 Hey, Tony Gaskins here, hopefully you can hear me. I figure I go live. I'm tired and I'm drained, but figure I go live because I'm at the office because I just did the growth club. We just finished the growth club call, which we do the growth club every month. Tonight we talked about financial abundance where we just really talked about our mindset around money. Coming from scarcity or coming from scarcity of parents and just how we could shift that mindset and start to see ourselves differently and think differently and move differently as it relates to our finances. Because we either have those who hoard everything and just save everything and then we have those who spend everything and overspend and finding that balance, that space where you can speak abundance, where you can create abundance, where you can work and build and you can use your gifts and we have so much fear around using our gifts and being paid for our gifts and we have guilt around making money and around charging for our services or our gifts and all of this just all come from our mindset just our upbringing. And we've seen it to where you got the uncle who says he won't tie his shoes for $20 an hour when he's only worth $8 an hour and then you have the person who worth $20 an hour but they only ask for $10 an hour. And so we've seen the mindset. So that's what we talked about tonight in the growth club. And in our past sessions, we talked about self care. We had one on breaking generational curses. We had one on comparison and dream killing. We had one on spiritual warfare. And so each month I'm just sensitive to the spirit, have my finger on the pulse of the people and what's going on and that determines our topic. But I shot a video earlier today that I didn't get the upload. So I say, let me come on here and do this video live. And what I was talking about on that video is how we're going into a season right now of debauchery and we're going into this place to where the spiritual warfare can get real intense. And what you have to understand is that these spirits and principalities in high places is jumping on the back of everybody. And what we have in the celebrity round is we got a lot of booty munchers and people who want to be friends with everybody and they're throwing dignity and they're throwing integrity out the window. And they just worried about being cool and they worried about being liked. And then we have people who using the name of God in vain and they saying God because they want to be seen as cool and they want to be seen as deep and they want to be seen as religious and they want to use God to get separated from their past of tomfoolery. And so they start to use the name of God in vain. But their lifestyle and even their language don't add up with the word of God or using the name of God. And then we have this this peanut gallery. This group of people who always talking about Oh, don't judge. Oh, don't judge. But when we say don't judge, what we really mean is don't call nobody out for a foolishness. Let people be fools if they want to be fools and let people leave other people to hell if they want to leave other people to hell. But if you called them out for a tomfoolery, you called them out for what they saying or doing that's wrong. That's hurting the culture that's hurting society. Oh, you judge. But what they don't really realize is that we don't have the power to judge another human being because the judge levies a sentence. And we don't have a heaven or a hell or an eternity to put anybody in. So when we call people out for a foolishness, all we doing is warning them before they meet the actual judge. And that's what people don't realize. And so we are now being tricked by the enemy to shut up and not call people a lot and not hold people accountable so that we all could be delivered to hell in a hand basket with gasoline draws on. Because if everybody is mom and mom and dumb, because we so afraid of being called judgmental that we not holding each other accountable, then we all are doomed. And right now when I'm starting to see is and what people don't understand about the spiritual realm is that the spirit ain't gonna play with you for long. It's eventually gonna put you in your grave. It's gonna use you to get a message out and to up in and to destroy the work of God, but then it's going to dispose of you. Because when it's done using you, it leaves you and it goes and inhabit somebody else. But when it leaves you, it destroys your physical form on the way out. And that's why we see people who align themselves against the word of God and we see people who align themselves against wholesomeness and against righteousness and against purity. We see them die early death because of where they operated and where they stood in the spiritual realm. And now we have pastors in the pool pit that's speaking and operating under the same spirit that the gentleman who passed away was operating under. Because when you condoning things that are not of God, when you condoning fornication, when you condoning polyamory, when you condoning open marriage, when you condoning these things that is not advantageous, that is not righteous, that are sinful, that is ungodly, when you condone these things, you now position yourself to be in direct opposition to God. And that is a war that you will not win. You will have little, many battles that you feel like you have won because people are in your amen corner. But that blasphemy is going to cost you your life because when you stand up against the Almighty God and you start teaching and preaching against what the Holy Bible says, now you have just opened and unleashed the wrath of God on your life and you're not going to be able to withstand that. And that's what we're going into right now because we got so many people that want to be cool, that want to be liked and that want to be praised. And we got a lot of men who want the adulation and the admiration of other men. And we got a lot of women who want the admiration and adulation of men as well. And so we got a lot of people that's talking stupidity and saying stuff that don't even make no sense. And they're working against the union that God has established for man and woman. They're working against marriage, they're working against unity, they're working against the family and they're trying to upend the family dynamic that is a man and a woman raising or adopting kids and doing so righteously and impacting the world with intentionality to make it a better place and to lead people to Christ. You have people that are directly opposing that and that's why you start to see them suffer. That's why you see their career end up in the toilet. That's why you see their body or their health end up in the toilet because when you are in spiritual warfare, you have to be covered spiritually. But the thing about it is if you are not on the side of God, you are not covered. You are being used and see what people think is people think that if the adversary, if somebody is working against God, meaning they're teaching things that are contrary to the Holy Bible and then we have a lot of idiots that think the Holy Bible is a Caucasian book. When where did you see a Caucasian in the Bible? So we have people who are trying to tell people that the basic instructions before leaving earth, the B-I-B-L-E is a white man's religion. But there is not a white man in the Bible. So how is this a white man's religion if there is not a white man in the Bible? There is not an American in the Bible. There is not a white American in the Bible. So how is this a white man's religion? But when you actually read the book and you take the book to task and you implement the teachings in your life, your life get better. better. You go into a season of grace and mercy and you have life and you have life more abundantly. I done been a drug dealer. I done been an abusive boyfriend. I done been a womanizer. I done been everything that you could be. But when I got into that holy bite, boy, that's when my life changed for the better. That's when things started to go my way. And that's when I was able to have a smile in the midst of the storm. That's when I was able to have that peace. But see what right now is we got the adversary got a lot of people that sounds smart. They look smart. They got a PhD. They got all this kind of letters and they dumb as a box of rocks. Because when you as a creation as a creature, align yourself in opposition to your creator, that lets me know right there that you are ignorant. That when you going against a belief system that has been proven that have stood the test of time for thousands of years and that has changed lives around the world and that people are being set free and you take and you try to denounce the name of God and you try to attack the church and you try to attack the Bible and you try to do all of this stuff that let me know you ignorant because one thing I'm not going to do if I don't know somebody else God and what they got has done for them. I'm not speaking on a God. I know what I believe in. I know who my God is, but my God ain't called me to be arguing and debating and trying to tear down nobody else God. What my God called me to do is to let the love, his love shine through me so that people will be interested and want to know more about my belief system. Instead of me trying to stand on the mountain top or on the street corner and debate like dummies about something that we don't have the mental capacity to fully understand because if we could wrap our mind around God then we would be the God instead of God being God. We will be able to go and create man from dust and we will be able to create new strands and different types of humans if we was God's. If we was God's then we wouldn't have money problems. If we was God's then we wouldn't have health problems. If we was God we wouldn't have a beginning and an end if we was God. But people around here thinking that they God and they lining themselves up and calling themselves for God and that's why we're going to see them become dust earlier than they would have became dust if they would have moved with some sense. And now we got pastors, men and women who was being sold out to demonic spirits, spirits of lasciviousness, spirits of looneness, spirits of mammon, spirits of debauchery, spirits of greed and all the spirits of arrogance, spirits of ignorance and all of these spirits and they getting up in the pulpit and they speaking from these demonic spirits instead of from the Holy Spirit. They getting called up and they want to look cool to their contemporary so they preaching man's message instead of God's message. They getting up there and they trying to impress and entertain and theatricalize for man instead of teaching the Word of God. They worried about being invited to the BET Awards. They worried about being invited to the rock nation brunch. They worried about being invited to invest fest so they want to condone sin. They want to be buddy buddy with sin and they want to be in the end crowd. They now want to be a part of a secret society and so now they got the tight booty pants on. The belly button is showing. The round hill is feminine. Just the feminists they want to be got men that are now so feminine that can't even get married but yet want to be talking about God when God say a man who finds a wife. God didn't say a man who start a podcast. God didn't say a man who start a business. God didn't say a man who got a multi-level marketing company. God didn't say a man who started a church. God said a man who find a wife finds a good thing and receive favor from the Lord. But then we got men who want to make a covenant and then destroy the covenant and walk away from the covenant and let a wife walk away from the covenant and then go marry for money because we have people thinking and believing and teaching that marriage is a business deal when God ain't call us to do business with our spouse in the literal sense of the word. It ain't about business. It's about unity. It's about stability and it's about pushing the body forward through our representation of Christ in the world. But now we got people who claim to believe in Christ who actually got behind the pulpit so they could have a consistent donation of a check every Sunday because what they really wanted to do in life did not pan out and they thought that getting donations to make a living instead of being on food stamps or welfare would be a good thing to do. So it was a business move instead of a calling. They were not called. They just came. So now we have wolves in sheep clothing and we got wolves in shepherd's clothing. But the people get so called up worshiping us, those of us with a platform, those of us with a voice, people get so called up in worshiping us that they're not listening to what we're saying. So instead of worshiping God, humans are now worshiping other men or women so that when the man or woman is inhabited by a demonic spirit, people cannot even tell that it's a demonic spirit because they've fallen in love with the man or woman who claims to be a man or woman of God. And now people try to use God as a scapegoat. So they want to go cheat on their wife or cheat on their husband and then start going to church and preaching. Then start talking about God, this and God, that after they get exposed for their adultery or their fornication or their embezzling of funds, now they want to be uber extra Christian. And this right here is a spirit that's moving around but because we're not praying for discernment, because we're not praying for discretion, we