 Welcome back to another week in my life. It is Tuesday afternoon. I have been working, working, working, had not much to vlog because it's launch week and then I had a lot of other things going on behind the scenes. We're doing some rebrand stuff. It's, she's pretty resting. Macy thinks it's personal. No, I know. She's really like making it about her. Okay, just look how on brand day I am from walking into Kenzie's house. Well, it's your bag with the cowboy boots. Oh, well, that. Yeah. And then a sprouts bag. Two sprouts haul because Kenzie's making dinner. Lunch. Oh, yeah. I got a root beer for me. Whoa. Okay. We got two beers. You don't have like 10 all-in-pop root beers in there, really? Yeah, but I got subscription. You did? All right. We got two cans of peach because I looked it up and these were the peaches someone else used in a peach drink. By the way, what I said just ask, that's not a really, I didn't mean to hit send. Oh, no, you're good. I was just on the phone trying to text you back and I was like, that's not what I needed to sound like. This, right? Yeah. Per second and then you went like just like tomatoes and I would like, we would taste them. Well, you're not, don't worry. You're gonna work, I'm gonna make that. And then both of them. Yeah, that's the exact kind that I get too. Really? Yeah, good job. I'm gonna make peach. Well, here's the thing, like it's not gonna be, this is probably gonna be fine. So I'm just not gonna eat this fresh because the reason I even found this recipe to begin with, which is like one of my favorite recipes was that I just got a bunch of peaches in the farmer's market and I was like, how do I use this up when I have chicken? Cool it, I found this recipe, it's so good. I'm gonna make a TikTok on it. I wish we had a cute sprint. I know, I'm not a sprint right now I think. I'm not going to because I didn't wanna try something. Love, you can film all your stuff here. I was thinking like right there. Yeah, well here, right here I realized this great laddie I was making some TikToks earlier. So I'm drinking my coffee. I'm going to, so it's like about 5.30, but I kind of wanna call and get transferred to the 6.30 because it's an emo night class. Like, I don't know whether you're gonna eat my night but if it's like warp tour, sometimes there's two different kinds of emo nights. Yeah, but if it's like emotional, it's like, oh my god, down the ledge. No, it's not like that kind of, I think it's like emo rock. Anyways, I can't decide. But working on some things, lots of calls. I'm just now starting my week of my life vlog. Oh, I set up my YouTube area and I forgot it. Yeah, you did. And I'm doing finally Coastal Cove Real Dinner Friday. All right, let's see how it's going. Oh wow, it's looking great. It's a little bit too hot in there, but looks amazing. All right, I'm on my way. I think I forgot to show my outfit. This is the perfect summer maybe outfit in Texas. I'll have it linked to my snow profile. I don't know, I just left it on the wall. I'm like talking to my camera in front of all these people right now. I'm getting anxiety. Anyways, these pants are from Amazon. They're men's. I got something on them. They dried weird. They're normally cuter than this. 30 bucks. And they're really lightweight. They're perfect to be airport. And movie theater in Texas in the summer because I don't like when I'm wearing shorts and my feet. I touch the chair. I don't know why. But anyways, then obviously it's water. Best tank ever from Skims. I'm obsessed. I'll link it. I just bought three new ones last week because I wear them so often. I do a small and a medium. Ah, North Park. My favorite place ever. I feel like I used to vlog about North Park all the time. Especially when I lived in LA. Just love it. This is so exciting. I mean, it's, we have one like 10 minutes away, but still, hello. It's Tonset Lego. Our movie thing got messed up. So we're going to a different movie theater, but getting self some Legos for next week when she comes over. I'm outside of SoulCycle right now. I'm about to go in. I think they're watching me. I have my water bottle. I have my tan coming off my face. I have my bag. And we're going, I have really been liking it. I've been going like once or twice a week. Just mixing it in. And it always puts me in such a good mood when I leave. So that's why I like it. I really also obviously prefer morning workouts, but I'll go ahead of physical therapy this morning and the timings for the classes weren't working. So anyways, we're off. Okay, here we go. I'm back from my massage and it was incredible. I'm sorry if it's a