 Probably gonna lose subscribers about this one Have to do this before I lose my nerve. I Think of what I'm gonna say in this video is going to shock a lot of you guys that have followed me for a long time, but Here goes, okay, this is this is heavy on my heart today, and it has been for a little while and It's today. It's time to time to do this. So we have these different personas, right? I like to think of it as like a pizza Okay, so when you go to work work sees these few slices, you know, you're the whole pie, right work See these few slices. Maybe you're a parent your kids see these few slices, okay? And then the same thing goes for Social media, you know you guys see these few slices of me and to be honest like I'm kind of sick and tired of just showing you guys a few of my slices That sounds dirty didn't mean it that way, but Whatever It's not that who I'm on here on YouTube. Is it me? It's just not the entirety of me Like for example, I curse like a sailor and maybe I admit that because I don't want to be judged Well, fuck that I can't live by just a little camera Or because I post Christian content sometimes you'll get those people that are like it's not very Christian of you to curse Oh, it's not very Christian of you to have such a low cut shirt on well Fuck you like isn't God the only one here that's supposed to be judging that's not very Christian of you Look like the person I've been on here is me I do think I'm a very kind and empathetic and helping and giving person, but I will tell you I Don't really think I'm a nice person. You guys ever see that thing I think it was like on tiktok where they said if you're in the United States that Everyone on the East Coast is kind but not nice and everyone on the West Coast is nice, but not kind East Coast here Like I love people I truly do my whole reason for having this channel and posting a video every single week and posting all these shorts like guys Do you understand that I'm doing 15 videos a week right now? It's because I'm passionate about it And I want to help you and I want you to be the best version of you and live a more loving fulfilling and happy life Okay, like that's why I do this like I genuinely love you and I genuinely care about you and your well-being and that goes For the majority of people like I love people But I don't always like them, you know Like the thing is is that with the content on my channel It's been very authentic, but the the delivery of it has not been because I'm scared I guess like I don't want you guys to judge me or whatever But like fuck that like I've been trying to fit myself into this whole little box like oh, you know Little Sarah she's so sweet. She's so kind. It's like yeah, I am I am but I'm also a bitch Like I'm also a little more judgmental than I'd like to be and it's something I'm working on Okay, there's always things that we can be improving on right but Like I'm over it Like I'm over Having to be in that specific mood to be able to film content for you guys like I want to be on here the way I am right now and Same fuck this and you're being stupid and this and that like some days. Yes. I am that Soft spoken quiet sweet genuine, you know, whatever person But the majority of the time like this is how I speak This is how I talk and I'm just kind of done Hiding those slices of the pie for me guys Okay, and like a lot of you aren't gonna like it like maybe like some of the people in here that are Following me because my Christian content like you're not gonna like the fact that I curse Okay, then don't follow me, okay But like I'm done catering to every single person on the internet and trying to put myself in this box That I feel that y'all have placed me in Because I'm scared when in reality honestly guys you're probably like me better this way anyway like I'm fucking funny, okay? Like I am goofy. I am weird. I am all that Like I'm just sick of Filtering and editing those parts of me out like I'm not doing it anymore. I feel like Like my whole channel is about authenticity and freedom and this whole time. I didn't realize that I wasn't doing that So here I am world. I'm at this season in my life right now where Setting boundaries and being authentically me Is my priority and it's it's shaking shit up. Let me tell you, okay? because setting boundaries is Not an easy thing to do if you've never really done it before people will respond to you differently and It starts to almost become painful to say or to do things that you don't want to do and that's kind of where I'm at and and why things have to change on my channel, okay? Because like it's just not doable for me anymore and I Sometimes feel like people need a little stern talking to and sometimes I feel like people are dumb. I May love my friends and my family and whoever but sometimes they'll say or do something. I'm like you're a fucking idiot Just like I'm sure they feel about me, but I'm at the point now where when I come on here and talk to you guys I'm not sugarcoating shit anymore So I think it'll be better for you Sometimes when I'm talking to someone I Just want to fucking smack them and be like what the fuck, you know Or so sometimes I can use an old conversation with someone and I just literally want to be like I'm done here and like walk away and If that makes me a bitch if that makes me mean if that doesn't fit your mold of me I Don't care anymore Like I'm tired of tiptoeing around shit and not being completely straightforward like In all areas of my life like I just I can't do it anymore. Okay? We're done. We're done like I see I see through a lot of people's bullshit, you know including my own and for fear of Making someone uncomfortable or embarrassed or feel judged or whatever it is I have my entire life stepped back from saying what I want to say Okay, like I make myself uncomfortable so that the people around me don't feel uncomfortable and This whole time I thought that was a positive trait, you know wow. I'm I'm so Kind, you know, I'm so caring. I'm so thoughtful Well, fuck that. Okay, because in reality Are you actually helping people if you're not being authentic and if you're not speaking up? I don't really think so I don't know about you guys But for me like I would rather hear the truth and be able to move through that Then have people too afraid to tell me the truth, you know And that's kind of where I'm at like moving forward on this channel like you're gonna have some high energy videos like this You're gonna have some low energy videos You're gonna have some in the middle like most of the ones that I've shot up to this point It's going to be authentic for how I feel that day So strap the fuck into this roller coaster again my judging people sometimes I try my best not to do I love them 99% of the time. Yeah, do I accept them for who they are and where they are at this point in life? most times do I think they can do better always I Always think myself included that we can all do better than we currently are and that is the whole point of this channel Every time I make a video on here It has come from some sort of personal inspiration in my life Okay, no one is ever perfect There are many things that I work on daily and honestly Filming this video and putting this out there like it's fucking hot Now where are my clothes? Like doing this video is a huge step for me I'm putting this out there as a huge step for me in my own growth and I hope that with all of this I maybe inspired you to Step out of your own comfort zone and speak up for yourself and and do something that Aligns with you because you are here to be you not anyone else. You're not here to please anyone else Okay, you are here to learn and to evolve and to live a life Authentically to you it takes a lot of bravery when you realize That maybe in this aspect or that aspect of your life. You're not doing that And it takes even more courage To do something about it. So I hope with anything if you're still watching this video and you like this this slice of Sarah You know, I hope that you at least took that away from this video And I'm not changing my name because I do love you guys so much and I want you to Limitlessly yourself. That's the whole thing. I've been saying this whole freaking time, you know At the end of every video be living to see yourself, but like do it Be limitlessly yourself Even the parts that you think that people are gonna judge you on like do you I hope I scrounged my way out of your little box today. Fuck your box. Fuck your box. I love you guys See you next week You never know which Sarah you're gonna get But doesn't that keep things exciting like you'll know you click on that YouTube video, you'll know She's gonna be fired or she's gonna be sitting there like a proper girl Y'all fucking know so that's why you gotta stay. No, you should subscribe if you like this video because more is Coming I Love you guys. See you next week. Don't forget be limitlessly yourself