 guys welcome back to another vlog I went on a walk this morning I got my coffee I got my nails taken off because I want to go back to my impressed nails and they feel very weak but not as weak as they should be because I've been getting dip for like years here's my Starbucks order it's on a highlight on my Instagram go check that out but I wanted to show you guys my updated makeup routine because I have changed a good amount of the products that I've been using or I've gone back to like OG holy grails so we're gonna do a little a little classic to check it ready with me with some of my favorite product the worst part about doing my makeup is red I don't know what it is like wedding my beauty blender it just like makes a mess you know and I clean it a lot this one's new anyways today's Tuesday yesterday I was sick I honestly was hungover on Sunday I thought it was just a hangover but I was like really hungover and I will say like I don't drink like I drink often but I don't drink a ton often I watch what I do I normally wake up and I like I'm fine but no no no not this week so anyways that was rough I'm gonna start with my milk hydrogel but anyways I think I was also sick though because I don't go in don't worry everyone but because I was sick yesterday and I was actually just sick someone that must have been what it was I have been using this milk primer that I actually really like it's a hydrogel primer I like anything that's hydrating and I right now I die for the rare beauty is it what is it called tinted moisturizer eliminating moisturizer positive light tinted moisturizer has SPF 20 in it I always put an SPF on before we're super group you guys know the drill are through my skincare so good I have it in two colors this one is for when I have like literally no channel which is right now and this one is for when I'm self tan but this tinted moisturizer is like gonna be my product of the summer I love her beauty by the way this is not sponsored I wish I love her beauty so much they have the best products like so much of what I use my everyday routine is actually rare incredible they have the best foundation great concealer the best liquid flushes the best flushes in general like so good so anyways I was so excited to try this and I love it it's actually really hard doing my makeup with long nails that have nothing on them because they're so weaker now tonight Moxies is taking me and Presley it to a stars game Presley's like one of my best friends in Dallas we grew up together but we both love hockey she's really love hockey so immediately I called her so we're gonna have Moxies in the city there's three locations but I'm going what is this to the uptown one and then we're gonna go to the stars game after which is gonna be so much fun we love stars games we took her one for her birthday and we just go whenever we can I just like need to know why these breakouts are just like being stubborn like I talk about it in every vlog but I just like I don't know what's going on guys this is a kind of out-of-order but only as a cosy brow gel I always put on bra gel just like randomly it's just clear bra gel to like kind of keep them up a little bit and then today I just need to get a bunch of work done I ended up organizing and kind of cleaning last night when I started to feel better and God because you know you just like been laying around and like you just so worst feeling in the world so how to fix that oh I've been using this Revlon color stay skin awaken caffeine about it and see five on concealer this is in the shade O2 I think it's oh maybe it is a shade I always thought it was just like the highlight option like you know I'm like always like a highlight option of concealers anyways I really pick you under eye concealer I think part of it because I don't know how to actually apply it but I do really like this I got this at an event with Revlon and this is probably like my favorite concealer I've used in a very long time a little bit goes a long way I like that it's very like highlighting highlighting like I'm just like more really more relatable when it comes to makeup because like I too have no idea what I'm doing you know what I mean sometimes when I'm really feeling it I'll put like a little bit of setting powder under this is like more of an easy everyday makeup look I probably wouldn't even I wasn't filming and shooting stuff today I wouldn't even be doing my makeup until later and I will not be redoing my makeup because I hate redoing my makeup at night like I don't have time for that I'm looking weeknight at least you know just like a lot of effort being a girl is a lot of effort like it's actually a full-time job literally but you know what I mean this is a product that's been staying in my routine the milk makeup bronzing stick I would kill to finally have my hands on this really tell everyone but I still haven't got my hands on I check every time it's for if any of you gotten it how did you get it you know my clothing brand the okai launches on the 21st go follow us if you guys haven't already put the notifications on sign up for text because the people the first 100 people who sign up for text and like emails get early access so you want to make sure you're doing that I'm so excited it's crazy to do and you guys have the pattern app because it's actually wild I was reading this in an like I really