clutter in the background. I normally try to hide this. My orbit is right here. I went through my first glimmering hair mask. So I just reordered three of them. I'll link it below. I do think it's like helping my hair. I just heard like amazing things and I do think it's been good so far. What else is there to say? Oh, the massage was unbelievable. I went to Yumi at the Greenville location. First off, she was so good. I got the deep tissue enhancement and then the way scalp serum. So let me see. I have my water, is my way of scalp serum. My bathroom is kind of like confusing right now. It's not super organized, but the scalp serum is a little massage. I realized once we love a head massage today, it was really good. So anyways, I definitely recommend you if you guys are in Dallas or just like the now anywhere they have like a bunch of different locations to franchise. So yeah, it was a really fabulous experience. I have about 10 minutes to get ready and then I'm going to the Henry for their Hamptons pop up. This is a great day. And then I was driving into the long way home and it's just like so green. There's so many trees and I passed by the water and I was like, I love my life. I do. So I get ready and head out like literally right now. Guys, we're at the Henry for their Hamptons pop up. It's so beautiful out. Lauren and I got these like spicy habanero, mango, margaritas are really good. And everything looks amazing. We're ordering pretty much everything on the menu, but we got oysters, treble fries, pot stickers, crispy rice. I'm really living. Today is a great day. Hello. This girl is watching me film myself and is literally in my workout class. Anyways, happy launch day. Today's Wednesday. I also have these eye mask on underneath. These people are going to be like, who this girl is insane. Finished one tray out last night and I literally want to saw, but at least I will stop talking about it to you guys. But I'm listening to drama queens and I'm literally reading Hilary Bones book in real life. So I'm just getting some photos because we are launching our socks today as well. They got here in time and I took some photos last night after my social circle class. So just getting some things done here. I have to be there in like two minutes. So off to wait lift. And today I'm mainly home. I don't have a good ton of stuff besides launch and just like work to do. I don't think I have any plans tonight, hopefully. Which is amazing. I always love to be home. Hi guys. Y'all are going to kill me. It's the next day. Okay, I'm sorry. I was going to vlog yesterday but then there was people at my house and then after there was people at my house, they were working on the wallpaper which they didn't even do yesterday. I would have done that tomorrow. But I just got so anxious. I went to cover physical therapy like as we launched the pink and just, there's a lot of coffee. I don't need that much coffee. Can I pour this back in? No, I can't. Question, the answer is no. I knew I should have got more I was going to spread out to yesterday. Anyways, anxiety hit me so bad on my work. You know what's weird? I've noticed that I get really anxious on launch days but not pre-launch and it really has nothing to do with how the launch does. Like launch went great. Like and I just, later that day, it just hits me. I don't even really want coffee and I just want the biggest coffee yet. So yeah, I don't know. I was just really weird and I feel like honestly my anxiety has been bad the last couple of months. And then I feel like if I'm vlogging it's every single week I'm like anxiety chat and I feel annoying. You know what I mean? So anyway, I'm gonna try to pick it up now. Pink puff, I don't know. But, sorry y'all. I have about a percent left of Hilary Brutton's book. It's good. It's not like a must-read but I mean it's like nothing really hot. Like they're like a sweet storey or two in there. It's interesting but it's not like, I like just like moves up to a farm like loose Hollywood, you know what I mean? But it's not like everyone must read this. If you're a Once You Hill fan, like sure, you know? But anyways, I'm gonna go to Pilates and get that going for myself. I filmed a TikTok on my tanner too that I use, looks, I'm filtered on the link below. I know I'm not like super dark right now but it's just like a healthy looking glow. And also update on the vitamin C literally ripping my skin apart. It still is in pain. It gets still messed up. So like my stuff is like weird like tanner's like weird in my face and everything but anyways, what else? We're going to Pilates. Today is East Coast