 Yeah, yeah, yeah, you know tune into million dollars worth of game man. No me listen. This is the album edition This is exclusive edition man Listen that PTSD that herbal man that Chicago shit is going down man But it's not just for Chicago it's for the world because everybody suffer from this shit That's growing up in inner cities of America Serious shit going down. Listen, I'm you know, you already know I am a while or two six seven It's ghillie the nut over here. Let's see what I say. Shut up. Let's listen. It's ghillie Listen, this right here nephew a k foodie Pebble's way cap. He got that shit. Well, I don't know what type of I don't got nothing to do with this shit I don't know what he got going on up there, but that's his problem. Y'all deal with this nigga did it He talks so fast. Listen quick on his feet. I don't know what the fuck No, this nigga is very real semi-old-ass nigga He won't let me get that that collect wave caps. He probably got a wave cap museum in the crib I do see I got it. I got a hundred He got the way It a fake John's You just get away with it cuz they rappers and shit. That's cool. That's another story But we won't you know this we want to know man like right now the album is out right now the album is out Everybody's listening to it man. Let me listen. How did it feel? You know recording this thing? I mean like how did it feel man? Man, it was like a real process. You know I'm saying like I already put like Everything into this album. You know I'm saying like it's my most vulnerable project. I grew on this project You can hit a growth. I'm addressing PTSD head on from so many different levels. You know I'm saying Making the album. I wasn't like you know, I sometimes you're going to studio especially, you know, I'm saying like you're going to studio Trying to create a certain that you know, I'm saying like oh, I need a record. I need a club I'm almost turk shit today. You feel I'm saying I think I didn't do that with this project I just went in and let everything come to me naturally Like I heard beats and what I felt I just said you know It came out pretty let me let me say this right because when I was a young and you ain't really have You know, you really hear rappers rap about depression and anxiety And you know PTSD and but now it seemed like The youth is really embracing that shit you feel what I'm saying because because when we was young niggas and rap My niggas rap about Getting the bitches Driving the cars having the time of their life. You would have thought nobody was suffering from none of this shit My you feel what I'm saying, but y'all really embracing it like Was it hard did it take a lot of courage to be like, you know what fuck it man I'm going this is what I'm suffering from this is what I'm going through. This is my reality Yeah, yeah, I could fake it off because I got all the shit I got the cars got a jewelry Battle spicy chicken You're one you definitely told me I want your what you told me I want But like did it take a lot of courage for you was it easy for you? No, it definitely wasn't easy because you know a lot of times people would judge you on an outside looking in You know I'm saying it wasn't easy to really like Give people a part of me that you wouldn't have unless I told you You know I'm saying and I think it was important to do that because a lot of people could relate to that also, you know I'm saying and While I just told you the other day what come from these poverty-stricken neighborhoods 90% of us got PTSD. We just not talking about it You know why because we just we seem like we we condition to be tough and hard and that's like a weak spot If you say I'm hurting inside or I don't got it all together or you a bitch-ass Nick you saw if you weak Yeah, that's how we look at it. We like we design, you know, we seem like we're designed to be like that So for when you hear the music today, everybody is taught It's like you hear people in a music act seeming like they asked for help I'm going through it the drugs help me get through it or whatever they might be talking about and people like They always tell my job people be trying to people trying to utilize drug to escape the reality that shit is going On in the hip that they seen and a lot of times it be therapy for yourself, too You don't people don't even realize like we'd be saying this when you on a song you saying I'm hurting and this and then the third You're not really trying to appeal to nobody. You really telling Somebody that you you know because we don't have no therapist We don't have nobody to vent to you. I'm saying like we don't have it coming from you know, I'm saying so So like you you really just be speaking your truth Like niggas really self-medicating like niggas really took a perk when they homie died and it made them like relax, right? You know, I'm saying I didn't fuck this shit But like you just thinking that whole part of your brain probably just blocked out now, you know, I'm saying nigga drink lean And you just relax it you feel me like go