where you want to be the only way that you're going to get back to happiness you're going to get back to feeling good about yourself is by being positive and getting momentum in your days positive momentum that means eating good food your food is your mood if you eat junk you're gonna feel like junk it's about working towards your goals every day so if you know you have things to do and you're not doing them you're never gonna feel fulfilled you have to every day get up and work move towards those things when you're moving when you're growing that's when you'll be your happiest so I'm starting to get momentum back into my days it's time to go right now I'm gonna try to do more of these short little vlogs because I want to just destroy destroy the YouTube destroy social media in general and it's like I love putting out the long tutorials the high-quality tutorials but it takes up a lot of time and effort so I will continue to do those but I'm gonna try to put out a little more videos just little chats things like this so let me know what you guys think please comment below give me some love and like I said if you're going through a hard time right now just know the only way you're going to get out of it is by being positive productive with your days when you're growing when you're moving when you're doing what you know you need to do that's when you'll find your happiness that's when you start feeling better about yourself and that's when good things are going to come to you so thank you so much I'll talk to you guys soon