 Today I'm gonna be leaving out my diary. What is this? Oh, why are you, why are you ready? Why was this left out? Just tell me, do you want to bring up or not? What do you want? Talk to me about what's on here. I don't, don't leave. I don't care, I don't care about you anymore. I'm a little surprised. I'm sure you're wondering why the camera is face to the wall. So I just got my hair done. And I'm about to show you guys. Ready? Bam. Oh my God. It looks good, it looks so dark on camera. The last time that I got my hair done I did low lights, but there weren't, it wasn't the exact color that I wanted. I wanted it to be a little bit darker because I feel like it just compliments me better. When I first saw it in the mirror I didn't think it was that dark. And then when I came home I was looking at myself like, holy cow, my hair is dark. Comfortable, you guys think? I feel like I love it. I feel like it compliments me really well. But yeah, and I'm sure Marvel Squad, you're wondering why I buy myself. Day is gonna be a good freaking day. As you guys drive by the title, today I'm gonna be leaving out my diary to see how he reacts. Basically I'm gonna write something in my journal. Kind of like write to me like, oh I'm kind of overthinking things. I feel like I'm losing feelings and like talk about how I cheated on him and the thing. I'm gonna have to figure out what I'm going to say. If you guys don't know this, when quarantine happened I was getting really, really bored. I know many of you guys have probably suffered through like depression, anxiety, and sadness. I get a lot of bad panic attacks and it's really hard for me sometimes but I'm really thankful that I have Bill because he's next to me. That is a big reason why I started writing in my journal all right stuff down that we need to do during the day. I hope that, you know, I can inspire you guys and just make you guys smile and get you through those times because I know when I look up to people I like to watch YouTube videos, especially watching your favorite people. It definitely like gets you off the topic of being sad and it makes you smile. So basically right now, Bill is running some errands. There's a lot of stuff that he's doing today. So he gets back, I'm gonna figure out how I'm gonna like set this up. I might have it like crinkled up somewhere or I might leave it on the table somewhere. You know what I mean? I don't know what I'm gonna do yet I'm gonna write something in here that's gonna be pretty juicy. Make sure you give this video a big thumbs up why should I give this video to 30,000 likes? You guys are always crushing guys you're always killing it. And for hashtag Team Mariah and new beginnings in my hair make sure you give this video a big thumbs up. This is about to be a lip prank. I'm super excited to get your reaction and I just wanna say babe I'm so sorry you know that I love you and you know I would never cheat on you. You are super special to me in my life and I would never do anything like that. I know the Marvel Squad knows I would never do anything like that. If you guys are new, make sure you go hit that subscribe button and turn on your post notifications so you guys can notify every single time we upload you don't wanna miss out any single one of our post and I'm gonna get to writing. All right guys so I just finished my journal writing. You guys are gonna get really mad at me but you guys are not gonna be able to listen to what the journal says until he reads it. When he's reading it you guys will hear a voice over of me reading it out loud so you guys see what he's reading and see what his facial expressions are. So you guys have to wait until the prank to see what I wrote. It's a little juicy but I think this is a perfect small and short and simple little like journal writing. I didn't want to write anything too long because it's sweet, simple. It's kind of like what's when you write in your journal and I just feel like it looks believable. So I'm gonna go downstairs and figure out where the heck I'm going to put this journal and how I'm gonna set it up. I need to make it believable. Maybe put it out on the floor somewhere or maybe it fell. I get it sticking out of the couch and he pulls it out and he's like what is this and then reads it. I'll think of something good. You guys already know Timorah is gonna figure out something lit. So I just figured out Taco loves the water. He's just swatting it right now but literally he's bathing himself. He will step all the way in. Literally get his whole back wet and his head wet. It is probably the cutest thing ever. Taco show him what you do. Look, he literally gets his whole head wet. Look, oh, oh, oh, look at it. He's bathing himself. Taco! How does that love your cat like baths? Cause I know for a fact, most cats, it's very rare for a cat to like to sit in here like that. Guys, I just checked Bill's location. He should be here any minute. So I need to hurry up set up the camera. I actually figured out a good spot. I'm gonna set you guys up right in here. And so I have a note down here and I think I'm gonna leave it. I think I'm gonna tuck it right here. It's out in the open. Kind of like everything's clean today. So he's gonna be seeing that and be like, why the heck is there a notebook right here? He comes and I'm kind of just gonna be chilling over here. Looking at Taco and then I'm gonna say, I'm gonna go upstairs and re-curl my hair or something and make an excuse. I'll just wait until Bill gets here. He should be here any minute. They should give this video a big thumbs up guys cause this is about to be lit. Oh shoot, Taco really gotta do that right on me like that. Yeah, do me like that. Guys, don't just, don't just