 But, you know, you do see that you're going to be done through, the spirit's going to use the body and going to use the world and the symbols of the world in a very expressive function that's part of extending. And then at some point when you really get rinsed with that, then you start to become totally disidentified with the doer. So there's no difference between when you seem to be doing something and not doing something. It all kind of just merges together, your whole perception merges together into a unified perception and the doer is gone. So you have a still mind, you're left with a still mind and it's totally irrelevant whether the body is active or inactive. You don't have to be in lotus positions and breathing just a certain way and doing all these techniques. You know, you're totally released. You're the dreamer of the dream. You don't need to be concerned about rituals or postures or all those little techniques anymore because you're back, back much further in the mind. Yeah, and what I'm hearing, what you're sharing, I feel it's a call to step into your inspiration, really find what is your passion, what is your heart calling you to and to really step into that and that's the way the spirit works. It will just give you something that, you know, you feel passionate about or that is attractive to you and to call you in it so that you can really let go of those blocks and open your heart. And that's what it is. It's always teaching, the spirit is always teaching through attraction and bringing you deeper and deeper using the symbols, all the symbols. So it's never about pushing anything away. It's not unique. Don't do that, don't do that, don't do that because then you will experience truth. No, allow the path that the spirit asks for you, allow the use of those symbols, allow the use of your inspiration or your passion or the things that you feel really good about and allow them to be used in a very helpful way to bring you deeper and deeper in the awareness of who you are. That is very gentle and that is how the path of the spirit is. So what did you say then that during the period born of the refugee begin by asking the Holy Spirit to bring what you've just said about? Yeah, even just what do you want me to do? Really being in constant communication with the spirit, for me prayer is not an activity. It's a constant state of mind, of openness to the spirit because the spirit is really talking to us all the time. We're always in contact with him except when we shut ourselves up from him. And so keeping your mind open and asking for guidance to the spirit for me is just a way to open up the channel so that you can be in communication with the spirit. It's about joining in the present moment with the spirit and then the form will be used in order to keep you in this awareness of the spirit. And so for example in the community everything we do we use so many projects, so many artistic activities only for one thing. We have absolutely no future goal about it or no outcome. We use them for one thing is to focus our attention on the presence, on the spirit and to really be in connection with them all the time. And that just everything else falls away because your devotion to the presence is what makes you experience what the presence is about, what your true nature is about. And so that's how you can truly come in touch with that in a deeper way than just sitting in your chair and you know just okay I'm not going to do anything because I'm just letting go of the whole world. It won't work but it might take far much more time and it can be very joyful. So I feel like that's really you know just stepping into your joy and stepping into fully living your life by just eroding that. It's just a really great thing to do. It's huge to give yourself allowance and permission to live by inspiration instead of fear of consequences. And those course and miracles work progresses are designed to take you right into the heart of the inspiration. What you use less than 50, I think of less than 50 I am sustained by the love of God. You get so specific there, you believe you're stained by everything but the love of God and it's like okay here we go give it to me straight. Pills, money, protected clothing, being liked, knowing the right people an endless list of nothing that you endow with magical powers. So then you get to less than 76, I'm under no laws but God's the laws of economics you know the laws of medicine you know the laws of friendship oh come on come on. You mean the laws of friendship or ego? I thought we're supposed to be friendly and now you're saying the laws of friendship well the laws of reciprocity you know the laws that what's a good friend what a good friend should do and how a good friend should act you know it's all past associations. Ego has invented friendship even friendship oh come on I can see economics you know Marxism and you know I can see that only but friendship you see he's being very specific and he's saying no the ego even invented its own laws of friendships and you know that the ego invented it because you can turn from happy to angry with some really close friends I can't believe a friend would never treat me that way haha we stumbled upon the laws of friendship and they're made by the ego not by God and yet when we forgive when we when we follow the miracle we actually become very friendly but we're not bound by roles and expectations of the government that friendliness it's just friendliness at the moment friendliness of being spontaneously sourced by your creator and experiencing miracles and that's why when people say oh David you're very kind you're very friendly I've got a one-on-one schedule for Sacramento and I look back at the reference as a woman had written me before she said questions you wrote to me before was are spiritual teachers ever mean? the kind of questions I get she said I have a spiritual teacher and sometimes he's just mean and can that be from the spirit can the spirit be mean and she said I think sometimes he's really hard on me and I said well it's I said she said to me you know have you ever been mean that's the kind of stuff and I said well spirit can come through you because the spirit is so uncompromising unless you're yay be yay unless you're may be may there's not going to be a wiggle room with the Holy Spirit it's going to come through very clearly and directly in fact Kathy was introducing me saying I said in an authoritative voice not authoritarian authoritarian is like a higher lower superior inferior authoritative is with certainty with clarity Christmas that's your yay be yay that's your may be nay and the ego at times will react to that too if it wants the nay to be a yay that's mean but actually when we're really clear there's actually a gentleness and a friendliness that comes even with the authoritative words there's a friendliness there's a kindness there's a sweetness behind it that you can really feel because there's a non-investment in outcome we were talking a little bit about that today because in our mail so often as the guidance just rips through rips through rips through rips through and pours through and then oftentimes there'll be other people that will kind of avoid delay not follow the guidance and then sometimes she'll just smile and say I told you where you found yourself repeatedly offering the guidance of the spirit which then is avoided denied delayed and then she watches and play out for five days or five minutes or whatever but it's very soft it's just a soft like the spirit is guiding us to help us it's offering us wisdom to help us to save time he's not trying to delay so you heard the save time so that's good