don't even see the spirit amongst us moving around. And then what happened is the adversary will take and raise up voices of minions and pawns to create distractions. So these demonic spirits will then start making accusations and calling out those who are working for God and start saying they are fake and they are this and they are that because what the adversary knows is that 50% of people is going to hear this loud idiot. So because of how we're set up, we believe most of what we hear and everything of what we see. So the adversary knowing that will bring decepticons and decoys to distract from the work of the Lord knowing that most people will be torn and cannot tell the real from the fake because whatever spirit that you are entertaining is the spirit that will have the most access to your life. So if you are closer to the Holy Spirit, then you will be able to discern evil spirits. But if you are closer to evil spirits, then you won't be able to discern evil spirits nor will you be able to recognize a Holy Spirit, a pure spirit. So what's happening is we got people who see the real as fake and the fake as real because the real does not have to dress up. The real comes as it is. And so when the real comes as it is, people who have carnal eyes cannot see the real because they are looking for signs and wonders. They want to see fancy editing. They want to see a fancy podcast room. They want to see crystal clear imaging. They want to see bells and whistles. And that is how the adversary comes because the adversary knows that we believe what we see. So whenever somebody is about to disseminate a message of Satan, they are not going to be in a basic room with a basic camera with a basic setup. They are going to come with bells and whistles and editing and studios and the nicest of the nice because the adversary knows that if it don't dress up and if it don't hide behind the bells and whistles that everybody will easily be able to see how foolish it is of the message that's being spread to the people. And so this is where we at today. So now we are so entrenched in foolishness that we are being distracted from the work and we are being derailed from our destiny and derailed from our purpose because we are caught up being entertained. So what the adversary is going to do is he's going to entertain you instead of challenge you and enlighten you and push you. So the adversary is going to bring you scammers and schemes and scams and tricks and just random nonsense conversation talking about stuff that has nothing to do with anything so that we will be running with our heads cut off and running in circles or in a maze talking about stuff that does not move the ball down the field, that does not move the needle, that does not make us better people. We arguing over gender roles. We arguing over gender equity. We arguing over who bring the most to proverbial table when ain't nobody got a table because the one who created the table who could provide a table is all we need to be focused on but instead we focused on what we could do through our own human power and then we arrogant enough to believe that what we do is owed to ourselves. So now we arguing about stuff that does not even matter but what it's doing is it's blocking us from our blessings, it's blocking us from our destiny, it's blocking us from unity, it's blocking us from coming together under a covenant of God and building as a people, as a race, as a culture, as a nation, as a human race, it's blocking us from the progression and that is the goal and what we don't realize is that in every single thing there is spirits and principalities. So if you go to the movie and you watch Flash or you go to the movie and you watch Spider-Man or you watch Batman in all of these movies what you're going to see is a good force and a evil force and all the evil force wants to do in every one of these movies the evil force does not want power to just reign the evil force wants the power to destroy and the evil force just wants to destroy because of its own pain, its own misery, it wants to steal the livelihood and the happiness of everybody else and destroy it because it's already destroyed because it's already unhappy. So when we think about the spiritual realm of how Satan wanted power and wanted to be greater than God and that the instance of that thought he was kicked out of heaven when he hit the earth he felt defeated, he felt lost, he felt destroyed, he felt worthless so the goal became to destroy your life, to destroy your peace, to destroy your happiness. So now we have the spawns of Satan, we have the minions of Satan, we got the tools of Satan sitting on podcasts demeaning women, women sitting on podcasts demeaning men and all it is is to destroy and to divide and so we got people that are facilitating conversations of nonsense and all the conversations are when you ate at the table and when you're conversating tonight and when you're hardly initiated and when you're doing all of this here all you're doing is creating conversations that's not moving the ball down the field but instead is creating confusion and people leaving more confused than when they came because somebody coming on with the gospel and then somebody coming on with Satan message so now your viewers are sitting there and they're scratching their head and they puzzled because they were getting ready to go right then they end up going left then they were about to go forward then they end up going backwards because they had somebody come on and tell them the benefits and the beauty of being married and being faithful and then the next thing you know they got a phd come on who raising funds for a school talking about he want two three wives in polyamory and polygamy and and all of this different stuff so now the viewers sitting there and like oh well I seen this person who married and faithfully got the benefits of marriage and doing things God wait and then this person come on with a phd talking about he want two wives or she got or she want three husbands so now because we create in these conversations of idiocracy we can't come together unify and move down the field and get a touchdown because we keep getting penalized and keep getting moved backwards every time we get ready to move forward and all people worried about is fame and notoriety and clout and money and don't nobody want to hold nobody accountable because everybody want to be invited to the party because people more concern with being impressed by or being impressive to their peers than being obedient to their creator people were about getting in the club and getting in the society and getting in the association then being able to stand before their creator and hear well done by good and faithful servant so when somebody is doing something that is detrimental to the society by the example that they are living out everybody else want to look and say mind your own business stop judging because they don't want to be taken off for the guest list well see I want my name in the lamb's book of life I don't care if my name never on the rock nation brunch I don't care if my name never on the BET awards I don't care if my name never on the essence fast okay my name never on the invest fast on the mega fast I'm having I want to have a fast with my lord and savior I want to have a fast with my creator I want to stand before God and hear well done my good and faithful servant I want to challenge and empower and inspire and encourage instead of infuriate and tear down and demean and diminish like the pastor stood up there talking about a lot of y'all when he raised by no father so how you finna tell me how to be a father guess what a six-year-old could tell you how to be a father a woman could tell a man how to be a father because she had a father or she had a father whether he was there or not because fatherhood just like motherhood is based on principles it ain't rocket science so now why would we be standing in the pool pit gas lighting the trauma of those who was raised without a father and reminding them they was raised without a father just because our arrogance don't want to hear tips on fatherhood from somebody who is not a man as if our mother or our wife or our sister could not tell us how to be a better father because they carrying the kids they pushing the kids out when the father acts out of anger when we act out of anger when we are absent when we give our word and don't keep our word who has to deal with that child's tears mama whether it's the child mama or whether it's our mama mama so mama can tell us a few things about being a stand-up man because when we not a stand-up man mama got to deal with the fallout of that child mama got to wipe them tears mama got to console their son who is eight years old nine years old ten years old if her arms screaming and crying saying mama why don't he love me so mama could tell father a little bit about being a father just like father could tell mama a little bit about being a mama but see it's our arrogance that got us going into a place to where men believing that a woman can't tell us nothing i heard a dummy say a woman can't tell a man nothing about business when we see women getting on instagram turning their phone on on black friday and we watching them make a million dollars in an hour a million dollars in 30 minutes a million dollars in 24 hours from selling some makeup or some hat or or some or some clothes and then i'm and then we got dummies talking about a woman can't tell them nothing about no business that ain't nothing but the work of the devil to pause dissension and division and to separate us as people because when we come together we stronger when we build together we stronger we so worried about looks women worried about a man height and worried about a man money men worried about a woman booty and worried about a how and a complexion and a nationality and trying to pick a woman who is mixed because they think the woman exotic and don't even realize that the woman in therapy for identity crisis because neither one of the sides of her nationality want to accept her but yet the man want to look at him like she exotic and she's sitting out in pain and then he want to look down on a woman of his own race like she less than and she trash and the reason why you want a woman that don't look like he looked is because when he look in the mirror he hated self nine out of ten times we ain't got men meeting women of other races and other complexions and other nationalities organically and falling in love because love is blind we got men with their eyes wide open trying to pick something that they are not trying to pick something that's going to make them feel good about themselves and then we got women doing the same thing trying to pick a man because he over six foot tall trying to pick a man because he made six figures and not looking at the man heart and realizing that a man who make it 30,000 a day could be making 300,000 next year but we so caught up in the things of the devil instead of the things of God and then we got the nerve to sit down and say Lord bless me with a soulmate Lord bless me with a raise Lord bless me with a business and God saying listen you ain't moving how I move you ain't thinking how I think you ain't looking at your fellow your fellow human your brothers and your sisters how I look out you looking at them through the wrong lenses you're looking at them through worldly lenses you're looking at them through Carnal lens you ain't looking at them through spiritual lenses because if you're looking at them through spiritual lenses then you're going to see they heart the way I see their heart and you're going to see what I see and you're going to see that who they are today is not who they're going to be tomorrow that where they are today is not where they're going to be next year you're going to see them for who I have called them to be instead of who they are today but you caught up in numbers you're caught up in height you're caught up income you're caught up in weight you're caught up in age you're caught up in the things that do not matter and that's why we lose it and then we got dummies talking the dummies and then we got people who want to hear this ignorance and then got the nerve to go out and defend the ignorance so here we got people raising all this money and it raises money for this and that and next thing we find out they touching kids they're raising all this money the next thing we find out they sleep with Scribbles and then we want to sit there and defend it and then now everybody's so greedy that's why they got the show on CNBC that is called American greed because my homeboy called me I got these calls by this company that they tell me that a white man is waking up and he going to the computer and that he's day trading and that he day trading and he day trading our money and they telling me they putting in ten thousand fifty thousand a hundred thousand and that he day trading day money and I say we have we come to a place that we so greedy that we can't hear the idiocracy in that do you think I'm fixing to take my money that I don't bust my butt for that I don't work hard for and let somebody else gamble it if I want to gamble with some money I'ma go to the casino I'm not finishing my money to nobody and let them but we so wrapped up in greed listen ain't giving nobody a dime I'm fixing to invest in me but we so caught up in greed we so caught up in getting ahead do you know how many people gated people millions of dollars and now they didn't expose a 500 million dollar scale a day trading do