 okay now I think I'm live is it correct hmm let's see if the chat yes I I am live I am Kim Diaz Holm also called an unge had Holm and this is my it will be weekly art stream called the free art show where I draw what you want me to draw okay so I may hi moon I may have messed up the intro here by starting two live streams at once but I'm still getting used to all of this stuff I've been preparing to for this live stream now for quite a while and trying to learn anything and am I ready ready to go live no no no not at all I couldn't be less ready I could literally not be less ready but that doesn't matter because we're here and we're live and we're gonna do it so first of all the way this works today is that I will be taking some of your requests and drawing them in ink we will be doing things kind of basic today and then yeah I'll scan them and put them up for free use and for sale on my website and only at home com hello everyone so we have a few requests already the new Jersey Devil isn't that the Jersey Devil new Jersey Devil I I should do that once but but but I will need to research it because I don't quite know what it is except it's something silly American can you please draw Thor to fighting an ice giant with this hammer I could do that I would love to see you something to see draw something that gives you a sense of joy well you know drawing gives me a sense of joy so there you go it's not more difficult than that okay I think we should just jump into it I as I said am I ready no not in any way shape or form ready but let's go I yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah okay I'm need to set up drawing space was I supposed to do this before the live started yes did I know and I need to get the chat here as well was I supposed to do this before the live started yes did I know but that's okay because we'll just go in here and now we have the chat here and then we will get a pop-up chat and now we have a chat here and we eat can even have both a chat and somewhere to search up things I can barely draw a stick figure says Mike well some of the some of my favorite artists draw stick figures so there's nothing wrong with drawing stick here ain't nothing wrong with a stick figure okay so now we have light here and then I just need to move the main camera and get that in place see that looks correct enough and then we will start again like this now I'm all set up okay do something different from your usual stuff perhaps not today but but Nicky since come here are copyrighted so yes I should do that I should definitely do that but first I'm going to grab my drawing pad today I'll people often ask me what paper I use and yeah okay so everything works here so the paper I'm using today is the Fabriano white ecological artist paper I don't know why it's white and ecological I know why it's white that's the color but basically it was 200 grams Fabriano is great brand and I try to vary things up once in a while now let's go this over here so you can see the whole thing in the Bob and we should probably have had it on auto photo not on auto focus but on manual focus we can't really change that now I think can we so as I said I'm already know not at all you know how unready I am so unready that I need to get out my ink and get it out into another bottle yeah so I will research the Mickey situation and draw something regarding Steve in both Willie at some point now I have ink and yeah let us see if I can quickly manage to adjust yeah I can do that manual focus yeah now it looks a little bit out of focus let me see here perfect okay draw a monster as unready as you are yeah that's a great idea I haven't actually drawn much any ink monsters in a long while so why not start with ink monster I used to do these daily for three years I guess and now I haven't done them in a long while so I'll do I'll start with an ink monster for you guys okay okay so what do you guys see in this ink plot that's okay that's how the best magic usually works being unprepared throwing yourself to the wind yeah I actually agree because I am a perfectionist so I can postpone anything as long as I want in order to get it perfect so if I was ever ready I would if I needed to be ready I would never get anything done okay a dragon I see a dragon a dragon face where's dragon face no I just see a dragon wing let let us do the dragon wing thing this I need a second paper to sharpen the brush on now we'll get to see if I'm out of touch and I need you guys to go to I'm trying to remember which was the last ink monster video I did I think I'm at number three hundred now thirteen hundred fourteen hundred and fifty one or something the devil's guitar that's good I forgot to actually start a recording of this as well so I don't really need to start a recording I need to figure this out until next time so the next dream will be on Sunday and that will not be a free art show stream it will be a sort of a Sunday study stream where I will be trying to learn how to draw we all need to learn how to draw someday it's about time I learned how to draw I think cave monster there's 43 ink monster vids what there's more than that there are maybe I need to just check it out myself and find out which number it should be Leviathan that could be that would be a topic that I would have to research and maybe maybe I should do a poll for the next live and see what you want me to draw see here see if we can get a closer so you can see me live it Leviathan catching it's pretty but this won't be Leviathan because I would need to research Leviathan I have researched Leviathan multiple times but for this I would absolutely need to brush up on the different descriptions of the Leviathan the wing reminds me of a shipwreck oh yeah I can see that why does it look similar to a seal I don't see the seal the seal in your mind it is a seal saying and did you know when it snows the light of your eyes is the bro bro bro bro do do do do do do kiss on the rose on the grave but I will stop singing songs that I don't know it's a nice song though the hand of a mermaid I don't see any of these things but that's some of the fun is how different are the devil dragon yeah it could be I mean devils and dragons and the devil and dragons it's all the same this is calming I'm just having this