haven't been on the pattern app in a while look it's like I'm used to go down on it when I was like really down bad but I just kind of like forgot about it even though it's actually the craziest thing and it has like life patterns right in mine currently that I'm in our like divine life partners with that doesn't have to be romantic it's like in every other way which I would agree with especially in the past few months of my life and then also new chapter which what's crazy about the new chapter thing is you guys know I'm considering getting another place of natural I could try for a month hate it and like completely go back on it but it's so interesting because my new chapter started in March 27th which is when I really started talking about it and then my by the way this is the bronzing brush and I've been loving Sephora 80 just told me to get it it's the best brush ever I've been going back to an OG and ours is gonna bronzer so good if I were to get a new lease basically I would start it like January 2023 and the pattern cycle ends on January 1st 2023 is not crazy I'm just saying it can also just be the okay I mean like who knows like who even knows if there's you know it could also just not be real but I'm just saying like that was kind of crazy let me know if you guys want me to bring back my like random long chats in the vlog stuff that they really love much but like I just always have random things I've been thinking about this a lot like we blow like oh things come when you're not looking for it but like if you're not open for it they don't come and I wouldn't say I'm not open for relationship but like I wouldn't say I'm open either but I was thinking about this like how many of you guys that are like either with a partner or married like what emotional state were you in before because like I cannot even imagine being with someone or meeting someone like I just feel like almost like my mind doesn't work like I can't be with I don't know how to describe it it's like very crazy and I'm sure if I met the right person that would change but like were you guys like ready and waiting were you like actively going on dates and really trying or did it just like naturally happen for you it's gonna have to naturally have it from here so I'm not gonna do it oh by the way this is the best combo ever Margaret showed me the combo blogs I know I've been in blogs recently it's the rare beauty liquid blush and the shade happy and the highlighter and the shade out shine and I just do I I definitely didn't do it in the right spot just now but anyways you do three dots of highlighter two dots of the blush you blend it together and it gives you this like beautiful glow so especially if I was just doing like let's say I was going to like the lake with friends or something and I just put on like less than the tint of moisturizer in this that would like be my makeup look because it's just like so dewy and like such a pretty look so anyways let's see here next week I'm actually going to Austin also we're really catching up going to Austin to record with the skin confidential which I'm really excited for obviously I love them obviously they didn't they didn't like actually start my podcast but they kind of did because I was the first show that dear media like developed fully meaning that I think I was like eighth with the network but I was the first one that like started as a dear media show so I've been with them since the start and I feel like all of my hard work with the podcast has really been paying off recently like we're doing so many merch things live shows are coming like we're just doing a lot but with that being said it was talking a little bit about like imposter syndrome it's crazy because I don't feel like I I feel like I honestly err on the side of confidence more often than not but when it comes to like a live show that just like stresses me out not even because of the show because of ticket sales I'm like alright is anyone gonna come like I'm confused we're doing one early summer in New York so if you guys are in New York comment below if you come to a live show and also comment below if you could also get five of your friends to come to the live show because I am genuinely really worried even though I know I shouldn't be because I know like stats and numbers and all that I shouldn't be that worried at all but I am so if you can come and you can bring five of your friends 15 of your friends even you let me know but anyways I've also been using this Ilya mascara I replaced it actually and I have a new one of my car that I keep forgetting to bring inside store my life but it is so good I've also recently brought back an eyelash curler into my makeup routine because I haven't been doing that and yeah I don't know why I stopped because it makes your eyelashes obviously look so much better oh my god I got Botox again last week oh my god it's like me it's so much better than it was now that I'm looking at it um they say it like really doesn't fully show for two weeks some of my mind is like kind of this show I also am just like not the most critical of myself like physically wise so I don't really notice that many changes until I like remember to look if that makes sense like I'm not like staring at my forehead every night so I probably am wrong I'm sorry short also I'm wearing a really cute year of our set my favorite