you know don't nobody make no money they trade don't nobody make no money they trade don't get nothing but a headache and they'll have one win and a thousand losses and then they'll sell you a course on the one win that they had and that's what make them a million now but yet we'll sit here we so greedy and we so desperate that we want to believe anything that we want to help listen I don't understand it ain't doing it if I can't do it ain't doing it ain't trusting another human being when I'm looking around and seeing 9 out of 10 humans today have been turned over to a reprobate mind 9 out of 10 human today then tried to give God a booty to kiss so I'm not finished collaborate I'm not fitting to delegate I ain't finna delegate my destiny because you can't even trust somebody handling your emails you can't even trust humans today you can't trust nobody around your wife you can't trust nobody around your best friend you can't trust nobody with your sister or your mama they're trying to put some of your own family members all you could trust today is God and that's why I try to tell y'all all town right here don't look up to me don't look up to me don't don't praise me ain't got no plans of failing ain't got no plans of quitting but I don't want to stand before God I don't want to be in the way of you and God I'm gonna share what God give me to share but at the end of the day you got to consult him about that you got to say hey this is what I heard Lord hey let me know of this right now let me know if I could bank on this but see we living in the world today the world we is going to hell in a handbasket with gasoline draws on and we gonna bust the doors wide open because we sold lost today because we sold word about sex and money you got people that is time I oh I'm a good catch I'm a good catch where at where's you a good catch with your legs open before marriage where's you a good catch when you get hands put on you getting cussed out you get cheated on and you stand where's your good catch where you're good catch and you're not working on your mind you ain't working on your three bees the brain the brain and the body where is you a good catch you know good catch men and women it's men that's out here look like look like the bottom of this shoe and they out here talking about oh I deserve a woman who cook and clean and got long natural hair and got caramel skin with green I I'm like man you look like somebody choose you up to spit you out you this tall and then you round here picking and choosing about what kind of woman you want if you don't marry the next woman you meet and shut up and have kids and raid them kids for the Lord and stop round here acting like you in a meat market trying to pick the freshest piece of meat to take home and put on the grill and get into society and contribute to society and stop thinking that God care about how much money you finna make and how much golfing and fishing you finna do God care about the kids you raising for the kingdom God care about how you moving the needle for for the kingdom God don't care about you being no million out no billion out get married start to a family and be productive as a citizen because that's what we have for we need here to be million out we need here to be billion out all that is a byproduct of living your purpose and serving God and doing what you supposed to put here to do I can't run fast enough for money I make money when I sleep I make money when I won't and all I'm doing is the work of the Lord every day I'm trying to love my wife better I'm trying to love my kids better and that right that's where I have found peace that right there I don't been a drug dealer I don't been a woman now so I don't been an organized pill I don't been a criminal I don't been to jail I don't see the other side I don't have that gun in my hand I don't have it in my lap with the work right behind me and stopped by the police and God grace me to get through it I don't see it at all and done it all and it ain't nothing in it except when you live in your purpose and that's what we got to realize is we so called up we got me around here swinging from other men dangling got you come in the booty man so worried by being on a panel oh I got to get invited to invest there so I don't want to say nothing that sounds like I'm taking up for women because the guy's gonna call me a simp and then I'm not going to get invited to the podcast and I'm not going to invite it get invited to the brunch and I'm not gonna get invited to the to the after party or to the into the fast so I can't say nothing that sound like I care about my mom or I care about my sister we got me and so worried about being kissed on the cheek by another man at the brunch that we can't even be real men and call wrong wrong call a spade or spade and speak up we still got me and grown man trying to impress other men and then we got women around here don't know what in the world that they going through because whatever is going on in the world every single woman is feeling the need and feeling like she's not worthy enough feeling like she's not enough you got every single body going to the dentist if I knew better instead of becoming a servant of the Lord out of became a dentist so I could be putting these mouses in your mouth everybody going to the dentist and got a mouthful of mouses and then everybody coming out here everybody under the knife we got all of these breasts all this booty got to keep going to get the surgery over and over and over and now we got me I hear again like well me again like well getting chest put on getting the Alps sculpted it's like what is we doing what is we doing like why are we so worried about these aesthetics and then lead a doctor office it's like listen if God if you feel like God had you looking a hot mess daughter my everything how you looking messier because he got the skills and the gift that God got so now you walking around and booty like this right here booty look like this microphone and Buddha supposed to be sticking out like no microphone but you're around here looking like that because we ain't got no self-esteem we ain't got no self-love you know why could we talking to God we ain't talking to God y'all got me around here feeling like if I ain't got veneers I ain't got no money so I've been thinking about going to the doctor and get some of them chicklets put in my mouth absolutely not not doing it because I'm a thank God for what he game I'm putting some braces on here I'm gonna go to the gym I'm not going to get no lipo I'm going to the gym and if I got to go on the keto diet I'm gonna be on the keto if I got to be on the Atkins I'm finna be on the Atkins I'm not gonna go get up on a nobody knife because that's a trick of the enemy that's a trick of the enemy to where we feel like we can't love ourselves enough and then now it's being reinforced it's being reinforced it's being praised and so now women being treated like pawns on the chessboard women being treated like a piece of meat in the meat market and and signing up for it women signing up to be a second and third girlfriend women signing up to be a jump off women signing up to be abused and dog died and mistreated like crap women signing up for it as long as they can get a bag out of it or get a high-rise condo get a get a luxury vehicle that the interest rate too high don't get repossessed when the man cheat on you and you want to find a backbone to lead now you finna take the car bike but yet we signing up for it and then we got these men that is under arrested development ain't never been arrested and ain't never been developed but they got arrested development 78 years old and scared to get married 78 years old and scared to walk down the aisle and this right here what we call in society this what we call in life this what we call in love this ridiculous and then we are here we ain't got a sense in common we ain't got a common sense and we ain't got a sense in common and we sitting here and we listening to dummies we is listening to dummies we sitting up here and we watching podcast where the host is confused that you could get a auto loan directly from the bank the host is enlightened that you could get a business credit card the host is enlightened that you could start an LLC and you could have a incorporation how your nonprofit and that you could have your for-profit company and a nonprofit company and that you could get business credit and that you could raise your personal credit score hundreds of points in 30 they 45 the host is confused hold on I hold on I hold on I say this again so so you need to tell me that I can hire my child pay them 13,000 not have to claim it and put it in the rough already oh my goodness oh my goodness and then white people sitting there look like and then the next thing you know the next episode somebody selling your MLM somebody selling you a Ponzi scheme somebody oh yeah we got somebody who day trading and they day trading with 50 million dollars and you just got to put your money in there you got to keep putting money in there and just got to leave the money in there and then when you look at this screen the screen gonna tell you how much money you got in there and then you see the screen the screen look like somebody sitting in their basement and throw together some cold and then the numbers keep changing and they going up and down backwards front left and right and you see enough trying to get rich instead of putting your finger to work putting your hand to the plow and using your God-given gifts you trying to dump your money into this hill real estate investment trust instead of taking your money and going down to the bank and getting your own FHA VA such-and-such a loan and buying your own duplex you giving your money to a snake oil salesman from YouTube who talk about they got a real estate investment trust and they can't even spell real estate can't spell investment just got done snoring powder still got the white residue in their nose bouncing around on the camera like a crankhead you know what you is stupid for owning a duplex you need to sell that duplex and you need to dump that money into my real estate investment trust and you need a letter professional who just got over cocaine and selling cars handle your money and then we will come there black people are coming to me and telling me by the man who used the snort powder and I used to sell drugs and I was not allowed to sell powder because of the time that come with power but if you've ever been around an addict I do not care how many days sober you say you them in I'm not giving you a dime I am not giving you a dime I'm going to let God love you I'm going to let God redeem you I'm going to love you I'm going to pray for you I'm a how lunch with you dinner with you we'll be in the same golfing team we could ride in the car together or but I am not giving you a dime if you tell me you used the snort powder absolutely not and then people come and say oh yeah yeah he real yeah he really put a check in your pocket yeah he real because he's speaking to your greed yeah he real because you greedy and you want to be rich at any cost so anything that sound like it's gonna make some money it's real to you but you ain't looking at character you ain't looking at integrity you ain't hearing what people saying people sitting there calling you the n-word without using the letter in they just calling you eager and then you like oh that's how good well well how did you come up with anger that's just the creators the hot so how much money do you want for your real estate trust oh okay all right well that's all my life savings here you go and I'm just praying for you that you could stay clean how many days sober you been and so this the thing when you step outside of God and you in the strip club you watch your pornography you put in all kind of drugs in your system you listen to all kind of people who ain't got no kind of guard in their life you can't see the real from the faith you can't see a scam if it punched in the nose and this how we live in life but then guess what though see somebody who is ignorant is easy to be controlled and that is why the network won't give me no show the network won't give me no show the reason why they won't give me no show because they know if they let me get on there and talk too much people gonna stop watching TV and start working on a business start working in a purpose start paying more attention to their spouse start taking care they kids they ain't got an hour to give to the television no more so they're not gonna put nobody on TV with no sense but instead they're gonna put a bunch of foolishness on the TV and then if it got any kind of sense they're gonna put it in a on a channel that's in a black hole that don't nobody watch and that right there is the trick of the enemy as well and so we don't want to realize that we don't want to hear that and then the only way today to get a following is if you selling pipe dreams about money that could be made when ain't no money being made when everybody talking is telling a lot about how much money they're made and how much money could be made because if all that money could be made you'll be sitting over there making money and if all that money could be made then your mama your daddy your sister your brother and everybody around you will have that money and everybody out of my house everybody out of my car and if all that money could be made you're not gonna be sitting on the podcast talking to no strangers when when your mama still struggling that's not what you're gonna be doing