 Wait, I just, I can't tell. Ah! Is that it? I don't know, you look possessed. You're all possessed. Oh my God, I'm gonna think it again. If this isn't for one million views, I'm not gonna be happy. Yeah, literally. Recognize myself. Hi, welcome back to my channel. Welcome to another video. So, today's video is gonna be an extreme glow-up. I've done a few of these like, glow-up kind of videos before, where I've like, got my nails done, fake tanned. What else have I even done? Oh, I tried to pierce my ear once. Didn't work. But this one's gonna be a little bit more extreme. I'm nervous even just talking about it. But yeah, there's gonna be a lot of different sections to this video. I don't know, I just feel like I'm bored with what I look like. I don't like it. Like, I'm looking at myself right now and I don't even, ooh, don't look at it. I just feel like I look very pale. Like, I desperately need a tan. So we definitely will be doing that in this video. As well as some other more prevalent things. You've already seen in the, probably the thumbnail and the title of this video, but I'm getting lip fillers. Ah, ooh, I'm so scared. This is what they look like. I'll explain all of that stuff when I do get my lip fillers done. But we're getting lips, we're getting eyelashes because these eyelashes are very, very in need of an infill. I don't know what's happened to them but they have fallen out all over the place. I also really, really, really need my roots done. And also just wanna go blonder in general. I am aware that I'm probably gonna put post-breakup gap in the title of this video. If you come for drama about my breakup or anything like that, you're not gonna get any of it. I'm literally just putting that in the title because it'll probably do better that way. That's embarrassing. But we love being honest on this channel. I did actually try and film this video after the breakup. Never going online. I'm a wreck, never seeing the light of day. But I did get my hair blonde. So I'm gonna insert a photo of what my hair looked like before so that would have been like three months ago now. I got my hair full head of highlights. I wouldn't really blonde, insert another photo here. And now I don't know, it's kind of just gone a bit dull and obviously my roots are very dark so I need to get it all done again. I don't know, this video is gonna cost me a lot of money so please give it a thumbs up and watch it all the way through and don't skip the ads. And yeah, so it's currently Saturday. I'm getting my lips done tomorrow but I will talk to you guys a bit more about it then. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this video and I'll see you tomorrow. Okay, so it is the next day and I've just got ready and it is time to go and get my lips filled. I am so scared. I need to go pick up my friend Ellie because she's coming with me. I think I'll talk to you properly about it when we get back later because currently I'm not sure how much I'm actually getting in my lips. We haven't quite decided and I also don't wanna tell you where I'm going before I know if it's actually good or not. Biggest gross it is. I've heard loads of good things about it. No people that's been there. And also quick disclaimer, I feel like I should say this. I'm not trying to promote cosmetic surgery, plastic surgery, anything like that. I don't think anyone needs it. This is something I've wanted literally for ages and I'm doing it for myself and I'm paying myself. All of that malarkey. So not promoting it, I'm just wanting to show you guys because I think it's way, way, way worse when people get filler or cosmetic surgery or whatever and they don't tell people because that's when you get these unrealistic beauty standards and I don't wanna be part of that because it's damaging. So I'm getting it and I wanna tell you. So let's go get Ellie and I will probably see you guys when we are at the... Okay, let's go. Hi guys. So I've got Ellie. We're in Kingston's where we're getting our lips done. We've got an hour and a half. I think I've got like no lips to go on. Yeah, neither. I just need a coffee so much. I feel dead, so I... I need a coffee but I can't put on my lips. I don't have caffeine or alcohol because I can't make your lips bruised. You're using your jump. So next time we see you, we'll probably be in the waiting room with no more cream on our lips. Guys, we're here. Ellie, we just got asked if we're twins. Oh my God, I feel so ill. Sorry. She's gonna be an annoying person. I'm not. Guys, it's happening. Cutting down cream on lips. I can't feel them already. Do you personally have... Do I personally have... Yeah, I've had eight mils. Wow. My lips are really numb and really tight and dribbling. I'm nervous. I'm sweating. That's gross. No one wanted to know that. Oh