in the background as I do my your strokes are masterful yeah and I'm struggling because this brush is this brush isn't all that hi there just wanted to pop in in that you are one of the people who has made me much more comfortable with who I am you are amazing and it's so nice to see people older than me with similar mindset that's good to hear it is a very special privilege to be able to sit in my basement and draw stuff and talk about whatever I want and have people give me messages like this that is definitely a privilege I love used brushes yeah I do I like the challenge of fighting against the brush as I'm working it is it is definitely a challenge lovingly used now this is definitely an abused brush it has gone through I'm not kind to my brushes this it's a bit of a weird dragon but you know dragons should be weird how long have you been doing this type of art thank you for a thank you for your super chat please do send super chats that helps a lot and become YouTube members that helps a lot and also just use my art that helps a lot I sculpted the triceratops excellent I would love to see that I love triceratopses top seas so Mike asks is one of your drawings still available the one with a valkyrie ascending with a warrior to Valhalla at your mercs merch store if it's at my merch store then it's still available I think if only the the if if the original isn't available there and only the print that then sorry then I can't do anything but I do take commissions and occasionally for commissions I have redrawn things with slight variations that can be fun once in a while what is the worst dinosaur oh that is a good question well well probably is something like a pleosaurus because it's not a dinosaur so the regarding the valkyrie drawing if only the print is available then I would guess that only the print is available I don't have complete control over what is in the store and what is sold I try to have less and less control over that because that's not the part of art that I like dropped in in time for the dragon I'm not quite convinced about this dragon yet maybe it has something just curious is there a mythical creature that you haven't drawn I mean there are literally millions upon millions of mythical creatures and endless variations of of each of them so so yes most mythical creatures I've never drawn who do we get in touch with with that so go to then ungeharhorn.com and there you can find the email to contact and Christopher will get you back it looks like he has small paws yeah let's give him small paws like like more of a t-rex type let's just have some fun with this one make him more t-rexy even though he is has two legs the four legs and two wings which is just silly I have done Sisyphus it is a drawing that I really liked and it's up in the myth and folklore gallery so right now I have like two websites I have my online store where you can buy originals and merch and all of that stuff and I also have the smug mug site where you can download all the art and eventually we will try to get everything under one roof but that is a whole lot of work ever paint with gouache yeah I I don't master gouache I am not like Scott who does Scott Kristen Salva who does magnificent gouache work but but but I try it could be a swamp dragon yeah I am so exhausted today it's been a long day and I'm a little bit down with uh case of the flu it's been snowing so much and I'm just really exhausted today but this coming here and drawing an ink monster that's fun have you drawn a catto blepus I've never heard of one looks like a cockatrice yeah it might be and one of the things you have to realize is that you know when we uh and I speak about this all the time and I should make like a thousand videos about it but when we speak like um this is a dragon this is a viper and this is a cockatrice this is a basilisk this is a great worm this is a lindworm this is a sea monster this is a sea serpent in folklore and mythology they're all interchangeable I mean all of those creatures I mentioned could probably be called a troll it could definitely be called a dragon those kinds of rigid definitions that we like to cling on to they are a result of first of all of the enlightenment era and the speciation theory of Carl von linear linear's and then then it was exacerbated by dungeons and dragons so dungeons and dragons makes us think that and speciation theory makes us think that something has to be a dragon and then a vivern and then a basilisk and then a sea serpent but if you actually look in the old sources it's everything is called everything have you ever drawn father winter yes but I don't know if I have any father winter any of the galleries so I should do that some time and it would be a good probably be a good time to do a father winter now what religion are you what kind of question is that I am not a religion I am not a religion I am a man you are not a man you are a number the number is I don't remember that aren't made an intro this was a good sort of warm-up and I think I'll do like one more and perhaps that's all you get for the first free archo in a long while but you could be so you're an atheist or a satanist I prefer satanist Kim Diaz holmism that sounds scary that sounds like something so I don't believe in a god I am a god-fearing atheist what do you mean by a god beast of the desert weren't you in this chat earlier today embarking up the same tree is it some kind of missionary thingamabob now one of the things I love mythology and I love a lot of religious people and religious philosophy but people trying to enforce their worldview on others don't take it have you seen your shiitaka Amano's art it's magnificent lovely amazing artist some people don't need religion I have what I would call a religion I am definitely atheist I but I have religion and spirituality and it's all of my own and that's enough for me and I don't want to push it on anyone because it's mine and it doesn't matter for anyone else because you don't experience it in the same way you experience it in your way and that's uh that's fun okay so let me see okay now I need to figure out which number ink monster this could be okay let's go to the this for a little bit and then we go to the ink monsters and I think we need to go into the Patreon