cuz see when we real honest body ain't no money could be made other than what God gonna grace you to make and work that you finna put in and we know 9.99.9% people ain't gonna put in the work we already know that because we live in a microwave society and people want things easy people want it overnight and that's how we live and that's how we move and so now we sit here and the way you got to build today is you got to get you a podcast with a bunch of dummies and you got to sit there and argue about if a woman draws dirty or not and then the next topic is should a man have a halloween and then next week we're gonna be talking about should a woman wear a man's hoodie to her house when she leave and then the week after that we finna be talking about should men wash dishes and change the baby diaper and then the next thing you know we ain't got no financial literacy but scams and so now we don't want to just take no money choose the company that we see the most in our house and invest in that stock every paycheck or get us a ETF or IRA and just put the money that we could put in now instead we want a farmer scammer who did credit card fraud bank fraud to come on the podcast and tell us the illegal strategy to get money or tell us the barely legal strategy just about to be outlawed next week on how to get money instead of just aid use your gifts invest in yourself make a business around yourself what you good at what you passionate about what you know how to do package and sell that instead of worrying about dog on business credit because you got business credit but you ain't got no business sense so now you got a business credit card that got a $50,000 line on it but you don't know how to make $50,000 so you go to Lowe's and charge up $50,000 in material and equipment and the car required that you pay that off next month and now you can't pay it because you ain't got no business knowledge because you in a business that somebody else told you to get in but you're not called to that business you're not gifted in that business and then here your natural gift sitting right here idle not being used because you're talking yourself about your gift because somebody else got on the podcast and lied to you about the money that they making when the logo on that Gucci shoe is backwards that is not Gucci Gucci has never made that and that Louis Vuitton shirt that you got on is in not a single season but yet this plan that you engage sound good and it is done because all you got to do is identify your gifts your skills and turn that into a business and you find one customer at a time and that's your safe bet instead of running about credit because credit is basically that spell differently that's what that is so we weren't about the wrong thing and we so caught up chasing money and when we're not chasing money we chasing behind men chasing the behind of other men and that's why they so mad with women because they taking all this stress out on a woman because they don't want to talk about being termed out at five years old eight years old ten years old they don't want to talk about getting into that pornography and then being led down that rabbit hole of pornography to where they started watching a man power drive another man and then they start to have them kind of lust and feeling and that's why they talk to women and about women the way they talking about women sitting on that couch looking feminine and talking down about women because they want them a man and not realizing that a man who want a woman a man who got a woman could clearly see that they don't like women because if you like women and you into women and you are about that then you know as a man that you have the upper hand in a relationship because of how society has set up relationships so when you truly tap into your masculinity you're gonna end up feeling sorry for women and you're gonna want to be an advocate for women and you're gonna want to give women the game and you don't want to help women instead of competing against women but the reason why we got so many men competing against women is because the men feel more feminine than the woman because only a woman compete with a woman a man do not compete with no woman a man do not worry about what a woman supposed to be doing a man worry about what a man supposed to be doing and then when a man does what a man supposed to do for a household he realized that when God made a woman he made a woman for a man and he made that woman in love and of love and that that woman is going to reciprocate the love that that man leads with so a man don't have to sit a woman down and tell her what she's supposed to do and who she's supposed to be and how she's supposed to do it if he learned how to be a man but because we have very few men we now have been thrust into this conversation of men and women arguing with each other and what we don't realize is that the women have been turned out and taken advantage of from a young age and so that's why they sit there entertaining the arguments of these feminine men who don't got no woman and then we got men got the nerve to call themselves a relationship coach and they had a relationship or don't got no relationship but they want to facilitate a conversation tonight so that they could keep a check coming in knowing that the conversations ain't moving the needle and that's why they don't invite nobody who fit in the mood a needle because when they invite somebody who know what they talking about and who gonna give some sense they gonna realize ain't no need for no show like this because this is not rocket science so we ain't got to be sitting here having no conversation every darn night if we just do what we supposed to do now we could go get by our purpose and start working in our purpose and working for the kingdom still to keep having conversation by the inches on the dangling and inches on the hill but we see him spinning in circles watching every other race one laps round us and building generational work and buying up the block while we keep sitting he'll listen to real estate investors who ain't invested in no real estate telling us what we need to do in real estate and then the next thing you know everybody giving a money to somebody to buy some real estate and they come to find out the person they gave a money to what's not buying real estate they will buy calls with high interest loan and so not all the money is gone when all they could have did all they had to do a go to Google and learn how to buy their own house instead of giving somebody else who sleep talking by the house and this what we round here sitting round here doing and the next thing we know we're looking at agents and whites and Hispanic 18 years old with 250,000 dollars of cash sitting in a bank account or on the investment money market or our rail well a sitting there with all that money because we've been here worrying about scams and courses and this and that and all of this and spinning in circles and got everything and they got nothing and we're afraid to call somebody out the whole somebody accountable because that's the bishop so Bishop get up there bump his head and then tell the women that they can't tell no man about being no father because half of them ain't have no father and then we sit there like oh you could say a better you could say out it's still saying no the pastor supposed to be encouraging and uplifting speaking life not in your gaslight and triggering people by their trauma not having no daddy and then talk about oh anybody could take just a second take it out of context yet it ain't no context that half of y'all one raised with no daddy could be put in that's gonna make no sense other than it being triggering of the trauma but yet we scared to say something and then all we got all these theatrics when God don't need no theatrics God don't need you on those stage sitting no boat floating in no water to get the message across all you got to do a read the scripture all you got to do a read the scripture we don't need to see you up there with your lace front on as a man look there with your micro braids look there with your box braids and your dope blood chain on spitting in your hand and slapping it in your brother face doing pornography trying to get the word of God across we don't need that the word of God is already illustrated if you just read it to me I'm seeing here what I need to see because that's the power of God but see we got all this time fuller time fuller in theatrics and then what we become is sheep we become sheep and we become worshipers of man instead of worshipers of God and then we take and put man on a pedestal and then when the man who claimed to be a relationship coach come out that he been power driving and long stroking the women on the desk of his coaching sessions not everybody shocked and surprised not realizing that it was a red flag that a man is lifting that much weight and ain't in nobody's weight lifting competition because it ain't that much weight in the world to be lifting and you only be walking around here with no arms and no chest looking like no power lifter where you ain't doing nothing but lifting women up on your neck while you're cheating on your wife and then we got the nerve to sit here and listen to somebody wife talk about she was going up and down the steps sleeping with a man competing with other women and then we sit here and feel sorry for the spirit in this hill woman when her spirit is the same spirit that was in the man and that's why they attracted each other because how you feel sorry for a woman who has grown and knew what she signed up for so we sit here feeling sorry for that and now we want to go in and preach and still say hey listen the chickens came home the roots so now it's time to understand that and we don't need you on no podcast we need you in a prayer closet we need you we need you behind closed doors like the Bible say pray in private and do you some healing and raise them kids we'll need no podcast tour and we don't need no $5,000 coaching session when you just got out the relationship but we sit here and what they say what my man say we land on playing rock playing rock letting on up we bamboozling each other because we got people who ain't in here and selling a book of healing any hill and then we got people that is seminars charging for a revival essentially you got to pay 400 to $2,000 to come to a revival God don't charge to come to church if I'm coming to a seminar then I need you to teach me something about life I don't want to come to no seminar here nobody's speaking in tongues and in a scene in prayer if I don't have to pay money to get in here because the God don't charge for prayer but we yet we can't see the scam in that and we got the nerve to call somebody prophetic when really it ain't that it ain't that the person prophetic is that you want a life because they got Gucci and Louis Vuitton and on private jets with Birkenbags so now they prophetic but you just overlook the fact that they charge you $400 for a seminar ticket to come in there and speak in tongues when you could have went into your prayer closet and spoken time for free if you finna go to a seminar that you need to be taught something about how to walk out of there and make you some real money using your gifts and your purpose it sound like my car crunk up now I'm up here too late and I got a one-on-one idea and see this is the thing right here if we get caught up and we'll understand that if you were in your purpose in your calling you gonna have everything everybody else got but you ain't got to show it off you ain't got to flaunt it you ain't got to sell with no lifestyle so when you go on my page tell me tell me how many calls I got I'm not finna sell you with my lifestyle I ain't finna sell you what I with what I get for me from my hard work from my business creation because I don't want to sell you on my lifestyle by showing you all my material possessions to make you think hey do what I do cuz you gonna have what I have no cuz and you ain't got my work at it cuz one thing listen I could tell you what I did but you know what I can't sell you I can't sell you the favor of God I can't sell you that can't do it so you got you got to get into a position of what God say hey it's your season and if it's your season you'll need me or nobody else cuz guess what God them bless me and I don't have a mentor I don't have a publicist I don't have a agent I don't have a sister I work alone I work alone I work by myself I handle my own emails I produce my own stuff on here I do this myself that's the power of God people come to me and they look at me like oh man you got a whole team know that I work alone and then when they come to me and they think that because I'm humble and I'm country and I'm relatable that they finna book me for speaking in gaming for $500 no you finna pay me just like you finna pay the man with all that production and all them bells and whistles cuz you ain't paying me for my production on YouTube you paying me for the value and if I done took it out and tore it in the field and you finna sell a ticket with my name on it and I done built my name over the last decade and a half and you finna make money off of my name and my reputation and my integrity that I stand on from not being a scam artist from not cheating on my wife from not out here saying one thing and doing another you finna try to eat on my name you finna cut a check and don't think just cuz I got a country accent that I'm done absolutely not and matter of fact you about to pay me more than you to pay anybody