my God, I feel like we're getting injections. I'm gonna start with half of the mil and then see what I look like and then maybe do another half. Watch. Oh my God, are you starting now? Yeah, is that okay? Oh my God, I'm gonna cry. Jam your phone. Relax. It's a good angle. Just know I'm gonna not be able to not laugh. Is that hurt? Mm-hmm. Oh my God, I'm scared. Mm-hmm. I'm just going to check her. I do not know. I can't put my heart out. What do you want me to do? I don't know. Say just keep feeling. Uh-huh. Good click there. Oh my God, I actually feel sick. I'm gonna heart out. I'm actually gonna heart out right now. Come on. This is what happened apparently when I passed out, please turn your volume up and listen to the sounds I'm making. I don't know where they came from and also my body is literally convulsing. I think my eyes are open. Honestly, that's so weird. I've never passed out like that before. I just, I can't tell. What? Is that it? I don't know, you look possessed. I feel possessed. Oh my God, I'm gonna think it again. If this isn't for one million views, I'm not gonna be happy. Yeah, literally. Me either. Is that okay? There you go. Do you look really nice? Do you think I need any more? Remember, we have done a number of injections so it's gonna be a little bit swollen. So that it's- Already? Yeah, a little bit swelling from the injection so it will go down slightly. Can you do hers first and then come back to mine or no? This is just so that we can give the lips a little massage. Oh God, you really bled there. The girl just looked at her lips and goes, oh yeah, okay. Yeah, they're nice. Yeah, I can't. Gorgeous girl. Sorry, I got half. I let it sit. I passed out as you saw and now we're gonna do another half. Well, I've got another half but we're probably gonna do like 0.34. 0.34. Yeah, I'll see. I hope she doesn't pass out again cause we all go to the Lego shop. Pass out again, I'll drive home. Hi, so it is now the next day. It's Monday and I don't think I've spoken to you since we were in the lip place but it's obviously the next day. This is what they're looking like. I can't put any lip gloss or anything on them for three days, I think it is. This is what they're looking like. I think they swallowed up a little bit yesterday. Like straight after the appointment, I'll insert some images. Straight after the appointment they were very red. Yeah, and they looked really nice. I think they were definitely a bit swollen. I haven't had any bruising whatsoever but I was like properly prepared to have like beaten up lips. Now I'm really hoping that this is the final result and they're not gonna go down anymore cause I really, really like them. So I did end up getting a mil. Also, I did go to a place called Canvas Cosmetics. This is their Instagram. If you're interested, not sponsored or anything like that. I just recommend them. So I got half a mil to start with cause I didn't know how much it was gonna change my lips. I didn't really know how much I wanted and then I took a break and Ellie got hers done and I was basically just looking at my lips deciding whether I wanted to do another half or not. And then decided I did because I really wanted a bit more in the side of my lips. So we did do another half and I'm very, very, very happy I did another half because I would have been really upset if I had spent that much money and not seen a difference, which I don't think I would have if I hadn't got the second half. I am turning into a Barbie doll. Speaking of Barbie dolls, the next thing we are doing today is getting my hair dyed. I'm going to get a half head of highlights this time. Mainly just for my roots and a little bit through the undersides that are a bit darker. Yeah, so let's go get my hair done. We're here. I think you can really see how dark it is but they are really dark for these roots. It's like the colour of my eyes. I promise. Now we're going. And I'm back. Okay, wait, let me just put you down. Okay, and I've had my hair done. Oh, I just love when it's curled like this but obviously as you can tell my roots are significantly blonder. Wow. I'm going to get to the pub tonight. So I'm going to put a little bit of lip gloss on, I think. I'm going to brave it and see what my lips look like. I also need to take it at Instagram before my hair goes all like ratchet again. So I then didn't film. I said I was going to put lip gloss on. I'll show you. Didn't film it. Also didn't show you the Instagram. So if you're interested, firstly, go follow me on Instagram. Secondly, here is the Instagram I took. If you're interested. And this is another photo of my lips from I think that day with lip gloss on. Okay, bye. Hi, so this light is really, really bright right now because it's pitch black outside even though it's literally three