 monorail to the pharmacy today. Oh, I need you guys to come in and chat with me. I need you to bring your cool vibes. And if you don't have your water, go grab it and come back. I'm gonna go get my wedding rings and I'll be right back. All right, now we're set. Say hi, guys. Hello, kitty. Hi, Becky. You got your water, good job. Hi, Rosie. I should have made it darker in here. I always wash myself out. And I need you guys to bring calming thoughts. We're gonna see for starters. I went and I got my ring, put my stone put back in. Hi, Kisha. I haven't seen you in forever. How are you? How are you doing? Type in here. Let me know. Everybody let me know how you're doing. Thank you, Becky. Just put some stuff on and I'm on here because I need your guys's positive mojo. Okay, first of all, let's see if my wedding ring fits. It's tight and I don't like my rings tight so I'm not gonna put it on yet. You guys like that? Do you like having your ring? My mom, all her rings she's had on her fingers for years and that they've never come off. And I don't know how she does it. Hi, Rosie. How's everybody doing? Today is Friday. I wanted to come in. I want to talk about a couple things and my water. Pull in my straw somewhere. You know how you get a hole in your straw? Oh, there it is. It's a crack. I need to get a new straw. How'd you guys do this week? Marilyn, did I say hello? Hanging in there? You know, the minute I get down here, I can hear Steve pulling in. Last week of the semester, how are you? It's good to see you too. Um, Steve and I are going, Steve and I are going to get our vaccines. And before everybody goes, yay, hooray. Those of you that hang out on a regular basis, no, I have an acute fear of it. Which is why I brought you guys up because if I'm sitting here talking to you, I can't sit here and cry until we go because that's how scared I am. Becky says, doing good, got out of the house for a bit today, had a pedicure game 2.4 this week. But you know what? Those two things outweigh the one thing. You know what I'm saying? Getting out of the house, the pedicure that's so healthy, it overrides the game. I hear it be so. Because Becky, my big thing is getting out of the house too. I've just got to get, I gotta get out of my bed. I'm never moving. Hi, Janet. So that's so gross, huh? That you guys have to look at that straw with my lipstick on it. Vating, doing WWE purple. I've been off track for a while. You know what, Rosie? I love purple when I do it. If I get all the things I need on hand, it's really a great program, especially if you like pasta, you get whole wheat pasta. See, I don't, I can't tell the difference. Oh, I like this shirt this first time I put it on. Taking a shower is like, I should be rewarded for it, but I have to get dressed today because I can't go to the pharmacy and my pajamas, well, I could, but I'm not going to. But, so that's what we're doing. Right now here, it is six minutes to one. Our appointment's at two. Becky, it's just Steve and I too, so if I wanna stay in my pajamas, I can. Okay, so as far as weigh in, I did not go to my meeting. Like I said, I was gonna do because this morning, I was having nightmares and because I knew when I woke up, sometime today I was gonna go, hi Andrea, have to get my vaccine and my stomach's been churning and I knew I wouldn't be able to focus. Oh, there he is. Bar he blows. I know Rosie, but it's just, it's, I don't know, it's, I don't know if, you know, there's the definite possibilities that I'll get in there and say, no, I'm not doing it. That definitely, there's a positive, say hi, come over here and say hi. Becky, I like have an extreme fear of needles. I haven't had an injection of any sort since I was in the early 90s when I had a hysterectomy. Janet says hello, honey. Becky says hello. All the girls say hello. Lori says hello. Keisha says hello. Hi. Just some traumatic experiences I had as a kid and I'm like, I'm literally sitting here like this right now. So I think what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna, I don't know, I'm gonna have to take some medication before I go. You taking her out? Yeah. And I don't just, gosh darn it, I wish my ring would go on. It will go on, but. No, I know all that stuff, you guys. I know, it's just, it's just, even, you know, they put them on the commercials and just thinking about it, not even seeing. I'm not gonna look, but my fear is so extreme. It's so extreme. So yeah, okay, so anyways, let's get off of that subject and weigh in today. I did not go to my meeting, like I said. Got on my scale and I stayed the same, which is not good because I thought I did pretty good this week, but it's okay, it's, I shouldn't have talked about it because now I'm all worked up. It's okay. I have some clothes that fit it, as long as I haven't closed it. I figured out what was making me the most tense about gaining the weight