to sleep. I don't be able to sleep because the reality is back to what Ronald See people is trying to escape Reality exactly and I'm gonna keep it all the way real growing up in the hood like You laid on your bills You you you don't know how you're gonna pay a certain such-a-such That we'd be that fucking buttons. Yeah. Yeah, it do niggas stressing it that Fuck it. It'll give you when it gets Sometimes that 40 That Hennessy that whatever Okay, that's whatever That be a escape from that little small reality of what's going on. What no matter what it is My man just got killed my baby mama tripping The bitch trying to put me on child support, you know, I'm busted and disgusted right now Mother whatever it is That be that miniature escape that that that two hours of stress free because you hit that motherfucking blood Or that motherfucking backwood or that them them papers in your mind one somewhere else and for a couple hours There to be a difference between somebody really going crazy. I'm not saying there's right up wrong with you. I'm saying but when you do like because I used to get having addicted to drugs I was 15 years old lean real serious shit Xanax like Taking it walking in the house in front of my mama house this shit and it's nothing she could do I'm saying and we do that because we want to escape our problems But at the end of the day and we wake up the next day this shit's still going on They go nowhere and they go no, well, you found saying but That could be the real difference in the nigga going crazy I swear to God I used to say it like Mick right here in front of me I used to tell them like broke lean stopped me from doing shit bro Doing crazy. Absolutely Absolutely And this is another thing I want to I want to commend you on right because we this is something that Having off camera, you know, you smoke weed or whatever and you know, you just say Just talking man. I can't wait till I get off stage so I could smoke me some and I just ask So you don't you don't smoke before you perform and you like No, you know, I gotta give my outward plus set, you know, man I got to be on point for my fans So that just showed me that at a young age you take your shit serious It's not all about oh the bitches smoking some weed Being high because these young niggas really think That all you niggas do Is pop perks take jannies drink lean smoke weed Fuck bitches and go to the studio and record. Does they think that's just a life? They don't understand the business out of the big sacrifices And the minute sacrifices that a nigga make To be the person you are you feel me? That's a small sacrifice. What artists ain't going on stage? Most of them niggas is smoking on stage They're stopping the middle song. She's still playing And I was I was once that artist, but I know that's gonna be the difference And between me like it's important. I want everybody out that'll feel me You know, I'm saying like I ain't trying to really take no shortcuts in this shit I didn't take no shortcuts to get here You know, I'm saying and that she's gonna be there like my opportunity ain't gonna always be there I ain't never had a day where I ain't had no weed, but I I don't always get opportunities like this You know, I'm saying absolutely I take advantage of absolutely and I commend you for that because a lot of youngins They dig not on that type of time. So that just for me that show me that number one You did a lot of growing up Number two, you got some good motherfuckers around you You feel what I'm saying? I got the best team because if As an artist if you ain't got somebody around that could check you and checking ain't nothing but a form of correcting That's it. It ain't no I check this none-ass nigga all the time. I check this none-ass nigga So it ain't a it ain't a I'm biggin in you. I'm better than you because at the end of the day you the prize And I'm blessed to have not even to cut you off, bro It's one two three four people in here with me right now. That's been with me this whole time and all four of them Tell me the truth. Tell me when I'm fucking up and you know, I need that That's what you gotta have around see and that and that's a point that I wanted For you to get out to the youth because dawg They really follow you bro And I ain't gonna lie. I'm that I'm that nigga That'll go and ask one of my homies what you think about this am I trippin should I do this? I tweaked in and I listen they tell me and that'd be the difference and be really doing something and not It ain't no big as little use with us But that's the key to um having a lengthy A lengthy and successful career instead of just coming in and being here today and going tomorrow flash in the pan Or overnight nigga that you got to understand as artists that it's not just about going in the studio and making music That's that's 30% of this shit Because is my father's all over the world that got hot ass music that you never gonna hear every life Because they don't got no fucking outlet Because they don't got the team that could say