versus West Coast hip hop which I'm excited for. Because there's also just like a locker I haven't had the scenes right now. Working on some rebrands and that's just one. So it's just like, there's so much that's going on that I can't like film. You know what I mean? So anyways, now we're getting back on it. I have a lot happening today, a lot happening tomorrow. It's going to be me and the girl links, AKA you. You know, we've never had a date for you guys or my podcast listeners. But let me know if the anxiety shots are annoying because I feel like especially when they're happening all the time and I know it looks, I have clinical anxiety that makes it any better. I know it sounds annoying coming from me. So anyways, it's just a lot when you're like over something like a business that like relies on you. You know what I mean? Like it's not, I don't have someone to like, I don't have anyone else. It's very isolating. It's been a lot of time alone. And then a lot of it, I feel like it's hard for like sales. There are like just these certain things like not like ref, like get too personal. I don't know. Anyways, off we go. Cause I am just rambling. We got my favorite place to pick up some stuff to grill. I'm so excited. I'm going to grill tomorrow and I just can't stop thinking about it. Also, Sprouse is supposed to be in such good mood. I'm in an amazing mood today guys. Like I'm like tearing up. I'm so happy. Like I don't know what happened to me from last week to this week. It's amazing. Guys, I'm dressed right now like a mom who was taking her child to school with cocos and hip carrier. I have my bag packed. Like I literally have everything in here. I have like a notebook, my Kindle, like everything during her physical therapy appointment. And then off I'm driving. I have lathered my body in lotions. I just took a shower and actually, not actually obviously I washed my hair but I have an update on my hair journey. I'm still bad about taking my NutriFull and I need to do that today. I have to remember and I actually need all of you guys to remind me. Simple ask. You see my Instagram stories and I haven't posted that I've taken my vitamins. I don't know, whatever supplement. What is it? What's the difference? That day, just send me a nice little DM. Make sure I'm doing something. But I have, my goal was to only have to wash my hair at like once a week. The only way I can get away with washing my hair once a week is if I get a blowout. And I have been like regularly getting a blowout once a week for a bit now. I'm sure you guys obviously see it in the vlogs. But then I got this glimmer hair mask that Kate Davis who I'm obsessed with always posted about and it says it's like a super food mask that was like saved her hair and whatever. So then I like started, I wanted to try out like new products. So then I started washing my hair but like I washed my hair on Sunday and then I had to wash it today which is Thursday because it was just like I needed to for the weekend. But I'm also like not immediately blowing it out today. And like that process genuinely takes me like three hours to do because I have so much hair with my extensions and extensions just take a lot longer to dry. So that's the other thing about getting extensions. Not only is it more work but also it literally takes me like myself like three hours to do my hair. So really what you should do is just dry like the top part of your weft. Why am I putting in the name? Because that helps with like the care of the extensions and helps them last longer. Oh my God. And then I'll like let the rest of my hair dry. I didn't even have time to do that today though. So I mean, it's not the best. My sister would kill me. So anyways, I am working on my hair health and I'm using like scalp serum. So I feel like I haven't been as consistent about it. That was like my biggest goal this year and I like really have kind of dropped them all but I'm getting back into it now. The glimmer hair mask, I've used it a couple times and it makes my hair feel really smooth. Obviously I haven't used it long enough to like notice and I feel like it's kind of hard because it's like, is that my hair or the extensions? You know what I mean? So anyways, that's my hair health update. I really feel like a mom going to PTA meeting right now. So chat soon. Great news guys. So also I think a lot of my like stress and it's like this might sound stupid if you like don't have a dog and you like don't get it but every day has another day of cocoa not being able to walk and it like is so depressing and just awful that I could cry thinking about it. I