one that I wear all the time I will be doing an entire spring cleaning vlog soon I need to get rid of so much stuff in my house like I have way too many hoodies and sweatshirts that are like covering this closet and it's like what like I don't understand I'll put my bunch of clothes in here and like go to spring but even like spring stuff in here that I'm like I'm not gonna wear that like I don't know why it's been so difficult for me to just get rid of stuff so I need to set a timer for like two hours one day and go crazy like I need to get rid of half of everything that I own and either donate or get to friends because it is out of control also I'm posted a photo on Instagram the other day and I got a lot of questions about lip combo my lip combo actually wasn't even a lip combo it was the lip and blush it's like super pink like way too pink you know but I kind of like it because my look these days is Barbie so I'm kind of into it anyways but I also put I'll show you my actual lip products when we go downstairs and whatever I've been not using the right brush for this but I just need my hair to be like fine I need it redone really bad it's getting redone next week and then I'll feel a lot better about it but it's just like with the extensions it's so thick it's such a pain to do every day you know I will say it does look better but it is a pain to do and I just like don't know if it's fully worth it for me because I'm pretty lazy so anyways that is my updated everyday makeup routine I'll show you guys my little combos downstairs but here we go I'm gonna change and get ready for the day I might do a little bit of meal prep too thank you guys a lot it's my work from home outfit of the day at my top of skims this poplin is the okind the jeans are Abercrombie shoes are Prada and then also I got this new watch look at my new watch it's actually so cool and it's gonna match the next step for the okind so well I'll link it below it's actually a family friends company but they are incredible I love them I got one for my brother for his birthday too and I just like haven't been wearing watches in the recent years and I needed to add one so anyways I'll have it linked below and then I also have a 25% off coupon this isn't sponsoring anything but if you guys want to check them out also great gifts for girls and guys but like so cool the green is awesome this is actually a men's watch I like either really chunky watches on me or a super thin one so anyways this is a men's one I'll have it linked below all right guys you know when you're just like anxious on the afternoon that's how I'm feeling right now I've just been filming a ton of stuff and I just need to get it together but anyways we're meal prepping a lunch that I love and I love having and I used to have like last summer all the time I have way more chicken than necessary I'm also gonna film a reel as we're doing this so you guys are really just getting the BTS but it's just like chicken tortellini cherry tomatoes mozzarella balls and a pesto so here we go chicken tragic tragic tragic tragic tragic tragic tragic tragic tragic next we have the four I'm actually already made a reel of this now that I'm thinking about it this tortellini is already cooked tomatoes these are really big sugar palm tomatoes then mozzarella balls which are like literally my favorite thing ever I die for them so good and then we have pesto as much pesto as you want you're gonna drench it in pesto essentially I'm not even a huge pesto girl but what this I am pesto so good and then you're gonna mix it mix mix mix mix mix mix mix mix mix mix mix and then you have the best like lunch meal prep it's so easy I honestly normally make it a lot better than this but we're just really trying to get by today getting things done and now it looks beautiful okay like look at that absolutely incredible obsessed love that alright guys just getting a little anxious sometimes when I'm working from home at mid-afternoon I will hit like a mid-afternoon slump and then things just aren't working well for me and then I get anxious so I decided you know what I'm gonna do I'm gonna go upstairs gonna play Chris table 10 I'm gonna change this is my new outfit for tonight and tonight I'm going to the stars game I have a like one piece on I think this is girlfriend collective Azara laser and then I have just my go to black Harley Davidson boots I'll wear my volunteer on the bag with them right now I might be anxious because this is the mess in my kitchen so we're gonna time-lapse this really quick and get this together I'm literally eating that out of there like that is how you know I'm down bad today I'm down bad guys it's okay I'm not drinking enough water drinking water solves all your problems I just want a mini walk I'm playing country music let me mute this really quick I'm gonna take my CBD soft child's I don't know why I didn't think of this before this is always my go-to also I might make up somehow looks so much better than it did two minutes ago but anyways I love these equilibria not sponsored daily soft shells they're really incredible and I use them all the time my family always steals the rest of it for me but those are my favorite anyway so here we go I just know I'm gonna feel better I just ordered a juice and a smoothie because it'll make me just you know just one of those days so anyways we'll