PM. So we are finally getting some nails today. I apologize for the state of my hair. It's obviously been a few days since I got it done and I tried to curl it again like they did it but I didn't like it. So I've tried to brush it out but this side looks more Kyle. This side. So I'm going to get my nails done. Finally, I haven't had acrylics in like four months. I'm gonna get some red nails obviously because it's Christmas. Look at them. Gross. But yeah, I've been making loads of TikToks. I think I'm actually obsessed. Let's go. Hopefully my nail place can fit me in because it's probably really busy. This weather really ain't it. It's horrible. Good job I didn't like my hair because even if I did, it would be ruined by now. God, look at the state of me. This traffic is insanely bad but I am the world's worst blogger which is why I'm filming on my way to go and get my eyelashes done. I also didn't film the fact that I got my nails done yesterday but look at these lashes. They are in serious need of an infill and I feel like this might be illegal. So I'm gonna just stop recording and drive and I'll see you guys when I'm there probably but I'm 20 minutes late. So I'm really sorry to my lash tip. Hi, so it is Friday night. It's actually currently called past one but I did get my eyelashes done yesterday. This is what they look like. They probably need a bit of a brush. But yeah, obviously I just got them infilled. I get hybrid lashes if you wanna know but the last thing I really, really, really, really need to do and I wasn't able to do it yesterday because you can't get your eyelashes wet for like, well, probably 48 hours after you get them. So I'm gonna fake tan tonight and then wash it off in the morning and put some makeup on my face and that is gonna be the final like bit of this glow up which is wild. I feel like we've been doing this video for the last like, I don't know, it was the last year. If you are interested, this is the tan I use. It's not gonna focus, is it? Okay, well, it's the same where it's advanced pro formula in shade dark because I don't think they do this one in an ultra dark. Otherwise, you bet I would have the ultra dark. But yeah, I'm gonna fake tan and I'll see you guys in the morning when we wash it off and then we can assess the difference that I've made over the last like week. Hello, so as you can see, recognize myself. So it is the next day. I have obviously tanned. I'm not gonna lie, it really didn't go that well and my hands look kind of bad today. This is really weird. This is the fakest I've ever looked and I don't really know how to feel about it. The tan obviously makes a very big difference and obviously I've got makeup on. Gonna get my laptop. Okay, I'm gonna split the screen and I'm gonna insert footage of me before and now. Okay, I'm just gonna watch the clip of me at the beginning. Thing is, I think, okay, so I think the thing that's made the biggest difference is obviously a tan because I'm really, really, really pale here and definitely the eyelashes because obviously when I, at the beginning of this video, they were really, really sparse whereas now they're freshly infilled so they look a lot more dramatic. Maybe I don't actually like massive eyelashes. I don't think the hairs make that much difference. Obviously it looks blonder, the roots are a lot blonder but I don't really think that changes how I look and also the lip fillers, I don't think it's made that much difference. Like, obviously they're bigger but I don't think it's changed my face that much. I really think it's the tan in the eyelash. Obviously the nails haven't made any difference. Do I feel better about myself? Yeah, I think I do. I don't know, like I'm never gonna be happy with what I look like. I just don't think it's possible but obviously I've also got a lot more makeup on than I did there and I definitely look different when I don't have all this makeup on. I'm gonna put this SD card in my computer and then watch this footage as well. Okay, so I'm watching the footage now of what you just heard. I don't think it's as bad on my computer as what I'm seeing in the viewfinder. I don't know, basically there's no natural light right now. It's 4 p.m. and it's pitch black outside so because I've got spotlights in my ceiling, the lighting's really, really bad so it's just got a really bright light behind the camera which I think is obviously very harsh and I would look different in natural lighting. I don't think I look that much different. I don't know, you guys tell me below but that is the end of the video so I really do hope you enjoyed. If you made it this far, congratulations because I feel like it's a pretty long video. Anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed. 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