mean like literally getting teary-eyed now but we're only on her fourth appointment. She is doing three appointments a week. The first week she only did two but she's doing three appointments a week for eight weeks and we're only on our fourth one. So like out of 24 and then we'll reevaluate. I don't know if she'll like be done then or whatever but she had acupuncture today. Really has that twice a week and they told me that she was like pushing back and like how you like whoa. KSFM just started playing throwback to my childhood but they said that she was like moving or like okay I should have written down exactly what they said. I was just too excited. Basically they said she has like reflexes like she's pushing back whatever and that's like a really good sign because there is a chance she still can't walk obviously. So yay everyone. I'm so happy. It's only the fourth one. So everyone send Cocoa really positive prayers. Heading out to get a late lunch just a 4.30 thing and then I'm going to a panel at Austin, Olivia and then I'm going to Komodo. They invited me in. You guys will see tonight I'm excited but I'm wearing a really cute outfit. I threw it on in two seconds. Putting my sunglasses on. I have this top on from Skims that I forgot I even had because I put it in the wrong part of my closet. I haven't gotten to where yet. It was tucked in. It's been tucked out. I was just like, I don't know. We're going to figure that out as time goes on and then okay, we're sliding. This skirt is Princess Polly. I got a ton of Maxi skirts in my last vlog. I know you guys probably saw that but I'll link these as well. And then my favorite kitten heels from Sam Edelman. There's just nothing better than these kitten heels. I wear the work habit boots or kitten heels literally every single day. I'm like not working out. I'm like, you know, I'm actually like leaving my house doing things, getting ready. You know what I mean? Anyways, I'm excited for all this to be gone soon. And tomorrow, the wallpaper will be installed. By the way, this is not anything. This is a sample and I didn't like it. This is like old stuff and it's just been put there. So anyways, really exciting stuff. Guys, I ran out of coffee. So sad. I had to put skincare on so I don't even think these are gonna stay. But happy Friday. I'm going to work out and then I have to go run to the store because I have the Coastal Cavalry that are pretty fit. I really need to go to Charter Joe's too. And my wallpaper is being installed. And my closet, my garage. I have like my IKEA closet from the townhouse. It's getting picked up. Guys, do you, is there anyone who like, do you drink like a tea before bed to wake up without your face being loaded? Like it's weird cause I feel like I don't always eat like it's every day. I eat a lot like pretty clean. Like I don't know. I mean, I don't eat like perfectly healthy but I eat pretty clean so I can have questions. Also, this has just been the sweetest that I've ever liked to be saying that. But like, come here, come here, look. Well, off I go. Just finished book club, stopping at DeNovo. Hi. Oh my God, it does look so cute in here. Look, yeah, wait. I really haven't been in a bed. Stopped at DeNovo, okay. Very, very quickly. Got some things. The story now is so cute. No one is surprised cause no one knows that it's standing full cycle. So embarrassing. Here we go. Truly my favorite place. My favorite wine. I actually don't have this at home right now. I've been out of so much wine. Oh, I haven't tried. I have. I don't know what I want. Oh, and sparkly wine, I had no idea. Okay. I mean, this is my favorite. Like a white wine girl, but. Got the flowers. Got all the groceries. I actually have another Instacart delivery coming, but it's fine. Okay, everything has arrived. I'm gonna clean up my house a little bit. And also I have things outside that I need to get done and those tags have been driving me insane. So I'm gonna clean up and then what I'm gonna do is set out everything that I need. Actually, you're gonna set the table and then set out dishes that I'm gonna serve certain things in. Set out everything that I need like out here. I also need to get my crock pot out. This just wants to say hello. It's gonna be such a fun night. I can't remember how many people I have coming. I think six to eight. My cousin's coming earlier this afternoon to help me because she gets off work early. So it's gonna be so fun. I have to figure out what I'm wearing. If y'all are new here, I love a dinner party. Like hosting is my favorite thing ever. Fun little memories, things like that. Okay, gotta