you to ever broke on here because you in business you in marketplace and you in it for money so if you in it for money you finna have to pay some money now when you do some for free and you doing some based on purpose then I'm gonna be there for free and I'm gonna be there on purpose but if you doing it to raise money or to make money then you better come talking money cuz guess what like the Bible say a workman is worth his wages it double if he fight for so don't think that just because somebody serve God mean they got the pole mouth so just cuz you got the pole mouth also mean you don't have to worship mammon you don't have to worship material thing you don't have to flaunt material thing you ain't got to sell nobody on material you could say listen this is what this is this what is teaching you this how much they call ain't selling you no more than that ain't got ten hour worth of copy written on here ain't got 50 million fake endorsements it's is what it is it's it's lower than what it should be it's for you oh it's not that's how I keep it right now right now my course is 90% off it's 90% off you know why cuz I like to turn the industry on his head and the reason why it's 90% off because how much you had to pay for your salvation so I ain't trying to take and get somebody to enter they bank account for a course that if they really want to learn it themselves they could go out and learn it themselves the same way I learned it myself the only reason why it's a price on it is because I had to pay the price to get the knowledge so now you getting to skip the learning curve you jumping the learning curve and that's why you paying me but I'm gonna give you such a sweet deal that by the time you get through the course you gonna feel like you just robbed me and the reason why I want you to feel like you robbed me is because every single day I feel like I robbed my savior because I'm receiving grace and I'm receiving faith and favor that is unmerited so who am I to charge you $5,000 $3,500 I see people jump off the porch and go to charge a $5,000 for a course and ain't done nothing in business ain't done nothing in the real world they took one internet class and now they charge a $5,000 for a course and they had no real-world success and then here I am then touch millions of dollars and I'm selling the course for $19 and 70 cent but because of the way the world set up is what look like it's now about free like salvation we don't want it instead we want to bend over and get potent in the behind to be inside of a society to be inside of a secret organization but here it is your salvation free but you rather get potent in the booty to get invited to a party in Hollywood and you get that Hollywood put on you and now you got a little rest of your life feeling insecure and violated because you want to go to that man party in Hollywood and he put that pole on you and then here the Lord is sitting up here looking down at y'all over there in that room with that debauchery that Tom Fullery that Sodom and Gomorrah sitting over there the Lord looking at y'all like oh my goodness boy salvation free and you over there getting punished to be part of a secret society to be in a club you over there putting drugs in your body you over there slapping your mama you over there denouncing your friends and disgrace in your family to be invited to an event you over there condoning adultery here it is grown men seeing grown men cheat on their wife and kids and ain't mad enough to say brother ain't right brother they cool bro listen they how we supposed to be moved if you want to move like that and just be single if you why get married if you finna cheat on that one that don't make no sense bro just for just for that look just for that little bit of nothing you ain't never had no nothing you know how fleeting that is you don't know what that feeling is like you like you know power stroke and you know unless you're on the pills you're on the pills in the red bull and we see what that'll do to you we already know that ain't no recipe for success that's a recipe for disaster you probably that Viagra red bull that we know that finna lay you down early God forbid but yet we can't hold men accountable and say hey when you get married to be faithful hey when you get married be faithful because when you cheat on your wife you ain't just cheating on your wife you cheating on your kids and when your kid find your phone and find all that pornography in your phone and it was another looking to play a video game and then you got pornography notification popping up at the top but they mess around and know your code to see you put that code in and they get to that hidden folder and they see all the naked pictures from the women on your job now you them broke your kids for life just like that right there but see as men we don't want to hold men accountable because we want to be impressive to other men we want to be impressive to other men and then now what the devil raising up now he raising women who want the praise and adulation of men so we got women carrying the message of toxic men we got women who carrying the message of men who say single mothers is worthless who say if a woman going to date out the fire she need to be ready to have sex who say that if a woman over 35 she ain't worth nothing she needs to settle for whatever she could get but then we got women who say oh yeah he right he right because they hate themselves they hate themselves and then the next thing you know because of the division see this what you got to realize when you have like mind and you when you have like mind you could build stronger so if you get with somebody of your race they your race they your culture they're your religion you're going to be able to build a whole lot faster and a lot stronger than being with somebody that you got to learn everything about their culture everything about their religion everything about their race you going all the way backwards you starting to ground zero and now you trying to build up and you got to fight battle out the battle out the battle out the battle and you got to just fight with each other you got to fight with the friends you got to fight with the family so by the end of the day you barely accomplish anything but you went over there because you so-called got upset with the men of your race and now you want to have an exodus and so now you think that leaving the man of your race finna make your life sweet by going to a man of another race not realizing that every man gonna be a man he's gonna be a man in your face or he gonna be a man behind your back meaning that a man until he is renewed by Christ it don't matter his race you finna have a bag of trash I don't care if he white I don't care if the Asian I don't care if you Malaysian I don't care if the Indian so now cuz you hate black men you think a Caucasian man is your savior so now you thinking this white man your savior and you tired of black men because you the bump into the man who was not raised right didn't do right or it be one bad relationship so you give up on a whole race and instead of just giving up on a whole race by yourself you go start a channel and start talking about divestment and exodus and go to go to the white man and it's like no you go over there by yourself you go over there by yourself because every black man that know a white man know white men got just as much if not more problems than a black man and the white man ain't been through half of what a black man a mental but the thing it is is a white man could be a drunk and could be on cocaine and still could get up and go to work and make a million dollars because the color they skin already put them in a position to where they're not marginalized they're not discriminated again so a white man could easily be a functioning junkie a black man ain't gonna get that same grace so guess what I ain't never seen one race of a man better than another race of a man it's just the man that you choose and and how you choose to deal with him it don't matter his race you gonna have a mess on your hands if you don't recognize mess so if you ain't got to the point to where you got the knowledge to be able to recognize mess recognize red flags it don't matter the man color because the man that keep getting left in Hollywood is white jump Lopez had a lead man outlet a lot of these white men getting left too but not so all this is about is just about in your race but then when you go to another race you see they take pride in their race they take pride in their culture and they not hating each other and they want to come together and they want to build together because they understand that they got so much in common with a culture with a religion with a beliefs with a tradition that they're gonna be able to build a lot quicker and a lot faster but see we take and we made the hate ourselves so now the black man want to go outside they race the white man want to go outside they race and I mean the black man want to go outside they rate the black women want to go outside they race so before you know it the black race gonna cease to exist because we hate ourselves so much and we feel like we so terrible and we so trash that we finna go outside instead of standing trying to build each other up and hold each other accountable and teach somebody something and takes and take that from another race and what and see what they trying to do and so and it ain't even about being racist we think that because you take pride in your nationality in your race and what God made you that you have a choice to be that you take pride in that that mean you race that mean you precious but then somebody else take and do it and we got nothing to say about it but oh I respect it I understand it you know you want your daughter to be with somebody that they could get along with and that they got the same belief system they got the same traditions they got the same culture okay all right great and then we take and we do the opposite and we don't understand it and so listen we have to look at everything right here we got to look at everything that we see going on and you got to get to a place the way you spiritual enough the way you pray for discernment you pray for wisdom you pray for knowledge you pray for understanding so that when something is put in front of you you could see if it's real or fake and see the thing about it is for those of us there's real voices we're gonna be for the few we are going to be for the few because it's so many people on the broad road the broad road always gonna be overcrowded in a narrow road and so when you are in a narrow road you got to be comfortable being on a narrow road you got to be comfortable being called a simple being called a lane being called a seller you got to be comfortable being an outcast because you speak truth because you call a spade a spade because you ain't worried about being friends you ain't worried about pleasing man you were about pleasing God and the Bible say that do you want to please man and you want to plead God you want to be pleasing unto man who ain't got no eternity for you or you want to be pleasing unto your maker who holds your eternity in his hand and that's our problem right there is we don't want to call wrong wrong we want to see somebody do some have all the evidence against them and still want to haul a free R Kelly still want to haul a free Bill Cosby no it's too much evidence on you and it's too many testimonials and here it is it's a string of black women that's on here telling their story and we know good and well every last one of us have heard a black woman and we know it's countless black women that is protecting us and that is lying for us and that do not want to tell what we did to them because they don't want to tear down a black man so when a black woman finally get fed up and she open her mouth to tell her story you better believe her because every last one of us who done been out there in them screech and who done been that guy know that is black women that have protected us that have lied for us that have covered us because they saw what we was under already in this hill country so now we got women out here who is speaking and they telling their story and then we still dumb enough to say let this criminal go free instead of saying no let them sit down and get a lesson because he listen do not try to protect me if I take a stupid pill if I take a stupid pill let me get what's coming for me don't speak up for me don't do none of that if I take a stupid pill and it's a mountain of evidence let me sit and get what's coming to me and the fact that that's my mindset I watch my steps every single day and I leave my mistakes in my past and guess what every mistake a man can make every bad choice a man can make out of made it you hit me out of made it the only thing I ain't never done is mess with another man and that's part of the reason right now why the world is tow up because it's a lot of men that's out here messing with men but don't want to come out that closet like our killing Ronald Isley so if your butt want to be out here in some booty hole you need to come out that closet and let the women know that you is off the market and that you going over here the Sodomegamore to do what you want to do because you want your piece of behind but that's why we can't get no marriage is going because there's so many men that want them a man and and they don't want to say that they want them a man so they want to try to find everything in the world that's wrong with a woman oh the women today they did the women that