work get back to it all of you know working out what can you do say I feel like a new person after my CBD I'm sorry about my freak out sorry they had to see that guy so anyways um it's crazy what happens I just had a juice land delivered been really loving this lately I got a green juice and a smoothie because whatever reason like I just I don't know I feel like I just like needed more but I didn't couldn't like think about eating more food that makes any sense like a smoothie I felt like we just be easier I really don't know I don't know I just want okay so anyways I'm also just making some tiktoks because tiktok is fun to me and yeah I'm feeling good about life right now so I made a really cute one that's like kind of emo you guys she can follow me on tiktok at Kenzie the Texan I don't have to leave for the game for a bit I think I have another we're going to dinner first but I think I have another probably like hour and a half so I might just like get the rest of my work done and then we'll be heading out but I actually really like my outfit for something I like threw together it's very like feel like Kendall Jenner wore this I made it popular and here I am now I'm wearing it I'm not Kendall Jenner but here I am alright guys good news I have a sneak peek for you how cute right changing up the color but still cool also I'm not like trying it's just happening anyways we're doing a little bit of a book talk do not forget people how many videos a week do you guys want for me I would love to do too it's just very hard to keep up with but like to me I've never really done one video a week ever so that makes me feel like lazy and bad but I just like I don't know how many videos you guys want for me a week anyways really a little good reads update I am on my 15th book of 2022 my goal is 60 last year my goal was 10 not 10 my goal was 100 and I hit it I exceeded it thank you very much so I feel like most recently obviously the past five books that I've read the parents apartment by Lucy Foley this is a book club book of ours I just didn't like it honestly I just didn't like it at all then I read Mallory Irvin's book she's coming on the show we just recorded living fully dare to step into your most vibrant life love that book so inspirational and she is just good to the to the core of who she is you know what I mean next hook light and sinker which is our book club we meet April 13th at 7 30 central for our book club and we are currently reading hook line and sinker all you have to do is join our Geneva chat which is always linked below and there's a book club room and then you'll see it and everything's there I read the restart roadmap with Jason Tardik that episode already out actually I recorded with him that book is incredible especially if you're in your twenties and you're just confused and lost and you don't know what to do definitely read that and then most recently I just finished happy people are annoying by Josh Peck which was a five star read for me so good it's crazy how relatable the book was when like he doesn't live a very relatable life adored him loved him thought it was incredible 10 out of 10 I'm currently reading Joseph Silver's new book and actually my friend Victoria she's a writer for New York Post we actually know how do you know but I thought she's my friend's medium anyways she wrote an article about me and the New York Post which is like so crazy anyways she's the writer and I actually did get bored with the other book last night and then I started that one because that's like the next on my list to read and it's based in Dallas which I love and it's super cute I'm already like I think 20% of the way and I'm not really sure exactly but feeling great about that I'm feeling so much better thank God I love the lip product that I'm using right now I'll just tell you guys what it is I'm assuming other questions watch like literally November's in care it's the bare minerals no stop it's Laura Mercier I love these new products it is said by the way and it is rose syrup 190 it is so good okay 10 out of 10 because there are tears in my eyes it might sound crazy but clearly I'm just anxious this week and not complaining okay listen I'm sorry I just have been ball of anxiety okay but had a great morning woke up early the game last time was great I woke up early wanted to walk and then I was like still not feeling my best like it's not that I'm like sick sick it's like it's like a hormonal thing I know what it is anyways so anyways I didn't go to Pilates because I was like my body is to rest so I went on the treadmill and then the treadmill like there was like a shortage of my TV my treadmill turned off and then like I couldn't move the shelf because it was too heavy so I separate over and then we're trying to fix it and then also I noticed my wife I isn't working and then I noticed that the time is off so like I think it stops last night I don't even think it was with that so then we were like trying to work it out with AT&T and like I had so much to do today and basically it's just like set me back on work which is fine deep breaths I might go outside and do a little meditation because I saw the film stuff and I still got to get some stuff done today Jess and I are recording a podcast this afternoon but I just need like Chris Stapleton playing in my house and you also need Wi-Fi for that so anyways