go. Okay guys, if I'm awkward today, just know that it's because I have so much to film and so much to say and I have a random man. Nice man, great guy. Just don't know him obviously in my house. And he is doing the wallpaper. So I have to film all day and he's gonna be there. So anyways, I did what it says. I've made a TikTok or posted an Instagram story, like whatever, but you just need to know about this brush. This is like not a flatter insurer, but whatever. It's skins, it's so soft. It's like love wearing it all the time. Anyways, this brush from Innisfree Park. So it looks as though I'm saying this. I've said this before, but like it actually is the best brush ever. I'll link it below. You need a good like foundation brush, like buff it all out. Like it is fun that it applies my foundation or my moisturizer like today I'm wearing the, how do you say this? Say, say, I don't know, I really like the stuff. And then I've also been using the NARS foundation. I use this like during the day if I'm like putting on a little bit of something, like really chill like right now. And then this is like my foundation that I wear out. I will say though, it's the best foundation. It's so good. I always have issues with like this and I'm the only person in the world because it's a pump and I feel like somehow it gets twisted in there. And then it's hard. I don't know. I've like broken an entire one. I've like bought one and it's just like falling apart. Probably because of me. Honestly, I don't know like what I'm doing. But anyways, I'm excited for the center party. I'm literally like the entire day is focused on the center party. I mean, I do have like work that I do. I'm making brisket so that's gonna take a second. And then what else do I have? We're doing guacamole. I did get like store bought queso, cowboy, caviar, rice, tacos. I'm doing shrimp and brisket but shrimp is like a lot easier and faster to make. And then I just felt like an already made like slaw. So yeah, that's my vibe today. I need to get dressed and it's like showered and rinsed off and I like literally live in this, like these tops. I have like three of them. Like they're so self assowing more skins. Orders coming today because they came out with my favorite pajamas in pink. So I always say I had to. And then they also, which I forgot I even made disorder, came out with, did I even show you guys my apple last night? I hope I did, cause I liked it. They also came out with the boxer shorts in pink. So like, you know what I mean? Like I had to, they pushed my hand is what they did. So I wasn't putting on like doing makeup earlier today but I guess here we are. So I went to my bathroom and then all of a sudden it was like happening after the fact. So it is what it is, you know? I don't think my sister even realized that she left this blush in my house and our orgasm blush. I was wondering why it's here for so long and then I remembered. So I mean, she hasn't said anything and she doesn't live super close to me anymore. Well, she was in the summer, she still was close but like we used to go a lot closer. Okay, I cannot find my brow gel but this is the other thing I wanted to tell you guys about. I feel like I might have already told you that Patrick Todd brow gel is my favorite brow gel I've ever used. I used to just kind of be like, whatever about brow gels. I was just co-stars, I was like fine with the job. No, this is so good. Like, unbelievably good. I really don't want to put mascara on. That's like the worst part of my day. Putting on mascara, like there needs to be something else. Like what can we do? That isn't like eyelash extensions. Also, I bought like three more of these just a half but I realized you're about like 10 because I guess more of you is going out of business. I said this in a vlog for him. Because I'm just repeating myself in every single vlog, like be honest. I'm in a weird like funk. I decided this weekend is gonna be a life reset and I'm gonna take some time and I'm gonna think and I'm gonna record a podcast episode about it. And then next week will be like a reset but I just need to like just chill, have like no obligations, read, journal, go on walks. I don't think I'm gonna make it out to the ranch. That would be very highly beneficial but I don't know if that's in the cards. And yeah, like I need to just be one with myself in nature. That's what I need. And then maybe I'll like get out of this weird funk. There's also just a lot of it's kind of like changing within myself almost, like within like business stuff. Like there's a lot changing all at once. So and not that any of