they ain't that women that they ain't that how many other ways you finna tell me that you want some dangling if because it ain't if they if they ain't that then what your mama was what your grandma was they doing the same stuff it's the same thing so what in the world we talking about it is you finna shut up and get married and move the story forward and move your culture forward move your race for you finna keep making excuses about why ain't a woman good enough for you and then you want to listen to the pastors and then see here go the pastors the pastors go and do something stupid and then want to come pacify you with a sermon on it and not realizing that the devil got a silver tongue too and so now the pastor want to go and get married get married to a Jezebel spirit because he's not operating from the discretion and the wisdom of God he operating from his little head in his pants and so he married Jezebel spirit end up in a divorce they want to preach on the power of singleness when if you would have thought about the power of singleness before marrying a Jezebel spirit they would have the board they wouldn't be having to have this conversation so just sit down and shut up and say listen I was operating with my dangling I chose a Jezebel or a Delilah spirit and I paid a price and I got what I deserve but we don't want to say that we want to preach it away here go the pastor want to go and get married be married for over a decade have multiple kids with the woman then meet another woman who got more fame who got a larger platform who got more money so then want to divorce their wife and then talk about this woman over here if they soulmate no that woman ain't your soulmate that woman is your opportunity mate that woman is your come up so just say that you met a woman who bring more to the table that you respect coming to the table because you wanted a woman with connections and with fame and with money and with opportunity and with power who can open doors because you want to be famous and you want to be rich so just say that say I want to build my brand because if it's about love you could go through the Mike Donald drive through and you could get out one of them women that is working at that Mike Donald's and you could walk her down the aisle and you gonna have the best love you ever had because any woman that is willing to work at Mike Donald's is a wife because if you are that humble and you are that type of person that you're willing to work in a slum that you willing to go in here where they is in here with this poison you slip in a slide across the floor back there in the room you told your ACL your Achilles hurting and you back the flippin burgers then you in the line taking orders you can cut stock over this few dollar burger listen you are humble you are temperate you hear me you hard working you ambitious because you could have went and work that bit to our secret you could have went and work at Abacame and Fitch but you chose to go work at Mike Donald's so guess what that's a wife right there so pastor if it's about the love police officer president principle podcast if it's about the love you could have went to Mike Donald's and found love but yet you went and found a woman who is a millionaire and then you left a woman who not a millionaire so now what is it really and see we don't want to tell the truth see I got a wife and I've been married 16 years so I see the highs and the lows the ups and the downs my wife come home from from a girl trip with my sister she got up right away this morning and she went to work out I say well I say baby you got on up right off vacation you in the workout she say yeah I see this is a light up in the workout so I'm like okay here I am got a woman who say she got say you like look guess what there are so many women who follow me on Instagram who don't have no say you like and who got millions of dollars or hundreds of thousands of dollars so I could easily tell my wife hey this ain't working out no more you don't respect me you do this you do that you'll do this and that you'll do this and that I could make up any kind of narrative I want to and then I could go right over here to this here woman who got these millions who done got that body done three four times and I could start talking to her and I could get with her and that's what he meant doing today they is walking away from a covenant with a mouthful of excuses but if you're not telling me as a man that that woman slept with another man why y'all was married then under God you weren't supposed to leave because you was unhappy because you felt disrespected because she ain't cooking clean how you wanted to cook and clean come on now come on I don't want here all that only one here all that see we walking away from a covenant for opportunity that's kind of me and we got today and then we got women doing it too we got women walking away from a covenant because the man is not a fairytale the man ain't putting hands on the man ain't cussing on my but because I'm not happy ain't happy no more he don't get flowers he'll bring flowers home so you fit a walk away from a covenant cuz your man ain't romantic come on now come on I see we have been turned over to a reprobate mind and we don't even realize it we have been turned over to a reprobate mind when we were we them being fired we them in fire at the kingdom and don't even realize it and then we out here it ain't no it ain't no spirituality ain't no righteousness ain't no real leaders leaders is focused on money and fame how much money can I get how many resources can I get how many connections can I get how famous can I be what TV show can I have and that's what they were by the TV show that I just was on on MTV I didn't go for that I didn't go to that show that's okay to me and the reason why I did that show is cuz they working with couples and because it's not a script so I get to say what I want to say and a lot of them make the TV but yet that couple still heard me so whatever reason they had to come on now I don't care about that they came for the money they came for the famous you still got this hill truth and you're gonna have to hear this and you're gonna have to live with point blank period but I got called by 90-day fiance I got called by love at first sight I got called by all me now matchmaker I don't got called by all the shows and you know I turned down if it don't make sense I said I don't believe in a 90-day fiance I don't believe in marriage at first sight that is stupid why would you marry somebody at first sight what man y'all get on my zone with this nonsense man the world you think this is you think cuz I'm black I'm finna just and I'm country I'm just finna jump out here for it old kind of show the show don't make no sense you leave people down a black hole you leave people to misery come on now go on somewhere with this foolishness and see this what the thing is though people want to be famous people want to be rich listen I'm gonna tell you who God gonna use and who God gonna bless God gonna use and God gonna bless those of us who don't want to be famous and don't want to be rich you hear me cuz let me tell you something if I want to be rich I wouldn't be running on 90% off I want to be rich I'll be using my cash a I'll be using my resume and I'll be selling all my courts for thousands of dollars instead of selling for $19 if I want to be famous then I'll be having I have custom thumbnails on my YouTube video I have a description box that's long as a novel I have keyword tag that's long as a novel and I'll be doing every trick of the trade that YouTube tell you to do I'll do a single one of because I want my video to be who is supposed to be for ain't trying to catch nobody if you find me you find me and then if you come over here with wrong spirit I'm not worried about no following because I block people all day every day because if you come over here so on discord and you come over here talking crazy and you come over here working for the devil I'm finna block you and I don't care that the number's going down because I ain't worried about no number worry about the message because guess what it ain't gonna be too many people on a narrow road and see here the thing is we got so many faces we got so many scam artists there came nobody sit right there on the computer on the live and talk like I'm talking they got to have a script they got to have a no-cars they got to have a professional camera man they got to have a editing done so that after they finish talking and they say something that that might might have come out the wrong way they got to get it edited out because they got to be politically correct I'm live in effect I'm live in effect because I know who I work for and I trust who I work for and I'm gonna tell you something that's one reason right there that's one reason right there that a man know not to have my name in his mouth because he know I work for God and he knows that if he is in opposition to me then he know what he's saying and he know the wrath of God and so he know not to speak on me and he know that I might know more than more his business than he know and he know that if he say my name the wrong way and I go to talking it's all over with you hit me because I ain't even got to have confidence reality because I'm not no psychotherapist I'm not a therapist you hit me in my industry we self-taught so we we call to this some people just came to it so I could say like a canary if I wanted to they got no board they know it ain't no state certification in this ain't no accreditation in this you either call and or you not you gifted or you not you supposed to be here you not I could say like a canary but I don't do that because I move with integrity because I stand on my standards but see that's why a man know not to talk to me cuz the woman that he did a woman he got in the dark might be my client and he might have went to my post and seen him I like so he know that I could say like a canary and so that's why the thing is real recognized real but yet what the faith know the real to every demon know the name of Jesus every demon know the name of Jesus so it served me in that when you go to talking like this and see this why I try to tell you will God come to bring clarity the devil kind of brain confusion see God brought me to brain God brought me to brain clarity he brought the other man who's living all them waste the brain confusion he and the confusion looks so real that right before the man got exposed I started to believe on I thought I started to think he was working for the same God I worked for it literally for the first time ever I was about to be convinced by a car man because that's how the devil do the devil emulate see remember I told you that there are imitate life so when you watch the Marvel movies they got the they got the evil characters that could mimic they got the villains they could put on the face of the nice old lady from next door and come knock on your door and you open the door because you think it's miss Daisy and then miss Daisy come in and sit down and then whoa turn it to a monster see that's how the devil work in real life he'll take a brain somebody who look like a package they come in they articulate they got a silver tongue they talk fast they got no accent they got muscles they got everything and then millions of women millions of women I mean come in the devil the devil will run you up so now we got idiots we have dummies men who be calling me him 2.0 their name some scam artist and they call me that guy 2.0 don't realize that I was the first one doing this but see they don't know I was the first one given the game like this online on social media they don't know I was the first one because when you do it for God when you do it for real you're not sensationalized when you do it for real you not put on the blog sites when you do it for real you're not promoted and retweeted by all the celebrities who in a open relationships when you're not with the open relationships when you're not with the polyamory when you're not with all of that don't the celebrity want to have them do it because they in a debauchery when they have that snorting that powder and smoking that weed and you'll snort powder and you'll smoke weed and you'll pop pills don't celebrity have nothing to do with you because they feel judge but what they realize is that I ain't judging none of you cuz I ain't got no heaven or hell to put you in you got the word by God not me I can't do nothing I can't do nothing and my truth only gonna step on your toes if you walking out of line and all I'm trying to do is warn you before you meet your maker that's all I'm trying to do I ain't judging in the least because I'd have been out in the streets I'd have done my dirt ain't judging nobody but see the thing about it is a lot of people can't talk like I talk because they worried about being so composed so that they could get a brand deal and bump a brand bump a brand I am a brand and they ain't no brand because I'm working for the man for God so bumper bumper corporate engagement ain't worried about no corporate engagement I'm a shadow truth but I'm a shadow truth in God because I'm not worried about no corporate speaking gear ain't worried about that I'm not worried about the corporation said oh he to religious oh he love God too much we talk too much about God if they got a sense to know that I can't come in that I can come and motivate they audience without preaching to them and being religious if they're not a religious organization then that they lost they could bring in the