it's just been a little bit tragic if you do ask me I'm not trying to be negative I just like you know what it's one of those days where like everything like I gave you a list of like two of the five things that are wrong right now and I just like need to get things done but I feel especially because I was sick Monday I just feel so like behind on stuff even though I'm really not that behind but I just feel behind anyways putting on the supplies because it makes you feel better you know like that's gonna be good and like you need Wi-Fi for literally everything so that's super unfortunate oh also little home update we decided to try to do this earlier when South was here and like that is just too small for this area I think I just need something that's like more horizontal but like we'll see for the time being I'm gonna keep it and that'll probably put it upstairs in the hallway or something because I just love the piece and it's very me I also want to get one of those nest things or like whatever it is that makes like that replaces that so it looks better and I can control it on my phone I'm just like random stuff but anyways happy Wednesday very realistic week of my life you know like there are obviously so many bigger issues in the world but it just like it all it'll happen at once so I'm I'm sorry everyone I just totally fell everything fell off that's what I get for complaining like I'm just laughing at myself at this point it's just embarrassing currently filming outfit content for the O kind right now just wearing the Dallas top in like an outfit for Pilates this is gonna go up on our TikTok so I'm just making you do I'm having a better time now you know I'm getting over myself feeling you know better better about that for sure I just shot so much for the O kind to talk be sure to go follow guys it's actually great stuff I can't even really edit this though because I need Wi-Fi to like download the music that I want so what I was getting fixed between 4 and 8 and just and I recording tonight I think I'm just gonna I think what I'm gonna do is just do a lot of the computer work that okay this is not happening I give up do a lot of the computer work that I was supposed to on Friday and then maybe connect to my hot spot or something so I can just get that stuff done this will never get less crazy to me our tag and our clothes so we're doing this I'm really just I'm feeling good I'm feeling better we're gonna get this show on I might have to go work somewhere I really don't want to but if I have to that for a second it's like nothing in the world obviously good news is that I decided what rug I'm gonna get because I saw a random person on TikTok that I don't know post with it and I thought this is cute this will do I'm yet to find a chair to replace this oh my god guys how slanted is my vlog this week so I'm just gonna measure let's do I need a six by nine or eight by ten you know I feel like I need a six by nine like an eight by ten would be too much yeah I feel like six by nine so that's not gonna be full of that right don't you just think because by ten yeah that's just too big okay six by nine which is good because that is cheaper I love that for me what great news all right I'm gonna go work at La La Land for an hour or two just to get these videos edited because I want to have everything done by tonight oh this is a cute background what if I just like surf on here oh hi bub oh my gosh we have been having just the most best cuddles ever he's just so sweet and so perfect look at Coco you just the sweetest thing ever so we're gonna go to La Land get some work done so I can have it done to show Jessica tonight do some emails of random computer work so I'll feel like a little bit accomplished I feel like that's gonna make me feel a lot better also I really like that back there really add something I need to get another basket for blankets too it's another thing I'm doing right now just you know we're all over the place I just did a book matchmaking like IG story thing obviously Instagram I'm gonna do a little unboxing I have a package from Loops this is very exciting okay with a five face mask I love loops oh my god okay beautiful five big sheet masks I'm assuming so I'm very excited for this oh my god I ordered these hangers like four hours ago and they already have arrived guys I have another Abercrombie haul I'm so excited I literally sent these selects like two days ago and it's already here it's crazy I am the biggest Abercrombie fan like I literally live in the Oak Island skims in Abercrombie it's like all I wear I got this dress but I also have this in pink it's just this like super cute summer dress I will link everything below I just desperately need really thin light dresses for Texas heat in the summer like it gets so hot especially when you're going out and the trick is just wear a very light thin almost like dainty dress not like that honestly is be like probably strapless um you could wear that though be fine but or and then I wear cowboy boots but I also wear like little small I don't like a sandals so I like like a kitten you know soft fits this is a cute little jacket though for spring because obviously it will be cooler at points okay to wear this now and I just thought it would be cute so that's fun I got another dress I'm pretty much gonna wear all of these this week and I think I'm