okay, you cooked it up Now we're going to distribute this shit to the streets Because all of this shit is a process You feel what i'm saying everybody can't go on the internet do some shit and get popping overnight When you came out the internet wasn't really as big as it is now, right? No, of course not right. It was more youtube right? Yeah. Yeah, it was more youtube It was pretty much only youtube like I remember me and my homies We made our instagram accounts and shit like that before we all wanted to have a No limit in front of our shit and we really took a vow that we not feeling even take this shit that series for real Like we're not going to really expose ourselves to that, you know, right? Let me ask you a question Knowing that these youngins look up to you, right? How they do because I know the young niggas in Philly These niggas go to war for you Yeah, me these niggas are These motherfuckers love you, bro. I don't see that shit fucking with my own eyes like What is the message that you trying to put out there to the youngins that's following you that look up to you That that's like i'ma be the next to you I am one of y'all first and foremost, you know, I'm saying I I come from humble beginnings everything you're going through. I went through, you know, I'm saying and You're gonna go through some more shit and you ain't feeling the way you're feeling for no reason You know, I'm saying like a lot of times we don't really look at life like it is What it is and what it's supposed to be ain't nothing like for coincidence I went through all the fucked up I shit shit that I went through because it's strength in my armor brother You know, so don't run from it, you know, I'm saying like no every day You were getting up working towards some even if it ain't adding up on the outside and everybody on the outside or The people around you don't really understand your vision or understand what you want to go in life As long as you understand that and knowing you working towards it every day little by little even before you see progress You know in your head that you making progress because you're doing something today that you ain't do yesterday That's all you need and that's gonna get you to that next level. I'm telling you Really trust your instinct trust yourself and don't not happen for for no reason because it's been times where people around me Didn't always understand what I was trying to do and how I was trying to do it But I still did it and it worked out for me and everybody who was rooting for me Let's deep now you got a producer for Philly that we know do you on the beats? Yep, that's my dog Talk to him then every now now how do it come if I'm a producer out here And I'm trying to get I like, you know, because people everybody's trying to get beats to you What is the easiest way to get beats to you how you go how you pick your beats your selection Before you get that vibe you ready to go crazy. Mickey music. Mickey music at gmail m i k k e y Music at gmail. We checking that beat email every day. He's gonna send me the fire And he's gonna check it first and he's gonna say this this this you know when I check it too, you know I'm saying so that's how you get me beats. I don't like I said, ain't no big ass a little used I never not do nobody beatin say cuz I don't know him if he fire we finna find out who the fuck this is right now You feel I'm saying like put it in my hand Yeah, get them right to me and I'm gonna do what I do on that shit. So let me let's let's get into some other stuff You know, I watch it from afar and I have my relationship. Yeah, you know, you like the new Same same shit. I'll be getting up in the morning What get me a toad all right now, man Let me ask you a question when y'all first got together, right? How was fab's energy? He's in my door I got we got to go hollanda because he messing with knowledge No, he had to check my energy man for sure You know, he had to see how I carry myself first and how I carry on and you can see that You know, I'm saying even if I try to have it or be something that I ain't you still could tell that energy You know, I'm saying so he had it took for him to be around a couple times We just spoke shook hands before we really like, you know, I'm saying game the relationship I know I could hit him up and he could hit me up. I was first and now But of course I was nervous. I just said the other day because you're trying to be Accepted you're trying to be accepted by a nigga that you looked up to Damn you're all your life and you're trying to be accepted by your girl dad Like it gotta work. You feel I'm saying but I think just me being a nigga I am being a good nigga and um Because I put time through a lot early, you know, I'm saying and they didn't know I was like the dude that I am So they probably was judging me already and it took for them to meet me and see, you know I'm saying I carry myself again And they love me her whole family love me. That's what's up Well, so you so you all the way in like love me. I'm locked in