 It's so stupid. It's positively bruised How do you forgive yourself for us for your past unhealthy mindset study? Because I'm still here and it's and I'm alive and my family's healthy and I still have everything I want I realized that You know The worst moment in life that happens like the sun comes up tomorrow You know I'm saying like you still end up having to go through it So it's just it's just always a little bullet points like yeah, that was really fucked up But you know what I did make it through I'm standing here today And I can't let that like define me. You just kind of you got to grow from it Just forgive yourself I look back at certain interviews or certain things I said and I'm like now You know what I get it. I understand that that guy was he was headhunting That's why I say in the flute song. I've been on my Kobe number eight shit because it's like When Kobe was number eight He was headhunting trying to prove himself in the league and you know when I first came into this I was very much so like in survival mode like nah I got approved to everyone that like you guys are only doing a thousand tickets I'm doing a thousand and one tickets and did it like all these things Just to try and prove that I belong and and like solidify my spot But then time passes and you realize your spot isn't going anywhere You're in your own lane and like man I was kind of like going pretty hard and but I forgive myself because I should have been going that hard I should have been but now it's just about growing and kind of settling in and just taking your coat off You know what about the people you had to beat up man. I don't I don't I don't forgive How many people I Think I've seen two videos I've seen two I Was the most reasonable when the guy was staying off at the trailer with that smoke that was a smoke for what? No, that was um, that was Guap that why I don't see. Yeah. Well. I mean my whole thing is like no, that's Russ I'm like look at Russ. I forgive my guy Who's shaking So what happened they're talking you never saw that one No, I didn't look like the guy was standing outside the trailer. Yeah, yeah, Russ approached him like the fine I thought I had a good inspiration a sweet guy made nice music Russ wanted to have a conversation, right? And I don't know what the guy said to you, but clearly you didn't like what he said No, it was more it just comes down to this right like I feel like we're all I Hate when people like I'm a grown-ass man I hate that cuz it's like what are you trying to overcompensate for but we're all grown-ass man And it's like, you know if I don't know you and you don't know me We don't have mutual friends. We've never talked before and you diss me in a song now granted Is it this like fuck you and your mom forever did it not but it's like it wasn't a positive thing It was a diss so if you just did some random rapper or some random man that you don't know in a song and Then your trailer's across from mine and you see me walking up to you with 20 people and you know that like I have no interaction with you prior to any of this All you know is that here comes a guy that I dissed in a song Y'all never met before that anything ever Jesus. So it's like what do you think this is about to be? Yeah Clearly all these guys are here for prayer But it's like, you know even with smoke perp I never really intended it to go there I Perp with him. I approached them face-to-face and I just asked like yo, what's up? What was that about? What was this about same thing with Bob? I just asked him what was it about and what's the confusion and yeah And I just said what would like why mention my name in song and like, you know He puts his phone down and pulls his pants up and starts turning his head And like if somebody that you dissed that you don't know from any words in your face talking to you and you're turning your head and doing This pulling up your pants. I'm thinking about the fight. Oh, you're about to swing on me Yeah, so I'm just like fuck. I wasn't even trying to go there But I'm definitely not getting in my mouth. So I'm gonna hit you in yours, right? I was but like it didn't have to go there You could have been like yo my fault like that was some dumb shit My thoughts didn't even mention you. Why am I a grown-ass man thinking about another grown-ass man while I'm writing it first That's a little weird And it could have just been that in this era the internet it is always better to swing first now I'm not encouraging violence I'm just telling you that when the cameras are out, right? Like if Russ would have hesitated just a little bit Yikes, and this guy swings then people come to break it up not a headline says yo Guapdad Wings on dress put it like this if I got swung on yeah, this same hate would have happened except worse They would have just been like you got me It's like well shit at least you could say whatever and the whole narrative like you're getting people jump It's like who are you talking about getting people jump like if first of all if I swing and then My friends and your friends start fighting. I don't know if that is that getting somebody jump He have a lot of friends with him He had he had people with them in the craziest thing I don't want to say on this too long But the craziest thing is when I swung on him he ran which you can see in the video He saw it right and his skinny-ass white friend photographer stay back and was fucking with it Which like we were all like yo, we should hire him. He's fire He stayed behind and took your ass beating. Yeah, like how you let this skinny-ass like it take your ass People are more brave than black people You must not see who's back in Russia Russia's black up They steal all the things man I thought that was pretty telling. Yeah, you know, do you think the jar could ever be cool? You think you could be cool with any of these guys before I'm not a hater So like I always say like if smoke perps out the hard-ass on today, I'm bumping Yeah, I thought Guap that wearing a 10 foot durag was sick. I commented on the Instagram post. I was like, this is amazing You said yeah, what people say I didn't see that People say when you said that I don't know Amazing it was amazing That's fire. I don't like I'm not a hater like but you disrespecting me and you diss me and then when I walk up to you You start acting weird So I'm just gonna handle it accordingly and if that means what up then it means whatever and if I'm Guap that I'm probably like Fuck you for life, too, which I get but at least you know now like at the end of the day, bro All these people I never started with them. I didn't say shit to y'all y'all diss somebody Called me out my name and you got punched in the face for it move on Question how long does a jumping last it wasn't a jumping it wasn't a jumping or just like a squabble like that Like it will point you like I don't punch in what you see the video. No, but he he no, but he ran away Oh, he was he was a good he was running you guys aren't quick. What's going on guys? No, no, I'm saying he like you could Turn this they turn their head like He ran away his friend stayed back to fight He ran away, which like I get I guess but it's like it wasn't that serious like I only swung because I thought you were gonna swing I should wait for you to swing. Yeah, no, never wait. Yeah, so yeah, I don't want to encourage violence But you know, I always here's what I always people Here's why I just want to end it and then let's move on But the reality is a lot of people because I'm me and it's easy to be like fuck Ross L Ross did it that that's nice go to chapter one Just ask this person this grown-ass man Guacta or smoke perp or Adam 22 or whoever just ask them Yo, why did you randomly just start talking shit about another grown-ass man who you've never met, right? Just ask them that because if not for that If not for that Why do you think what I have because it's easy because I'm telling you because it's oh you think they're taking advantage They think it's just like I'm white. I'm short. I sing love song sometimes. It's easy, bro Like I get it. They think it's an easy lick. They think it's easy. I'm gonna say this people won't think I'm real People can say whatever they want to say at the end of the day At least you know that if you diss Russ in a song there is a high chance you're gonna get punched in the mouth Now you jump no jumper What can you jump no jumper? Is that a trick question?