scam artists who gonna come in there motivate their audience and then be knocking down all the women in that crowd sleep with them power driving them and then the women coming up oh the speaker you brought I connected with them for some one-on-one coaching that thing you know I'm just saying on the microphone and I just feel like I was taking advantage of because he was just you know so this and dynamic it in the corporation look like man we should have brought on a guy we thought it was too country too too religious we don't brought this man in here this man a wreak havoc on these women in this office now we got people residing now we got lawsuits but see that's how the devil move he going to mimic well God come to brain clarity the adversary come to brain confusion so there's always going to be a clone see God gonna raise somebody up he gonna raise somebody up in every industry and when God raising somebody up in an industry the adversary is going to raise somebody up that looks like a duplicate that looks like an identical replica the adversary gonna do that and the reason why the adversary does that is to divide the audience because if you got to choose between my my words that come from the Lord and then you got to choose from a decepticon who is saying Lord Lord but you're not even processing that this man who is saying Lord Lord is also cursing in the sentence before and the sentence after so where have you seen the Lord who is sacred be mixed with profanity but see we don't even have basic discernment to understand that a man of God is not gonna use profanity that a woman of God is not gonna use profanity because you do not mix the sacred with the profane that ought to be basic discernment and we can't even tell that we can't even tell that because somebody will sit down and tell us about our Bible they will sit down and tell us that God know my heart and God know who I am and God don't want me to move at a certain pace at a certain speed that's a lie God could change you overnight and if God gonna give you a platform he definitely giving you a platform to be confusing he definitely giving you a platform to be saying his name and then cussing in the next sentence he definitely doing that that is not the work of God because the Bible tell you God is not the author of confusion so God not finna have nobody that's sitting up there confusing people but oh well he well well he said God but then he said that he used to be abstinent but he's no longer abstinent but he's saying God and he's given relationship advice but he's single and he said that he's a very special man and that women fall in love with him very easily and that he's so amazing but why is he 40 and single if he not living like Apostle Paul because Apostle Paul was abstinent so okay he's saying God but he 40 and he's single and he's in fornication well I guess well I guess you know I can't judge nobody well I guess well what he's saying sound good and he went on he went on Louis House and he went on the table and he went on the other couch and so I know these men are smart with discernment so he must be of God I mean I understand that he's praying with the women and then born and Katie with him but God is a forgiving God so I'm just you know I'm just I don't know and so this is the discernment that we have and then so women come and argue with me and then listening to a single relationship coach if a woman lives to a single relationship coach and then come on block block and get out my face man don't come over here you just you up there worshiping this man that's cheating on his wife this man who left his wife for no good reason to marry into some money and fame and then you come over here and argue with me you work for the devil and get out of here come on now you got to live what you preach and so guess what when I go in the spiritual warfare if I fall into a place to well my temperament is off the way I'm going through a lot and I go to going through and my family start to feel that guess what boom God gonna hit me and boom real man hey you got to get it together you got to get it together come on now you got to get it together listen you you got to stay prayed up you got to stay in right standing you got to be a representation and see the thing about it is what I could be going through nobody can even know what I could be going through could never even come out but God gonna convict my heart and see this what people don't understand when somebody when somebody get exposed that mean that they they've been doing that forever that mean they got all the way complacent when somebody get exposed because God is a God of grace God the Bible say every man will fall short of the glory of God we don't get exposed for the first offense we don't get exposed for the second or the third or the fourth or the fifth offense when somebody get exposed they just have been turned all the way over to a reprobate mind they they all the way gone they lost all respect all dignity all integrity and they just went full fledged thinking that they thought to make a mockery of man or make a mockery of God and they go through all of that listen what I'm telling you hey this is Tony Gaskin the spirit just left the room I'm by the title of dreams I've been just relaxing and I've been traveling with my family and we've been all over and just kind of living life and I've been away from my work I had taken a little time to focus on my kids and help them do what they need to do and came to work tonight for the growth club our call so I figured hey I might well hop on here on this live cuz I had to retreat and then we had to go to London for my son soccer so we to come on him we done did over thank two hours I think that were the two hours and about two hours and 30 minutes so hey you missed any of this this invite to it now listen back to it get it seen spirit I want you to understand I want you understand ain't judging nobody I'm calling a spade a spade I'm calling not this this foolishness ain't judging cuz I can't sentence you but I'm warning you don't play with God I'm warning don't play with God now do not play with God you will get laid down in the spiritual and then in the physical you will get laid down if you're gonna say the name of God if you're gonna say the name of God you better do everything in your power to make sure the rest of your life line up with a name do not be out here saying the name and leaving people astray I'm warning you right now do not say the name and try to use the name for fame and for cloud and for access and for money and not have every single thing in your life lined up with that name of God or you are going to get laid down spiritually dead physically I'm here to tell you don't play with it don't play with it you cannot play in the spiritual realm because you will get deleted on either side you plan on you you could go play with the devil and you'll get deleted you play with God you definitely gonna get deleted if you don't have a repentant heart that's gonna repent and turn from your ways and walk in that grace you hear what I'm telling you because we see people who don't talk to God don't deal with God and they still get taken out and they don't so they sold to the devil they didn't get a life to the devil and he's still destroy him he still make a mock real because ain't no loyalty over there ain't no loyalty over there so I'm trying to tell you like this right here it's one way and this one way only that's the way of God it's a one way and it's one way only you don't believe that you you get in all this hell of foolishness you get all this nonsense listen you get in whatever you want to get it get into but don't play with God and don't speak against God don't don't play with it don't speak against it stay away from it stay away from it but the spiritual warfare real the spiritual warfare real I got to go through it I got to go through it because I'm a front-line so I got these spiritual bullet coming at me because I'm a front-line listen I see I see opportunity for temptation every single day but like the Bible say whatever their temptation there will be a way of escape but I see the opportunity every single day it's all kind of booty walking around here it's all kind of pretty women it's all kind of women got all kind of stuff going on and you know what they see this is what they see when these women looking they see that they passed out here in LA divorced his wife and got with this other woman who had more money and more fame and more platform they see the past in Houston divorce his wife and get with this woman who got more money more power more fine they see this past over here divorce his wife they see this relationship coach cheat on his wife they see this relationship coach over his single and knocking women down nailing them to the bed so then when they look at me they like oh well my body better than his wife body well I got my own he ain't got to take care of me he ain't got to buy me three cars like he say he bought for her I got my own I got our own I got my own bag you know my body looking good so if this man will leave and that man will leave let me hire Tony Gaston for a coaching session let me slide in that DM and strike up a conversation to see if Tony is interested in leaving absolutely not absolutely not you know me the only way I leave my wife is you cheat on and for me cheating and sleeping with a man and she sleep with a man and I find out and I got proof I'm gone I am go yeah unless the Lord tell me to forgive her unless the Lord tell me to forgive her because it's a state that I put her in if it's a place I put it in a lot of people don't understand that a lot of people don't understand that that that's possible that you could push somebody to a place and they could be so lost so hurt and so broken that they become vulnerable a lot of people don't understand that a lot of people we just say oh no you're grown you're adult and I've said that myself but I realized you could be pushed to a point to so if the Lord don't say that the error your ways this this is because what you did but guess what ain't married a kind of woman ain't married a kind of woman to my knowledge so guess what I'm not leaving because another woman got more money I'm not leaving because another woman pretty I'm not leaving because of another one about a better body I'm not leaving because the woman is a television executive I'm not leaving because the woman is Oprah I'm not leaving because the woman is Beyonce Laura Harvey Kylie Jenner Kendall Kim I'm not leaving because I could become a billionaire or a multi multi more of a millionaire than God and already blessed me to be I'm not leaving for that it got to be because of what she did to me and broke the covenant ain't leaving cuz the swinging booty and a sweet voice and that's what these men walking out for just cuz they tired because they this and that my wife don't be doing all that cooking and cleaning people think oh that cuz you got a good wife listen that ain't realistic to be cooking and cleaning all the time and doing all that and be flipping and tossing and always making love that's not realistic that ain't realistic when you marry a wife you marry a human being you're not marrying a robot you're not marrying no slave so it might be three weeks with no cooking because of our lifestyle it might be a week two weeks to where we really clean it up because of our lifestyle like everybody's situation different it might be two three weeks to where we slept together because of our lifestyle I get to bed I'm tired you see I read my eyes you think I'm gonna go home and want to get some cheese no I'm ready to go home and go to snowing I'm gonna be a ain't worry about getting over I'm gonna go give us on a sleep you said I'm saying so but see we had his mentality that the woman just supposed to be right here cooking a hot meal every day she supposed to be cleaning every day it's like this and the one we got my grains that one we got these kids on her that one got I'm gonna sleepin good cuz you snoring that one got all kind of stuff going on she's going through midlife crisis you got depression she dealing with all kind of body image issues she got all kind of hormones going on that she need this shot and that shot like that's a whole human being there ain't no slave that ain't no do-girl it's like you barely could do what you need to do you getting there you can't even make love to a right can't even talk to a right your breast ain't your musky it's like good try to be intimate with you got us you gotta smell on you wipe your booty right so not a woman's stomach turn but you don't know that you ain't think about that as a man you just think about what she's not doing so think about what you're not doing and that's our problem but see you know what my birthday March 8th that's International Women's Day that's the joke God played on me because God sent me into a space the way I start to seek to understand what a woman got to deal with what a woman got to go through and men call it simple but what men don't realize is that I was one of the worst husbands in the world what men don't realize is that I don't talk to my wife worse than any man could ever talk to his wife what men don't realize is that me and my wife and went through everything that what folk don't realize is that I know what I know because of what I had to go through so that what you got to realize like I'm not talking from no simp because I absolutely was a hundred percent dull chauvinist misogynistic everything that you want to be so I had a level of understanding I have because I