actually going to the lake this weekend so we'll see this one it has like this cute tie-up but like dresses like this are perfect for Texas summers like that is everything I could ever need I think about the exact same dress in black as well yeah I did I figured this would just be like the perfect like little black dress for summer so cute especially with a tan my hands are always fake but uh you know oh yeah I thought this was so cute guys look at this dress I clearly really like blue right now but I just thought like amazing again all with cowboy boots obviously or kitten heels then I got this I think this is the pink plunge dress this one will be interesting it's like a little bit nicer but I thought it was cute so again in the spring and summer I live in dresses and then this is like a little bit more businessy which I've randomly we're getting asked to like speak at things so I figured it would be good to have away so I got this I like how about the matching skirt but this is kind of like convenient and cute and then a matching blazer I have like quite literally 15 different blazers but so cute easy to wear again with cowboy boots or a kitten heels so that is it for my unboxing haul I do have a new cowboy hat coming soon but I don't know where that is so I don't know how those Amazon hairs got here so quick I've been drinking out of my brotherly house life like mug I drink water out of here every single day it's linked below these are still available we only have I think a few smalls left in the clothing but we have hats, totes, and cocks or like the mug things available check it out I'm going to vlog on Friday because Wi-Fi keeps getting pushed it was just you know needing to revamp tonight so I have my loops face mask on which by the way is the best thing ever AT&T is coming in 30 minutes to fix my Wi-Fi I have a recess in a wine glass and I'm gonna go through and get rid of a bunch of stuff in my closet and I'm gonna feel so much better about it and then I'm gonna donate it or give it to my friends and it's just gonna be very fabulous also my new hangers are here so I can go through my sweats just gonna be spring cleaning the start of spring cleaning but I've been needing to go through my clothes for like a while so thank God you know anyways recess so good but like due to see the quality of the space mask it gets unreal there's the clothing before which is just actually insane I am fixing this and redoing a lot of it so the clothes will at least be organized just give me like 20 minutes I'm setting a timer much much better in nine minutes guys like nothing even crazy this isn't even my extreme spring cleaning thing I definitely went through things I have a section for merch now those I'm gonna give it a few more weeks and then my dresses my sweaters will switch so when all that happens that'll be more of a spring cleaning vlog but oh my god I mean I feel so much better it's unbelievable I'm gonna go ahead and move some bags and stuff around and then some towels but it's gonna be like incredible alright so most of these are donations a little bit is trash you walk in here this corner is so much better it's not perfect yet so much better I feel incredible my new clothes and then a few coats that I just haven't moved over are all here so I can just like grab for the new stuff oh my god I just like I can't even tell you how much better I feel I was so anxious and cleaning and honestly my wife like that I just I feel good of a person also still need to replace that way I forgot about that but anyways that art piece or whatever print not these but it's gonna go on this wall which I love I think it's gonna make it feel cozier I always keep this blank just cuz it's you know only like mirror pictures of outfits and stuff but I didn't do that and replace these two lights so gotta figure that out happy Thursday guys it's truly been like a maintenance day woke up went to Pilates then I got Vacha from Vox Trot just went to my laser appointment update on laser literally my appointment you are listening to Rolls-Royce podcast with Katie correct my laser appointment was 1040 it started at 1040 it's 1048 I'm in my car I was out of the appointment by 1045 takes five minutes I'm getting on my Brazilian it's not that painful it's nothing like a Brazilian wax even like at all they don't even compare and I go to sub laser if you guys are wondering it's not sponsored I'm paying for myself I just like really like it so now I'm gonna get my nails done I have therapy after I need to do some car stuff and then tonight I'm like filming like a night routine sit so here we are I'm wearing my cute pink vest so I'm pretty sure I've worn this exact outfit in Prana slides but like it's just so cute you know got my nails done really simple basic I kind of feel like I'm in the fifth grade this is just what I needed and what I wanted right now so I'm actually about to start a new kind of therapy EMDR EDMR EMDR I'm pretty sure I said I was starting last week and we didn't have starting last week I'm starting it today I'm a little bit nervous I'm never nervous for therapy but this is just different so I'm not even sure if I'll vlog after I might just be like emotionally exhausted she told me to like not schedule things after these appointments so we'll see I might be talking to you guys in the morning but I am starting that today and I'm