and not going anywhere. They didn't have anything to wear. Nothing. Oh, there's 16 of you guys in here. I know, Lori, that's my plan, that you guys are just telling you. So I may go to a meeting tomorrow. We'll see. We'll see how I'm feeling weight-wise. We'll see if we go out to dinner tonight. It's Friday, I don't know if we're going to or not. We probably are, and like that. So I told you guys I would check in and let you know, and that's my checking in and sure as Shinola, after last week's video, the person in which I spoke of, hi, Susan, sure enough, surfaced. She didn't surface on my video. She didn't type anything in, but she surfaced nonetheless, causing me a couple days of grief. So what to do about that? Do I just pretend like she doesn't exist and go on and do my thing and enjoy it like I have been? Or do I let her, hi, Christine, do I let her ruin all my fun and hanging out with you swells? That's just ridiculous, because it doesn't involve just me, bing. You know, I was talking, you know what, I should, I'm gonna message Patty, shoot, and let her know I'm on. She is, I want her to talk to you guys. She's been talking to, give me just a second. Patty, I'm on live right now. See if you can hop on here. It is one o'clock my time. They're talking about their center is going down where she is, I think, I don't want to say, because I get all my states mixed up where you guys are, but we're up and thriving. All of ours are running. They're sending out massive emails. In fact, I should have gone today because the thing in the video is, if the people keep going to the meetings, the meetings will stay alive. It's when people start not going, then those are the meetings that they closed down. Marilyn, I'm so sorry. Are you gonna stay online? Okay, Rosie, you're hitting the books, girl. Keisha, your center closed too? I know, they're not for me either. I'm gonna really, really put my energy out there that after all of this, it will resume because people are gonna be getting out again. Mine never opened back up. It's a great clips. Oh no, Janet, that stinks. You guys don't think that when this is all over that people, once everybody starts getting out again and gets comfortable and going into public and everything, they're gonna be like, come on, WW, we need you. We sat at home this whole year and we gained all this weight. Now we have to get it off. Marilyn says, email said may reopen in another location but remains to be seen. Yes, you will stay online but want a dollar reduction. Yeah. You know what's weird is I pay through iTunes. I pay $25 through iTunes and I can go to meetings. So I don't know how that even happened to be honest with you. So I haven't eaten anything today except for yogurt. I probably should eat something so that if I get nauseous in my throat, I have something to throw. Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. Hi, Jan. I was thinking about you the other day. I found something in my drawer of drawers. I found a letter. So glad to see you. So that's about it. That's all she wrote. I know Marilyn, so was I. And then I kicked out. Why did I kick out? I don't remember why but then somehow, again, I don't even know how I did it. I went in through my phone to do it and I went through iTunes and that's what I'm paying. It was really weird. I didn't plan it. I didn't ask for it. It just, that's just how it came up. That came up to how I was being billed. So that's why I keep it. Lots of folks are like I'm going over here and I'm going over there and it's cheaper but this is cheap enough for me because I have to have it. I have to have it. It's just, I don't know what I would do without it. Yeah, I did I track bites one time and I calculated a few things and everything was off. So I said forget it and I just went back to WW. I'm just going to stay with Weight Watchers is my thing. It's what I know, it's what I love and I'm just not a big switcher around her. Excuse me, I don't think so. I'll switch from green to purple from time to time. Not often though, I'm just stay on my green and do my thing to her settings and change her membership to online. Yeah, that's great. Keisha, that's a great price. I think it's worth that, don't you? To be able to track and know, especially for me, the restaurants. Yeah, who knows? But it's worth checking out for some of you guys who have iTunes. It's just, it's nice to know that it's there and I track everything, you guys know that. I understand Becky, I totally understand. Completely understand. Yeah, Janet, it was like, it was like, I don't know, I have really weird thoughts and opinions on things that aren't popular with other people, so I balk at saying them. I think it's blatantly kind of copying WW, and so I don't really support that. If I invented WW and somebody else came out with an app that was exactly like it, only they called it bites instead of points, I'd