had to go through that that's what you got to realize is that God take murderers and you murder God take the worst of the worst and give us the most wisdom in a space because we the ones that's gonna understand God can't use no good at two shoes man who ain't never did nothing wrong to come in and give enlightenment because he never had no women so we got men that look like this microphone flipped upside down sitting up there so what a man got to do and what we need to understand if that boy you look like somebody stepped on you you don't know what you're talking about when it comes to the women shut that mess up but you could pay a woman to take you serious if you don't hush and get off that podcast might looking like who shot John forgot to kill and get out of him man come on but see when God take a man who was the star athlete of the high school who had the eight pack who had a new car who had the two cell phones who got the two parents and and daddy is a pastor and he a poet he also a drug dealer he also a star athlete his body is where it need to be now you take that man that man got access to any and every woman in that high school and to any and every woman in that college and that's the life that I live so that's why I'm on this side because he men don't understand they look at me like oh he'll sell oh he this and that why I used to put hands on women when I was when I was in college getting all them concussions I was a dog when I come out of college I was an organized pimp God don't understand that I'm who I am today because God did a apostle saw to Paul with me don't nobody really realize that stuff for the people who really support me who really listen to my message that this right here got this message got blood in it didn't mention had to be got out the trenches I talked to a young man almost every day about what he got to do to win his woman back and when I talk to him and I tell him they'd be like man how the world you know all that man what you just said is exactly what happened I say cuz I was him well I'm telling you and I'll say this arrogantly I don't say that arrogantly when and when I go to talk about love and relationship it to me when I never ever hear a love and relationship question that I have to say I don't know because I done been through it all but not only did God allow me to go through it and grace me through it without losing my life without catching a life altering disease not only did God grace me through it but he allowed me the wisdom to take notes and to learn from it so that I could sit on here and I could teach from it so the thing about it is is I tell my story and there are people who working for the devil will try to use my story against me somebody got a video talking about Tony Gaston was a jiggalore how you know that you know nothing other than what I done told you boy woman you know nothing other than what I done told you cuz how you know that because ain't now woman that I don't ever dealt with them went on no blog ain't now woman that I never dealt with them been on the blog so don't nobody know nothing about Tony gas than what Tony got in the set I hit on mouth I say out my mouth what I need to say because you know why when you work for God you don't want to ride in like no knight in shining armor ain't trying to come in and trick nobody I ain't trying to come in and finesse nobody I'm coming in and let you know listen I was one of the worst I was one of these words before marriage and in marriage if you ask my wife my wife would tell you cuz he listen when I tell my wife I'd be like listen and I know I know I'm strong for you she's like job what you ain't strong on me so listen I know I'm so I know I'm a sense of what you know some magic man get out of here my wife will tell you that last thing out of it is a simp she'll let you know that I am the realest and most direct person that you gonna ever meet in your life and what my wife will tell you is that I will talk the same way to a white man who run the country to a black man who is in the streets taking lives it don't matter who it is I'm at you if it all like what you doing if all like what's going on I'm at you and I'm willing to go all the way by my and that's one thing that's gonna be told to you so with my wife having to learn how to deal with that and negotiating like get to a place to where she can take it getting that situation and influence that situation because she know I go from zero to a hundred and she know how I am and so that's why God gave me the woman that he gave me because she ain't gonna lay down and get ran over because because if she was soft if she were weak oh it would have been a disaster she had to have a backbone she had a house trip she had to be able to war in the trenches cuz God know what he called me to and when he called you to something you're going to endure spiritual warfare on levels that people can't imagine that what people don't understand but see everybody wore different me God allowed me to grace to deal with the go-through several situations ships in relationships so my war is not with adultery I'm not in the bit most even close to adultery my war is with taking a life my war is with losing my temper my war is end up going to jail because I got into a situation and hit somebody with a backhand and they ain't come back from it that's my war at this point in my life it taking my stress and my spiritual warfare I don't somebody physically because of being crossed or being done dirty that's it so I don't I don't war spiritually with women with dealing with women and by the chief everybody wore different I don't I don't war with embezzlement and being a fraudster and stealing money the law that gave me more money and I don't have more and spent more and done more and make more I'm not I'm not a person that want to scam people on the course and nothing like that what I have to worry about is my time what I'm gonna say how I'm gonna say it to my wife to my sons to my sister to somebody I'm dealing with in business and how that could ruin or damage somebody so I have to learn and I have to always constantly remind myself to represent Christ in my talking in my delivery in my temperament I don't I don't war with pornography I don't watch porn I've never watched the porn I've seen it like I done seen my teammates sitting there watching it I done seen it on Google when I googled a client who was in the industry I don't seem like that well but I never and this God be my witness and see listen I just told y'all about playing God I don't play with God I don't I do not sit and watch nobody porn that's what maybe 70 to 90 percent of men struggle with this porn that's not my struggle that's not my struggle my struggle is if you do something to one of my children I'm not a tight to go do no go fund me I'm that's that's if you steal from me I'm not a tight to call the police my struggle with my mindset and it could be from having thousands of concussions is I'll lay it out and so that's that's why I have to daily be reminded Tony listen the devil can't get you with these women but he could get you in a role rage he could get you if you get into it with his police this police could take your life you you could get with the wrong person and somebody could take your life because you went you went there in that role rage so see we all have to know what we tried it and I'm already been tried in some way somebody say vengeance Cedar that's right that's the word and that's why the Lord say vengeance is the mind say at the Lord because see a lot of people rap about it but they really not buy it that's why they put it in a song and so for me you have to know okay temper anger vengeance retaliation being I rate you know not not thinking before I do something because it'll go in an escalate teacher turn teacher try my child I go to talk to the teacher teacher give me a little attitude I've been bought the backhand a teacher now I'm arrested now I'm going to jail now I'm in the head lies celebrity life coach best-selling author and television host Tony Gaskins arrested on assault and battery for backhanding the school teacher who he felt disrespected his nine-year-old son and the backhand unfortunately caused brain damage and now he's being charged with a tent that murder that's what the Lord show me what I have to remind I'm not tempted by no woman ain't worried about that because I'd have been there done that I know what that feel like and I know that ain't worth it that ain't worth my merit that ain't worth losing my my son's trust and love and admiration ain't worth that so see what I want you to understand is that when I'm speaking on this stuff and I'm talking like this ain't talking from no perfect place because I got to be I got to be warned spiritually too because if I'm taking on the way to the world and I'm dealing with everything on the world if I what if I take all of that and I put that on my wife I could crush my wife with the weight on my shoulders and that could end my marriage my marriage could be ended if I don't stay prayed up and close to God my marriage could be ended over verbal abuse before it would be ended over adultery because of where I struggle so I have to be reminded and be prayed up so when I'm at the devil in somebody with a platform like myself who is misrepresenting God or who is leading people astray I'm not just talking to them and then not looking at what I got to work on before I speak on something I'm evaluating everything I got to work on and that's why I strive for perfection that's why I try to treat my wife like a queen and I try to treat my sons like truly sons of God and I try to even like right now like I'm a black man you know I come from this get how you live do do what you need to do do all of this but here I am it costs me thirty forty thousand dollars to take my son to London to play soccer and the soccer wasn't even all that like it wasn't even life-changing and it costs you know one way of flights was like I think twenty thousand dollars or eighteen sixteen thousand dollars and then the way back on flights was another eight thousand or something ten thousand so just going to London and coming back economy not even business class cost me sixteen thousand dollars so that's the kind of father and I ain't got that kind of money but I made it I figured it out and then him playing on the team was thirty five hundred then we got over the the hotels the last hotel that we stayed in that hotel was six thousand dollars for a night but I wanted my wife to experience that level of luxury because I want her to feel like a queen so I made it happen and so that's the level that I'm trying to love on and I do that intentionally because I also know how vicious and vile I could be if I'm not locked in with the Lord because my wife ain't got to worry about me cheating on she ain't got to worry about me being on but she could worry about she she would have to worry about having to deal with the spiritual warfare and the weight of me trying to carry the world's problems trying to be a voice for God and not having the energy and the wherewithal for her but I try to get him everything that they need everything that they want so my son to play in London last year he played in Germany before that he played in Italy now he got the opportunity to play in Portugal next month I ain't got the money for that we just did London but guess what I got to figure out Portugal because when my son get 18 or 22 I want him to be able to look back when he got to make money and he realized how hard it is to make money like he realized what how money spent and how money worked and he gonna look back and say whoa my dad did this for us and he ain't have Kevin Hart money and these celebrities with that kind of money ain't even doing half of that for their kids and my daddy did this come on cuz you know if they did it for a kid we finna see about it we finna see it online we finna see it on the blog so I'm on here behind the scenes and trying to make this it happen as a everyday guy ain't got no ain't got no check coming in no regular basis like that for no network or from those sports team or nothing like that I got to go and get it but yet trying to provide on that level and the reason why I'm trying to do that is because I want my family to see me struggle see me war and see me win but I also want them to know that I did everything in my power to love them the way God love me that I want them to feel a love of God to be not just a love that God get him but that I'm who God use to love them like they won't be able to believe in God if I can't represent God if I'm saying Lord Lord but I'm not representing it that's gonna that's gonna hinder their relationship and so listen we got to realize this we all in a struggle we all going through spiritual warfare but we have to be determined and dedicated and focus on growing and being better and learning and going to that next level point blank here hey I ain't mean to keep talking but it's beer had left room then came back let's have we got a little more to say cuz I had to clear that up because sometimes people think dad if you is talking about stuff in the world that you focus on what you need to be doing and learning and growing and all of that and those of us who call by God that's the first thing we're gonna do we already know that we're gonna hold other people accountable we got to hold ourself account got hit ourself with a true first hey God bless y'all we'll talk soon I don't know when I'll be back hopefully tomorrow Lord willing but God bless you and we'll talk soon y'all take care