it's negative actually all like really good but I don't know. Like I'm just in like a weird thing and I've always been a weird thing this time of year and I always noticed that like it's this time of year I've already talked about like summertime blues and sadness and stuff and obviously it's not summer yet but it's like when it's transitioning into summer it's so hot in Texas and obviously I love Texas so much but like I hate heat. So it's really inconvenient for me. So that's why I have to be like really rich in my life and live to my summer in Kentucky, you know what I mean? But something about like when summer is coming around it starts getting hot and whatever. I just am in like a weird mood and I'm also trying to like gas myself into loving the heat like I see girls that I know posting like when it gets hot and they're like oh my God I'm so happy and I'm like what do you mean you're happy? It's a hundred degrees outside. Like how are you happy? And they love it and I'm trying to be like that because I would be happier, you know what I mean? So that's my other goal. I'm just gonna gas myself into liking the heat. And go on from there, you know what I mean? So hopefully that works out for me. Also I just hate putting on mascara. I also just like, I don't mind my makeup but like I just don't, you know? Especially when it's hot or like I'm home and I'm always not gonna make up but I'm filming all day so I was like might as well. Anyways, I'm gonna go change, find an outfit and like figure out my life, get things set up. Aw, guys, so many borders, yay. So I've kind of just separated everything and labeled it. There are a lot of things that like obviously lines are in like most things. So like they're just kind of staying in the center and this actually, I forget where I'm, I think it's Cabo Caviar. Anyways, I have everything like labeled, the scrimp which is just mainly seasoning, brisket which has other things, size, whatever. I have everything labeled so I know like what to do. The brisket is gonna be in the slow cooker so I'm gonna do that first and then probably set up the table. I'll do Cabo Caviar, I'll do Guac last, definitely. Shrimp kind of later and then like set everything out. But this is kind of the vibe. I might even use bags and put like them back in the bag so they're all just like ready to go but it makes my life a lot easier if I like label things. Having Nancy Meyers moving on and I set everything up and what I'm gonna serve it on which also makes things go faster. I'm gonna get going with the brisket because that's the longest one. I have like a bunch of seasonings and things I need to get out. If you ever need to like reference this back or something I'm making TikToks for like literally every single thing. So Cabo Caviar, shrimp, chips, Guac which I haven't opened my thing I will in a second. Taco, sides, let's just like Spanish fries like all this stuff. Lime crema and then this is just stuff that like isn't a lot of the recipes so I'm just keeping it out over here. But I did start setting that up. But I need to do the brisket so then I can do the flowers and then like I can finish the outdoor area. But yeah, lots of progress has been made. I'm gonna make a little like drink area as well and I got sent. Let me show you guys. Okay, I know I showed you these yesterday but it's wine based margaritas. So I'm gonna serve these tonight. I feel like they're perfect, like amazing and they're from Brightlands. I think, no Bright Cellars. Why don't you think Brightlow, my all oils from Brightland? But I really like Bright Cellars. I put wine in the description. Anyways, love. Just went through my first like Graza olive oil, squeezable olive oil. I love this stuff. It lasted me almost six months. And I love it. It's so inexpensive, best stuff ever. But now I have my Brightland olive oil to try that Lauren got me as my housewarming gift that I have been so excited to try. So bringing this one out, looks stunning. Okay, progress has been made. Obviously I haven't been doing this all day long. I've also been working, but I'm going back and forth. And it's been kind of convenient. I have everything like set. I need a few more bowls. But this is like such a mess over here. I'm actually not gonna do the cooler. I'm probably next, I think, gonna set up the drink station. I don't think I can set it up though because I might wanna put it over here. Actually, no, I think it makes sense over there. So I'm gonna do that and figure it out. We're making Honor Bar Mars. But I think it's called the Clifton Mars, I think is what Haffig Harvest has. But there's just like