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Harry Potter || dirty elegance

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Published on Mar 29, 2012

Hi!
so this video I finally uploaded.. I think i finished it about 2 months ago but never uploaded, because I thought I still need to fix things in it. But I don't care anymore, kinda..
I never expected it would feel so bad not to pass SYTYCV challange. Lately you know, I realized that i am actually editing for me because my environment doesn't like my stuff anymore.
I think it was anime video editing that changed me. And I can't go back! I see everything in another colour. I got in a new environment, which can treasure almost nothing.
AMV editors are so different. I can't treasure anything anymore either:(
I hate it. And I hoped that comming back with SYTYCV would get my confident back, and now I failed it, too. And I hate that i'm so phatetic that I think it's a fail not getting into the top 15 from 360 or so, too, but inside I really do feel this way and I can't lie about anything to myself... I don't know what to do now. I love(d?) editing, at least I think I do.
Well, I am not good like 2 years ago, and it's hard to take it.

now I feel that the only reason why I had to start editing, after more than 4 years, to find the biggest treasure I ever had.
So thank you Harry Potter, and thank you aandbreatheme (now dazzleme7) and
belxf, the vidders who made me want to do my own videos and become a vidder, and thank you Naty86s for inspiring me to give a chance to anime,
so I could find the love of my life.

I wish you enjoyed the video.
If yes, all the feedback is highly appraciated!


(Guess I should change my HP movies to better quality:D This video was made from the same footage as my very first video:P)

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