hold on. Hi, how's running your errands? I was running your errands. Good, what the heck? Yeah, Taco has literally been in the safe. He's so full. He is so full. Oh my God, he's so funny. He's like- I know, what a cat likes to sit in the water. You can see all his paw prints on the counter right there. Let's see. See them all? I don't know what cats. You can see how weird they walk. They're just so weird. I don't know what cats. But I'm gonna go re-curl my hair real quick. You just watch Taco and make sure he doesn't get anything from me. Make sure he doesn't get anything from me. Oh my God. Make sure he doesn't get anything from me. He's so, I've never seen him just like- He is so, he's so funny. He played in the water the one other time, right? But he never like- No, he always gets scared of the water, literally. He gets scared of the water, I know. I mean more, he likes it. And all right, just watch him real quick and I'm gonna go upstairs and curl my hair. All right, love it. Wait, can you get a towel? Yeah, I'll get a towel. Can he do what? Oh my God, the whole cat is wet. I told you. Taco. He probably doesn't even like getting like fricking dry either. He had his soaps. Come here. Come here. Come here. Aw. He's like trying to lick himself clean. Really? Yeah. What's wrong? I'm feeling really down lately. Bella's currently out with a few of his hometown friends and while he was away, I kept losing more and more feelings. So to see if my feelings were totally gone, I invited a boy over and things escalated and I cheated. I feel terrible, but I am glad I was able to see how I really felt. I'm so scared to tell him because it will ruin everything. I do not want the Marvel Squad mad at me. I hope he can't forgive me. Mariah, come here. What is this? What is this? This is a note. Babe, you weren't supposed to read that. No, I already... Babe, why is it down here? Come on. You set it up. Babe, why is it down here? You wanted me to read this. No, I didn't want you to read that. I didn't even know it was down here. You said you've been feeling down because of me. Babe, I didn't want you to find out because I wanted to tell you I was just writing my feelings out on notes. I didn't want you to read that, babe. I didn't even know this was down here. Why would you read that? Because it was set up and out. Babe, did you write this today? You had time to tell me. It was right here. Right here. Oh, you wanted to tell me. Yes, I actually wanted to tell you. What do you want to tell me? Babe, I didn't even want you to find out like this. I didn't want you to read it. Find out what? Like what? This. Babe, I just didn't want to tell you. Please tell yourself. Stop. I don't want to explain myself because like... I'm here. I feel bad that you want to read... Find out like this. I want to have... Okay, but what does this mean? Just tell me why you wrote this. Because I've just been feeling off and I'm just... You know, during quarantine, stuff like I was just getting and I need to write my feelings out. So what do you want to do? Break up? Like... Well, I mean... You said you didn't want to tell me this for a while, so why didn't you just tell me instead of writing it down? And you left it out, so you wanted me to see. You just didn't want to break it to me. Babe, you're not really the part where I hooked up with somebody? Yeah. So what does that mean? Like, are you joking with me or is this real? Like, I don't know... I don't understand why you can't really talk to me. I didn't want you to find out this way. Okay, so just talk to me. What happened? I was just not... I just need to write my feelings. I'm really sad and like really upset. From what? What did I do wrong? You didn't do anything, but it's not you, it's just me. I was just not... I haven't been feeling it recently. So what? You have not been showing me that. You've literally been fine. I know, because I'm going to think your smile. When was this? When was this? Like a month ago. I was waiting to tell you. I was scared. When who? It doesn't matter who, Bill. It doesn't matter who. It does matter who? No, it doesn't. So why... I want to tell you how to tell... Why was this left out? You didn't want to tell me. I don't even know why that was there No, I didn't. I don't know why it was there. So what, all day? You had to... So you wrote this today because... No, I didn't write that today. I was at the store and it wasn't there. I don't know how it got there, Bill. This morning it wasn't there. I don't know how it got there. You've put it there. So you were writing it or looking at it today and you sat it down here. Well, I was putting what we're going to do today when you got back and I didn't realize it was... So what does this mean? You obviously put that out for me to see. No, I didn't. I was writing today to do this. I don't even know how the page got flipped there. Bill, I was writing in it, yes, but I didn't know that that page... Why are you not? Why are you making excuses? I'm telling you the truth. Stop laughing. My feelings aren't just... Stop. You're making excuses. Just tell me what is the deal. Do you want to break up or not? I don't know what I want. I've been trying to figure it out on myself. I'm just writing it in my journal and trying to process my thoughts. So three years, three and a half years means nothing because of what? It doesn't mean nothing. It obviously does. It's not my fault that my feelings aren't there anymore. Do you want to go or do you want to stay? I don't understand what you want. You need time to think. I didn't want you to see this. I wanted to actually talk with you. You either want to be with someone or you don't. It's not, oh, I don't know. I don't know. I want to kind