egg whites that are a little more frothy. They're our favorite margs in Dallas. One of our friends who unfortunately is out of town tonight is like a master and makes them better herself now. So I'm gonna figure that out. She sent me the recipe. And then also look at how cute these are. I really want stuff. Like this is like the stuff that I wanna be making for my bread. You know what I mean? But this is a gift. I have no idea where it's from. Just like monograms. Napkins, I got some for Haley actually who makes these margs. That say something with hey, I can't remember. But when she makes these margs and they're really cute. So anyways, oh I got them on Etsy. Sorry, it's what I was gonna say. I just like Google Etsy shop. I was like a random Etsy shop. So anyways, gonna figure that out. I made the, how do I fit? Made the Cowboy Caviar. It is sitting in the fridge currently. I also made some lime crema. So I've got this stuff honestly really ready to go. I just have the shrimp. When the briskets done, the guac which we obviously can't really make before. Gonna roast a lot of the, obviously like the tacos. And yeah, I feel like a lot of it is pretty much done. Guys, Alyssa has arrived. We're gonna take the fence out. He's just recently started to play fetch. He, it's really hit or miss. Like I've tried with him probably 10 times here. And like yesterday was like one of the two times he was into it. He'll catch the ball, but he doesn't really like to bring it back sometimes. That's his issue. Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa. No, no, no, boy. No, look, look, ready, fetch. Oh, oh my God. He has extra possessed. He's like showing off for you. Oh, oh, like I didn't even get this one yesterday. Oh, are you gonna bring the ball? Like, what does he not get? Ready? Oh, it's sweet. Oh, ready, set, go. He's literally a horse. Who gets it? He has so much energy right now. Oh my God. Guys, it's pouring out now, but we're not gonna move this until like an hour from now because maybe it'll stop pouring. You never know what touches the weather. Guys, look what I found. I forgot I had this. So cute, perfect. This is from Montana. I'll be taking Montana. And then these are anthropology. The other thing, I mean, I feel very passionately about a recipe book because even though I'm doing this on a lot of time right now, it's nice to unplug when you're in the kitchen, even though I, you know, film all the time when I'm in the kitchen. But listen, I don't like reading all the recipe from my screen because it ruins my like zen-ness in the kitchen. And also I like to have everything together in one place. This is from like P-A-P-I-E-R. I don't know how you pronounce that brand. Hey. Papier. Papier. I'm afraid it's not any stupid. So it's from that brand. There's a few things I would change about this book, but it's just like what I've been using. Anyways, the other thing that's nice is that I learned by writing. So like if I write down a recipe, then I like memorizing, you know what I mean? And then it's nice to have like, it's a cute idea of like passing this down one day or being like, this was like my 20 years or like this house or like whatever. And then if you actually like a recipe that you try out like it makes it in here. Anyways, I'm adding the honor bar mark in here so that I can also leave it out. This is the other thing that's amazing. Oh, I need to get on my, I'm a genius on my cookbook stand. I'm gonna have this out so people will know how to make it. Yep. Yep. I'm a literal genius. The water. The rain has gone out a little bit. We're gonna make some marks. I just made some shrimp. Got a few other things to do. Block takes two seconds to make. I do wanna roast these. Oh. Which is easy, we'll just do it on the pan. Yeah, on the pan, yeah. Guys, a miracle has happened and it's sunny out. The rain not only stopped, but the sun has come out and we're like pretty much, we're getting close to being done. We're ready, making marks. Things are picking up for us. Yeah, things are progressing. They're progressing. Made the water bar more yourrita. Stunning. Oh, made a shake cup too. Thought I would leave this for you and this is your birthday present as well. Like salt would be the one. Anyways, I want to show you this. Cute. I'm gonna do a TikTok about bracelets too. I know. I know. I'm like, just like, you're the only person. You know? Oh. Yeah. The two have a different place to hear. See, I don't know. It's random. Yeah. All my friends are single. You know what I mean? I'm earning my meal. I'm getting some b-roll. Thank you. I'm earning my meal. This one's so