scared but it'll be good for guys I am dying at her right now oh my gosh yes Coco work it Queen work it anyways therapy was good I'll talk to you tomorrow hello happy Friday everyone been working I hung up some stuff as you guys saw today is a work from home day I'm wearing the Dallas top available April 21st white t-shirt Abercrombie jeans slides I'm gonna get Jessica later and we're gonna record actually the oh coming oh coming oh kind launch episode I have also looking at sauna as I want to get an infrared sauna for this house so bad oh another thing guys I ordered this pot like quite literally less than 24 hours ago and it already arrived isn't that the craziest thing like I have questions so I love the our place pan as you can see it's right there I use it all the time so I wanted to get the pot and I mean it just looks beautiful make some use all the time I also like the charcoal so I'll link it below I really love this for cookware 10 out of 10 would really truly recommend also guys we got some look at how cute that is crazy right and then we got some other stuff get ready for like a June drop for the next property house with drop action this is probably gonna be everyone's favorite so far by far it'll be everyone's favorite so anyways getting worked on eating some lunch drinking some water really living life right guys Jessica's here she got through her back out so she's been in better shape so the samples are it but I'd like this one more in person when I saw it and I was like oh maybe I'm second-guessing it but Rebecca also said this one we can ask him the genie of a shot though can you try that one on like with your shirt on yeah that the green ones dinner yeah but that's gonna look better with matching shorts that's what I was thinking too yeah definitely the same oh it is well it's not oh it's good yeah it's great I would also like to add if possible like some sort of thing to this for the okay should be stitched we're gonna have a little chat because we're about 13 days out from launch as of right now we're launching April 21st so I don't know when this video will go up we just recorded for two hours I think the episodes are really great I honestly think just because it's better and I was way funnier on her up so it was like immediately I was funny I don't think my podcast like for weirdly enough like makes me less funny I'm funnier than other people's and I don't know why I'm like that I like overthink it more on my own show but like we're just kind of stupid because like me being funny is like beneficial you know so anyways how are you feeling my back hurts really fucking bad we're talking about the launch I'm really excited I'm really excited but I'm like kind of nervous yeah like guys be honest are you gonna buy stuff wait yeah like like I need I need I need five people to be like yes yeah I just like it's a lot I'm just like really you just you know it's a positive price point of things that I normally sell of like I know obviously like Brebening housewife stuff sells like crazy because it's Brebening housewife and it's cheaper and this is a legitimate clothing brand so it's a different endeavor right it's totally different totally different this is one that we want and like Nordstrom like it's not a merch line so obviously like the qualities way better and the yeah well they're also different items careless you can't really compare the quality of the tube but like obviously this quality of what we're doing is really really really great and we made it as cheap as possible without sacrificing but anyways it would really make my whole entire life if you guys boss at your place really will use I love you we're writing handwritten notes for the first launch so maybe that'll make you incentive to buy we're writing nice things on the back of everyone's little thank-you cards we have to know I'm just thinking about it because like if people don't buy as a set like that's actually a lot of orders okay well everyone so it's just like I feel like this time of years like everything's picking up so quick I'm traveling a lot you're a lot like there's a lot happening like the week of launch weekend and the next weekend and the only two weekends at home for like the next six or seven weeks yeah I'm gone so much in the coming months it's like okay let's go okay well I'm excited I'm not I am like nervous but I also feel like it's gonna be fine can see the landing on the fact that I've been manifesting for the past six yeah that's the thing that calls me when I'm stressed out I just think like just because I'm manifesting this for like a really long time so and like positive things have been spoken about things like this over yeah that's so true like so many people have said something like this will happen to us and we'll be successful so I'm also laying on that the thing is to like I for brooding housewife stuff like we have more units and I sell that out but it's different because it's brooding housewife yeah you know what I mean it's like such a niche thing you know it's just I don't know I think because this is fully on us whereas like with preventing housewife there's like a team behind that right right right like we're just doing all of this yeah I'm like there's so many other aspects of that they're just not product I don't know it's really nice running a business is really hard yeah it's also really