 Okay, this is our closing for the whole six weeks. Everyone kind of comes up and shares from their heart. It's just been a great, great retreat, really. It's been an emotional rollercoaster for me. I've been going through all kinds of fears and going to joy and back to some emotions. It really shows that time is not really what it seems to be because it's like I've been here a lifetime, and really for me to come to the point to see that I do not know. I thought I knew something about God, but I don't. That's scary to the ego, but most of all, to experience love, that's the greatest gift and opening my heart. And I had no idea what I was in for before I came here. I realized that these six weeks I've shown me that it's true. I have been given so much guidance and learning. I love you. When I see you, I see mashed potatoes. Michael has a different picture of us with mashed potatoes. Oh, it's joyful. It just feels like that's a fear of death. I've been there. I've survived the only way is up. We could share a kitchen. So much joy in that mashed potato. So I loved the joining and the connection of the two of us. It wasn't about the mashed potato at all. And everybody's alive still. Yes, we all are. It tested a track of fear. The single biggest thing I've learned is affectionating. I'd like to demonstrate how it works right now. Oh, if you haven't tried this. It's for all of us. I hear the verse, trust would solve all problems now. I realized here, the only way, the only place to feel trust is right here and now. There is no other place. And therefore, it is absolutely not important what comes into my life. What am I asked to do? I want to give you some music. And this is not going to be special. It's not going to be good. It's not going to be bad. Dare to be playful and childlike and not forget about that. I'm so grateful. I'm so grateful with you and Melissa and that you didn't turn on me when I told you about I had seen you being with Melissa and telling me how crazy you were. Yeah, I want to thank you for starting that off because that was so cool. We so deserve this, everybody. I wake up in the morning and my prayer is just let me be connected to the Holy Spirit today. But I forget. And then I sit down beside you guys and I feel it. And I think, oh yes, this is what I want. That sense of connection. And it is that sense of connection and peace and stillness. And that sense of freedom really speaks to me. You know, the bird flying free. And the sense of freedom has always been calling me. The other aspect I really get is the support from everyone. I know that with joining it's possible. I used to quote these favourite lines from the course. You do not walk alone. It's that feeling of not walking alone that I get from all of us being here together. I am so excited about true joining and that level of intimacy. That's really the spark that if I could be really excited about anything, that's what it is. I really felt it so strongly at the angel wash. It was like a really opening up experience for me. What was new for me was that I wasn't looking for what I was going to be getting as I walked down the line. It became as I went on what I could give. What could come through me felt just as good. I felt happy about that. And then Kirsten, you said, this is how we live now, Catherine. At the end. I thought, ooh. Wow, this is how we live. If we could live like this all the time. And the experience of the angel wash. That's what it is. If that's what this experience is, then yes, I want that. It helped me to peel away layers of crap. And for that, I'm so very grateful. It even inspired me to sing again. Which I haven't done for a very long time. Instrument of Thy peace As I give love As I renstrument Home and free As I... The word for this has been trust. Trust, trust, trust. This came through me all the days. That everything is okay as it is. To accept this. And all the mind watching was so good. I never done it that way before. So I realize now that this is a very big step stone for me. To continue on. And I'm so grateful for this. And I love you. I wasn't very comfortable when I came here to be so close. When we had done the angel bath, I seemed to run out my defense. And then it feels more like we're in the inside out. And that was a strange experience. Because I thought I was going to be hurt. But I wasn't. It just felt better. I love you all. It feels so good that you can live without this defense. Which I lost completely. When I realize this ghost will never come back. Will never have an effect anymore on me. I have a handicap. Which you can't see. It has been a problem for me all my life. Which I try to hide. I can't read and write. Like you can. That was the release. Because when we started in the igrease group, I was supposed to take notes. And then couldn't hide anymore. I couldn't pretend. Because then it would show. And then I told that I can't. Then they don't. Only my group know. That was the whole thing. And then it was nothing more. That was easy. After 50 years. I'm so glad that I have followed my heart. But I can't believe that it has taken me here. But I'm so grateful. And as I said in the beginning, I felt that this was the branching of the road. And I'm so glad that I have taken that jump. And now I'm on it. And I don't want to go back. And it has been so beautiful. When I have expressed things, I have made up a plan before. What I would hear back. And none of you have said none of those things. And thank you for that. I have been deep down. And feel the core of my self-hatred. And I have felt so much guilt. And it has been so beautiful to have a safe place for that. To really go there. The things that have come to me, it's true. Because I have seen so much evidence. And others that have received the same guidance and the same wishes. And that's made me so happy that I actually can trust my heart. It's like I'm learning to be myself here. Learning to be the Christ here. I'm so used to pretending. Or covering up or not sharing. Everything that's happened here has been so perfect. I've been pissed off. I've wanted to kill people. I've wanted to love people. It's been gyo-yo. When you come and give me a heart, my mind goes completely blank. So it's all still being with you. It could be so big and full. Every face I look at I have another gratitude for what I've learned. It's been given to me. An abundance. But the Holy Spirit has brought me home. I've never felt home anywhere. It does make it a lot easier when you have fighting companions there and you can open up and share. It's a powerful experience. So in one sense you're like the guinea pigs for the Holy Spirit. Going ahead and showing what's possible and demonstrating it for the rest of the world. Even though this has been just a six-week little mini-community, I think the experiences speak for themselves. I mean, I've loved being here with you. I've loved listening to you very, very much. But I don't need you all the time to feel God's love shining through every person. And that makes me very comfortable and happy and I like when I watch you, I don't look at you, David, David, David. It's like I can look through you to God's love. And that's so wonderful. Thank you so much for that.