be at a best stop. But I totally understand as far as monetarily. Ma, I need the meetings. My husband and I have not gone since all this happened and we have really been slacking, I've been eating all of the emotions. You're not alone, darling. Have your meetings opened back up? I feel bad for not going this morning, but I just wasn't in the headspace. You know how you wake up after having nightmares and you're all jittery and stuff and it's like the last thing you wanna do is go try to be friendly. I got my camera together. I got my tripod working. I got it all hooked up. I've got some stuff filmed. Oh, I get it, Brenda. I totally get it. I'm just saying for me and I am able to do it and it's my one splurge really, besides when we head down to the park. Yeah, it's Steve Golfs, I do white watchers. You know what I mean? So it's okay. I'm not putting down anybody who does the other programs. I'm just saying for me, I like to stick with what I know. But do all the chairs really fill up? I mean, is that really a concern? All our chairs have never filled up. Oh, but now it's, keep forgetting you have to make reservations, right? Oh, man, that would be a quandary. What could be done about that? Could you check in with your leader and see how many, if the whole class filled up like last week and what their thoughts would be on it, get their opinion on it? I can't remember how old they are. So I don't know if the six feet apart thing would affect you guys either. I know they're young, but I can't remember exactly. See, because I always, I keep forgetting. Oh, is there Jessica? We'll ask my leader too, because I talk to her on Instagram and stuff. I'll get her opinion, but considering their ages, I don't know how you feel if they take their little iPads or whatnot and they sit and they play on their thangs. If it would, they have lipstick on my teeth now, but I chip my tooth, look at that. Yeah, I would definitely ask. Just get a feel for it. Say, hey, you know what? My husband and I really want to come, but we got the kidlets. What's your opinion? You know what? I wonder if there's another, no, it'd be too late today. I'll go tomorrow, maybe. We'll see. I gotta get my poop in a group. Plus, people don't show up that reserve. This chick today, where I think it was swinging by next Saturday and see how it looks. There you go. And yeah, just go in, get on the skill, look around, see, you know, see what's going on, and maybe it'll work out. Maybe you never know. Go in and check it out. Can you guys hear me playing with my rings? I'm sorry, I'm nervous. I'm so nervous. I think that's a really good idea. I know and see. That's another thing I feel bad about. She texted me this morning, my leader. She's like, can't wait to see you. And I'm like, I'd like to see me because I'm not coming. Oh, Brenda, I'm not any kind leader. Sandy's on point. Focused. I track everything. I'm working on drinking more of my water. I've got to walk more. And when I do indulge in my little glasses of adult beverage, I've been sneaking graham crackers. Last night I went to town on some graham crackers. They are the devil. I need them out of the house. Post-the-ladies are so nice and amazing. I'm hoping we can work something out. My husband and I discussed it and we really want to go back. Good. So that's half the battle right there. You're already on track by talking about it, you know, getting the wheels kind of start slow and you're talking about it. We want to go. We need to catch up. Let's talk to the ladies, all right? Let's go, let's go. That's part of the battle right there. Ha, ha, ha, scary thoughts. There's a lot of scary stuff going on up here. So yeah, I think that's great. I bought some because of a recipe that I was gonna film and I never made the recipe. Now I tracked them, but they are one of those foods that when I eat, I won't gain. Tracked or not. Because not all points are created equal. You're gonna eat at 10 points worth of cabbage, 10 points worth of Snickers. I guarantee it's not gonna come out the same. Hey, Jessica, that's good to know. Did you guys read what Jessica says in some studios, only one spouse needs to reserve because you sit together. That's super cool. Thanks for letting us know that. That could come in super, maybe then the four of them could sit together since their own family pod. Hey, look at that. That's a great idea. You know what, I bet they will let you all sit together because you all live together, right? It only makes sense. It took us way too long to get there. Ha, ha, ha, it took us way too long to get there. That's it. I don't know how much time do I have. I feel like I'm going to the Gia team or to the, where they hang in. See, you have everything going for you. I guarantee you next time I talk to you, if I see you during the wake, I'll see you during the wake, but I guarantee if I talk to you next weekend, you'll