 She's like, when I eat on a girl and she's trying to push away, I always know like pull them closer and do more. I'm like, no, no, no, no, no, no. That means like sometimes I'm like, whoa, wait, wait. It's not good. Wait, just do that. Hello, Lavaz. I'm sitting here today with the beautiful Arielle. This is your first time on my channel. It is my first time on your channel. I've been watching you religiously for like a year or two now. I told her to say that, I guess. Just so you know. Give them like five titles right now. Transgender women shows lesbian vagina for the first time. If they prefer penetration or all sex. We talk about everything. Today we're talking about one of my favorite topics, which we also just discussed on her channel as well too. So I'd assume it's one of your favorite topics too. It is one of my favorite topics. It's because I don't get it very often. Get that later. We're talking about orgasms, a big O, so I want you guys to follow along with this video. We're gonna talk about first orgasms, best orgasms, last orgasms and a struggle that you have had with your orgasm. So kick things off. Let's go with first for 500. Okay, so this is story time, right? My first ever orgasm was not given to me by myself. I was really, this goes into the last thing, like I was really ashamed at touching myself because I felt I was raised in a Catholic family and it was all just a lot. I had a lot of body image problems. The first orgasm I ever had was with my first girlfriend and it was, to be honest, till this day, one of the best orgasms I ever had. I can't say that. How old were you? What's the story? I was 19. I was really young. Your first? 11. Yeah, probably 11, 10. I didn't even know. I was feeling super horny in my bedroom and just wanting to do something about it and I was just like, I was a dude for the first time touching a woman. I was like, oh, oh, oh, excited. And then I was like, oh, this kind of works and I was just doing something and then it really worked and I was like, what is that? And then I did not stop doing it. Your first orgasm was with your first girlfriend. My first girlfriend and I nearly blacked out from it because I didn't know what the fuck was happening. I just always, and it also gives me anxiety to have orgasms but after the orgasm, the anxiety goes away. Does that make sense? Yeah. Because you're shaking and so I already had anxiety my whole life and I didn't like that idea of feeling too tense. So I never wanted to experience, I never knew what the like the last thing or overall effect would be. I never knew what the end result would have been but for some reason I didn't think it was gonna be that good. And I also didn't know that it was actually gonna lower my anxiety after it was over. So once you had it done to you, were you like? I was like, oh, I can handle this. Yeah, yeah. 12 times a day. Yeah, I was like, I can handle it. No, I just made my girlfriend go down on me like every hour, she didn't mind. So I was like. Do you self-pleasure now? Yeah, now I do, but it took me a while and that's the next topic. Was it the next topic? Well, let's do last orgasm. Yeah. So the next topic is my last orgasm which is a completely different version of what I first experienced. And I would say it's probably like 75% of what I used to feel because now I'm on Prozac and antidepressant for my anxiety that I've had since I was a young little kid. And there's, I mean, you said it's very common to not be able to orgasm on antidepressants, whatever they are. And it took me two years to figure out how to orgasm on antidepressants. That was your last one? My last one was. What was the first time that you've orgasmed since two years ago? Since two years ago. Wow, that's special. Since two years, and I was like dying. Not because I was like horny as hell, just because like I just felt inadequate because I had like dating girls and they couldn't get me off and then I would feel bad because it has nothing to do with them. So it's like, it's all put on me all of a sudden and I'm like, I'm enjoying it. I just can't get there. It's a mental thing, chemical thing I guess you could say for people that are on antidepressant. But I found pot and I had my first orgasm from an edible and it changed my life. Changed, I saw the sky again. It was just like, I don't, I didn't know if I cried or anything but it just, it was, I mean, imagine not being able to for two years and then all of a sudden, boom, something just works. And it was like the best combination of things. It made me horny, hungry, and then tired. And you mean so like it's fingers plus mouth? Both, mm-hmm, it had to be both. I couldn't just do fingers, can't do it. Yeah. Even just clitoral stimulation, fingers can't do it. It's not enough for me for some reason, I don't know why. What do you mean, so it has to be? It has to be, it has to be oral. Oral? Yeah, yeah. Yeah, everyone has their own unique combination. Let me think about it. It's during those two years where you weren't orgasming, how did you come to peace with pleasure? How did you redefine pleasure for yourself? Ooh, that's a really good point, okay. So during the two years, the past two years that I haven't, hadn't been able to orgasm, I redefined pleasure for myself, honestly, by giving pleasure to other people that I was dating and by traveling. As stupid as that sounds, you're not gonna think about sex, at least I don't, when you see like a beautiful sunset or like all these other things and it's like there is more. Is that why you have a great view here? That's why, well I got very lucky I have a really nice view right now. Orgasming isn't the end-all deal. You can enjoy yourself sexually by yourself or with other people without having to reach that climax. I mean, yes, that is probably the best they can get, but you can enjoy, it's a process, right? You enjoy the whole process and not the end result. Just like on a road trip, you enjoy the whole trip and not just getting there. I always think when you re-ask people like the question of when your best orgasm and best sex, they're usually not the same experience. They're usually really different experiences. So I think you can define pleasure in so many different ways and to limit it just to orgasm. Enjoy the senses and enjoy all those things and that is an added benefit or bonus to it, but it definitely is like a really small percentage of what it means to be fully present and pleasure. I'm here from you guys. Best, last, some kind of struggle and first orgasm you've ever had. You are bomb.com, thank you so much for being so open and honest, but your channel's all about that anyway. Yeah, but it's mainly like gay shit, so. Due to popular demand, I am now podcasting daily on Anchor FM. Now that is a place you guys can go to ask questions, you actually leave voice notes and then I answer your questions. So go to anchor.fm slash Shambhudi to sign up and to have your daily questions answered. I get it, girl. Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na. I get it, girl. Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na. Uh-huh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I get it, girl. Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na. Oh. And if you don't know, get it, girl. Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, Yeah, get it girl