expensive we give you the actual podcast episode we talk about actually how much money we put in yeah it's honestly it's so hard to like comprehend when you're not doing it yes and that's what people think like oh my god they want a top to be like even like $50 it's like no like if we want we want and it's not fast fashion like we're not like being wasteful we should have also included that part like I think we're not buying excess it's not fast fashion like right right right it isn't like you can just they're like they're like literally made to order recently yeah like you can't just well not technically made to order because we have we bought yeah but yeah like we're just not being wasteful we're doing what we can we these this strap was made in the US which also by the way I'll talk about this at some point we should we'll talk about this in a few months but like just because like I don't know I don't want to go into it because I don't want to say the wrong thing but like the rhetoric around like being made in China and like the way people view that is actually like really bad yeah it's like a little bit yeah like it's and we'll go into this like I'm not an expert on this obviously I just have like done a lot of recent talk to a lot of people and then like people who work with companies in China and things like that have been like I don't know it's just like just because it's made in China doesn't inherently mean it's bad in that in itself or like on that call yeah like there's things in the the states that are on it cool so anyways um yeah totally I'm excited yeah please do I don't remember I just surprised Jessica and we're going VIP to close swindle next week oh wait actually after this we'll call we'll call Lauren but anyways hope you guys enjoy get ready because we're going to Austin and the next vlog we're like gonna be together for the next three weeks yeah that's very well we are business partners usually realize when people say like a business like being a business partner is like being married to someone yeah oh think about us I will say socially to my medicine is on the podcast that the reason it works so well is that like the fact that I am party girl and you are like chill yeah and I do have sides me that are chilling you guys you that are party girl but I right it's it works so well because we're not needy with each other yeah all and like you let me go might do my thing I let you go to your thing and we just have an understanding that I don't do well with historically with clingy people yeah and you were the opposite of that and like you too but I just not you don't even like no yeah I think it's just like we vibe we do our thing and then we come together and we need to yeah we don't have like an unhealthy like I don't know we just I don't know we just have like a very healthy friendship hey great what I was gonna say also is that I don't have a job right now and like I don't know how we could be like doing what we're doing if I had a full-time job because I can't lose well I have a full-time job though what I'm equally doing so yeah that's true yeah but I just feel like I like I think it's been helpful I don't know how I think it would have been really overwhelming yeah we could have done it it just would have been like like I think this is the only thing that I'm doing right now so I it's like not like stressing me out beyond yeah I would have like enough like capacity yeah because it's like and I have years of practice of increasing my capacity so like it is different right and you're also like working like outside the bounds of a nine-to-five yeah exactly I have more freedom my job so I think that yes it would be a lot harder because of calls and stuff yeah yeah I agree with them but we're just more lucky and I'm thinking like this is like I was that so far sure that I don't have a job like this is a really positive thing event that like we're able to do this and I'm not like killing myself yeah because also if you had a nine-to-five it just time-wise wouldn't have worked because you couldn't have been on calls right and then it would have ended up being like all me yeah and then that would have been like time more time consuming right okay well anyways guys though kind of launching very soon it would mean the world if you pick it up if not totally in it don't worry that you don't have to you don't have to but we won't like you know I will like you oh my god just kidding just kidding I'm just kidding you guys I love everyone yeah but like I would really be so happy you know I'm making very happy so anyways love you guys so much hope you guys enjoy this week in my fog we'll see you guys in Austin how do you go from okay I'm living this life that I don't like to gain acceptance or success or money but ultimately it's leading me down a path that's very unhappy or to more anxiety or whatever it might be how do you get from that point where you're you know in the bathroom leaving the pitch to I actually like my life now yeah I think so like the whole book restart roadmap right I think before you can just hit restart we all want to just change it right now we want to get rich overnight we want to change our jobs overnight it doesn't happen like that unfortunately you mentioned blueprint I think it's so important that every person sits down right now and rewires like how did they get to this point