exclusive gallery to the pre-release art and then see which is the latest number ink monster I've done is it it's not the moon cat yeah I'm pretty sure it's a number uh oh I forgot I instantly forgot I'm pretty sure it's number 1452 and what shall we call this uh what shall we call this dragon ish thing shall we call him puppy we're calling puppy I don't know why but it came in my head and uh I had to do it can you draw something inspired by Edgar Allan Poe oh death has reared himself a throne in a strange city lying alone far down behind the dim west where the good and the bad and the worst and the best have gone to their eternal rest so uh let's do our drawing number two and our second request what do you want me to draw that's better what a dragon dragon panda tauti from chinese mythology draw a frog draw a cat draw a frog demon duck xenomorph shark can you do a forest let's do a forest something with rain uh I don't know what a tauti is from um chinese mythology but I do know what a forest is it would be nice to do something that isn't just as monstery so we we'll try to do something like this we can even maybe bring out some color now the idea with these um streams the idea with these streams is that they will gradually through the year get better hopefully and uh the technology will get better and we will have guests maybe we will have overlays we will have better production maybe we could have music I don't know that the sky is the limit and that's uh fun because this paper doesn't like quite that amount of water that I put on it uh how did December treat your mental health uh good and bad good and the bad and the worst and the best so so I'm doing my vanity project which I will have news uh about soonish I don't like this it's uh getting too wet for the paper so we'll try something else oh I like that red crow I don't know what is is a red crow actually a thing I think that sounds more exciting to draw than uh forest because to be honest I'm really really tired right now oh first I'm using green that is also a good point so what I will do is you have a red here and a green here and we'll mix thought it would be a black forest yeah but I wanted to use green and now I want to use red we go like this we start doing a forest where we still have a little bit of black on our brush but I like the idea of a red crow crow as the forest garden perhaps perhaps I think that will be up to your interpretation won't this be very sort of sloppy feeling here because that always fits with not always but it usually fits with a sort of forest theme I mean hello three-legged crow as the sun like in Chinese mythology I don't know enough about that can't stay for the stream but sending love from Scotland yes where thank you where are everyone located I haven't done that today so so so where or on this stream where are everyone at always use the colors you want yes I always do if I have a choice I do and with this stuff I have a choice it's completely my choice and that's one of the things that people fail to understand with me drawing requests I don't draw what you want me to draw I draw what I want to draw sometimes inspired by what you want me to draw and there is a difference Poland USA have you tried Sumi yeah yeah so so part of my self-thought artistic journey is studying things like Sumi meditative painting Sen painting Shinto Buddhist painting a lot of that stuff and trying to incorporate things from meditation and from those types of spiritual practices who I dropped some bread so let's drop some more and then getting that into my art this is a crow doesn't look like a crow no more this isn't work oh my art isn't working today this looks like I'm out of practice maybe I've forgotten how to draw let's do this one weirder that is a weird crow I thought I had this and then I lost it then maybe maybe I have it again I don't know it's something nice and weird about this now it's less crowish and more of something more of a predatory bird I don't know okay trust the process yeah trust the process that's the only thing to do I don't know why this looks like a seagull now this is the best bird thank you for saying that I get so much insecurity in this process that's part of the part of the fun almost but it is also a pain yeah this bird has changed a lot okay it's more like a corvid than a seagull yeah maybe let's try and see what happens if I first lay down a little bit more water here and then then ooh I can move the eye actually this I'm messing this up again and again what kind of ink do you use now these are all it is indian ink this is senileer it's a brand and yeah I'm not quite sure what type of bird this is but it's getting creepier at least that's good yeah so ooh and it spilled a little bit of ink out there so I'll let it spill more ink out of it and let it become a little bit more fantastical like this ooh now it's starting to look like something it changes position of the head has changed everything has changed that's uh and now it is a very different kind of bird yeah I don't know whether what this is but I do I'm starting to like it hello Kim hope you had a good time off thank you that wasn't really a reply this was going to be not an ink monster but a bird for a stroing then it was going to be a bird destroying now it's back to being an ink monster and it's going to be the last drawing of the day because I am exhausted so if you like my art please do send super chats and also become a youtube member that is so appreciated and if you don't have the money or if you have even more money than becoming a youtube member or a patreon then you can go to my web store den ungeherholm.com and use your money on my art and my merch and if you don't have any money to use and to spend then you can use my art for free use all my art is available for free use so you can download it you can print it you can print this one and send it to your innocent little niece and scare the living daylights out of her why not I will be ooh thank you so much the violent maze for a super chat that is so appreciated we are still trying to make get my business off the ground and trying to get enough uh money to hire some more help for me and to invest in more projects and to pay down my debts and to do all that stuff so so every little thing helps if