of be here. I don't want to know. It's like you either know or you don't. Obviously you're not. I am in love and that's why it's so hard for me to... I don't know why I'm doing like that. So what's your answer? Babe, you can't just go there. I want to have a conversation with you. I'm trying to talk. You keep interrupting me. You're not even giving me a choice. You're interrupting me. Oh, I don't know what I want. I don't know what to do. Okay, if you're going to interrupt me, I'm not going to tell you what's going on. Tell me. Let's not interrupt me. Tell me. Look, you're interrupting me right now. So you can talk but I can't. You're forcing it down my throat to tell you what I'm still. Stop interrupting me. I didn't do anything. Oh my god. Fine, talk. Just do whatever you want. You? My voice doesn't have a say so anyways. Yeah, it does have a say so. No, it obviously doesn't. You're not letting me speak. Oh my god. You're asking me how I feel yet you're not letting me speak. Wouldn't you be pissed off if... Yes, but I would like you to speak because you're not letting me talk. Okay, I don't really care. It's a journal. So it's not even a note. So you were writing this down. What else is in here? Just stop the way. You know what I write in there. Am I to do list and everything? You barely write in here. Yes, I do write in here. And you barely do. You have it sometimes but you haven't written there in a while. So this was probably recent. Talk to me. Just talk. Talk to me. Before I freak out even more because I literally am uncomfortable as hell right now. Come on. Everything that you're reading is true. I don't know what else I'm going to say. I'm going to need for you to read that part. Okay, so there's no point in talking. I don't want to talk to you and then I don't know what else to say. Well, you're like... What do you want? Talk to me about what's on here. I told you I don't know how I'm feeling so I need time to process. So writing down in my journal helps me process. That's crap. Are you really that mad? Yeah. Sorry, but I don't want to tell you. Okay, so then I'm just going to leave. Like, I don't feel comfortable here at all. No, don't leave. I don't care. I don't care about you anymore. I don't care about... Well, I do, but obviously you don't care about me. Are you sure you don't care about me? You don't care about me at all. I do, but... You don't care about me at all. I shouldn't have even came back from the store. I shouldn't have even came back. You don't care about me at all? No. Like, nothing at all? Go away. No, babe. Come here. Babe, turn around. You promised me as a prank. Yes, it's a... Don't mess with me. Come here. Pinky promise. Pinky promise you. Look it. That's on our life. On our life. That's on our life, baby. I'm sorry. I had to get you. You know why you're writing that? Join our life. Don't slam the door on me. I'm saying that. Say team bills, Prater. Even though this was a good prank, say team bills better. Team bills not better. No. I'm not letting you win. Let me... I'm done with your bull crap. Team bills better. Okay, there. That was the sign. Like, Team Orion is better. You already know. I'm not. That means that the sentence was over. So the team bills better period. The sentence is over. I had to die. You can't psych it. You already know. You sent this up then, right? This is all fake? This is all fake, yes. All fake. But you know I write in there for my to-do list. Pinky promise. This is all fake. Pinky promise. This is all fake, baby. Why would I cheat on you? Okay, she barely writes in that thing. She does have it as a little diary journal kind of thing. My arm. Oh my God. She literally has this notebook for a little diary journal, but she hasn't written it in it like for a month maybe. Well, I told the Marvel Squad that I wrote it a lot during quarantine because I was trying to like process everything. But that was like a month ago that it ended. Yeah. So, I mean, she hasn't really been writing it a lot. But I was surprised to see it down here. I was like, why is this down here? Like, I was playing with Taco. I was playing with the cat. And all of a sudden, like, I just see this random note. Why are you... Stop dancing. Because you already know. Stop dancing. Why do I even got a hold of your... Her arm gets hired every video. And I got to take over the camera, even though she freaking pranked me. Listen. So annoying. This girl is so annoying. Guys, you know what? You know what? I want you guys to know something. After you finish this video, after the video closes out and everything, go back to our recent video that we posted. I pranked the crap out of Mariah. And I want you guys to go rate that and see how I did on a Team Bill prank. Because I feel like you're going to love it. So much more hyped, okay? So much more hyped. Team Bill, you know, has a different vibe. Yeah, yeah, you know. Okay. Okay, whatever. If you guys enjoyed today's video, make sure to give this video a big thumbs up. How many likes are we getting this video to? 25,000. 25,000 likes. 25,000 likes. I don't remember what I said. I don't remember what I said in the video. Guys, get it to 25,000 likes for my reaction, I guess. I was almost about to leave. I always end up leaving. I want to just get out of the situation. I hate arguing. I hate yelling. He's going crazy. Yeah, he's going crazy. I don't know what he's doing. Taco, be careful. Follow me on Instagram. Follow us on Instagram. Because I want to see some prank ideas that I can get Mariah with. Literally, she's been like hammering me with stuff lately. And I hope you guys enjoyed today's video. See you in the next one, I guess. Guys, the next one. But until then. Peace. Love you guys.