always my whole family love us. So Absolutely. Hey, you know, it's another question. That's like As artists, right Yeah on the way up here I was listening to Kanye West and he says some deep shit, man Chicago How you stay faithful in a room full of hoes He said that And it was great. I was like, damn. I know like when you were alive, like they just Yeah Like That's just like that was some deep shit. He said like What I was I said, damn, I never realized how deep this line was Like, how do you do it? How do you stay faithful in a room full of hoes? First thing you gotta have self-discipline, man. You gotta know what you go You gotta know what you could lose man, like it don't be worth it. You feel I'm saying like tell him again And I'll be I've been through a lot of shit. Like I was young. I was in the street. So I was dealing with women early I knew what it was in for. I got a family full of women. I was taught that really Everything even with me having fun. Of course, I didn't have a bunch of fun in my life. You know, I'm saying, but You know that everything that's right there easy is nine times out of ten the shitty trick It ain't all you know, I'm saying anything easy ain't really good and it's just having self-control bro Discipline is knowing like Brian because it's always some with it. It's always some bullshit Bullshit that come behind it. So it's like I just try to avoid them situations, man I didn't make bigger sacrifices than that. So that's easy. So what do you what do you contribute? You know the to self-control because it adds We can say at one point you had no self-control. Of course not man. I gotta learn you gotta learn Shot the fuck out Wilder wilder wilder, but now you older you got stuff. I like What do you you know, what do you pin that to do you pin that to just just growing up and being and doing grown man Things as far as paying card notes and bills Probably your mama bills You feel what I'm saying. I got 60 000 a month just for survival just for bills and everybody in my life that automatically go out 60 bands 60 bands just to take care of everybody. Okay. So, um So all you artists out there just know when you're dying to get on Yeah, I just say it the other day everybody want to be a boss till that invoice come man Even stutter back down on some goddamn Damn Everybody Sacrifices for this shit man got to Sacrifices for and I was just saying like the channel what you were saying earlier I behave it's it's broke, but it's like the people in my life make me Want to behave that way like I wouldn't be faithful to my girl if I ain't know she wasn't a winner You know I'm saying like I know what I got at home. I know what I got to lose Yes, exactly. You know that like everything she do I think I seen one video you all she got you think something on your birthday. Oh, yeah Yeah, I see I'm doing I just want my family and I made a song about that on an album called Gapes Crack and ain't nothing wrong with being seen That's what I'm talking about. You know what I'm saying. I'm not gonna be a gangster for real But now like, you know shit like that, bro, I ain't never ain't no girl ever made me cry Ain't no female you know niggas be crying because she left you You know, I'm saying like I ain't never not because she's blessed You see come through Bless me and make me bless her eyes Because you know you were scratching because you had a little ugly little joy Yeah, that was real tears. I could hold them back They made memes. They got me next to warresses and all type of shit squirrels and shit A bottom lip start singing He said he made me cry Absolutely, you made him cry He was a cold gangster 10 years ago He is a little shootable Yeah, but listen man Ptsd is out right now right now. Right now. Go get it. Go get it Gangsters cry gangsters cry. Listen to that. This gangster was crying. Make sure y'all go to that. That's the first song Gangsters cry go to that. That's the first song y'all go listen to One of my favorites for sure. It's top. It's top five That's what's up, man. But listen, I want to commend you brother. Keep doing your thing Man, appreciate y'all man You you you come from the bottom me personally I don't know nobody that ever gave you no coast sides I don't know nobody who ever I'll be saying that I don't be wanting to sound cocky or nothing like that, but I really took the wrong route But the truth is the truth Yeah, like I ain't never had no coastline. I'm still independent to this day. I don't got no big Roll out playing for me this shit out the muscle. But guess what you do Sell out anything you haven't been dropped into about this about my fourth fifth show All them bitches been sold out Filled your next date man PTSD out right now right now go get this right now Hey, look, it's the motherfucking number one podcast right now, man Million dollars worth of a game, baby Inspiration i'm g herbo, man, and we on a million dollars worth of game It's a billion dollars worth of game right here. Absolutely. 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