you don't have the money to help then you can help by using my art that's also okay now we're just finishing some small details here and feel like we need another detail so what we'll do is we'll do like this a broad shape like this I might mess everything up now it would be good to mess everything up now at the very end of rabbit like this that's the wonkiest rabbit I've ever drawn how do you feel about being a remodel for queer youths are you saying I'm a role model for queer youths I I don't like the idea of being a role model because I'm a person that struggles to live as a decent human being and you know perhaps I sometimes I make it other times I don't and I dislike the idea of role modeling that being said I do feel a big responsibility because I have this platform and I feel a responsibility to use my platform well and as a part of that is trying to be a good role model whether I like it or not so it so how do I feel about being a role model I feel awful about being a role model but it is a privilege and I will try my best not to abuse it and try my best not to to disappoint too many times let's celebrate the third super on a live stream thank you so much thank you so much but the way you're not even a responsibility but the way you're stared at when being kind of exalted as a symbol more than a person that is being expected way more than you want so I've only noticed that a couple of times like last year at the tons of rock festival a lot of people were more more people than I expected were you know nervous scared even of meeting me is some people cried and that was very weird and also it was it was I think the right word is a privilege it is an incredible privilege to be able to sit here and do the stuff I love and make silly words out of my mouth and have that affect people that is it is insane but but it is a privilege and I I do not take it lightly but if you ever meet me you don't need to be scared because I don't bite and I'm probably just as nervous as you but I hide it in a different way than you I don't know if anyone told you this but you are one of the biggest highlights of my day and it lights up my day every time I see your work just remember that when you're feeling sad thank you so incredibly much you made me not die that that is thank you don't die that that seems silly to do avoid that as long as you can I think that's that's my plan your presence on my information feed has been positive impact on me how I look at my art and mental health you don't need to be a role model you just live your authentic self and continue creating yeah but there is without analyzing this too much there is there is if you're trying to live your authentic life and you daily get messages from strangers saying that you have had a positive and sometimes even deep impact on impact on them then at least for me it wouldn't be living my authentic life if I didn't feel some fear and responsibility and privilege gratefulness above it is an extremely grateful position to be in something said I don't know what it was but I think we need to end the stream soon what shall we call the bird how did you learn not to force texture or shadow I've drawn so much and behind all my drawing is a fundamental in comic book art in constructive anatomy in perspective and yeah I've drawn so many thousand pieces it's ridiculous and after a while it comes naturally okay what shall we call this bird even though you're struggling and suffering we can make even those struggling and suffering we can make good influence in the lives of others yes definitely hunger bird okay we'll we'll call it hunger bird I don't know why it is a hunger bird comes before anger bird angry birds this brush is falling apart now okay so we managed to do two pieces today hangry birds that's my favorite game hangry birds we did puppy the dragon and we did the hunger bird and now let's just go back to here and switch this camera around I'm so I feel so professional right now I feel professional right now like this and then I don't feel so professional anymore like this and then and then get the wall let's get the wall back okay fantastic fantastic this was exhausting but fun I hope you liked it as well I will be back streaming on a regular schedule every Thursday I will be doing an art stream like this where I will be drawing your request and fun thing and fun thing your request and fun thing I will be drawing and every Sunday also at 1900 Norwegian time GMT plus one I will be doing a study stream where I will be trying to get better at this art thing finally learn how to draw we all need to learn how to draw someday um do we have any final questions before I hang it up I'm I need to sing that old pointer sisters classics that goes I'm so exhausted and I just can't nap I think that's how it goes you're amazing you're artist inspiring thank you you're a very humble man I'm not I at best I am a humbled man because my ego has gotten me in so much trouble or unnecessary trouble over the day that I've learned to act humble but I'm not I in order to draw art like this on a live stream while shooting the breeze with you guys I need to have ego the size of the sun and I do but pretending how humbleness is is for some of us that is a way to approach humbleness I think do you know salmon max yes salmon max hit the road what a wonderful game and comic I played through the original salmon max game a bunch of times it is fantastic but pretending humbleness is actual egocentrism yes and I am a profoundly egocentric man which is a problem being a family man a father a husband and it is something that I try to keep in check so that it doesn't ruin the lives of me and those around me yeah so it yeah honesty is better than humbleness maybe I try to be honest um and that's why I'm I'm I'm not just saying these things to be cool as a I'm not humble I'm actually egotistical it is I'm trying to be honest I request your happiness or your happiness hmm okay I will end this stream now thank you all for watching thank you all for your chats your messages your questions someone knocked on the roof it was probably a ghost thank you so much these pieces of art will be up for free use um um soonish and I will be down to sleep soonish and we will see each other on sunday for sunday study stream bye