either have a plan to go or you will have gone. You've got it all going for you. Oh, nothing, Brenda, I shouldn't have brought it up. I'm just nervous about something and that's why I came on here to talk to you guys. Even though I don't want to talk about what I'm nervous about, I wanted to get on here and talk because Steve wasn't home yet and I was starting to get squirrely. Ha, ha, ha, ha, I'm very squirrely. I think I need to go take some medication and wash it down with something and then roll myself in there. I know, Jessica, but I've gained so much. I was watching last week's video because I had to re-watch it because of the whole stalker incident to re-hear exactly what I said and I was looking at my face and I was like, holy, but you know what? My friend Amanda, Twitter-pated mama, we talk. She's like, me, that's just a number and I wish I could think that way, but I just, you raised 30s, yeah. I don't like the way I feel. I don't like the way I look. It's hard going up and down the stairs. You know what, Rosie? You guys could throw up and nobody take any offense to this. Nobody, because you know, I love each and every one of you. Nobody take offense to this. But there's nothing, there's absolutely nothing anybody can say that's gonna calm me down. Nothing. I mean, right down to what would you rather get sick or the shot or there's nothing. It's an acute fear to thank you that I've lived with for 59 years, I'm happy, 60. It's just, I just needed to go really, really fast. Yeah, you know, it's, they are hard and this is mine. This is mine. This would be like if somebody, like I said in my last video, if somebody were afraid to fly, I'm not afraid to fly. I'll get on any plane going or any man of time. If somebody is like, I'm really afraid to fly. When I know there's no fear in flying, you guys, there's no fear in what I'm gonna do. If I were like, oh, just get over it and get on the plane and just dismiss that person's feelings. Oh, you're like this just over that and I snapped back, man. And I never do that. It's just like people have different phobias and this is mine and it's true and it's real. I have literally, it's so bad, literally thought of just not ever leaving my house again instead of doing it. I wish I could get gas. Where'd you go? I still wanna be in the water at all and I know how to, and you do know how to swim. We'll get in the water along the shore but not in a boat. Interesting, but it's your fear and it's your phobia and there's no way anybody else can dismiss it, right? Which is a drag because boats are a blast but I can't go in a boat really fast. That's my story for today. Nothing else to tell you guys, I just wanted to get you caught up on what was going on. Refueling is valid whether we can relate to it or not but I think it is a natural for others here to try to ease your mind. Oh, and I appreciate it and I stutter when I get nervous. I appreciate it and I agree with you. That's why I just put out a blanket statement that as much as you care and every idea that's put out there frozen, I'm just like frozen with fear right now. So with that I'm gonna go and I'm gonna find some medication and try to calm myself down a little bit. What time is it? 45 minutes. So thank you guys and I do appreciate it and I know you guys know where I'm coming from. Thank you, Becky. Thank you, Janet. Are we gonna go out to dinner tonight, honey? Thanks, Keisha. Keisha, it's so nice to see you. I saw you on an old video the other day and I was like, where is that girl? All right, you guys. Hi, Kristen. I was just shining off. I was reading Shini Bop and said shining. We'll feel fine tonight. If anything, it's tomorrow we're not gonna feel good which I don't even care about that part. That part I don't even care about at all. Nothing, you know what? Nothing, Kristen, all I did was come in and say that I am the same today as I was last week. Last week I said I was gonna go to my meeting. I did not go to my meeting. It's still an option though. Still an option Jessica. And that's it. I just wanted to come in and say hi and talk because I'm a little nervous about some stuff and that's what I, when I call, when I, Dr. Bombay, you guys. So all right, I'm gonna go do what I gotta do and I'll catch you, swells later and thank you. And I'll catch you guys later. Maybe I'll come on later. I don't know. You know what? Check around. Thank you, Becky. Thank you so, so, so much. About four o'clock, five o'clock my time. Oh, thank you. This is, this ring actually is for this finger but since I came to it, kept it on my wedding ring. I have it on that finger. But I wanna put this one on since it got all cleaned up and beautified. Isn't it so beautiful? I gotta cover my face. Yeah, Rosie, I think that's what I'm gonna do. Everybody grab a glass of wine or something out. Hopefully I won't be stuttering or crying. I'll see you guys later.