good. I can't wait. I know me too. I'm so excited. I'm so excited. Right? Okay, no. You're not getting it. Don't get hurt. I'm just on b-roll duty. I signed it to myself just now. I love it, love it, love it. Which happens to leave for Austin in a month? Okay, girlies. We just ate our meal. It was really... So fire. It was really good. I did this to myself. I don't know if I have enough. The brisket was very good. And I'm just glad, because brisket is my favorite meal. Is that it? Uh, like the meatballs? The meatballs? Um, no. Which I should have just sold that because I only had two pounds and I thought I would need more. I just didn't know how many have too much of it in me. You know what I mean? Yeah. So, guys, like, what is the plan for going out? Because like, I could, there's a good 10% chance that you're gonna convince me. Well, it's the guys that you like. Oh, there's the brisket. Yeah, and there's the... So I wouldn't just like it, but it's 10. I need a white one. Mine's expressed, so I don't know. And he's off. Okay, everyone just left, but I did get a skim's package. So we're gonna do a little skim's haul. Oh my gosh. Something about this, I didn't even know I had it on my TV. Like a normal guide is very nostalgic. Oh, I bought the take tops and I love my favorite take tops ever. So good from skim's. The rib take tops, I think is what they're called. Cotton rib tank, I'll link. The best one ever. Like, I stained my other one. So I had to get more and then I got like a white and an off-white one. But I live in these. I think I got a size medium. Yeah. Oh, one was small and one was medium. Honestly, I kind of just want to go on both and small because it's just something that I didn't want tight-fitted. I'm really like a size medium, but I do wear small depending on the kind I want it to fit, obviously. And then I got these. I think I was telling you guys this earlier, actually in the vlog. So it's so weird that I literally had one drink. And for some reason when I'm vlogging after I have a drink, I'm like, feel like I sound drunk. And I'm like, I'm not. Also, I've vlogged on before. So anyways, oh, wait. Okay, these shoes are large. So I think I got the wrong size, or was it the wrong size? But maybe actually, you know what you, okay, this is the issue with shorts in general. Like they never fit. Like my thighs, right? They're always a two, like, like my thighs are too big or like they don't fit around them or whatever. So maybe this will work. We'll see. But I want them to be like loose. So anyways, so cute. I would like wear these out. That's the thing, you know? So anyways, that is my skim tall. It is almost 10 p.m. And everyone just left. I was cleaning up. It was a really fun time. The brisket was really good. All of the details and stuff will be on my TikTok. If you don't know, brisket is my favorite food ever. And it was chill. I wanted to like an entire solo episode. I'll probably record that this week on hosting dinner parties. But the one thing I will say is I need to like incorporate like activities. Like you need, sounds like stupid, but you need like when I'm like the PowerPoint night or like something else or I wanna do like pizza making on the grill night, but like something else. Like you have to like have something else that like lasts a little bit longer, but like not for tonight. Cause tonight was a weekend night and we were like not trying to do that. But I just feel like on the weekend, I'm like thinking about always like making better. You know what I mean? Oh my God. Guys, look at Fitz. He was the star of the show all day today. Most people went home, some people went out and I just like wasn't feeling going out. Literally at all. And I kind of wanted to hold some life reset weekends. But sometimes like when I do that and I feel like I'm trying to get my life together and I stay at home by myself all weekend, I end up more miserable and I'd rather like be out with friends. So I'm gonna like wake up tomorrow and like see how I feel. But I hope you guys enjoyed this vlog. I love hosting. It was a fun time. Love you guys so much. And I will see you guys next. Let me know you guys wanna see in the vlogs. I feel like I'm like a YouTube rut. So let me know. Love you guys and I'll talk to you soon. Bye. I want to be in a place where I have a very healthy perspective and a healthy relationship. Like with God or spirituality or like whatever it is that like any of us believe, right? I know a lot of you guys feel the same way. And a lot of us in our 20s are having a hard time with like what we believe and like the spiritual side of our lives.